Entries tagged with genre: orientation discovery

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General search: RPF with gender identity problems, intersex, transgender

Can you recommend me any stories with a transgender character, a character with intersexual characteristics, someone facing problems because of their gender identity,

... or stories with a (pansexual) character, who deliberately ignores the gender binary and sexual orientation categories?

RPF with J2 would be good, though I would be fine with any pairing or Gen.
Preferrably AU and completed fics.

I really hope that you can help me out! I've been looking in a lot of places, but most stories were Winchester, Wincest or just cross-dressing fics.

Thank you so much in advance!

Example: "Oh, My Queen!" by

cherie_morte
http://infatuated-ink.livejournal.com/78701.html

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F/F stories

Oddly, lately I've been in the mood for femslash stories. But as I've never read any before, I have no idea where to start. So if anyone's read any good f/f themed fics, or a good fic with a f/f relationship in the background. I'm not picky on pairings, but it would be cool if Bela, Jo or Anna were in it. The only thing I ask is nothing with explicit sex scenes in it.
Both canon and au stories are welcome.
Thank you!

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Edit: Found in Comments...1 Specific J2 Angst Story and 1 Specific J2 Kidnaps the Other Story

EDIT: Found in comments!

I can't remember the title or author of this fic, all I remember is that Jared overhears Jensen talking on the phone to his dad and Jensen is crying and telling his dad "he's in deep." Jared can't imagine what could possibly make Jensen sound like that, little does he know its because Jensen has fallen in love with him. I'm not sure, but I think maybe Jensen thought he was straight until Jared. I remember Jensen's dad tries to comfort Jensen by telling him he's a good man and he'll figure out the right thing to do or something like that.

Also, I was wondering if anyone has a copy of a story I believe is by

karfraegh (it was originally under her other pen name, garvaldmains) where Jensen kidnaps doctor Jared and forces Jared to go with him to a special hideout. Jensen's daughter was kidnapped or something and Jensen had been in jail. Jensen is hurt and Jared patches him and slowly grows to believe in Jensen's innocence or something like that. I tried friending her, but apparently the journal has been untouched for nearly a year and I guess I'm out of luck with that avenue.

Thanks in advance for the help.

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Dean/Castiel or Jensen/Misha with having or having had issues with their sexuality

I would like to find some fics with with Dean/Castiel with Dean having, or having had in the past, issues with his sexuality.

Also, I would like to find Jensen/Misha fics with issues of one of their bi- or homosexuality, but in this case, I don't care if it's Jensen or Misha who are having or have had those issues.

Thank you in advance!!

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j2 and wincest search

Hi, me again :) If anyone can help me out with any of the following, that would be very much appreciated as always.

1) I've recently discovered a love for non-AU orientation discovery fics, (I guess you could call them that), but the majority I've read were set in Jensen's point of view, with the exception of The Play-Nice Proviso (a beautiful read, by the way) which featured some points of view from Jared as well. Well, I'm looking for non-AU discoveries where it's mainly focused on Jared as the person who figures out he's falling for his co-star and tracks his feelings and doubts about it. If anyone has happened to come across this kind of fic, please send it my way :)

2) My friend sent me this edited picture of Jensen and it got me set off on a search for any fics where Jensen is in drag. I've come across a transgendered Jared fic so I figured drag!Jensen should exist as well.

3) any fics where either Jared or Jensen a) is dyslexic and the other J helps him out with reading and stuff b) has autism c) is deaf or mute

4) in need of some schmooptastic pre-slash wincest or spn gen that focuses mainly or solely on Sam and Dean's codependency. Can be 3rd person or outsider pov.

Completed fics with working pdf links are preferred but anything will do. Thanks so much in advance! <3

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J2 AU First Time W/ a Guy Drunken Hook-up Fics

Basically I'm looking for fics where

the boys are strangers or are barely acquainted (ie. friends of friends, ride the same subway, work in the same giant corporation, you get the idea)
one or both of the boys has never been intimate with a guy
- maybe he's bi/gay-curious
- doesn't matter if he's "heterosexually active" or completely virginal
the boys randomly meet up at a bar, a club, a party, a concert, somewhere with excessive alcohol consumption
one or both of the boys have heavily imbibed
they hook up

Simple as that.

I would prefer a story that builds from there, but I suppose I can live with PWP. :P

Just...

no AU
no knotting
no creatures (ie. incubus, vampire, were-whatever)
no magic or mind-control
no mpreg
no dub/non-con

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Gay!Sam Awesome!Dean

Heyy! i have looked for some gay!sam fics but they are almost ALL gay!dean!!! (whats up with that?) so i was hoping you could send me all of the gen. gay!sam fics. sam coming out, just talking about it, sleeping with guys, being caught sleeping with guys, etc... NO pairings with canon characters please. dean is okay, awesome, confused about it, he can be awkward or angry at first but then comes to terms with it and is okay. he could already know and is just waiting for sam to tell him. (like kurt from glee coming out to his dad.) john can be fine with it or not. maybe he kicks sam out and dean stays with sam or somethin'. or sam cuts because he's gay. if there is sex, or they talk about it i would prefer bottom!sam, but not necessary. self recs are good. teen!chester or not, but please nothing in season 3 or 4. and NO au's please, or mpreg. THANK YOU!!! <3

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specific one

hello there! I was wondering if somebody have a pdf of "Call Your Girlfriend" by

talktowater

here, the summary:

Jared is the cluelessly frigid star basketball player with the hot cheerleader girlfriend, Jensen is the new guy, he's all handsome and shy and makes Jared feel all hot under the collar for reasons he can't quite figure out.

Apparently she is now in TeenWolf fandom and her previous fics are in no sight, please ladies, help me!

thanks in advance!

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Specific & non-specific pre-series fic(s)

Specific: The fic is a one-shot, set pre-series, and features a crossdressing!Dean. At least, I'm pretty sure Dean liked to wear girl's clothing in the fic (based on what I read of the summary). I'm also pretty sure it's Dean/OMC. Can't offer anything more, unfortunately, as I never got around to reading it before it mysteriously disappeared from my hard drive.

Non-specific: Any fics where Dean or Sam has to come to terms with being gay. Pre-series especially, but in all honesty, I'll take anything. Can be any slash pairing (OMCs included) or slash-gen.

Thanks in advance!

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J2 non-au first time drunk/curious...

Hi!

I'm looking for some J2 non-au where the boys or one of the boys are driven wild with curiosity from all the talk and fanfic from the fans thinking they are together and decide to or convince the other to sleep together to see if there is any truth to all the looks and touches that fans pick up on as their true love. Afterward there is an awkwardness between them because they are shocked that they actually liked it and don't want to admit their true feelings. I want them to get together in the end though. Neither of them should have any previous experience with guys, completely hetero then turning for each other would be good.

The same sort of storyline would be okay of the boys were drunk or high and 'woops' they had sex and liked it. But are awkward about it after.

I read some like this ages ago back at the start of the show and now I can't stop thinking about it again so any old or new fics would be awesome! Thanks!

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Found! Thank you! 2 specific fics and 2 unspecific, both j2/wincest

Hey guys,
So there are a couple of things I've been looking for recently, and in the end I just had to admit defeat and post here! You're help would be much appreciated!

Gen fic search:
1) Any J2 fics where one was raised in a well-off home environment? Well a *more* well-off home environment than the other, perhaps the other is a little embarrassed by their less than awesome home when coming home to visit or something. I'm pretty much looking for non-AU here guys, but y'know anything goes! Also I'm not talking about their current bank balance, more looking for childhood issues of never being able to go on school trips where as the other had like a laptop and a tv and an ipod and a car and all the coolest brands when they were in high school. This request comes from reading a fic recently where Jensen alluded to coming from a pretty privileged home so... make of that what you will. Rambly request is rambly.

2) Any wincest, or gen Sam/Dean (or J2, I'll never say no) that involve one of the boys being bi or gay and having to 'come out' to the other?

Specific fic search:
1) I cannot find this and I can't understand why because I'm pretty sure its everywhere, anyway! J2 are roommates, an odd couple sort, Jared is gay and hasn't come out to Jensen whom he has a mega crush on. Jared works in an animal shelter with Daneel, he tries to set Daneel up with Jensen, J&D end up just being friends because Daneel thought J2 were together. Then they confess their undying love and live happily ever after. Sharing cigarettes on the balcony.

2) This one is either gen or wincest, I'm not sure. Either Sam or Dean is trapped in their motel room, and every morning when they wake up they are met with a version of their brother from a different dimension. One is a girl, one is the brother whos brother is dead, one is the brother who is happily engaged and on a cross country trip with their brother. I'm pretty sure its Dean stuck in the room who's met with different versions of Sam. Like 90% sure. This is a very confusing explanation. I hope you understand what I'm talking about!

Thanks guys!

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Dean/Cas - Dean rejects Cas' interest in him (LOST FIC)

I vaguely remember this fic. But in the first chapter Cas' sort of confesses his interest in Dean. He didn't outright say "Dean i love you" at least I don't think he did, as fas as I can remember. Cas is confused by the whole thing by how and why he is feeling that way towards Dean. Dean pretty rejects him, choosing to ignore and pretend like the incident never happened like Cas was just going through something and just needs time to get over it. There was also this other angel that came into the picture and ended up possessing Clair Novak.
Sorry I'm kind of sketchy on the details. I read this a good 2 yrs ago and had it saved on my usb with other fics, but my usb died on me.

Also I will take recs with a similar plot of Dean rejecting Castiel's love for him and struggling with his one feeling.

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Queer non-wincest fic?

I would be really interested in reading a fic where either Dean or Sam (or even Cas) are gay but are not in any kind of romantic or sexual relationship (nor do they wish to be) with the other or any other character from canon (i.e. no S/D, D/C, Sabriel, Sassy, etc...). Does anyone here know of any fic out there like this?

Gen is preferred, OCs are fine if they are well written, no RPF, no pre-wincest/destiel/etc...

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Dean and Sam talk about their sexuality

I'm looking for any fics in which Dean and Sam talk to each other about being bisexual. Since in canon they both have serious relationships with women (Sam with Jess and Dean with Cassie), I'd really love to read about them talking to each other about why they consider themselves bisexual or when they were first attracted to a guy, that sort of thing. Wincest or not, doesn't matter to me. Thanks!

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JENSHA RPF

Hi, I'm looking for a Jensha RPF where Jensen, despite his marriage to Danneel, falls in love with Misha. At first the actor tries to suppress his feelings, unsure on what Misha is gonna do. However, in the end, he talks to Danneel and his parents and decides to divorce. Danneel ask him to not pursue Misha till the end of their divorce but during a convention the truth comes to light. Jensen has a panic attack and Misha and Danneel take the same flight to go to him.
In the epilogue, Jensen writes on his blog about Danneel, the hurt to deny his sexuality and how he came to love a good man as Misha Collin.
Sorry if the plot is not very detailed but I read this story a long time ago ç_ç

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Recs for J2 falling in love unexpectedly

I was thinking the other day I would really love to read a fic where one of the boys seduces the other(or is asked/paid to/etc), for some kind of nefarious purpose. To manipulate a business deal, to influence their opinion on somebody, etc.

I think it would be interesting if the seducer didn't know he was gay, or had previously not liked the seduce-e, and then unexpectedly falls in love with them.

I don't even know if such a fic exists, but if it does, send it my way please. :) I don't mind just general fic recs as well, about where the boys fall in love unexpectedly.

Preferably J2, preferably a lengthy fic. But I'm not fussy. :)

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Jared/Jensen college!fic, Jared in an abusive relationship with Jeff (FOUND!)

Hey!
I'm looking for a J2 fic I read but forgot to save. So here's a summary: Jared and Jensen are in college and meet in a stage acting class where they have to pair up and act out a play about domestic abuse. Jared is a Fine Arts student while Jensen studies Criminal Law (or something similar; he wants to work in law enforcement). Jared is in an abusive relationship with corruptcop!Jeff, who took Jared in from the streets and is paying Jared's way through college, which makes it harder for Jared to leave him and report the abuse. Jared and Jensen start falling in love and Jensen really wants to help him. Along the way there's a lot of Jensen discovering sex with Jared and many cute, hot and angsty (yay!) relationship tropes (see tags).

Hope someone can help, and thanks! :)

Edit: Found! It's Shouting Out Loud by Blynnk.

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Dean at Stanford and J2 at a cabin

1). I'm not sure if this was Wincest or not. I vaguely remember there being a Wincest and a Non-Wincest version, but they could just be similar stories. Dean is at Stanford with Sam. He's going to Sam's classes with him and they talk a lot about it. John visits eventually claiming that there is a case at Stanford. He notices how close the boys are, but I don't think he minded. It turns out that the professor of the class the boys go to is a ghost. Also, I kinda remember Sam giving Dean an engineering textbook that he takes with him when he hunts. Sam finds it later with notes inside and missing pages.

2). Jensen's family goes to their summer home every year, where Jensen is good friends with Jared. It shows their friendship for a couple years, until Jensen realizes he's in love with Jared. He gets a wedding invitation that he believes is Jared's, but is actually his sister's. Jensen avoids the cabin for a few years, until his brother kidnaps him and takes him out in the back of his truck. I remember something about Jared living in a tee-pee out in the woods. ***FOUND!! Link in comments!***

Any help would be appreciated! Thanks!!

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small town America

Hi,
I am searching for fics set in rural areas or small towns, either Sam/Dean or AU J2 is fine by me. I really don't care if it's a casefic or historical AU,or even ghost fic, I just want some fics where a town or a village plays a big role. I want the feel of the town and its people to play a part in the fics. It could involve say orientation discovery, or some pining, but please, no non-con or dub-con. I'm OK with angst if there is a happy ending, actually happy ending is a must.
Thank you!

Gen fics request

I really want to read some well-written awesome fics that others enjoyed :)

1) Non-AU J2 fics with the boys figuring out or disclosing their mutual attraction to each other. UST is always awesome, as is angst.

2) Any h/c low self-esteem fics in which Jared, Jensen, Misha, Sam, Dean, Cas, or Gabriel feels like he isn't good enough, and another one of the three helps him through it. I'm not really picky about pairings. Self-injury, eating disorders... anything goes. Once again, preferably not AU. I really liked In Mirror Distorted and Indistinct

3) A (possibly shmoopy) story in which one of the boys has to go out of their comfort zone to comfort the other... hugs, cuddling, heart-to-hearts, etc.

4) Inexperienced!Cas... Dean shows Castiel how to get himself off or shows him how to have sex.

5) This one is really general, but any story with great sexual tension that does or does not lead to sex. Long stories filled with awkward moments and awkward boners make me happy :)

Sorry for so many requests! Thanks!