Dean comes back from Hell fic

I've searched high and low for this fic. Google, all my memories, through out storyfinders and even Ao3. I can't for the life of me remember the author's full penname or what the story was called. What I do know is this: the author's name had to do with the word vampire or red. the author has passed on for awhile now. Dean had come back from hell, season 3 style. dean was having a lot of issues, like being aggressive, violent and his head was all messed up. he's just a completely changed man. I'm pretty sure he was getting into fights for no rhyme or reason. it was quite a long fic. it's definitely wincest.

I don't know what else to go on. Maybe the journal's deleted now since she can't update it anymore? or I'm somehow just missing it? I just know it's a really good fanfic and I want to read it again.

Dangerous/Badass Winchesters (+ Hell/Purgatory)

The latest episode has reminded me of how much I love fics where the Winchesters are just huge BAMFs.
I'm looking for fics that show how actually dangerous Sam and Dean can be, especially against "normal" enemies (i.e. nothing world-ending (although they do kick ass there too)). Can be monster or human related (e.g. law enforcement etc). Outsider POV is always cool for these kind of things, but that's not a requirement.

Can be Sam and/or Dean centric (although I'm more of a Dean!girl *cough*).

Double bonus if you could point me towards "Dean being a dangerous bamf in Hell/ Purgatory" fics

I'd prefer no Wincest, but I'll read it if you think the story is just that good.

Thanks! :)

[Is there no "Hell" tag or did I overlook it?]

specific fic search: Bodyswap + dean's deal

I'm looking for a fic where Sam and Dean switch bodies to save dean from going to hell.
They are at Bobby's and they start experiencing each other's memories (since some of these remained within the body).
And there's also some overlap in abilities/habits/(dis)likes, for example I remember Sam reading and not being able to do it anymore (because it was straining/boring to him etc), and I think the boys sticked to eating habits that their bodies (not their souls) were used to.
I hope I'm remebering correctly and not mixing stories.
Hope somebody knows the fic I'm talking about, I've been looking for quite some time. Thanks in advance!

Sam and Dean with mixed souls

Hi! I'm looking for a fic that I read a looong time ago that I've really been struggling to recover. I think it was quite short and it dealt with Sam and Dean's souls mixing slighlty so they each acquired some of the other's personality traits. I think this mixing might've occured as a consequence of trying to save Dean from hell or something like that.

It might've been deleted, but if anyone knows where I can find it I would be eternally grateful!

FOUND!

Looking for a fic: Dean has a secret deal - FOUND by <user site="livejournal.com" user=" saltandburn

This is an older one shot, completely gen with Dean supposedly settled down in Lawrence (?). He and Sam living normal lives with regular jobs that don't include hunting and Sam is married. It was kind of in the style of What Is and What Should Never Be, it starts with Dean rushing to the hospital (I think) to witness the birth of Sam's first born son. Sam and his wife were fine and the baby was beautiful. Dean has to leave the hospital (?) in a hurry to make his deadline. The deadline it turned out is that by day he lives his days with his family and by night is dragged back to hell to be tortured by demons. He keeps this all secret to protect his family.

Does this ring any bells with anyone. It was a great short story written from Dean's POV.

FOUND: by the wonderful [livejournal.com profile] saltandburnboys
Price of Perfection by the wickedly talented [livejournal.com profile] reapertownusa

Post-S3: Sam asks the Trickster for help.

Today I was suddenly reminded of a fic that I read a while ago that I am now having trouble finding, which either means that I didn't tag it well enough, or I forgot to save it.

Details: Dean's has been sent to hell and Sam doing everything he can to try to get him out. Sam eventually goes to Gabriel (who is still disguised as a Trickster) to ask him for help; Gabriel agrees to help out Sam. So the 2 of them come up with a plan that will somehow get Sam into hell to pull Dean out. (I don't remember what the exact plan was.) However, once the plan is put into action, Sam learns that it was for nothing; Dean has already been rescued.

Some time passes and the brothers talk about Dean's hell-break. Sam goes on to tell Dean that he had came up with a plan to save Dean but that the plan had ended in failure. Dean responds by saying that everything alright because Dean was rescued anyway. However this only leads to Sam saying that he feels that he failed as Dean's brother because the two of them always rescue each other and this time Sam didn't do that (thus break the status quo).

Found: It's The Promise at the End of This Book by [livejournal.com profile] electrolitestar.

A Christmas Carol Sam and Dean

I am looking for a fic based on A Christmas Carol.
In it, Dean is vidited by his three "ghosts"; I believe they are Pastor Jim as the Ghost of Christmas Past, Azazel as the Ghost of Christmas Present, and Mary as the future ghost? I believe they were showing to Deanwhat would happen if he did not get out of his deal. I remember once Dean "wakes up", Sam hasn't shaved in a while, which reminds Dean of the Sam of the future, and Dean makes him shave immediately.
Thank you guys!

Sam sells his soul for Dean

Hi there! I'm looking for stories in which:

1) Sam sells his own soul to save Dean from his deal.

2) Any other scenarios where Sam sells his soul for Dean, independent of Dean's deal.

Wincest is preferred, but Gen is also fine. No Dean/Cas, please. Any genre or theme is fine with me, I'm not picky. I'm a great fan of happy endings, but if the story is really good, I can deal with sad ones too. Just rec me anything that comes to mind. :)

Thank you in advance!

Found! Specific Fic Search: Reincarnated Dean

Hello! I'm looking for a specific story. Dean doesn't get out of his deal and dies. Sam gets off the demon blood and continues hunting. About 16-18 years later, Sam is working as a psychic on a boardwalk. An OMC teenage boy is having these strange dreams about hunting monsters with a brother he's never seen. His sister convinces him to go to the local psychic with the problem. The boy recognized Sam immediately. It turns out the boy has the reincarnated soul of Dean. The boy begins switching from Dean to the OMC. They eventually begin a relationship, but I don't remember if Sam and Dean's relationship had reached that level before Dean died. I can't remember too much more, although I'm pretty sure Gordon Walker's kids are after Sam and they have a showdown at the OMC's house. I also don't remember if it had an underage warning or not.

If anyone can get me the link to this story, I would greatly appreciate it! Thank you

FOUND!  http://www.sinful-desire.org/archive/viewstory.php?sid=1573&warning=5

Specific Sam Fic

I am looking for a story that I believe I read on Supernaturalville about 2 years ago. It is before Deans deal comes due and Sam is desperate to save him. I only remember bits and pieces which is making it very hard to find it. Bobby and Ruby are in the story and the one part that sticks out in my mind is that Dean writes down in a journal everything that he wants to pass on to Sam after he is gone and then he leaves (disappears). The story follows Sam and Bobbys search for him.
Thanks in advance for any help on locating this story.

One more little tidbit I remember. Sam is injured (shot, knifed in the chest?) and Ruby heals him.

LF specific soul fic and hell fic recs

Hi!
I'm looking for the following fics

Specific: a story where the crossroad demon couldn't take Deans soul because it turns out that he gave it to Sam when they where kids.
FOUND it myself (apparantly I was blind the first time I looked)

Recs: Can anyone rec me some good Dean-comes-back-from-hell fics where he's traumatized and Sam take care of him? I love slash but gen is ok.

Thanks!!
//Blue

FOUND!!! SAM/DEAN SPECIFIC FIC "THE LIST"

Hi.
I am looking for a fiction that I believe is called:
The List.
It is a Sam/Dean fic about a list dean makes of things he wants to do before his time is up.  It is set in season three after he makes the deamon deal to save Sam's life.
Any help would be apprieciated!!!

Any (Gen) Demon!Dean stories , Evil or Good

Hi, I know we have a Demon!Dean tag, but it's mostly all slash and Wincest...I don't want that.

I'm looking for ANY, Gen Demon!Dean fics

It can be finished or unfinished (but actively updated)

Dean can be Evil or Good.

Thank you for your time and help.

The New Deal by Big Pink?

Does anyone have or know where to find Big Pink's The New Deal? It's the last in the Red series - I've read all the others and now I'm dying to read the last one, but the link I've seen other folks reference to the story in her livejournal is broken, and it's not listed with her other works on FF.net. I would really appreciate if anyone can point me to a copy! The suspense is KILLING me!

Looking for specific fic: Dean/Sam - Dean's Deal

Hey!

I'm looking for a spcific fic I failed to safe in my unbelievable stupidity.

Facts I remember:

- eventually Wincest
- takes place shortly before Dean will have to go to hell
- Sam convinces Dean to go on a road trip (for leisure not hunting), because they’ve never done that before
- Sam becomes increasingly desperate, slowly realizing he won’t be able to safe his brother
- on their journey Sam tries to be closer to Dean in baby steps, Dean is rather reluctant
- at one point they are at a fun fair, Sam tries to kiss Dean behind a stall
- Dean eventually gives in to Sam

Additional details/how I rant about it in my head:

It's season 3ish, Dean and Sam are on the road, and it's, I don't know how long exactly, but a summer/a few months (or just one month) until Dean will have to go to hell because of the Crossroads Demon deal to safe Sam.  Sam knows about the deal and becomes increasingly desperate. Of course, being Winchesters they don't talk about their angst etc., though Sam would like to, but Dean won't let him (again, typical Winchester). Sam tells him something like "I've never been on a road trip before" - Dean of course thinks Sam's crazy, because they're practically living in the Impala - but Dean humors Sam; so they go on a road trip. They are not in a relationship/just brothers/pretty canon-ish, BUT then during that journey, Sam makes attempts to be closer to Dean/talk to him about things. You don't realize immediately, it's kind of subtle, but Sam wants to finally act on his urge to kiss Dean/be sexually involved with Dean. It's kind of like Sam thinks it's now or never and wants to be with Dean before he dies, all "I thought we had more time"-like. Dean's reluctant. I think he would like to, but has a gigantic inner struggle going on.. I'm pretty sure that at one point they are at a fun fair and Dean has a cat face painted on, Sam eats cotton candy and tries to kiss Dean behind a stall. There might very well be some rather schmoopy star gazing somewhere in it.  I can't remember the end, though they do end up having sex, I think.

I hope somebody remembers this, I loved it, it was beautifully written, and I could facepalm all day thinking about that epic failed-to-safe..

Thanks so much for your help :)

Looking for a specific Wincest fic (parallel universes)

I was about halfway through this fic when my computer crashed!! Unfortunately, I read so many fics every day that I don't remember the author name or fic title!! :( I do remember clearly that the fic was here on livejournal, and it was divided into multiple parts.

Here are all the details of what I read so far, I would be INCREDIBLY grateful if someone could help me find this fic, I was about halfway through and I'm DYING to finish it! :(

After Dean sells his soul and goes to Hell, Sam does a spell to bring him back-- but instead of "his" Dean who went to Hell, he gets a Dean from a parallel universe. The Dean he gets is a Dean whose Sam is also dead. But Sam doesn't care because he got the wrong Dean, and all he can think about is his Dean suffering down in hell. Then Sam gets really dark and morally ambiguous (letting demons abuse him, killing people for a reaper, etc.) because losing Dean made him go sort of insane. So the Dean he summoned with the spell, who we will call “sane Dean,” makes it his mission to stop “dark Sam” from becoming totally warped and ending up in Hell alongside his original brother.

Thank you in advance for your help, beautiful people of spnstoryfinders!

Dean post hell fics

I'd be forever grateful if anyone had some fics that kind of match what I'm looking for. Alright here we go:
  1. Dean was in hell for 40 year, right? I want fics where that shows. For example: he has nightmares, he comes back with a few new kinks, he misses being tortured, ect,ect. Basically, I'll take any fics where post-hell Dean is not exactly the same as pre-hell Dean. I'll take any parings (preferably destiel or gen but I'll take wincest too, gotta share the love). Dean/Alistair gets you brownie points.
  2. Any Dean/Alistair fics. It's so fucked up it works (at least in my mind it does)
  3. And finally, someone tries to torture Dean but they fail spectacularly because he was in hell for 40 years.
Thanks!

Season 4 Sam: especially Ruby coercing Sam

ONE ))

I don't think I've read many fics about Season 4!Sam: I can't recall any, at any rate. Now, those fics must exist somewhere, and I'd love to read them!

I’ll gladly read Sam thinking he knows what he’s doing with Ruby and twisting their relationship around in his head to something consensual, but I’m a firm believer that canon Ruby/Sam is noncon. Sam being presented as being in complete control of his relationship with Ruby is not my cup of tea.

In that vein, I’m not keen on eroticised or graphic Ruby/Sam unless it’s adding to the creepy/angsty/plotty factor.

TWO ))

Any fics that fill the gap between seasons 3 & 4 would be wonderful.

For both: gencest preferred, Sam/Dean tolerated, noncon Ruby/Sam is love :)
ps. I was tempted to tag this as Blind!Sam :-P

1 general SPN request

I'm looking for stories where somehow the boys get Dean out of his crossroad deal. Don't care how or who & no preference of gen or slash; interested in picking up whatever anyone throws down. Thanks in advance.

Sam goes darkside to save Dean from hell?

Hello!

Are there any really awesome fics in which Sam goes darkside to save Dean from hell? Full on anti-christ would be great, but even Sam just committing pretty morally ambiguous actions to save Dean is fine, too, but wincest (even if it's non-con or one-sided) only please with NC-17 or approaching rating.

Rec lists, delicious accounts, and self-recs are more than welcome.

Thank you!