EPUBS/Pdfs/Files: Specific fics

Does anyone have any saved files for the following fics? The journals have been purged or are no longer active and I have already tried the wayback machine to no avail.

1. Down in my Soul to Stay by Ebolacrisis
2. The House that Jack built by nephthys
3. The House that Treachery Built by nephthys
4. A touch of eden by nephthys
5. Break by bloodkisses
6. Dirty by bloodkisses
7. Temptation by bloodkisses

Angsty Other Wincest

I'm looking for some deliciously angsty and fucked up Wincest of the John/Dean variety. No non-con or evil!bastard!John please. Just Dean and John struggling with seeing each other in a new way. maybe after Sam leaves or something.

TYIA

Any fics with Sam finding out about Dean/John?

Sounds like an odd request but I read a really good fic with that situation and I want to read another one like it! Thanks :D

Lost John/Dean fic.

John finds out Dean is addicted to drugs. He helps Dean through withdrawals as he gets clean. Dean takes drugs because he is attracted to John. John and Dean start a sexual relationship. Later on Dean gets attacked up by a dealer he ripped off when he was using and goes to stay with Sam to recover. John shows up and has Dean's son who I think is called Avery with him. That's about all I remember.

Thanks for any help in finding this!

John/Dean (Dean cursed to have an udder penis. John takes advantage and also pimps him out)

Hi everyone

This is a fic that I have only read once and am unable to find again. Basically Dean is cursed (by a witch?) to have a cow udder instead of his privates. He can produce milk and is in pain if he doesn't get rid of it. John is traveling with him and has a sexual relationship with Dean. In one motel, John pimps out Dean to multiple men in order to get cash for the next leg of their journey. It was dub-con but Dean seemed desperate to get someone to milk him.

It is also stated that Bobby (or someone else) found a cure for the curse but John selfishly decided to keep Dean as he was because he was so much easier to control when he was cursed.

I hope someone can help with locating this story :)

general request

I've been reading some John/Dean or Jeff/Jensen stories and I want more
No non-con/dub-con or extreme underage please but everything else is fine.

Looking for specific John/girl!turned into boy!Dean fic FOUND IN COMMENTS

Okay, so a while ago I read this fic where John and Dean were still hunters. Dean in this story was a girl though  and really shy/meek instead of his normal cocky self. John is pretty big dick in this fic and from a young age started having sex and "training" Dean to be very submissive. Somehow on a hunt Dean got turned into his boy self and I remember John saying that because Dean was a boy now that he didn't want to have sex with Dean and was going to go find someone else. Dean got all sad and possessive and convinced him to stay and they had sex.

I don't think Sam was ever with them in this fic, maybe he died as a baby, maybe he'd left for college, maybe he'd never existed period, but I'm about 95% sure he wasn't in the fic at all. I would really appreciate any help in finding the fic! Thanks a ton in advance! :D

FOUND IN COMMENTS: The story is here http://blindfold-spn.livejournal.com/4508.html?thread=5535132

If you'd like to read it as well you just need to join the blindfold-spn community to access all the fics. :)

3 general requests, 1 specific

General requests
1. Any fics where the characters aren't aware that they are related when they start a relationship/have sex. Either because they've never met, they havn't seen each other for a long time, or as the result of some curse they can't remember each other. I have a particular weakness for John/Dean and Dean/Adam. No Sam/Dean, because there's a good chance I've already read them.

2. Are there any Dean/Henry fics out there? Or Henry slash anyone?

3. Any fics where Sam was born a girl, but Dean is still male? No wincest please. Open to any other pairings though.

Specific
I read a story a while ago where Henrickson was right about Dean being a serial killer, and Sam was his innocent brother who got dragged along. The significant thing about the fic was that it had a video to go with it, telling the same story using clips from the show. Sorry I can't be more specific. I read/watched it a long time ago and that's really all I can remember.

Thanks in advance!

2 John/Sam/Dean Fics

Okay, the fics I’m looking for were the first two SPN Slash fic I ever read so … They’re old and I don’t remember a whole lot …

What I remember: ~ FOUND
John was not Sam or Dean’s father.

Sam and Dean were brothers or half-brothers.

Dean was on the run and looking for Sam who I think was hiding from demons.

John was on a hunt at a school where he met Dean. He ended up spanking Dean over a desk with a rule because he got in the way of a hunt.

There was a daddy kink going on between Dean and John.

John kept trying to put Dean on a bus but then kept finding him again, he just couldn’t seem to get away from Dean, every time he turned around Dean was there.

He found Dean blowing a guy in a bathroom stall and then gave Dean a cell phone with a GPS so he could keep track of him.

At some point, Dean was captured by two men who tied him up and planned on burning him to death because they thought he was evil because he was connected with Sam.

This second story was around the same time … What I remember: ~ FOUND

Dean and John were into BDSM; they were father and son but were not having sex with one another.

They meet Sam at the roadhouse where he’s working. Jo tells Dean that Sam’s into fantasy rape and that he wants John and Dean both.

When they corner Sam in their room they find out Jo was fucking with all of them and trying to hurt Sam. Ellen gives her money and kicks her out but Sam ends up as a slave for both John and Dean.

I think Sam had been raped by another man at some point and John and Dean end up fighting because Dean doesn’t feel he gets enough time with Sam.

At one point John says he and Sam are on their honeymoon and Dean and he tie Sam up when they travel from one place to another and maybe put him in a box or in the truck because he’s all stiff and in pain afterwards. So John and Dean baby him and massage his muscles.

Ellen is extremely protective of Sam.

Thank you for any help ^_^

Bottom!Dean, Somnophilia

Hi guys!

I'm looking for fics with somnophilia, and sleeping Dean. Pairing can be anything (Destiel, Wincest, JohnDean, hell even with a demon). I didn't find somnophilia among the tags - and I'm also open for any kind of warnings, so toss me everything you can think of :)

Dean/John NC-17 fics, NO NONCON

Hey guys. So I've kinda been on a Dean/John daddycest kick lately and have been trying to hunt down as many fics as I can. Unfortunately, I really want to read stories where Dean isn't being sexually or emotionally abused into having sex with John. I actually really liked what little of John's character we were shown first hand, flaws and all, and I feel like the fandom judges him to harshly. I'm not absolving him from his fuck ups of course, but I see that deep down he really loved Sam and Dean and was just doing the best he could in a situation he though he had no choice about. Anyways, because of this preconceived notion of him, finding a story where he and Dean end up together CONSENSUALLY is incredibly difficult. People seem fine with wincest between Sam and Dean but I guess Dean and John being happy and sexy together is an fandom version of a taboo, lol. NC-17 is preferred but anything would be alright. I'm alright with plenty of genres and kinks. Dub-con is something that I'm a little iffy on but if you have a Dean/John fic that is dub-con that you like I'd be alright with giving it a shot. Thanks in advance! :)

General fic search, Jensen/Jeff or John/Dean, bottom!Jensen or bottom!Dean

Hey!

So, I know I'm back really quick, but I read this awesome Jeff/Jensen fic yesterday, and now I have a sudden craving for more.

I'll be really grateful if you can rec me your favorite Jensen/Jeff fics (or John/Dean) with only bottom!jensen and bottom!dean.

If it's Jensen/Jeff and it's an AU, it'll be even better.

Thank you!

General fic search, dean/john, dean/sam, jensen/jeff, jared/jensen, non-con, dub-con

Hey!

This time around, I'd love it if you could rec me your favourite dean/john, dean/sam, jensen/jeff or j2 non-con or dub-con fics.

Thanks a ton!

sam/dean, john/dean

Hello guys sorry for bothering you! I wanted to ask if there's some kind soul who saved copy of fics by [livejournal.com profile] ebolacrisis? She's inactive for a very long time and locked all her entries. I sent her a message months ago but she haven't replied to me.
So, I need your help guys, is there someone? If yes, I would be really really thankful to you :)

Three Fics

First:John was gay before the Cupids came and made him fall in love with Mary. Then after she dies he goes back to being gay  and ends up falling for Dean.

Second:Dean is taken somehow wheb he was young from John and years later they meet up again but John doesn't realize he is his son but Dean does and says nothing.They become lovers and there something about buying a house and a big bed that was built by Dean I  think.john discovers that Dean is his son and leaves Dean and Dean goes to the house.John eventually comes back and just accepts Dean as his lover

Three:Dean is taken by a human,who wanted Sam but Dean sacfriced himself, who abuses him and manages to get away from him and is discovered in Sunnydale while John and Sam search frantically for him. Dean tries to get ahold of his family but can't.He is taken in by Oz's family and becomes close to him and has some conservations with Buffy,Xander and Willow>i think even Jesse was alive.Saved by Dean maybe

Dean/John pretend to be couple fics

Hi guys! General search here. There's so many fics about Dean and Sam or Dean and Cas pretending to be a couple, but I've NEVER read one where Dean and John do.

It doesn't have to lead to a relationship or anything, it can be totally gen, but I'd love to read a fic where Dean and John have to pretend to be a couple for a hunt or something, and the awkwardness that goes with that.

**Please nothing underage (not that it'd really fit this request anyway) especially if there is some slash in the fic, but other than that, I'm good.
**Also, bonus points if Sam finds out about them having to pretend, and laughs his ass off, and mocks them for ages about it. (Along the lines of "Did you kiss him?" when Bobby made a deal with Crowley, that kinda thing.)

Thanks guys, you're the best.

FOUND fic: When Preparation Meets Opportunity by ksock

Hi there, it seems [livejournal.com profile] ksock has shut down their journal?!? Unless someone knows better.
I was looking for a copy of their story When Preparation Meets Opportunity.
Would anyone have a word file they could send me?
Or would anyone know if the author has a different name/journal or would mind their fics being shared?
Any and all help appreciated : )

UPDATE: Found, link now posted by some kind soul on AO3!!!!!
http://archiveofourown.org/works/504385

Details of story summary under the cut…. )

Runaway!Dean and Delicate!Dean available?

Are there any fics out that has Dean running away from Sam and John either because they hardly notice Dean when they're butting heads or because he just can't take it anymore when they fight. When they notice that Dean is gone - it could take them awhile to take notice if you want- they get worried and I want them coming to Dean and not the other way around plus I want Dean to be doing well without them. If Dean doesn't come back I want the fic to focus on John and/or Sam and they feel guilty and Dean's absence being really obvious to them. It can be slash or gen, doesn't matter

On a completely different matter can you find me some Destiel fics with a very submissive!Dean/possessive!Cas. Dean can be one of those petite and delicate kind of guys or just needs to feel loved and Cas feeling suddenly very protective of him the minute he sees him.