1 Specific fic and a few general requests

[cecemelchan.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for this one specific homeless teen Dean fic. He meets Castiel behind a dumpster behind the Roadhouse (I think?) when he's looking for a place to sleep after he got kicked out by his dad. In the end they both sleep there. They both work as a prostitute, sometimes together. One day Alistair kidnaps Dean and they don't find him for a few days (weeks?). In the end Dean ends up in the hospital and Sam and John are there as well? -->
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I lost all my bookmarks so if anyone could rec some longer (preferably at least 10k but if you think a shorter one is amazing too please add as well :) ) fics with these themes that would be great;
- Dark pre-stanford/stanford era. Dean centric.
- Abused!Dean (all the abuse, by everyone, canon or au)
- Abused!Castiel (again all the abuse)
- Abused Sam, but only by Castiel,Dean or John.
- Any other dark stories with Dark!Sam/Dean/Cas
- Any story where John comes back from the dead after season 5.

Comments

[elwarre.livejournal.com]

are you ok with Wincest or just Destiel?

[cecemelchan.livejournal.com]

I'm only okay with wincest if it's in a non consensual context (man I sound fucked up haha)

[elwarre.livejournal.com]

abused!Dean

Learning to Live Half a Life (http://princess-aleera.livejournal.com/121125.html) by princess_aleera: "John drinks. A lot. And it's exhausting for Dean to try and keep the family together, it wears him out to make sure school's okay for Sammy and himself and then clean up after their father when he's finally passed out on the bed or the bathroom floor. Michael is a safe haven. Michael is different. As long as Dean does what Michael tells him to do, he can pretend everything's okay. At least for a little while." (Dean/OMC, Dean/Castiel)

Impala Conversations (http://archiveofourown.org/works/673522/chapters/1232331) by alex_l_kerr: "Sam and Dean joke, banter, bicker, and reconcile some rough truths." (gen; this one's a little shorter but it's really good)

abused!Sam (non-wincest) (https://delicious.com/elwarre/abused!sam,gen)

[cecemelchan.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much!
I'll be trolling your delicious account for a while too : )