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SentientShipCastiel!xDean Fic**FOUND**
Does this ring any bells?
#1 Does anyone know of a story which involves Sam understanding and/or forgiving Castiel for his actions because he knows what it's like to be hopped up on a sort of power-drug? I figured that Sam's addiction was mishandled because nobody really understood it, but now they have the experience to do better.
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#2 Can anyone recommend a story where Sam's addiction is handled properly in the first place? (Since it's kinda hard to have an intervention for an angel... Although that would be cool too, if it exists!)
Hey people!
1 - I've pretty much desperate for stories with shy!Jared/Sam and pining!Jared/Sam, with oblious Jensen/Dean. So, I'm asking for your suggestions with that storyline. And, I'd reather bottom!Sam/Jared, but it's not a must, just let me know. And any stories where Sam/Jared has low self-steem and doesn't believe anyone could like him.
2 - Also, I've already tried searching for this one here, but no one answered me: Sam killed John in the cabin, while he was posessed by YED. Dean is hospitalized and when he finds out, he doesn't want to see Sam anymore. I'm pretty sure it's on ff.net. But if you know any stories like this one, send them my way!
EDIT: Still not found! But there are some great recomendations for the first request in the comments, if anyone is interested!
Thanks in advance
T.