Entries tagged with attribute: guilty!boys

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Specific fic: Weechesters

I‘m searching for a specific Weechester!fic. Sammy is four Dean is seven or eight. They‘re alone in a motel room or a house and Dean has to look after Sammy who is a real pain in the neck. He wants to eat Dean‘s cereals talks back and doesn‘t go to bed. At some point he reads a book which was given to him by Pastor Jim or Bobby. It‘s a NEW book - that’s from special importance because Sammy has otherwise only used things.Dean tries to take it away from him and tears it up accidentally. Sam is very upset and says something like „I hate you“ or I wish you weren‘t my brother“. Brotherly drama insues. Sammy feels very guilty, Dean is devastated. In the end the brothers sit together on a couch and Sammy apologies. The story is very in character and full of details. I tought it was from authoressnebulas RaBB verse but I can’t find it anywhere. I read it on fanfiction.net or maybe livejournal around 2012. It‘s definitely an old story.

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Post apocalyptic fic with thinks he's a burden sam

I remeber reading a fic a while ago that had a scenario where they stopped the apocalypse but sam was tortured by lucifer. Dean wakes up after being possessed by michael and thinks sam is dead because he isn't there. Bobby and cas are there and tell him that sam won't come home because he is trying to set dean free from himself. Dean calls him and convinces him to come home. The fic ends with sam on his way.

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All Found! LFS - J2 and Wincest

Hiya,

Looking for three specific fics:

1) Found! Old Ghosts by Gillian. Wincest. Neither of the boys know they are related. Dean works as a mechanic in a smaller town, Sam is a university student. Dean’s foster (?) mother had passed prior to the story, Dean lives with the foster father now. Sam’s father is a lawyer (?), who looks into Dean’s background and finds out that they are brothers.

2) Found! Too Far To Care by goddamnbatman & karabou. J2. Jensen is Australian, and he witnessed his family’s ranch getting burnt because they refused to sell the land to some corporate people. Only him and Mack survive the fire. Jared is the son of a CEO and sent to check on business in Australia. They meet and sparks fly, until Jensen realizes it’s Jared’s company that burnt his family.

3) Found! Cherish by breea1 (on Deleted/Purged Journals). J2. The two of them are childhood friends and sweethearts in a small town. There’s also Chris and Steve, and Tom and Mike. Jensen, Chris and Mike witness a crime and get blackmailed to keep quiet about it, threatening their SOs if they don’t keep quiet about it. There’s a time skip and Jared, Steve and Tom come back to town and force the other three to talk, hurt because of the breakups.

Thanks a ton in advance!

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Hurt!Sam Season five

Hello everyone! I’m looking for some fic recs that take place in season 5. I’d really like fics that focus on how strained Sam and Dean’s relationship have become and how it effects them physically and mentally. I love hurt!sam and guilty!dean so that would be greatly appreciated. Normally I’d prefer Wincest but gen please! Thx!

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(Found) Looking for specific J2 AU

Hi, I’ve been looking for this fic to no avail, so I’ll be really thankful if someone could find it for me.

It’s a J2 AU with older Jared, and Jensen apparently plays too much and his father placed him under Jared’s care to be disciplined. The discipline has sexual aspects as well and I remember Jensen trying to escape (but I may be wrong). I think Jensen also became a better student after that.

I remember Jared using Ginger(?) on Jensen, not knowing that he’s allergic to it, and it ended up with Jensen in the hospital. Jared became guilty after that and went back to JDM (who used to discipline Jared the same way Jared disciplined Jensen) and Jared feeling like he should stop things with Jensen, but Jensen forgives Jared and they end up together again.

I hope this is enough to go on! Thank you!

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General request for these hurt!Dean fics

1. I am looking for any fics where Dean is hurt or about to pass out and whoever he's with (Sam, John, Cas, etc.) doesn't realize at first. Bonus if the other character/s are angry with Dean before realizing he's hurt

2. Fics where Dean is seriously hurt but he powers through and keeps going to the worry of other characters

3. Fics where it's kinda Sam's or John's fault that Dean is hurt and they feel guilty

4. Fics where someone hurts Dean or says something bad about/to him and Sam, Castiel, or John gets pissed and protective. The more pissed they are, the better ;)

Thanks for any help!

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Sam thinks he forced Dean and other requests

I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam notices Dean uses sex when they're teenagers to get what he wanted from Sam, or to punish him when he fought with John etc. Basically Sam notices and gets really depressed and after they separate and come back in the later seasons (AKA Cas time) Sam notices it happening again and runs away because he thinks he's forcing Dean. Cas and Dean have to find him and Dean apologizes. Ring any bells?

Also, any fics where Sam feels unnecessarily guilty and Dean and or Cas has to fix it.

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Specific Fic and General Fics

I'm looking for

1. This specific fic that I vaguely remember the ending. I think at the end, Dean gave Sam a pamphlet for rehab. Sam thought that Dean was going to send him into rehab due to his demon blood addiction, but actually, it was for Dean's alcohol addiction. I think there was a falling out at the beginning between the brothers due to the whole demon blood thing? I faintly remember suicidal Sam. And also, at the end, Dean started to treat Sam nicely again, but it was so odd for Sam that he acted quite uncomfortable to it. To anyone who can help me with this, I'll be in your debt.

2. Stories that Sam is neglected by someone in favour for someone else. For example, Dean may have neglected Sam for Benny or Castiel. Maybe a good example will be Needed by noobieninja. The more angst, the better. A happy ending is highly preferable but I might do without.

I'm asking for a lot of fics, and that's mostly because I'm in Vietnam with little forms of entertainment. I will really appreciate the help. Thanks so much in advance!

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Looking for general fics.

Hello everybody!

How are you doing? I need some help! I really would like to read fics in which:

1. Jared gets hurt because of Jensen. It could be because Jared is protecting Jensen or a jealous ex/secret admirer/stalker wants to get rid of Jared. Please No seriuos permanent injures!

2. Heartwarming fics. Something light, funny and uncomplicated would be awesome.

3. Sassy Sammy. We don't get enough of those!

4. Sam/Jared hiding injures/illnesses from Dean/Jensen

5. Jensen/Dean finding out that Jared/Sam had their child/children years later.

6. Your favorite fics (no death fics). The more, the merrier!

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2 Specific Stories

Hello! So I've been looking for a couple of stories on and off for a while now, but I have yet to find either of them, so here I am.

The first story was J2, and was actually a (PWP oneshot) sequel or epilogue to a much longer story. I don't remember much about the long one, but the sequel/epilogue definitely involved dom!Jensen and bottom/subby!Jared. There was some sort of kidnapping RP going on, I think, or at least a rape RP, but it was all very consensual. I think I remember a line about Jared smiling beneath his silky blindfold? Jared being so comfortable with the RP definitely had some sort of connection to the main story. I remember that Jared was grabbed into a small dark room or something? I'm also pretty sure Jensen was rich...

The second one is one where Sam was de-aged to like two or something, and I know Dean definitely ends up feeling guilty for how he was treating Sam. It was a pretty similar concept to The Things You Do, as it was Gabriel/the Trickster who put the spell on Sam. I'm pretty sure this fic was set more in season 4/5, though, as I think I remember there being a connection to Dean and Sam playing their parts. I'm also pretty sure that, again, like The Things You Do, someone was kidnapped. I'm pretty sure Dean didn't kmow that it was Gabriel who put the spell on Sam, though, and only found out before rescuing the kidnappee. All in all, very similar to The Things You Do, but if memory serves, this fic was written by a more experienced author, as there were no *cue action within astrix* within the story.

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Looking for deleted Pre-Series Wincest story How Do We Deal? by PoeticallyPathetic19

Im looking for a Pre-Series Wincest story that was deleted from fanfiction.net, called How Do We Deal? by PoeticallyPathetic19.

In it Sam and Dean are in high school two gunmen come into Sam's class that broke out prison. One of them leaves looking for their kid/daughter. The other guy stays in the class and takes Sam and Dean hostage and makes them make-out and do some other stuff (they both secretly like it but are ashamed/guilty). I'm sure Dean was a senior, and he purposely failed so he could stay in school and keep an eye on Sam.

Offical Summary: An incident at school changes everything for the boys. AU. Wincest.

If anbody knows where this story might be posted elsewhere, or has a copy, I would be extremely grateful! I've been looking for this fic for weeks, and finally found the name/author only to discover it has been deleted.

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Looking for a Season 5 fic

Hi,
I'm looking for a fic around season 5.
What i can remember is that Sam and Dean are locked in a room or a cell and there's a person (the one that locked them in) and is watching them. There's two guns in the room and this person told them that only one of them can get out alive and one have to die, Which means that one of them have to kill the other. I think Sam already knows he's Lucifer vessel.

Sam then asked Dean something like:"Do you want me to kneel?", thinking that he would kill him. But Dean won't do it.
The time past and Sam made a plan, he asked the person about the rules, Dean is looking at him like his crazy. Sam place the gun to his head.
Then Sam said something like: "I'm getting you out, come back for my body,I'm leaving you with the mess." When Sam is about to shoot himself, Dean pushed him to the floor and a gun is heard but is not Sam's, his guns doesn't have bullets, the sound of the gun is coming from outside and then Bobby and i think Ellen saves them.

Then the boys come back to their motel and talk about it.

Thanks :)

Found: The Choice by authoressnebula
Thanks to ithuriel788 for finding it.

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2 Specific Destiel AUs, and PDFs of the Smoke & Lightning 'verse books

Hello! Been looking for these fics for a while and finally got up the courage to post.

1. This one is a Destiel AU in which Dean is really close friends with Cas and they both are mutually pining for each other and Dean is under a lot of stress mostly due to John. Dean is working in Bobby's shop and since he's so stressed out he gets careless and ends up being pinned under a car or large toolbox. He is found by Bobby and taken to the hospital. When he wakes up in the hospital he has amnesia and doesn't remember anyone, but he definitely knows he's attracted to Cas and wonders if he's his boyfriend. Dean eventually gets his memory back, tries to deny his feelings, but eventually gives into them and it's a happy ending.

FOUND HERE

2. I don't remember much about this one but it is a Destiel high school AU that involved Dean bullying Cas and then them eventually getting together. Dean may have had some stuff going on in his home life or denial of his homosexual feelings that made him act that way? There was also a sequel (I think) where all of Cas's siblings hate Dean for bullying Cas before they got together and didn't understand their relationship which made Dean's self-loathing kick in. I also think Dean had some sort of confrontation with Gabriel at some point. Everything gets worked out in the end.

3. I have been searching for download links for all 4 books of Bloody_Adorable and evil_twin's Smoke & Lightning 'verse, which is a J2 AU fic, and all the links I've come across have been broken. Does anyone happen to know where to find working links to all 4 books or have copies they'd be willing to share?

FOUND: BOOK 1 BOOK 2 BOOK 3 BOOK 4

Thanks! :)

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J2 or Wincest - w/ Hurt / Comfort and Guilt

Hey everyone!

This is oddly specific but I'm a sucker for hurt / comfort and guilt so I guess that's what I'm looking for! Anything with hurt/comfort and guilt would make my week!

One example of something I'd like to read more of is a situation where J1 smokes and J2 has asthma.

I read a fic that has this and I'd love more if they exist!
(The Ones that Swallow you Whole - Summary: A near-drowning has left Jared deeply afraid of water--a big problem considering he lives in a beach town. Jensen's a sailboat-builder who's survived a few things himself. )

Anything where one of them is accidentally hurting the other and they feel badly about it. I know, that's kinda messed up! But I don't care. ;)

I only read gen, J2 and wincest, but self recs are great!

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J2 Jensen househusband, Jared Lawyer. FOUND!

Hi all!

Hope y'all can help me with this. I read this fic not too long ago, but forgot to bookmark it and now can't find it to save my life. It has Jared as a workaholic lawyer trying to make partner and Jensen as the happy homemaker. Jared asked for a trial separation so that Jensen can find something he can be happy with. Jared doesn't realize that Jensen is happy with what he is doing.

All of Jared's co-workers are demanding that Jared fix things with Jensen because Jensen always makes goodies for the co-workers (I love that part) and wants the goodies to keep coming. Jared tries to fix things, but Jensen is trying to get Jared to understand that his ambitions aren't the same as Jared's. The only other thing I can remember is that there is an intern that Jensen takes under his wing and changes how she dresses and get her hooked on Martha Stewart as well.

I know this fic was put online recently, but I can't remember a single word in the title or the author.

Thanks in advance!

Thanks for the quick reply!!!

Found in comments!

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J2 buts starts as Jensen/Danneel & Jared/Sandy...about discovering each other & their long journey

Found! PDF in comments!

Thnx again!

HI all! Looking for a lost fic written a couple years ago. It's J2 but it takes a long time for this to happen. It starts with Jared/Sandy moving into this house. They are neighbors with Danneel/Jensen who have a son, only Jensen lives in the basement. Jensen is gay but he Danneel are married because of his mom. Of course J2 are attracted and "cheat" with each other forcing Jensen to out himself, I believe. Anyhow, Jensen moves out of the house/basement with the promise of Jared following him but then Sandy lies by saying she's pregnant. This cause Jared to stay with Sandy instead. Jensen ends up with someone else but is also in a secret/open relationship with Jared. It's super sad but beautiful. I hope someone remembers this story and can lead me to a copy.

Pls, pardon my tags.

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Wincest with reluctant!sam

Hello :)

So obviously I'm a massive fan of wincest, but I've noticed a general pattern when it comes to first time!fics, usually involving Dean freaking out about the whole incest thing; about 'corrupting' his little brother, but Sam being the one who's less freaked out by the whole thing and trying to convince Dean to take the plunge. So. Today, I was wondering if I could find any fics in the opposite of that, with the roles of the boys reversed. I'm not necessarily looking for guiltless!Dean (although those recs would be more than welcome too), but just generally where Dean is the one who's resigned and accepting of their feelings for each other as he sees it as inevitable of the way they've been raised (or whatever reasoning), and Sam being the one to freak out.

I don't actually know of any of those fics actually exist, but I would greatly appreciate if anyone could point me towards at least one of them like this.

Thank you! :)

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Specific fic

So, the last time i read this fic was on fanfiction.net. It was about how after they killed azazel and john died sam goes back to stanford and leaves dean completely. Dean feels upset. He goes to a bar saves this guys from a bar fight and the guy offers him a job as some kind of body guard, i think? After dean asks if they want to spend christmas with eachother sam says no cause hes with his friends. Then sam gets a lawyer job just because dean and then the his boss comes in deans friend and pretty much tells him he should appreciate dean more.

Ring any bells?

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Post-Infidelity Recs

Can anyone rec me some fics where one J cheats on the other and the fallout after and how the cheater!J earns back the other J's trust?

Happy/J's back together ending only and Bottom!Jensen please.

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Hurt, trapped Castiel & protective/father figures (general requests)

Hi all!

I have a few general requests I hope someone can help me with:

Does anyone know of any stories where Dean and / or Sam do something stupid or thoughtless and Castiel pays the price? Maybe they mess up a devil's trap or leave a cursed object out that only affects angels but forget to tell Castiel not to touch it? They're meant to meet him somewhere and get tired/distracted, and forget? Not looking for any serious hurt, just Castiel all 'really?' and then Dean and Sam doing their best to make it up to him.

Also, I'm looking for any stories where Castiel gets trapped somewhere, or tied up, and despite his abilities, can't get free on his own so has to wait for Dean, Sam and / or Bobby to come and get him.

And lastly, I'm looking for any fics where someone takes on a fatherly / protective role for Cas - maybe it's Chuck without quite knowing why, or maybe it's actually Bobby, or some older guy Cas and the Winchesters bump into on a case.

Thanks in advance!