Entries tagged with warning: abused!castiel (physical)

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Abused!Cas, at school

Hey everyone, I'm searching for a fic I read a while ago (most probably on ao3). From what I remember:

— It was a short fic from Dean's POV, a high school or college AU in which Dean and Cas are best friends / boyfriends.

— Basically, Dean realizes Cas is the victim of sexual abuse, his male swimming (?? maybe) coach being the abuser.

— Cas always says, calmly, "He didn't do anything" when Dean would find him afterwards, denying the obvious. Then, once they're older at the end of the fic, he says "He did things to me, sometimes" or something like that, admitting it to Dean outloud for the first time.

— The fic isn't explicit, never shows any details, and the author explained they tried not to romanticize abuse in the notes.

I hope that someone sees which fic I'm talking about ! Thanks.

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Abused Castiel Fic

Looking for fic with abused Cas, one where he’s either being abused in secret and the boys find out later in the story or they know and they’re trying to help Cas. I’m even fine with the boys abusing Cas, I’m just looking for a fic with an angsty Cas. Also any type of abuse is fine but I’m mainly looking for non-con.

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Specific kink meme fic...

I'm looking for a story I read where Cas came to the bunker after the angels fell, and( under cut for triggers for abuse/non-con )
I know it was on the kink meme a long time ago, not sure if it was ever posted anywhere else... anyone know the story I'm talking about? :)

Thanks!

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A/b/o slave fic

I'm looking for a deleted fic that was oposted on AO3. It had Sam, Dean, Cas and Gabriel in it. The pairings were either Dean/Cas and Sam/Gabriel or Dean/Gabriel and Sam/Cas, so since I'm not sure, I didn't put any pairings in the tags. In the fic, Sam and Dean were alphas and Cas and Gabriel were omegas. In the AU, omegas were basically treated like slaves and Cas and Gabriel get bought by Sam and Dean, but Sam and Dean are nice to them and all. In the beginning though, Cas and Gabe are scared of and mistrust the Winchesters, but they eventually warm up to them. Thanks a bunch.

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Spec and Gen Search: Angel Lobotomy

Happy New Year, everyone!

I'm looking for a specific fic I read about Cas' time being controlled. Unfortunately, all I can remember is there's a part where Dean's observing Cas, and notices that his eye looks strange (ie irritated, red, bruised, like something had been inserted into it, etc. I don't remember specifically how it was described).

And in general, I'd dearly love any fics dealing with what Cas endured under Naomi and the "lobotomy," (as seen in flashbacks here). I'd also be very happy reading any fic surrounding the angels who captured him in season 11, the ones who used those creepy head contraptions. Honestly, any fic surrounding these or related subjects would be fantastic. Aftermath is good, too! I'm a sucker for hurt!cas, caring/comforting!Dean and/or Sam, others. Can be gen or slash.

I hope some part of that drivel makes even a bit of sense; I'm afraid I am not very articulate at the moment.

Thank you all so much!

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Lucifer torturing Sam fics / General Dean/Cas/Sam angst

Hello. I have a few general searches I'd appreciate some help with.

1) Any fics dealing with the torture Sam went through at the hands of Michael and Lucifer whilst stuck in the cage.

2) Fics about Sam (either set in or similar to season 7) dealing with Lucifer banging up his noggin.

3) Possible AU's where Sam actually was still stuck in the cage and Lucifer was just messing with his head, rather than Sam just being crazy.

4) Any alpha/omega style fics where Dean/Cas/Sam are omegas and have abusive alphas, with some hurt/comfort in there of course.

5) Fics where Cas has somehow become human and turns to Sam and Dean for help, but Dean (or Sam) decides they can't forgive him for the things he's done and abuses him in secret. (And I've already read Repent Of Your Sins (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1178489), which is what got me onto this in the first place.

I'd appreciate the help. Thanks guys.

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1 Specific (found in comments) and some General Requests

Hello, me again.

Specific fic: There's this alpha/omega style fic I started reading a week ago but forgot to bookmark, I think it may have been on AO3, and it had Dean, Cas, Charlie and I think someone named Gilda(?) where they were at some sort of omega resort, and Cas and Dean were in a relationship that their alphas' didn't know about. I think I got up to the point where Cas reveals his alpha has taken him off of birth control and Dean kinda freaks out a bit. That's all I can remember.

General searches:
1) Any alpha/omega style fics where Dean/Cas/Sam are omegas and have abusive alphas, with some hurt/comfort in there of course.

2) Fics where Cas has somehow become human and turns to Sam and Dean for help, but Dean (or Sam) decides they can't forgive him for the things he's done and abuses him in secret. (And I've already read Repent Of Your Sins (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1178489), which is what got me onto this in the first place.

I'd appreciate the help. Thanks guys.

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Destiel abuse stories

Hi is there any fics where Dean abuses Cas or the other way around whilst in a relationship?

I don't mind if it is emotional, mental, sexual, financial or physical but would prefer physical.

Thank you.

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Destiel - Mpreg or A/O/B

I am hopping someone recognizes this one; again searching for someone else this is what the person remembers:

Cas is omega or mpreg.. Castiel is in an abusive relationship with Dean.. they have a baby daughter, and Cas is pregnant with second child. When Cas was finished with the doctor appointment he was waiting for Dean to pick him up but Dean wasn't there so a pregnant Castiel had to walk home carrying their baby girl through the rain.

Thank you!

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Searching for a specific fic

Hi :) I read a fic quite a while ago and I can't seem to find it? I think Dean was blaming Cas for something with Sam (I can't quite remember what), and he starts to abuse Cas? Like not letting him sleep on a bed or something. At the end I remember Sam finding out about it somehow? I'm not entirely sure how to tag these things, so I'm really sorry if I've done something wrong. Thank you :)

1 Specific fic and a few general requests

I'm looking for this one specific homeless teen Dean fic. He meets Castiel behind a dumpster behind the Roadhouse (I think?) when he's looking for a place to sleep after he got kicked out by his dad. In the end they both sleep there. They both work as a prostitute, sometimes together. One day Alistair kidnaps Dean and they don't find him for a few days (weeks?). In the end Dean ends up in the hospital and Sam and John are there as well? -->
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I lost all my bookmarks so if anyone could rec some longer (preferably at least 10k but if you think a shorter one is amazing too please add as well :) ) fics with these themes that would be great;
- Dark pre-stanford/stanford era. Dean centric.
- Abused!Dean (all the abuse, by everyone, canon or au)
- Abused!Castiel (again all the abuse)
- Abused Sam, but only by Castiel,Dean or John.
- Any other dark stories with Dark!Sam/Dean/Cas
- Any story where John comes back from the dead after season 5.

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Angels as family fic and Castiel fics

I am looking for three things.

1) Angels as a family (Castiel, Gabriel, Lucifer, Michael, etc). Either canon (where they are angels) or AU (human or otherwise). Short or long, doesn't matter as long as it is complete. I don't mind if there is incest ("romantic" family is fine).

2) Castiel whump of any kind (mental, physical, sexual). Any where he is young and being abused by his family are great as long as there is a happy ending! Bonus if it can be tied into request #1.

3) Any fics with Castiel having a mental disorder. Any type is fine (OCD, Autism, Traumatic Brain Injury, etc). Bonus for tying into request #1 or #2.

Any pairings welcome for all.

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1 specific destiel fic + general search

Hey guys,
Found in the comments thank you!
I'm looking for a specific non-con destiel fic, I don't remember many details.

- Sam, Dean and Cas are all traveling together.
- Sam thinks Dean and Cas are in a consensual relationship and books 2 motel rooms so they could have privacy.
- Cas became a human or is graceless
- Cas is not allowed to sleep on the bed, he has to sleep on the floor in a sleeping bag.
- Cas is abused by Dean as punishment.
- Sam finds out Cas is not allowed to sleep on the bed and freaks out.
- I'm pretty sure it was on ao3 but it could also be on livejournal.

I'm also looking for some dark destiel fics, preferably hosted on livejournal.
One of them is dark, both of them are dark, neither of them are dark but they're in a dark situation,etc...
Au's are more than welcome, as are self-recs. I like Sam too so I'm totally okay with him being in the story as well.
Happy ending not required.

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Destiel torture fic - Found

I'm desperately searching for a fic I read some time ago (maybe two years ago).
It was not an AU, but I don't remember up to which season it is canon compliant.
It started with Crowley telling the boys about something awful that happened and he eventually convinced them that Castiel was responsible for it.
When Cas shows up, Dean tortures him to get him to admit to the crime. When Cas insists that he is innocent and doesn't know what Dean is talking about, Dean uses a spell which exposes an angel's wings and uses his torture techniques on them. It scars Cas more than the previous torture (abusing an angel's wings is unforgivable and similar to rape).
After a while it turns out that Castiel was telling the truth and Crowley only set this up to get back to Cas for his betrayal in season 6.
Dean is shocked by his own actions and tries to beg Cas for forgiveness, but the angel is terrified of him and only allows Sam to touch him.
That's when I stopped reading unfortunately, so I don't know if it ended with Destiel, Sabriel or none of these.
I hope someone of you can help me out.

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FOUND! Specific Fic: Alt. S5 with Hurt!Castiel

Seems I haven't bookmarked this one, but I'm pretty sure the title had the word "water" in it, and it was on the order of 50 thousand words.

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Specfic fic, dystopian/slave AU where humans control angels

I'm looking for a fic where Sam and Dean are bounty hunters of a sort, rounding up rogue angels that have escaped from owners and turning them into the authorities. They find Castiel and Gabriel and instead of turning them in they help them to freedom. I'm almost certain it had Destiel and Sam/Gabriel, and a bit of Castiel whump.

Panic attacks domestic fic + demonblood cas/lucifer

I'm looking for two fics:

1) Sam gets captured by lucifer and tortured but castiel offers to switch places with sam (or tries to rescue him and gets caught himself while sam gets away) and gets tortured and probably also raped by lucifer. He's also fed demon blood by him until the boys rescue him

2) This is a domestic fic probably after season 8 with fallen!cas who has ptsd and panic attacks. There's a scene where he gets one in a shoe shop while shopping with dean and people are staring at him until dean gets there and calms him down + gets him out of there. There also a scene where dean is frustrated with cas' situation and punches a tree until his hand bleeds and sam tells him to get it together to help cas get better. It was a wip when i read it but it's probably finished now

Thanks in advance c;

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Specific fic-found in comments, general hurt/comfort search

I am looking for a specific fic that I saw a few years ago that involved non-con, due to the dark content of the story I'm putting the request after the cut.

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I am looking for hurt/comfort fics with Dean and Castiel, or J2 where one of them suffered any form of abuse or was hurt in some way and the other one takes care of them and deals with the after math, or one was abused in the past and the other helps get them past it. Can be gen or slash, any length or rating.

The stories I have found so far for this are Jensen Ackles Doesn't Exist by Xenodike, Coming Down on a Sunny Day by Maychorian, and Last Resort by Choosetolive and DreamsofSpike,

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Destiel Biker/Gangter Dean Mutual Domestic Abuse

Hey Guys!

I've been on the look for this story that had Dean in this biker gang (or maybe some other type of gang?). Anyways, he meets Castiel who is a libarian (I am not entirely sure about that detail though). I think that they end up hooking up, maybe at a bar or something and get into a relationship.

Something Castiel gets kidnapped by one of Dean's gang rivals, Alistair I think, and when they finally rescue him he isn't the same. Soon, it turns out that the abuse the Alistair put Castiel through change him and his way of coping through it was violence.

I wasn't like normal domestic violence because in this case it was mutual. Castiel copes with his abuse by being more rough and aggressive with in all facets of there relationship, especially sexually. Castiel would urge Dean to be as rough as possible with him during sex leaving bruises and hand prints over his body, slamming each other against the walls and even hitting each other sometimes. Dean was initially against being that rough with Castiel, but he was slowly losing him so he went along with it.

Dean's friends start to notice this change in there relationship when they start seeing Castiel with bruises and hand prints over his neck, initially believing that Dean is abusing him. Several times during the story they make comments to both Dean and Castiel about how they are abusing each other.

Other than that, I do believe that Dean ended up getting locked up because he got framed for murdering someone he didn't actually murder.

There is also a small possibility that this story could have been J2
I recall reading this on Archive of Our Own (It might be on LJ as well) and this story also had a verse and was complete or at least this part of the verse was.
And also, I am 100% that this was completely top!dean with no switching present, or at least written.

Thanks in advance!
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