I'm looking for a story titled "As Everything We Know Fades to Black" by engel182.
Summary: Meet Jensen Ackles; 22, disowned by his family when he fell in love with Christian Kane, and Jared Padalecki; 19, not so invincible freshman, busy partying with his high school boyfriend Chad. Their worlds violently crash together the night that Jensen and Chris are rushed to the hospital forcing Jared to reconsider if fighting for his own life against Leukemia again is worth the pain his family go through when they stand by him.

I don't think I've ever read this story, and it looks interesting. Does anyone know if this story is hosted elsewhere?

Hi guys,

I need your help again. I feel like this is a really well known fic, but I can’t for the life of me find it in my bookmarks.

Jared is some kind of empath/telepath and he lives at a centre run by Jdm. Jensen meets jared as a child on a trip to the centre as a kid and he sort of bonds with Jared. Jared bonds with Sandy (I think) but she dies. This affects Jared deeply, so Jeff brings Jensen to the centre, hoping he can bond with Jared. I think there is some political unrest in the fic too and it’s possible j2 escape the centre. Please, if you know what this is, Help!

Hey,

I was wondering if anyone can help me find a fic I've lost. It's J2 and they are both some kind of were!cats (Maybe Lynxs or panthers, I'm not too sure on that.) Jared was kidnapped as a child and is raised with his cat side being surpressed by the man Jared believes to be his father.

Jared's father is not nice and abuses Jared, making him think that he is sick and that's why he has to take the pills. I think Jared's father dies or Jared ends up running away but Jensen and his pride find him sat alone in a airport café, confused and afraid as now his medication has been stopped his cat traits are coming back. He ends up passing out and Jensen takes him home, where he and his pride help him to understand who he truly is and that his is a part of their pack.

I think it ends with Jared and Jensen becoming mates. I remember a part where Jared's skin sorta gets hot whenever Jensen is near. There was also a scene where Jared needs to be cooled down in a bath but he freaks out due to his past abuse and Jensen has to calm him down.

Thank You. :)

Hey guys! I read a fic a while back and I can't seem to find it. I can't remember the title or author, but I know I read it on AO3.
It was a J2 and they were both college students. Jared worked a part-time in a coffe shop, where I think he met Jensen.
Sometimes Jared missed work because he had a disease (can't remember the name) that made him feel really sick for a couple of days, once in a while - it was a disease that didn't have gave him any dignity, like he said.
He hid his disease from Jensen, and near the end he told him he had it showing a documentary on tv about it.


That's all I remember. The author wrote it to raise awareness for this disease, beacuse many people don't know about it.

I really loved it, so I hope someone can find it :)

(Edit) Found! Link in the comments.

Hi everyone,

I'm looking for completed Sam/Dean or J2 stories where the boys are already in an established relationship, and Sam (or Jared) is hurt, ill, attacked, kidnapped or in danger somehow. Protective Dean (or Jensen) is a must, as are happy endings.

Please? Many many thanks in advance.

Hey,
I'm looking for some fics. I hope you guys can help me.

#1. Any good J2 or Wincest fics. Bottom Jared/Sam is preferred. Any length is okay, but the longer the better. I don't care of it's AU

#2. Any J2 or Wincest fics where Jensen/Dean cheat on Jared/Sam. Any ending is okay

#3. Any hurt, sick, abused (in any way) Jared/Sam fics. It can be J2, Wincest or Gen, I don't care.

Thanks for your help.

Hi guys,

I'm looking for a lengthy fic where Jensen is a secret agent. He and his team drafted Jared into helping them. Jared works undercover for them at a hotel, speaking several languages fluently. He goes out with the mark on a yacht and drinks a little. They go to bed together that night. Jared overhears a phone call in Arabic, or some other foreign language. I think his undercover name was Ben. After he sleeps with the mark, he goes to Jensen, throws up in the bathroom, and they have sex in the shower. The ending was tricky... I think Jensen thought Jared was dead or something like that, but he wasn't. The mark dies.

Secondly, any Chirstmas fics where Jared or Sam is hurt or sick are much appreaciated.

And since I'm here, if y'all have ever read a fic where Jared is a cop, gets shot, and meets nurse Jensen in the hospital, I'm looking for that fic too.

Thanks!

I'm still a bit shocked that magser deleted her/his journal, I was there only a month ago...

As it says on the tin, I'm looking for "Behind the mask" by magser (tall_tales was the name of the lj) - "Jensen Ackles is in the home stretch...he just has to get through four months at the worst Asylum he has ever seen and he is a fully qualified psychiatrist. What he finds there though is much worse than he ever imagined, and like an old movie playing out in front of his eyes, he finds neglected patients, lazy doctors and an injustice he is determined to put right..."

Since the journal has been purged, I cannot contact the author to ask whether it would be alright to share (maybe someone here knows something?), but I just optimistically assume it's fine and ask if someone saved the story and would be kind enough to send me a copy (and I'd totally bake you virtual christmas cookies!)! :D


Edit: FOUND fantastically fast by kruel_angel. Link in the post.

Hello.

I'm preparing for a really long trip and I was looking for J2 fics (slash and non slash) involving Jared's shoulder injury and his weight loss. Concerned!Jensen, please.

Thank you in advance.

I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago. I don't remember a whole lot, but this is what I do remember:

Jensen works for (or maybe runs?) a company that kidnaps potential subs and trains them for doms. He takes Jared and trains him. They fall in love but then Jensen sells him to another dom couple (JDM and Jim, I think?). In the end, I think Jensen takes Jared back.

I think Chad was in it as another dom trainer, but he was a complete dick.

Also, I think Jared had some medical condition, asthma or diabetes (or some other condition).


Does this sounds familiar to anyone? Thanks in advance for you help!

Hi friends:)
I am really craving for some amazing sick Jared or sick Jensen fics...more specifically for stories where Jensen or Jared is sick or injured and he hides it from the other. Can you please rec me some such stories where either of the boys discover that the other had been hiding some serious ailments or injuries...leading to lots of hurt/comfort and plenty of schmoop?

Any story is welcome as long as it's not a deathfic..for I can't handle those :(


Thanx a million in advance

I asked for this type of fics before but I didn't get any recs so, I'm going to post it again. I am looking for fics in which a pining Jensen is trying to win Jared's heart. I want Jensen to take Jared out on dates or trying to impress him - generally Jensen trying to court Jared and being a romantic. Bonus points if it is non-au but au fics are just as amazing.
Alternatively, it could be Jensen trying to win Jared back after he screwed up the relationship somehow. Cheating on Jensen's part would be a major plus.

I want fics in which Jared is hurt in some way - an accident on set, a car crash, a sexual assault or a serious illness or something. And Jensen takes care of him while constantly worrying about Jared's health and basically mother-henning him. Eventual J2 would be great, too!

I am looking for good Jensen/Jared period drama fics. They can be anything from historical to fantasy.

Bottom!Jared only, please. Also, please warn me if there is any mention of homophobia in your recs. It is kinda a trigger of mine but I still read them. I just need a warning. All kinks and self-recs are welcome.

Thank you in advance :D

I have had a REALLY bad 4 months and I need LOTS of cheering up. What you can do to help with that is to recommend as many h/c, angst Sam (or Jared) stories you know (gen only please but I will take any and all ratings)!!! Share with me the ones where Sam is SO injured, you don't know how he is going to survive. Share the stories where your heart is breaking apart right along with his. Recommend all the abused Sam stories you keep reading over and over again. My motto is the more Sam hurts (physically and/or emotionally) the happier I am!!! Also the longer the story is the happier I am!!!

I am sure I have read a lot of your recs but please rec away. It is always good to re-read great fics over again. Also self-recs are welcome (I don't know why anyone would have a problem with self-recs). Bonus points for Dean (Jensen) being an AWESOME big brother (at least by the end of the story)

So start reccing!!! THANKS!!!

Hey all! I'm looking for fics where a doctor visits Sam or Dean, or Jared or Jensen at home. Preferably set in modern day, because it's so rare. Blizzards, other bad weather, or simply refusal to go to the hospital might bring the doctor to them. I've found a couple:

The Raven - a doctor who's actually a ghost or dead guy visits sick Sam when he and Dean are investigating the history of a hotel. It's pouring outside, roads are flooding, that sort of thing. The doctor is supposedly on-call for the hotel. One of the first things Dean says when he opens the door is, “You’re a doctor? What, from the eighteen hundreds?"

Growing Pains - a doctor is fetched for injured Sam in Chapter 11 of this pre-series story. John stays with Sam while Jim goes to find a doctor and bring him to the motel. (Dean in otherwise injured and thus, temporarily out of the picture). One of the first things the doctor mutters in way of a self-introduction is, "Hal Birdstrom, freshly kidnapped from County General. Is this my patient?"

There was also one I can't seem to find in my bookmarks wherein Sam and Dean were both injured and broke into some kind of animal hospital or something. Pre-series, I think. It was from the "doctor's" POV. Sam was stitched up on the table first, while Dean held the doctor at gunpoint. True, it's not exactly a home visit, but it was a unique situation and I liked it. I get tired of reading about normal clinic/hospital/office visits.

Other situations might have: mob doctors, doctors that "won't ask any questions", field doctors, mad scientist doctors, EMT park rangers, Jared or Jensen as the doctor (outside a hospital setting), and more.

Any other fics like these out there? Any rating, wincest or not, self-recs, Jared and Jensen fics welcome. I'm open to pretty much anything. Thanks!

Hey!

I read this one a while ago and wanted to reread it, but it's gotten lost in my abysmally-organised and massively huge bookmarks folder:

It starts with teen Jensen coming into hospital with not much hope and a brain tumour (he's got poor co-ordination/reflexes etc. because of it). In the ward he meets happy-go-lucky teen Jared who appears to have nothing wrong with him and is the only other patient.

As the fic progresses, Jensen learns that Jared got HIV/AIDS from his first/only boyfriend and is shocked by how much hope he still holds.

They start to fall in love and Jared persuades Jensen to go in for the surgery, even though it is quite risky. Jensen draws hope from Jared, goes through with it and pulls out the other side completely fine.

( Ending Spoilers )

My Google-fu has failed me and I can't find it in any of the obvious locations. Is the above description enough for someone to help me?

Thank you!

EDIT: Turns out it was unrelated Wincest, so I changed the tags.

Hi all!!

I'm looking for some au fics that feature Doctor!Jensen, Bodyguard!Jensen or Cop!Jensen please. It would be extra great if it had hurt!Jared, Insercure!Jared or upset!Jared.

I'm pretty sure I've read most of the older ones that are out there but please rec your favourites anyway in the chance I've missed one!! My only things are J2 only and bottom!Jared if there is sexual scenes. Please please warn for bottom!Jensen.

Thanks in advance for any and all help :-)

So I would really like some stories that have a stomach-dropping WTF moment. The main story I can think of with such a thing is nightporters Nothing Ever Happens (which I can't link to as it has been taken down and released as original fiction).( cut for spoilers (in case you want to buy the book) )

01. Any fics where Sam comes out as gay/bisexual to his brother and father? Any reaction is fine, and I'm all for wincest or Sam/omc etc.

02. Alpha/beta/omega fics with Sam or Jared as an omega - I'm always on the look out for these! Knotting and mpreg are a bonus!

03. Any fics where Jared/Jensen/Sam/Dean are bikers? There's not enough on these, and since I'm working on a biker!verse of my own I thought I'd see what you guys can turn up! Bottom!sam/jared only please.

04. Any slutty!Sam fics? Can be girl!sam, but I'd love to see a version of him where he loves getting fucked. Would be awesome if Dean found out about it and there was eventual wincest, but I'd take anything where bottom!sam is a little bit of a slut. Underage is fine. Bonus for him getting off on rough sex and being manhandled. Dubcon elements are fine. Will also be happy to receive slutty!Jared recs :)

05. Possessive Dean/Jensen. I seriously can't get enough of these, so please rec your favourites!

06. Hurt/sick Sam or Jared. Would particularly love something where Sam/Jared finds out that they have a serious illness and tries to hide it from Dean/Jensen. I think I've read most of these, but I'm desperate to turn up some new ones!

07. Sam with a medical assistance dog of some kind? Would also love ones where Jared has a dog for this reason, but Sam ones are hard to find and I'd really appreciate people tossing a few my way. Doesn't matter if it's for an emotional/psychological reason (such as ptsd) or physical.

08. Fics where Jared/Jensen or Sam/Dean meet in college?

09. Fics where Sam/Jared thinks he's worthless, or has low self esteem? Or has an eating disorder?

I think that's all for now, but I'll likely be back with a few more requests soon enough! Thanks in advance to anyone who helps!

This story is from years ago. It starts with Jensen in Jared's trailer on set pouring salt in the sugar container I believe. Jared walks into his trailer from jogging with his dogs and drops to the floor with a heart condition. Jensen does CPR to revive him. Many chapter story where Jensen moves in with Jared to help him recover. Months later, their friends come to visit/stay with them in Jared's house and all think they are in a relationship. The boys discuss this and start a relationship.

Thanks

Hi y'all !

I'm looking for some really really really saddening J2 fics!
I prefer long ones, but the length doesn't actually matter.
I'm fine with self harm or attempted suicide tics, but I'd rather not have death fics.
The ending does not have to be happy.

(Rating doesn't matter)

Thanks in advance ! xxx

Hi friends!!
Can you please help me with the following request?

1) Jared/Jensen fics where one hides his true identity from the other- Can you rec me stories one of the boys hides his true identity from the other? Any story where one has a secret identity that he never revealed to his partner who eventually finds it out. I am open to any story as long as it deals with this angle.

2)J2 fics with a pushy bottom- Any J2 fic where the one who bottoms is rather bossy and toppy. Or those stories where the one who tops has a hard time making the other submit.I have no preference on who bottoms.

3)Runaway J2 fics Can you rec me any Jared/Jensen story where one runs away from the other due to some reason and the other finds him and brings him back?

4) Sick Jared/Caring Jensen fics- I have read a lot of sick Jensen and caring Jared stories and I loved them.Can you rec me those stories where it's Jared who is sick and Jensen is the one taking care of him? Basically any schoompy story where Jensen is motherhenning a sick Jared:)

Thanx a million in advance
*HUGS*

I'm looking for any fics that have any of the boys going through cancer. I would love to see the effects that chemo has on them and how the deal with it.
Slash would be fantastic, any pairing.

thanks in advanced

I don't remember much about this story at all, but Jared was sick, or had been sick, something like cancer I think. I believe it was set after Supernatural and Jared and Jensen were in a relationship, I'm almost positive, but I don't know how long. The only detail I really remember is that Jared and his parents had decided his money should go to his brother and sister if he died. I wasn't a huge part of the story though it was just mentioned. I know its very vague, but any help would be appreciated!

Are there any j2 fics with one of them is really sick or dieing but is keeping it a secret from the other and eventually the other finds out.

Hi! I'm looking for a 2 specific fics and some gen.
        1.I read this one on FF (I think) a while ago, Sam is diagnosed with leukemia and uses Stanford as an excuse to leave and get treatment, later when hunting with dean it comes back. 
       2. Jensen and Jared are married, Jared is blind, their adopted son is looking to buy Jared a christmas present.

Also anything with sick Jared/Sam is great! Any illness, wincest or gen :)

Ok, so I looked through any tag I thought would point me in the direction of this fic but can't seem to find it. I feel bad because it was one of my favorite fics and by one of my favorite authors and I have neither the story saved or the author friended.

Anywho, the story was about a pack of werewolves and werecats (not sure what cat specifically) and Jensen is a wolf, which is normal, they are common but Jared is a white cat (tiger maybe) which makes him very special. For some reason, a lot of weres want to mate with him because being a white cat is very significant somehow. I don't remember too much about the plot but I remember at the end Jared and Jensen wind up mating but Jared is hurt badly and after mating, is carried on his brothers back (also a were)back home.

Sorry it can't remember more details but I really did love this story and am dying to read it again. Please help if you know what story this is.

Hey, y'all,

I'm looking for au stories where one of the J's is in a caretaker role like a doctor, nurse, physical therapist, home health assistant, etc. And the other is the patient needing tender lovin'…er-- care.

Please no mpreg, no were-creatures, no vampires.

Thanks in advance!

I'm looking for a specific au where Jensen was going to marry Jared sister but finds out it was just for his money. He leaves her w/o knowing she's pregnant. Years later she gets arrested and Jared gets custody of the twins, and finds out he has cancer but doesn't tell anyone. He decides to take the kids to Jensen so the kids have some where to go when he dies. Jensen doesn't trust him and just wants his kids and for Jared to leave.

That's all I can remember, sorry but if any one could find this or others like this (one of them secretly really sick), it would be greatly appreciated. :)

I'm looking for stories where Jensen is Jared's nurse they become friends and probably more. Or Jared is Jensen's nurse. 

Thanks peoples!

Hi and happy new year to you all!

I´m looking for some stories where Dean/Jensen are in a relationship Jared/Sam but Dean/Jensen hurts (starts hurting) Sam/Jared. All together with a lot h/c or suicede or drugs or selfharm. I think you get the picture...

Second I´m looking for fics where Sam/Jared is kidnaped or realy bad abused and takes on revange in the end. H/C from Dean/Jensen is more than wellcomed

Thank you for your help.

Hi friends!!
I 'm looking Jared/Jensen fics of the following categories.I hope you can help me and rec me your favorites:)
1) FAINTING BOYS- Any fic where Jared or Jensen faints or has seizures and the other is super protective.
2)FICS WITH GRUMPY JENSEN IN THE MORNING- Any fic in which there is a super cute grumpy adorable Jensen who hates mornings and an awesome Jared.
3)RUNAWAY BOYS- Any fic in which boys have a fight and one runs away from the other and the other finds him.HAPPY ENDING
4)GENDER SWITCH- Are there any fic in which either of the boys are born as a girl? I'm not looking for PWPs but plotty J2 stories in which either of them are born as a girl.
5)FICS WITH EGO PROBLEMS- Stories in which Jay and Jen are in a relationship and one is jealous of the other because he is more successful, popular etc and starts having ego problems in the relatonship.
6) FICS WHERE ONE FORGIVES THE OTHER- Any fic where one commits a mistake of any kind and the other forgives him?
Thanks a million in advance
*HUGS*

I've been looking for a fic that I read a while ago, which I aparently forgot to bookmark. In the fic Jared was a werewolf. Jensen found out he was a werewolf and I remember Jared lying alone in his home not eating or moving when Jensen rejected him.

Help, please?

Merry Christmas, So for Christmas I would like…

The PDF, on the kink-meme I remember a prompt had a LOT of responses and some awesome person said they would make and send a PDF when all the prompts were finished. What I remember of the prompt was Jensen and Jeff were married and Jeff wanted to bring Jared into the marriage, Jeff & Jensen had a contract saying that getting pregnant was grounds for divorce & Jensen finds out he is pregnant, and Jeff’s parents were rude to Jensen but loved Jared. My e-mail is gomustangs2002@hotmail.com.

The story: What I remember is that it is a westernish story with LOTS of sick!Jensen (my two favs!) Jensen goes to a ranch buts gets sick and the foreman has to take care of him, Jared is related to the foreman(?) and is also Injured with a kid (?) anyway I remember the police think Jensen killed someone, but of course he didn’t and it ends in J2, sorry it is so vague.

Edit: tentatively found.

Hi all!!
I'm looking for recs please as you are always extremely helpful on here and always give me something to get stuck into :-)

1) Doctor!Jensen pleeease! I have read all the ones on J2_Recs and just read My Heart’s Beating (Just Because of You) by alienat which is amazing BTW!!
2) Bodyguard!Jensen, again I have read all the ones at J2_Recs.
3) Vulnerable/Upset!Jared with Caring/protective/sweet!Jensen.
4) Any fics where Jared has a stalker? Preferably not Stalker!Jensen.

I especially love hurt/sick!Jared and love when Chris/Chad/Mike etc are in the fics also.
I don't mind if they are au or non-au and any length is fine but J2 only please. I will read anything (mpreg,kinks etc) but MUST be a happy ending and Bottom!Jared ONLY please :-)

Sorry that seems like I'm really fussy lol :-) Thanks for your help in advance!!

1. I'm looking for a J2 mpreg fic. Jensen and Jared were married. Jensen said he never wanted kids. Jared had found out he was pregnant and left Jensen. Ended up having twins boys. Somehow Jensen finds them and is shocked that Jared has kids. I think Jared was over working himself and keeps getting sick. Jensen wants to know the twins, maybe they move back with Jensen... I don't remember more. Sorry. 

2. More fics like the one described above. Something along the lines of a fight or a misunderstanding separates the boys and they breakup. Down the line one finds out the other had a child and never told him. Doesn't matter who was pregnant. Sam/Dean and J2 preferably. Happy endings please.

3. Any fics wherein J2 or Sam and Dean are special ops or assigns. J2 and Sam/Dean preferably. 

Hi guys, so moviegeek03 watched 50/50 the other week and reccomended it to me like whoa, and finally I found it in HMV today and right now, this would be the...third time I'm watching it. As usual with an amazing story, my first thought is always, "Dude...I wonder what a J2 version of this would be like..." So, yeah, that's what happened here. So, I need a Jared/Jensen retelling of the 50/50, STAT! (And I still find it funny how many times they say that on hospital dramas yet I've never heard an actual real doctor say STAT in my life.)

Cheers my dears!

Hi guys,

I'm back for more help please :-) I'm wondering if there are any fics out there with Jared hiding an injury/illness or playing down an injury/illness thats non au please? It can be gen or slash but i'd prefer Bottom!Jared please.

Thanks in advance for any help :-)

Thanks in advanced :)

so this fic has been annoying me for ages. From what i can remember one of the Js (I think Jared) was a drama student and was the younger one. The Js had known one another for every but the older one (Jensen i think) didn't want to take the friendship further because of the age difference.

Now i remember some sences

- the younger J had asthma - all there friends had to carry an inhaler in their bag just in case.
- the younger J fell of something and broke their arm (this was when they finally got together)
- they went camping before the other one left
- The older J went away to see if he could become an actor


Any help would be great

1. I just read this and now I'm craving asthmatic!Jared. Hurt/comfort is best, but anything involving Jared having asthma, really.

2. I'm also looking for any kind of season 2 era hurt-comfort with s2 style angst in it (visions, powers, Dad grief, creepy warning, psychic kids...) Said angst doesn't have to be the focus of the story, really just an s2 feeling works. Either Sam or Dean in the hurt/comforted role, gen or Wincest.

Self recs are awesome. :)

Hi everyone,im looking for j2 fics dealing with STDs,(Aids,HIV..ETC..) Either one of them having it,or having a scare ETC.

Hi guys,
Google is failing me in a search for a specific fic.
what I remember is that is starts out Jared/Chris with Chris choosing his career over Jared. (who is a teacher in the fic?)
Chris leaves to record an album, and Jared is heartbroken, and gets sick and when he hears Chris song on the radio when out driving he breaks down. Cue paramedic jensen, long story short they start a relationship.
at some point Chris comes back believing that he can...leaving Jared confused, and Jensen scared that he'll loose Jared to Chris.

Its really beautifully written, but I can't for the life of me find it :(

Help?

Thanks you guys!
Cheers,
-Ace-

EDIT: found in comment!

Hi you wonderful people !

I'm looking for a few story types that all involve a physically or emotionally vulnerable Sam or Jared and a protective, caring, understanding awseome Dean or Jensen.

Here are the specific types of stories I'm looking for :

1) Stories where Jared/Sam is physically deaged (NO mental or emotional deaging please)

2) Stories where Jared/Sam is deaf/blind/mute/mentally challenged/has phobias etc... (you get the drill) and Jensen/Dean helps him/takes care of him.

3) This one will be difficult I think but well... Stories where Jared/Sam has been raped/tortured/abused. I want those stories to focus ONLY on the aftermath of the rape/torture/abuse. NO graphic description of the act please. Of course, Jensen/Dean isn't the agressor but I'm sure this is obvious from the title of this post right ? :)

4) Jared/Sam is hurt or ill and Jensen/Dean is a cop, a bodyguard, a doctor, a firefighter, has powers so he can protect Jared/Sam... You get the idea. Or Jensen/Dean is simply himself and tries to help. Stories about Jared/Sam's growing pains for example. Or hypothermia etc etc etc... Also stories where Jared/Sam has powers and Jensen/Dean helps him to deal with them and control them.

5) Jared/Sam is underage and Jensen/Dean is an adult.

6) Jared/Sam works for the first time in the porn industry and Jensen/Dean is his first partner.

7) Jared/Sam has nightmares (god knows poor Sammy has had tons of reasons to have those all his life) or insomnia

8) Jensen/Dean is dead (yeah yeah I know I said no deathfic but this is an exception) but he's still here as a ghost and can be seen by Jared/Sam and talk with him. Maybe even touch him somehow ???

9) Jared/Sam is a shy adorable brilliant student and Jensen/Dean is his teacher. (highschool, college, music, dance whatever...) or any other situation where Jared/Sam is shy and adorable.

10) I'm sure this one will get no answer at all but I'll try anyway. Who knows, I could get lucky. So Jared/Sam (god, how many times did I type those names in this post ???) need a kidney transplant and Jensen/Dean volunteers to be the donor.


11) This is different from my other requests but here it goes. I'd love to read stories where Jared/Sam is asexual and him and Jensen/Dean fall in love with each other.

- All stories must be J2, Wincest or any pairing between the four guys. No gen please.
- All ratings and lengths are fine with me.
- AU and non-AU are fine and any timeframe goes.
- No WIPs and no FF.net links please. Self-recs will be absolutely appreciated. Be proud of your work !
- Happy endings only
- no deathfic unless the dead person is not Jared, Jensen, Sam or Dean or if it fulfills my 8th request.

My eyesight is pretty bad so it's kind of difficult for me to browse the internet so hit me with anything you have. Even stories from the early days of the fandom.

I hope I didn't forget anything.

Many many tags could apply to this post but I was afraid it wouldn't be okay to use too many so I tried to stick with the basics.

Take care
Vanessa

I'm looking for a fic that I read about a year ago and can't seem to find again. In it, Jared had been admitted to a mental hospital by his mother and she kept him there, fairly certain he is drugged, as she is the owner or director of the hospital. His brother Jeff is trying to find him, but you don't find that out until later, and he sends Jensen in as a new doctor/nurse to try to find him. I beleive it is Chad that is a worker in the mental hospital as he tries to stick around and protect Jared since he feels as if it is his fault that Jared ended up in the mental hospital in the first place. Jared writes on walls in some sort of code and he is eventually broken out by Jensen (and I think Chad) where they go to a beach home where Jared recuperates and meets his brother. Does this sound familiar to anyone? Thank you!
P.S. One or two of the tags may be wrong. I don't know if it was Jeffery Dean Morgan in the story but I think it was and as stated above I think it was Chad who was in there to protect Jared it may be someone else.

I'm looking for "I've Learned to Love," which was a WIP by titheniel & woodsbaile_02 back in 2009. I think there were six parts, but then it was deleted, and I'd really like to read it again even though it was unfinished. I'm hoping somebody out there has it saved.

The first two parts are here on spirit_boys, and this post shows that there were six parts, but all the other posts I've found just lead back to deleted story posts.

ETA: Found! Thank you!

I'm looking for a specific fic where either Jared or Jensen is seeing double and tries to hide it. I can't seem to remember which one of the J's it was though. I don't remember if it was a J2 or a gen fic. I remember that they were on set and something happened that the medic was called and J admitted to the double vision and they sent him to the hospital. I think that's when the other J finds out about the double vision. The double vision goes away at some point during the story and I know the doctor told him to make sure to make an appointment with his regular eye doctor. Sorry I know this is pretty vague. Thanks for any help you can give me!

I had a couple of great rec lists bookmarked - I think one was a link to one on Delicious? Can't find them now, so if anyone knows of any all-in-one post or link to any hurt/sick J2 rec lists ( preferably non-AU stories, but if they're mixed in with AUs, that's absolutely fine) And I'm an equal opportunity whump gal when it comes to Jensen and Jared, so no preferences there.

Thank you, much appreciated

When I was out of town this past weekend, I remembered a fic I'd read a little while back and realized I couldn't remember the title or author or anything else but the scene that had been in my head. Didn't have internet to check, and I'm just now remembering to search for it.

--Jared was homeless. Jensen saw him around and wanted to help him out, but when he tried walking over to him, Jared thought that he was coming to chase him off. So instead, Jensen starts leaving him breakfast (in/by the trash can, I think) every morning. That's... really all I remember. I don't even remember how it ends.

General request: I've been wanting to look for this for a while and just hadn't gotten up the gumption to come and request it. I was hoping you guys could rec me some good poor!Jared fics. Maybe he's struggling to make ends meet. Maybe he works two jobs or is juggling work and school. If he worked himself into exhaustion or also had some low self esteem (which is so hard to find in fic ;_;)? That would be amazing. I'm fairly open to the pairing with this. I'm good with most pairings (and threesomes/moresomes) so long as Jared is in there. Only thing I ask is no Jared/Gen. And bottom!Jared is much preferred (if there's bottom!someone else, so long as Jared isn't a toppy bastard and rawrawr it should be fine).

Also, I'm sticking with "person" tags rather than pairings because I wasn't sure if I'd be in trouble for putting a bunch of general pairings I'm okay with.