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Cas pays Dean to be his boyfriend

Hi All,

I am searching for an older Castiel/Dean fic, I think it was completed in 2015, and it was posted on AO3. The premise of the story was that there is no Supernatural stuff and Sam was just accepted into college. In order to pay for it Dean gets back into the Dom/Sub world and Cas buys his contract. Not a ton of sex happens in the beginning mostly Dean kneeling at Castiel's feet. I remember later in the story they actually start dating and they meet each others family. If anyone knows where I could find this story that would be great!!!

Thanks

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Sam Demonised and Dean Does Powerful Magick To Rescue Him. - possibly wincest

Hi guys,

Im looking for a fic tgats quitd old. Sam has been demonised and hes being held by a spell that involved children buried in the four corners. Dean has performed a powerful spell on himself. John sees it and thinks the dragon on Deans back is a tattoo, but then Dean says something and the dragon moves to become projected over Dean as like a magical armour. I think it become wincest.

Does this sound familiar to anyone? Its driving me mad trying to find it!

Thanks for any help.

D xx

Sorry Mods, but i didnt know what else to tag it with.

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Found: Looking for a lost fic

Hey y'all,

I am looking for a Destiel fic from ao3.

I can remember most of it but cannot find it and really want to reread it.

Basically it starts out with Dean and Lisa breaking up and Dean walks to Bobby's but it starts to snow and Cas drives by and calls Sheriff Jody. The next thing I remember is that Dean goes to the bar that Gabriel works at and ends up becoming Castiel's roommate. Cas and Gabe are dutch I believe and at one point I believe that their comes by and makes pannekoek for them. Cas and Dean end up together and so do Gabe and Sam. I cannot for the life of me remember what it was called or find it. Thanks in advance for your help!

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FOUND: Specific search: J2, mpreg, pregnant Jared, rejecting children

Hey again,

I was re-reading old fics and remembered one in particular, but can't seem to find it.

It was J2 with Jared being pregnant repeatedly and having multiple children. Jared initially didn't want the relationship with Jensen, but ultimately fell in love with him. Still, he never wanted children even though Jensen expects them to have some and after each birth Jared always rejects them. Jensen is convinced he'll come around eventually but Jared never does, he doesn't react to the crying and doesn't feed them.

I think I remember it being a/b/o with Jared being turned against his will and that's why he doesn't like the kids and initially rejects the mating.
Could be regular mpreg though, I'm not sure. It had at least a relatively happy ending.

Thank you for any help!

Edit Found: The one with the scene I wanted is More Than Words (Jensen having the children), found in comments. I must have another story with pack alpha Jensen on my mind and mixed them together.

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Missing Sam Winchester

Hi all,

I read this fic many years ago. Sam goes missing- without a trace- and dean never finds him. From what I remember it was a fairly long fic and gen. All about deans desperate search and eventual acceptance.

Anyone have any ideas?

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Dean with Amnesia -FOUND

Help - I just started to read a fic where Dean was found in the doorway of a Dei or Bakery and refused to move. I believe it has 15 chapters & I lost it at the start of chapter 1 !!

What I remeber is a Sheriff named George was able to coax him out, however every question the Sheriff asked Dean his response was " I don't know ". When Sheriff George introduced himself, Dean thought his name was George.

Thanks

De

Found - The Garden of Memory
https://archiveofourown.org/works/11572971/chapters/26003757

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Wincest Recs

I've been thinking about and watching old SPN for the last few days and it has got me wanting to read some good old-fashioned Wincest. Can y'all rec some of your favorite fics, please?

I'm looking for fics set in season 1 or 2 (or even pre-series). Sam and Dean written fairly in character. Absolutely no angels, please. Just Sam and Dean and the Impala, saving people and hunting things. Prefer bottom Dean but its not a deal-breaker.

Thank ya much.

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Sam/dean as jacks parents

Hi, any fics where Sam and dean are essentially raising jack, or are jacks parents? Maybe jack is reborn as their son through mpreg, maybe them raising jack is what brings them together.

Bottom dean/mpreg dean only. Bonus points if dean is considered the mommy.

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(found) Stanford Era Pregnancy Spell

I read it a few years ago but can't for the life of me find it!

It was kind of mpreg but not the typical deal. For starters there was no romance, no smut or any slash; the only relationship in it was platonic between brothers. Sam was at Stanford when he was hit with a spell by a woman who couldn't have children (i think she found the spell at some kind of new-agey shop?) I forgot some of the details but it somehow targeted Sam resulting in a fake rapid pregnancy along with all of the symptoms. Dean hadn't heard from Sam for quite awhile but he got a message from him asking Dean to come to Stanford to help with his "issue".

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FOUND! Specific fic: Cas/Dean, side pairings: Anna Milton/Charlie Bradbury and Michael/Adam Milligan

I've been looking for this fic for a while now, I would really appreciate it if someone could help me find it.

It's cas/dean with side pairings including Adam/Michael and Charlie/Anna.

John Winchester tries to sell Dean to the angels, the angels accept Dean but do not pay John as he's abusive.

Dean is then paired with Castiel as his mate.

Dean cannot live with Castiel until he is 18 so he lives with the other human mates in a centre of sorts.

Angels have control over their human mates and Castiel is able to dictate Dean's diet and bedtime inside the centre.

Castiel, though not an archangel, is considered to be the level of one. Therefore, Dean bunks with Adam and they have to use a private Golden Elevator.

Please help me find this fic.

Thanks,
Whit3F4ng

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Specific fic: Dean and Castiel, musicians in the city (NY? Chicago?)

I read a Destiel fanfic two years ago that has stuck with me since. In it, Dean moves to a big city with Sam, who has a job at a bar where he meets Jess. Dean and Castiel meet at a dog shelter where Castiel volunteers. Castiel himself works with Anna and lives with Charlie (I believe...). Dean dates Anna, but as he spends more time with Castiel wishes they were dating instead. There's a really poignant scene where Dean and Castiel sing "Hallelujah" together. I think the bar they work at is a central location for most of the characters. If anybody could please point me in the direction of this fic (originally found on AO3), I would be eternally grateful.

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!found! looking for podfics "The Games We Play" and "I'd Burn This City Down

Hiya again!

I am looking for the podfics:

"I'd Burn This City Down (To Show You the Light)" written by Lotrabc and read by on-verra

&

"The Games We Play" written by dimeliora

Can anyone help me out with a link or copy? I was unable to find any working links so far.

Thank you in advance for all your help.

Requests for the podfics to me

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!found! looking for podfic "podfic And I Have Asked to Be Where No Storms Come" by candle beck

Hiya!

Can anyone help me out with a link or a copy of podfic And I Have Asked to Be Where No Storms Come" written and read by candle beck? None of the links work :(

Thank you in advance for all your help!
Link in the comments!

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FOUND! J2 brief break-up - very old fic

ETA: Found!

HI! I'm looking for a VERY old fic so I'm not sure if anyone will be able to help but...

It wasn't a very long fic and it was about a pretty brief breakup wherein all of their friends try to figure out what happened. Everyone blames Jensen but at the end, we find out that Jared was the one that ended it (because he was scared or something). They get back together at the end but when Jared shows up, he thinks Jensen is there with another dude (but it's only JDM).

It's a long shot but I'm giving it a go!

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moments and dreams - the Boys

This time I'm not looking for whole stories, but for short pieces or fic fragments that reveal a facet of character, an emotion, a puzzle piece of the story in microcosm. Short fic that doesn't try to tell a story, neither beginning nor end. (Even drabbles, although they'd have to be really intense.)

In other words, what I think of as moments, or maybe dreams. I want to experience the writer's intent in the moment, like a snapshot of the Boys in Time - the way an art or photograph does, but in words. Does that make sense? idk

Wincest is fine, or not. But porn should probably not be the whole point. :-)

Share with me your best, your favorites, those fic moments and dreams that stand out in your mind long after you've read them.

My thanks.

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Sanctuary.

Hi Again!

Just a quick one.

Sam and Dean are staying at a Sanctuary for hunters.
It has some kind of perimeter demons etc can’t cross. I believe hunters can only find it when they really need it. It is run by a woman with scars, both physical and mental. Sam befriends her because I think Sam is overcoming some kind of trauma too. In the sanctuary you can request privacy, so no other hunters staying there will see you, or know you’re there. There was an older Hunter in the story, not related to the boys who lost his lover, but finds a second chance with a guy from a nearby diner I think? Also, one of the staff members is in love with the lady that runs the sanctuary. I’m pretty sure it was wincest.

Hope someone recognises this.

Found in comments.

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Recliner chairs!

Hi everyone.

So this might just be my most vague request ever!
But I’m hoping someone can help.
What I remember.

It’s a wincest fic.
Pretty sure it was hurt Sam.
Someone (possibly Bobby) sets the boys up with recliner chairs to sleep in, because I think Sam is struggling with his injuries and is possibly suffering from some kind of PSTD, which means he doesn’t sleep when separated from his brother.

I just have this clear image of the two of them in a recliner with a blanket over them. Like I said I know it’s vague but you have always come through for me in the past!

Update. Found in comments!

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Specific fic: Castiel & Dean in the Seelie Court - Found!

hello lovelies - me again!

after binge-reading all the amazing fics from my last request - I've remembered a story I read a while ago that I forgot to bookmark and would dearly love to read again:

in it, Dean & Castiel have to visit the Fae realm to negotiate with the King, while there Dean has to act as Castiel's consort, wearing leather trousers and flowers in his hair? they're not together at the beginning but definitely are at the end!

if you know this and could point me in the right direction I'd be very grateful!!!

thank you x

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Looking for podfic "Fumbling Toward Ecstasy" written by mytimehaspassed, read by AlexaDean

Hi everyone!

Once again the title says it all.

Provided links don't work anymore. Unfortunately, most of the Podfics read by AlexaDean seem to have ended up like that. Can anyone help me out with a copy of "Fumbling Toward Ecstasy"?

And maybe even other podfics read by AlexaDean?

I'd really appreciate all the help.

my email is sundawn.shadow@gmail.com

Thank you in advance!

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!found! Looking for podfic "secure amidst a falling world" read by alexadean

hi ya all!

title says it all. The provided links on lj and ao3 don't work anymore. Can anyone help me out here? Podfic "secure amidst a falling world" written by pinkwithoutplot and read by alexadean.

Thank you in advance for all your help!

Download Link in the comments!