Help! Specific Death!Fic involving Sam AU!

Please help me find this specific Death!Fic with Sam dying in the end due to cancer or terminal illness.

i) He had a wife and Son
ii) Dean was staying with them helping out
iii) Parts of stories involved, Sam shooting glass bottles while he was supported by Dean. Dean and his nephew had a strong bond. Sam's wife was writing in a publication.
Sam waited for Dean before he passed on.

Looking for pre-series Sam death!fics

Hello! Does anyone know of any pre-series stories that involve Sam dying as a child or teenager, and how that affects the Winchester family? Bonus points if Sam stays around as a spirit. I saw that a similar request was posted by another user in 2011, but I'm hoping that there are more recent stories out there. Please no Wincest.

Thank you!

UPDATE 7/25/2019: For anyone looking for similar stories in addition to the ones posted below, I did come across another pre-series Sam death!fic by the lovely [livejournal.com profile] madebyme_x. LINK: https://madebyme-x.livejournal.com/41644.html

LF three deathfic because I am in a morbid mood. and one where Dean has cystic fibrosis

The first is J2 and kind of non-au in that they are actors. One of them is terminally ill and doesn't tell the other and goes to Australia, the other finds him there and they stay with each other. Obviously a super sad ending. Very sad fic and pretty famous.

Secondly, this one is Gen, and either this one or the last one is named after a U2 song or lyric, Dean is hunting with John and starts falling over, has bad headaches, turns out he has a brain tumour and I distinctly remember him asking John not to tell Sammy.

Lastly I think this one was Sam and Dean and my memory is a bit sketchier on this one, again I'm pretty sure it was Dean that became ill, I remember a scene by a lake, but not much more.

Finally there was a wip where Dean had CF he was pretty ill, not sure if he was hunting or whether it was slash or gen.

Any help greatly appreciated. These are all very old stories, more than 10 years old I would say.

Thanks everyone.

Dark!Dean Stories

1.   Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed.  They were both shot and killed. Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.  Dean came back and went after the people that were involved.  He tried to find Sam.

2.  This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He created a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortured him. Sam was able to escape and stayed with Bobby. It was a long time before he felt comfortable being around Dean.

AU: Dean is paralyzed, lives with Sam who has a wife and kids; looking for title!

I'm looking for a specific fanfiction that I remember reading a long time ago.

It's AU, Gen, and several chapters long.

Sam had gotten out of the hunting life (I beleive he went to Stanford), had a wife (Jess?), and kid(s) (Not sure how many, though I remember there was a little girl). Dean comes to live with him and his family after getting himself hurt during a hunt by himself and having to use a wheelchair for the rest of his life.

Dean had a strong relationship with his niece, and John was not mentioned in the story.

Something happens to Dean's spine and he has to go to the hospital, and in the end he dies.

I also remember there being something about drums, I think. Dean's niece/nephew wanted a drum set and it was revealed after he died that Dean had bought the set.

Thanks in advance!

Fics where Dean dies alone?

I'm looking for stories where Dean dies alone. It can be on a hunt, an overdose, a car wreck. During Stanford Era when John had sent Dean off on his own to hunt, or any time when Dean and Sam had separated later. Sam, John, Castiel, or Bobby can find out later or find his body, but I want Dean dying alone. Any pairing or gen is fine.

Bonus points:

• Dean makes some last dying calls like in Sharlot's Jai Guru Deva Om [http://archiveofourown.org/works/955608/chapters/1869996] and nobody picks up the phone or they hold on and hear his last words.

• John goes to Sam at Stanford for help finding a missing Dean.

• Dean's body is Incorruptible, like Catholic Saints. So when Sam/John/Bobby/Castiel finds Dean's corpse it is pristine and untouched by age, decomp, or animals.

• Martyr!Dean

• Aftermath of finding out, sadness, angst, and guilt.

Yes I have read (and loved) Same Time Next Year [https://apreludetoanend.livejournal.com/92602.html] and Are You There, Dean Winchester? It's Me God. [https://archiveofourown.org/works/562399]

Thanks!

Lost Dean and Sam story

This story was about Dean being on his own because he and Sam had argued and Dean was in a bad place, Dean met other hunters, an older man and his niece, they fell in love and eventually went back to Sam and the bunker I think. There were some pretty powerful demon around as well, a male and 2 females I think. Dean becomes a demon, can't remember why and he is really nasty,
has lots of woman and attempts to kill Sam and his girlfriend. I remember that Sam has feelings for Dean's girlfriend as well, from when Dean was a demon and they spent a lot of time together. His girlfriend sells her soul to help him. They have a battle near the end with the male demon and Sam and Dean die and the girlfriend goes to hell, but I think Crowley helps her get out and up to Heaven. Does anyone recognize this story, thanks in advance to all who reply

Looking for a specific suicidal!Sam story

Hey :)

I read this fanfic a while ago, I think it was posted on fanfiction.net and I hope someone can help me to find it.

The story started with Dean waking up to realise that he is alone and Sam is nowhere to be found so he calls Bobby to ask him where Sam is.

Bobby acts kind of strange and just tells Dean to get to his place.

When Dean arrives there Bobby tells him that Sam committed suicide a long time ago.

Dean doesn't understand anything about this and Bobby tells him to look inside his wallet where he finds the suicide note Sam left back then. 

I'm not entirely sure but I think Sam was time travelling to kill himself in the past to prevent worse things from happening, but this could be just my mind mixing the story up with another one I read...

So if anyone can help me finding this fanfic I would be very happy :)

Dean says yes to Michael [FOUND] + tearjerker recs?

Hi guys, I'm looking for a specific fic - but no luck so far.

What I remember:
Dean says yes, Michael takes him as vessel
Michael is kinda douche, even if not intentionally
Castiel is heartbroken, because he was in love with Dean

Spoilery under the cut:
Read more... )

Rings any bells? FOUND: A Hole in the World by [livejournal.com profile] bauble

//Also any recommendations with good Dean dies (and stays dead) tearjerker Destiel fics would be appreciated too :]

Sam is a Restless spirit

I can't remember where I read this fic. What I do remember is that:
1. Sam keeps calling John and Dean and they never answer
2. Sam begins to panic
3. Sam can't leave the motel/house
4. John and Dean come back and Sam doesnt understand why they seem so sad
5. Dean tells him that Sam died after he got hit by a car or something while he was out jogging
Please help me find this. PLease I beg you.

Immortality / Time is on My Side

Any fic out there related to 03.15 episode "Time Is On My Side," where Dr. Benton harvests human body parts in order to make himself immortal?  Not necessarily a coda. Looking for any fic that deals with the subject of Sam and/or Dean's immortality - possibly thru a curse of some sort, possibly as a result of their frequent death/resurrection.

Can be Gen or Wincest. No angel sex, please.  Thanks.

The Boys Kill John

I have been looking forever for this one specific wincest fic. I would appreciate your help!

John finds out about Sam/Dean and gets mad. The boys run away and continue thier relationship. John tracks down the boys and eventually finds them. He plans on killing them. He finds them laying together in bed asleep. Before he can kill them, Dean pulls out his gun from under the pillow and kills John.

Search for "The Girl Next Door" related fics.

Hi everyone,

I'm wondering if there are any stories out there where Amy's Mom/the kitsune actually DOES kill Sam, and John/Dean find him? Don't care about the rating/aftermath/pairing/effect of the story, just trying to find anything like it.

OR

Anything similar, where Sam is killed on a hunt pre-show. Would prefer if he's resurrected--would especially love fics where John sells his soul for him--but will take any pairing/rating/variation.

Thank you!

Specific story: J2 with Jared in a military family

Jensen and Jared are teens and Jared has moved around a lot because his dad is in the military. Jared's dad's leg is injured so the family moves to this really small town while he recovers and Jared meets Jensen there. Jensen's older brother died so Jensen's uncle moved in to help out the family. One day, Jensen is hurt and crying and Jared assumes it is Jensen's father who abuses him. However, at the end of the story, it's revealed that it was Jensen's uncle who was abusing him and it's implied that the uncle killed Jensen.

Thanks for any help!

Pre series school shooting

Hello everybody,

I'm looking for a story I read a long time ago. what I can remember about this fic is that there was a school shooting and dean was killed in it. He was trying to talk down the shooter and I think that the shooter accidently killed him. I think that the shooter felt bad about killing dean because dean was one of the few people that was nice to him. I'm not sure if he turned himself in or if he killed himself. I do know that after dean dies sam, when he is in class,I don't remember if it was in Stanford or high school but I know that in the class they talked about the shooting and brought up dean and his part in it and how he saved people I think and sam was sitting in the class and i think that people knew dean was his brother.
That's all I remember about it and it was written nicely It made me cry. I have tried searching for it in ao3 and fanfic.net but I don't remember which one it was in.

Thank you and I would appreciate any help I can get.

Grief Stricken Dean

I am looking for a fic. I don't recall much of it. I recall it being a Destiel fic, a road trip type fic, and Cas dies. Dean follows in John's foot steps. it was a work in progress.

NorthernsSparrow did a fic similar called "into the fire"
I suppose I am looking for any fics that are similar to "Into the Fire"

any assistance in locating this fic or similar fics would be appreciated.
thank you,
sincerely,
jazzy


Tags: genre: angst, genre: au, genre: hurt/comfort, genre: death!fic, genre: slash, character: castiel, character: dean, pairing: dean/castiel,

Specific fic: Destiel with suicidal Dean

I read this AU Destiel fic a long time ago where Dean is depressed and sometimes it gets very bad. Sam is with Jess and they try to help him. Then he meets Cas and they get together. But Dean has an episode of extreme depression and ends up killing himself, thinking Cas would be better off not having to deal with him. I think he jumps out window in front of Cas? Cas then later also kills himself.

Yeah, very tragic ending. But if anyone can help me find it that would be great!

Wincest Sam dies and Dean takes him to a house

Somebody kills Sam and Dean takes him away to a house and freezes him in a tub and then Sam's ghost comes to him and grows stronger?

J2 A/B/O or M-preg, dark fic

I read a story a while ago and can´t find it anymore.

Jensen had turned or mated Jared against his will. Jared was pregnant and hated it. I think he commited suiced in the end but I´m not sure.

Can someone help me please.

2 Destiel fics on ao3

Hi, hoping you can help me find some fics i read a while ago on ao3 and cant seem to find again

The first one is a one shot. An angel tries to kill Dean but Castiel steps in front of him. Sam and Dean think that Castiel isn't really dead as there are no wing impressions on the ground. When dean takes a shower he finds the wings on his skin as Castiel had his wings wrapped around him when he died.

The second is an alpha/beta/omega au.
Castiel is an omega and recently found out he's pregnant. He's scared Alpha Dean wont want the pup so Benny offers to look after him and the pup if Dean doesn't want to be involved. Benny had previously lost a mate and pup.
Dean finds out about pregnancy and assumes Cas is leaving him as he thinks he wont be a good father. Cas and Dean talk it out and decide to raise the pup together.

There is also a scene where Lisa who is Deans ex sends them baby clothes and it upsets Cas as it has her scent on them. Dean realizes and gets rid of them.

Thanks in advance for your help :)