Hey guys it's that time of the month! I was hoping y'all knew where to find any of the following:

1) sam+benny - sam makes a deal with benny to save dean from purgatory. in exchange, he lets benny drink his blood. benny gets addicted and starts draining sam too much. dean eventually catches them. [FOUND]

2) suicidal!sam - it's a season 5 fic where sam is trying to kill himself in an attempt to keep lucifer from using him as a vessel. it never works but the damage he causes in his attempts starts to come back with him when he's resurrected.

3) wincest - any first time wincest/weecest that is super fluffy/sweet/romantic. as long as there's no angst, it's good.

Thanks for any help!

Hallo everyone,

I can't find two fics I'd really like to read again. Here is what I remember:

1) I have this vague memory of a fic I've read some time ago (or maybe I've listened to it as a podfic). Dean exorcised a little girl, bu she died during the process although Dean performed CPR on her. Her father blamed Dean and hunted him and Sam down. I think Dean got shot and Sam had to leave him in a cabin, so he could get help for his brother. On the way back to the Impala, Sam ran into the angry father again and had to kill him. FOUND! Link in comments.

2) Then I remembered a fic, in which Jeff and Jensen were an item. But they occasionally liked to bring a third party in. They asked Jared to join them and in the beginning it was all about the sex. But then they developed feelings for each other. I seem to remember, that Jensen or Jeff was Jared's teacher at college...
Edit: I remember some more details: Jared was working at a bar. Jeff came to him to arrange their next meeting. I think in the end Jared's parents tossed him out and he asked Jeff and Jensen for help. FOUND! Link in the comments.

Any ideas where I can find these fics?

I am also looking for a copy of a fic called junkyard!verse. The author put it offline, but he/she said it could be shared (http://ianthe-aveira.livejournal.com/). Does someone has a copy of it? FOUND! Link in comments.

Thanks in advance
ronjamaus