Dean tells Sam a story, and 2 general requests

I remember reading a story once that was after Sam jumped into the cage, where he came back crazy. I'm pretty sure it started with him trying to make food, before Cas pointed out he was boiling a shoe. The main thing I remember though, is that Dean tells Sam a story about a flower that everyone tried to control as the flower grew, and it ended with Cas realizing just how cruel it was that Sam's whole life was controlled by heaven and hell since birth.

Also, if anyone has any insecure/shy!Jared or genius!Jared fics, I'd love to read them!

Edit: I found the specific fic. If anyone is curious, it's Roots Deep and Low.

Specific Fics and General Fics Help Please

Specific Fics:

1) This involves Sick!Dean. In this fic, Dean has a digestion problem and Sam finds out eventually. There's a scene where Dean explains he went for tests and that he failed the radioactive sandwich test. That's all I can remember at the moment...

2) Gabriel makes a vessel for Castiel; he goes through the trouble of finding the best items to make the vessel. In one case he buys two precious gems for Castiel's eyes and that Gabriel had out priced Crowley for the very same gems (or that he bought them from Crowley).
# Found! Hallelujah!

3) Leviathan is influenced by Castiel's emotions for Dean and they sort of love him in a twisted way. They force Dean to swallow black goo which makes Dean yearn for them; there's a part where it's written that he's thirsty and nothing quenches his thirst.
# Found in the comments!! Yay!

4) Dean goes to hell and comes back as a demon. Sam accepts him however Ellen and Jo don't. I think they managed to exorcise Dean once but he crawls back out again and Sam offers his body as a vessel for Dean because he does not want to be separated from his brother again. Later Ellen and Jo exorcise Dean again however this time Dean and Sam's essence were twisted around each other and they both sank into Hell. I think Sam's body died as well.

General Fics:
a) Catboy Dean or Jensen please. (They can be feral and then tamed, outright shy and have their owner/caretaker be protective over them.)

b) Are there any fics where Jared or Sam get turned into a Moose?

c) Fics with Dean or Jensen turned into dogs (that are not a small or lap breed).

d) Bobby being fatherly with the boys, especially Dean.

e) Dancing Dean/Jensen fics please :D


Gen or slash is fine.
J2, Destiel and Debriel is awesome.
Warn me please if it is Wincest of any kind.

J2 fics Two different stories: Hooker!Jensen Asshole!Jensen

Hi guys. Hope you resourceful people will be able to help me find  some wonderful stories that i've read a while ago and haven't been smart enough to bookmark them. J2 recs and spn cinema communities couldn't help me, either.

1. This first one might be a WIP, i don't remember well. I simply remember that at the time i devoured that hookerJensen story and i've been so very disappointed when i saw that it wasn't finished. The only details i remember about it are these: Jared was in college or highschool, was very rich and one random night when he was driving he saw hooker!Jensen on some shady street and became fascinated&obsessed by his beauty. He approached him, made an financial offer Jensen couldn't refuse and they both arrived at Jensen's shack of an apartment and Jared got a BJ. Jared was very attracted by Jensen and the time spent after their encounter couldn't stop thinking about him, and he was in such a state of permanent arousal that couldn't help bringing himself to orgasm, thinking obsessively about Jensen's beauty, his experience and the next time he will see him again. Because of his huge crush, Jared's result in school were suffering, and Jensen didn't believe him when he said he will be back thinking that Jared was just a loaded, shallow kid who will forget all about him. I don't know for sure if this detail is right, but it could be that Jensen had some problems in paying the rent and struggling to go hooking by himself and not become some property to another pimp...Finally, I can't remember if they had penetrative sex, (the description of the attraction, desire and sex was kinda scorching) but i remember Jared making the offer to help Jensen financially while they enjoyed some coffee in one of Jensen favorite coffee shops. This detail might happened before the blowjob or in between their other encounters.

I hope someone can remember this awesome story, or even the author. Despite the fact that it's been a long time since i read it, i couldn't forget it and looked for it everywhere *sigh*

2. The second story i want to find is somewhat a remix/adaptation of the movie Sabrina. I looked even in spn/j2 bigbang for it and nothing. Jared's dad was the driver for the very wealthy Ackles family  and had a huge crush on Jensen's sister who might be Sandy, who was supposed to get married to the son of a very wealthy family to mantain their bussiness affairs or something. Their parents considered Sandy incapable to be running their business so that's why they felt compelled to get her married to that dude. Jared goes to Paris for some photography classes or something like it and he returns from there a totally different person, at least physically. More attractive  and confident and still very in love (or so he thought) with Jensen's sis. He sent letters at home recounting his experiences there and now and then asking about Sandy.  I remember Jensen was kinda of a manwhore, a ruthless bussiness man and might possibly plotted with his own mom in tricking Jared, since apparently Sandy became interested in Jared lately. Jared finally realized what shallow and cold of a person Sandy and begun hanging out with Jensen without realizing Jensen's evil plan. I still remember some hot sex scene between Jared&Jensen at some holiday house where Jensen took him, or at least the amazing attraction between them. In the end Jared found out all about the awful plan and escaped to Paris where Jensen already expected him...Hope someone will remember it. Found in the comments

Thanks so much in advance you guys. Appreciate your input. Please forgive any grammar mistakes since english it's not my native tongue
And mods, i hope i picked the tags correctly. If i didn't, please let me know and i'll modify.

Funny shy/proper about his virginity Dean; any ship

Ok, so I was re-reading rageprufrock's Morgue Files Ch.3 and now I basically just want fics of Dean getting his virginity back - a curse, or a coda to 4.5, or something - and being all shy and prim about it and driving the person lusting after him (Wincest, Destiel, whoever) up a wall. I'm really looking more for humorous stuff, not angst (though if it's really good...), and not really about Dean at *whatever teen year* losing his virginity the first time.

Thank you! And self-recs always welcomed.  :)

Shy Jared and specific fic (found in comments)

I'm looking for fics where Jared is really shy but Jensen still is interested in him. Even better if it's because he has self-esteem issues.

The second is a specific story where Jensen is a rockstar who really likes Jared who is a model. They sleep together and Jensen pokes holes in the condom to get Jared pregnant. There's this whole big thing where Jared is trying to find the father and they eventually figure out it's Jensen and there is a happy ending.

Lost J2 and wee!chester fics!

My computer crashed and I’m searching for the following fics that I lost the links to! Hope someone remembers them! Thank you!

1- Jared is shy and watches Jensen swimming from a distance. Jared lives Jensen gifts like coffee and cookies.

2- Wee!chester story. Dean does not like newborn Sam. He tries to get John and Mary to take him back to the hospital. Dean finally starts to love Sammy after he saves Sammy’s life when the baby stops breathing. I remember a part in the end with Dean trying to move Sammy’s baby crib into Dean’s own room. It was too heavy for him to move so Dean climbs into the crib with Sammy instead.

3- Jared is in a mental hospital. Jared can’t sleep because the bed is made wrong. Jensen works there and takes care of him.

4- Jared and Jensen get stuck in an elevator. Jared has claustrophobia and freaks out. Jensen tries to calm him down. I think it was set at Christmas time and that’s why it takes ages for anyone to rescue them.

5- Wee!chester story. John thinks Dean has been stealing painkillers to sell. John spanks Dean before finding out that Dean really took the pills because someone had hurt him. John feels guilty and looks after Dean. I remember a line where Dean asks his dad who would want to buy some stupid pills?

Thank you again if you can help!

Badboy!Castiel out there?

Hello everyone!
I know that there a lot of stories with Dean as badboy. Most of them set in High school AUs or general AUs. But now I wondered if there are any Badboy stories with Castiel out there. And where Dean is either the shy one or is just Dean. Maybe Dean gets even bullied by Castiel. I would take everything with Castiel as the badboy.

Maybe someone could help me out?
Thank you!

Forgotten!Dean, Eating Disorders, Shy!Dean and True Self!Dean, Climbing Everest, Atlantis crossovers

Okay, I'm looking for a few different things here.

1. Any fics where Dean's birthday is forgotten. Maybe he grows up not celebrating his birthday, when they always celebrate Sam's birthday. Or when Sam is at Stanford, he has to spend his birthday alone because Sam and John don't remember. OR, after Dean picks Sam up from Stanford up to anywhere in season 8, Sam and/or everyone else forgets Dean's birthday, and Dean is disappointed but doesn't mention anything, and everyone remembers later. I'd rather it be Non-Au.

2. Fics where Dean stops eating because he is stressed, keeps forgetting, someone says something mean about his eating habits (kind of like John in The Illusionist on ff.net), Sam realizes Dean didn't eat enough as a child because he gave it all to Sam, etc. Please, Non-AU.

3. Any fics where maybe Sam realizes Dean puts on a front, but in reality he's really shy or his true personality is like the opposite from what he makes it out to be and he only acts like that because John wanted him to or it was to protect himself. Maybe even Dean brags about being with tons of woman,  but he hasn't and only said that to pacify John or annoy Sam. Or he pretends to be dumb so Sam feels important. Possibly he is cursed to show his true self. Again, Non-Au please.

4. Fics based on the Disney movie Atlantis: The Lost Empire, where Dean and Sam go looking for the city, and Castiel and the other angels are actually the ancient civilization that live there. Destiel please, and obviously AU is the way to go.

5. Any fics where Sam and Dean climb Mt. Everest for some reason. Possibly they have to go on a journey to find some random artifact or something. Really specific with details on how hard the climb was and what they went through. Non-AU please.

If you could help me with any of these requests, I'd really appreciate it. Have a nice day! :)

Shy Jensen leaving baked goods for Jared. Any shy Jensen/Dean

Hey People! So i've got a specific search and a general search.

1. I'm looking for a story where Jared moved into a house either across the street from Jared or next door or something. Jensen likes him, but is too shy to approach him so he bakes different things for him and leaves them on his front door. The story continued on an i'm pretty sure they got together at some point in the story.

2. I'd love to read any shy Dean or Jensen stories you guys have. If there is sex I perfer Bottom Jensen and Bottom Dean.

Thanks in advance!!!!

Any Cute Recs!!!

pretty much anything CUTE! dean kisses Sam's head in a fatherly, motherly, big brotherly manner. Any terms of endearment towards Sam. like baby, baby brother, little brother, just brother! or Sam calling Dean, big brother or just brother. or dean calls Sam cute. or adorable. or Sam is all shy and polite. and geeky!!! or really tired, or high, or drunk. ANYTHING GOES! but no slash, or season 4. thanks. au's are a no. self recs are good, very slight au's, any age. ANYTHING! it really doesn't matter about the length. or how many recs you give me. I'm good. :) <3

Jensen/Misha, Dean/Cas, twin!fic

I am looking for a specific fic in which Jensen and Dean are twins and so are Misha and Cas.  If I remember right, Dean and Cas were together first and there was some kind of family event (I think it might have been a funeral) during which Jensen and Misha meet.  I do remember that Jensen was very shy (and maybe a virgin...?) and Misha was afraid of staying in one place.

If someone could please help me find this fic, I would greatly appreciate it. :)

J2 college fic (found in comments) & unrequited Jared story (found it)

Hello, lovely people. I looked everywhere for these two fics, but with no luck.

1. The first fic i am looking for is a wonderful story full of angst and hotness that i read a while ago, where Jared and Jensen were in college together (or possibly high-school). They were kinda living in the same house out of campus, along with Misha, Chris and Mike. Jared was looking for a place when finally found this house and Jensen's welcome was really cold. Or i am probably wrong and i,m mistaken two fics, again:(. The stuff that i remember right though, is that Jensen was gay and Jared was straight (or so he thought), and at a party Jared was in an upstairs room, when he received a steamy&unexpected blowjob from Jensen. One of them was surely kind of drunk, if i recall well.This left Jared kinda shocked and right after the deed couldn't face Jensen. I really don't remember if he'd gone away home (cause it was vacation) or Jensen avoided him like the plague because he definitely was having unrequited feelings for Jared...I remember that in all this time trying to avoid him, and thinking and re-memorizing the act, Jared realized he really missed Jensen and he was attracted to him and possibly gay also. It had a happy-ending, was full of angst and as i mentioned before i am probably mixing up two different stories together, so please forgive me if this confuses you. I am hoping that some of you resourceful people will have a clue of what i,m taking about and can help me finding this again. I really, really would love to re-read this fic again, cause it was truly amazing. It's even possible that i have it already saved somewhere but for the life of me i really can't remember the author *sigh*. Thank you in advance.

Found it http://archiveofourown.org/works/356841! Or better said [livejournal.com profile] cravenhawk nd anonymous did:). Thanks again

2. The second one is also a J2 fic, where the boys were also in college, and Jensen was a senior,Or i am probably wrong and Jensen was working and Jared was in college, so very confusing... . Jensen was a bit slutty, Jared was kinda shy and self-conscious, but despite this fact the boys still got together, i don't remember how. The thing that stuck with me is that Jared was very in love with Jensen, and at a picnic party that stretched long in to the night (it was possibly held at Chris's house) Jared found Jensen in the arms of someone else. Jensen brushed it off as something not so important...thing that escalated in to a fight. For the very hurt Jared, this was the final straw when he decided to leave Jensen. I remember Chris trying to calm him and explain Jensen's ways but Jared didn't wanted to hear and still left. After they calmed down, Chris tried to talk to Jensen (he was his best friend) and explain to him that he hurt Jared very much and he should try to think of ways in getting him back...Finally, Jensen realized kinda late what a big mistake he made, realized how much he really cared for Jared and tried to reconcile with him. Jared wouldn't want to hear it though. They were both hurting much in their own ways, but the ending was happy, as i remember. I don't know how they got there, but they did...OMG! I found the awesome one i loved so much!! I had it on my computer:)). Belongs to the creative http://grace-fully.livejournal.com/97277.html

Thanks everyone for helping though

This must be very confusing for you guys, i mean just look at the tons of college& highschool fics out there but i hope that someone can help me finds these beauties again. Thank you in advance for all your help, appreciate it

Mods, i hope i got the tags right, feel free to let me know if i,m not

Stuttering Jensen

like the subject line says, I'm looking for fics where Jensen stutters or has a speech impediment and he feels really insecure about it and maybe stops talking. Jared is all awesome and wooing Jensen and they have a HEA.

Jared/Jensen only and if there is sex bottom!jensen only.



Specific J2 Fic (Found)

Hi. I've been trying to find a fic I read years ago for a while now with no success.
I think it has Jensen and Jared working as actors, possibly still on Supernatural, but I could be wrong. The point is, Jensen is really shy and socially awkward and generally tries to avoid being the center of attention, dislikes interviews... Jared somehow knows exactly how to handle that without them really talking about it - he shifts the center of attention to him, makes him feel comfortable etc., and Jensen falls in love with him. Happy ending eventually.
I wish I could remember something more specific, but I don't. Does it ring a bell with someone?

Adorable!Shy!Sam, Amazing!Dean, "The Talk"

So this is pretty simple, just want any fics where sam is adorable, and dean mentions it or something like that. any age pre-series or no. or sam is all shy and cute, and dean is like "awww..." de-aged is fine, really doesn't matter. And if you have anything of when they are teens and dean gives Sam "the talk" birds and bees, sex, puberty, drugs, peer pressure, insecurities, homosexuality, bullying, cutting, suicide, etc. ANYTHING THAT'S AWESOME!!! kinda like-
The First Time-http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5324045/1/The_First_Time
Funny is good! and serous is amazing! nothing in season 3 or 4. no au's (atleast nothing major), no pairings please. anything else is allowed. Thank you. i have looked around and have found some things... but i want, no, i NEED more!!! so thanks!

Jensen and Jared Abused by Agent/Manager

I know there are a couple of stories with this theme.

What I know: In one Jensen is at a house party and runs into the guy who 'discovered' him. JDM and Christian Kane (I think Dave Boreanaz might be involved somehow, as a good guy) know this guy is bad news; they get him to admit he drugged and assaulted Jensen.

In another I think Jared's dad convinced him to go with a particular agent/manager (with the knowledge that he wasn't a good guy). The agent basically gets Jared shit jobs and expects sexual favors in return. He's convinced Jared that he's not a good actor.

I'm not sure about pairings (except for non-con Jensen/OMC). I think they might both end up Jensen/Jared
If you good people know of any other fic along similar lines I'd love to read them, too.

Edit: Second fic found. It's Mis-Managed (link in comments).

Wincest sam/dean daddy!kink, and high school j2

Hi everyone I was hoping y'all could help me by recing a few fics pretty please :)
1) Any wincest fics were the boys have a daddy kink, were Sam calls Dean daddy.
2) any fics where Jared and Jensen are in high-school and are best friends but one is in love with the other
3) Any j2 high-school with Jensen as a popular jockey type and Jared is a quit nerd with a huge crush on Jen
Please and thank you for you help in advance :3

Specific J2 Fic Search (Found)

Hey! Me again.

Basically, I remember reading a fic ages ago in which Jared moved in to the apartment next to Jensen's (who was living with Chris, if I remember correctly.) Jensen was super shy (possibly agoraphobic?) and I remember one specific part where Jared was talking to Jensen through the divider on their balconies and Jensen was knocking against it in response. I also seem to recall something about Jared lending Jen an old stuffed animal to 'look after'. Oh, and something about a trash chute.

I hope someone knows what I'm on about! Thanks in advance.

Dean-centic fics, Dean's Self Esteem, FF.net Help, Dean Secretly a Mushbear at Heart

Any SPN fics where Dean deals with his looks - liking or not liking how he looks more like Mary than Sam, getting picked on/beat up for looking 'pretty', thinking ppl assume he and Sam are together because of his looks, dealing with what the demon!Dean in DATDOM said about how everything of his personality from his jacket to his music was copied from John so who is 'Dean' really?, etc.

Also a question about FF.net. I looked for more TIH fics. The main listing on FF says there are like over 40 fics. I click to open the TIH section and it only shows 20 or 30 fics. Where are the rest of them? Do authors mark their stories as private or something?

Lastly, I'm looking for fics where Sam finds out something about Dean that contradicts Dean's tough guy self imposed image. Like how he is with little kids or maybe he help saves a kitten or he writes music, he reads romance novels, he watches Oprah or chick flick movies. Or a fic where Sam realizes just how tactile Dean really is, how he's always the one to initiate physical contact like in AHBL2 or
that spoiler clip for 8.01!
I just read a fic series on AO3 that was gen where Sam teaches Dean how to be loved by doing nice things for him or giving him a hug just because. So anything like that would be awesome too.

Thanks!!

Looking for a J2 Blooddonation - Doctor-Patient-Relationship-story, plz short ones

Hey I was today at a blooddonation and I´m wondering if there any Blooddonationstories:

Something like that:

1.
On J is a doctor or works at the blooddonation center. And the other J is a regular donater but move to an other city and keep on donating and fall in love with the doctor/worker there and even If he cant donate (because of iron deficiency in the blood or so)he keep donating so not only because of the money/food its because of the other. The doc fell also in love with the other. but both shy.

Or

2.
its J (equal if its Jen or Jay ;) ) first blooddonation and he`s scary. A friend take him there and he collapse because of hes scary an a little bit because of the hot doctor.


Are there any stories like that out there?????????

Looking for not so long stories.

Can also be PWP. Dont care who ist Top or Bottom.

Only Happy-Endings.