Emotionally hurt Dean

[nearlynina.livejournal.com]

Hey!

I'm having a crazy craving for hurt!Dean fic, but not the "oh no I tripped and broke my leg" kind, more like the "and now we delve into Dean's previous messed up emotional trauma and whump him some more kind"! (Yes I know, I'm a disturbed individual...)

One request though, I want the REALLY bad stuff, like the stuff that made you cry so hard you couldn't see the computer screen through your tears, or that made your stomach and/or heart hurt, or that was so awful you had to stop reading and look at fuzzy kittens before you could keep reading. I particularly like betrayal, abuse, emotional trauma, neglect, guilt, abandonment issues, you know all that good stuff :) . Oh, I almost forgot, NO death, I can't take just about everything but that is just beyond the pale...

EDIT: I HAVE read The Bright Lights of Disturbia as well as just about everything else by leonidaslion :)

Examples of the kinds of fics I'm looking for
Sins of the Innocent by reapertownusa
Broken Boy Soldier"
Images of Broken Light by ameresu
Steadfast by rivkat
The Wellington Fort by Rafikiven

Comments

[juppschmitz.livejournal.com]

Yay, what a cool request! This is exactly my favourite kind of story! Why is it we like to cry over hurt Dean?

So, here are a few stories that came to mind:

Passenger/With Spit And A Prayer (http://amalthia.mediawood.net/ebooks/viewstory.php?sid=639) by kroki_refur (non-con, yet not in a way you'd expect, psychological trauma)

A Good Man Is Hard To Find (http://spn-gen.livejournal.com/144167.html) by kimonkey7 (depression, whump)

Ramble On (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3266757/1) by gaelicspirit (whump, John-related issues)

Sense (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6284190/1) also by gaelicspirit (Dean loses his senses one by one)

Ghosts of Future Past (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7367459/1/) by etrixan (Dean already knows that the future isn't looking good, but it isn't until he gets a visit from his own ghost that he realizes just how bad it could get. A season 4 AU that bumps into seasons 5 and 6.)

Tales by bigpink (http://web.mac.com/bigpink1/Big_Pink/Tales.html), especially Red and Fire In The Hole. (Whump and emotional trauma.)

Angelwings 'Verse (http://archiveofourown.org/series/6229) by leonidaslion. (Dean's having a little demon problem.
Mostly whump. Excellent!!)

Ninth Circle (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6940696/1) by adrenalineshots/ophium. (Not exactly a coda to 'Frontierland', though spoilers abound; not exactly a story about souls, though they play a very important part. This is a story about friends, brothers and duty.)

Crux Cross (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6270651/1/Crux_Cross) also by adrenalineshots. (Whump.)

Named (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6620318/1) by McLachlan. (Absolutely brilliant if you don't mind Dean/Cas. Not explicit - as far as I remember.)

Thursday's Child (http://strangeandcharm.livejournal.com/91450.html) by strangeandcharm. (Again Dean/Cas. The tears I cried over this one... Explicit in parts.)

Three Little Words (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3066265/1/Three_Little_Words) by swanseyjill. (With sequel. Emotional hurt up the wazoo.)

In Country (http://oselle.livejournal.com/tag/spn%20endverse%2F2014) by oselle. Start with the prequels mentioned on the page. (I'm currently listening to the podfic of this and while it's absolutely amazing I can't tell yet if it's gonna be a death!fic...)

And one last one:
Of Desire and the Status Quo (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5382298/1) by written in dreams. Okay, you said you didn't want character death, so you mightn't want to read the last chapter... (There's no warning in the summary, so I was caught by complete surprise!) But even if you don't read that last part this is a seriously amazing fic that got all the voices (oh, it's a Dark Angel/SPN crossover!) down absolutely perfectly. The quality of writing is just brilliant.

I hope you enjoy some of these stories (if you don't know them already). Do you have a public Delicious or Diigo link-collection? Or would you mind pointing me to more stories that you might have read? I'm gonna check out the ones in your post asap!!

[nearlynina.livejournal.com]

Squeee!

Your response made me sooo happy! It is always nice to know there are other Dean!whumpers out there and I have not read quite a few of your recs and the ones that I have are exactly the kind that I mean which makes me super duper excited to check them out!

Also, I have to admit that from the beginning of your response I had wanted to pimp out my delicious (I just LOVE sharing the fics I love), but I was worried it might seem weird.... So the fact that you actually asked for it makes it not weird and awesome, Yay!! :)

Here you go!
http://www.delicious.com/dirtydancer14

Oh also, just a note, when I tag character related things like hurt!dean for example I have it under hurt!jensen because I figured why have a hurt! jensen, hurt!Dean, and hurt!alec tag when I can just consolidate. There are a few tags that are character specific but most in regards to Supernatural are tagged under actor.

Hope you enjoy!