19 September 2017 @ 12:14 am
Hey all. I'm searching for Wincest fics based on episode 10x03 that have demon!Dean. In the end being cured is alright but I'd prefer if the focus on the story was on Demon!Dean.

Thank you!

I'm looking for fics that showcase Dean's manipulative and sadistic tendencies. They don't necessarily have to be the focus of the story as long as they're included somehow.

It can be part of a regular Dean-centric fic, or something labeled as dark!Dean or Evil!Dean. That includes but isn't limited to works dealing with hell, demonhood and the mark of Cain. Basically, I want something complex that is focused on Dean and makes sense in the context of his story without transforming him into a one-dimensional villain who rapes the other characters. Rapist!Dean is the trope I'm trying to avoid by making this request.

I really hope some of you can help me with this. I'm good with gen or any Dean pairings.

Editing the post to say that I tend to dislike top!Dean especially in wincest so I'd prefer recs that don't have a lot of sexual content of that nature. Thanks!
Hey everyone,

So I'm looking for fics that (preferably) feature non-AU season 10 demon!Dean, but any other variation of demon!Dean would be fine. I'm mainly interested in non-AU fics but if you have some really good AU recommendations that you think would fit my request perfectly other than the non-AU part then please feel free to mention them! The more the merrier :). Length, pairings (wincest, destiel, het, etc) are all fine.

In the story I'd like it if demon!Dean still shows some signs of humanity, protectiveness and/ or love towards Sam and/or Cas. For a clearer idea of what I mean, I recently read the short fic called Smoked Out and really loved it. It's actually what got me interested in the topic to begin with because I've always a sucker for the love-conquers-all cliche. :)

Thanks in advance!!
These fics have been FOUND:
Above and Below by vailkagami
The Games We Play

The first one I remember really clearly, except for the title (of course).

  • Cas was God, Dean was a demon, and Sam was the king of Hell

  • Cas was looking for the weapons Balthazar stole, and had kidnapped Sam to make Dean look for them. Sam was hurt just by being in Heaven due to his demon nature. At one point, Dean did something wrong, so an angel was allowed to torture Sam as punishment.

  • Jimmy Novak was a major character; he befriended & helped out Sam because he felt sorry for him.

  • Sam had a little faction in Hell; Andy Gallagher was part of it, and he had renamed himself Asmodeus because it sounded more badass. With Sam & Dean gone it became kind of vulnerable, and I believe Meg got in and kidnapped Dean after Sam came back from Heaven?

The second one was a/b/o, Omega Sam, Alpha Dean, but
sexytime descriptions )
Thank you so much to whoever can help me find these!
Mods, this is my first time posting--I think I got all the tags, couldn't find a godstiel one though? Help me out if I missed any please.
Hey all! Today I'm looking for fics in which Demon!Dean possess Sam, length doesn't matter and I would prefer a Wincest but its not a necessity.

Another bit of fic that I am looking for is ones that feature on Sams soul, specifically about how bright it is or about the torture that it went through or even a manifestation of Sams soul in some way.

Thank you!
15 September 2016 @ 06:19 pm
Greetings and salutations! I'm looking for any and all stories about Dean getting re-souled and still with the Mark of Cain and going after Cole for beating up on Sam. There was one story in particular that I cannot remember all the specifics of but in it a fellow hunter was congratulating Dean on letting go of his super protective streak when it came to Sam, that now all the other hunters knew Dean wasn't going to hurt them for hurting Sam. And Dean is like, really? Well, let's fix that shall we. And I think he went after Cole as a result. That's all I can remember. Gen or wincest, but no dean/castiel please. Any help and all stories will be greatly appreciated! Mods, i would have put a Cole tag, but there doesn't appear to be one. Sorry if I missed it.
14 August 2016 @ 04:10 pm
Does anybody have a copy of After the Flesh by QueenGeekKeri. I really want to read it. I found the pdf version but after the first page nothing else shows up and I really want to read it. The story has appERANTLY been deleted and I was wondering if anybody has a copy if so can you email it to me asterdreams@gmail.com.
1. Time travel that includes going to a previous season. (Would really like to see someone like Demon!Dean or Leviathan to go back)(Would like to include Lucifer if possible)(No Wincest)

2. Mpreg that doesn't include a/b/o (Would like paring to be Destiel or Sambriel but any paring apart from Wincest is acceptable)

3. A good long Chuck as God (Complete if possible)

4. The dead family, friends and enemies find out what's been going on in the land of the living and react to it.

5. If can be found, all the archangels help with the darkness.
18 April 2016 @ 07:10 pm
So I read this story a couple of weeks ago, closed my browser window and now I can't find it again. I can't remember the title, and I believe it was on FF.net. The story took place when Dead was still a demon. He beat Sam up, and then he killed Cain instead of Sam, or maybe he killed Death. I think towards the end Castiel is there. And by killing which ever one he did, it took away the mark of cain.
Someone posted for 'Sam as Boy King w/Dean as Consort' type deal. Several of the recs involved Dark!Sam manipulating and forcing Dean into his role as consort [specific e.g., "Where You Belong (Always by my Side) by majestic_duck].

"Where You Belong" was a great read and in it Sam is manipulative from the get-go and Dean is enveloped by Sam's darkness.

Are there fics where: Sam is Boy King or just plain dark, thinks he's manipulating Dean, thinks he has the upper hand, but it's actually Dean who's got the control?
Like, Sam wants to make Dean his consort but Dean wants to save Sam, so Dean allows Sam to think Sam's tainting Dean/dragging Dean down/making Dean submit, but Dean is actually binding their souls and bringing Sam up with him?
Or, Dean is happy to be corrupted (is already corrupt?) and becomes something much worse/scarier than Sam but Sam doesn't understand that Dean is the more powerful one (who might be goading Sam into darker/scarier things)?

Anything like that?

I'd also prefer bottom!Dean, I feel it adds to the false-perception power dynamic and I just like it.

Several of the tags imply dark or evil Dean, but that's because there aren't tags for good or light Dean. Just mentioning it because I'm more looking for fic in which Dean is bringing Sam into his "light" to bring Sam back type of thing. But demon!Dean who's worse than BoyKing!Sam is all good too.

link to "Where You Belong" should anyone be interested: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3469457
Also kind of along the lines of "Let Your Sins Be Strong" by xzombiexkittenx http://archiveofourown.org/works/392953
11 February 2016 @ 01:38 am
I swear I had this one great demon Sam and Dean fic bookmarked but turns out I guess I didn't or it got erased so I need help finding it again. I believe is was on ff.net and I have looked all over but can't find it.

Sam and Dean are demons in hell and angels go to hell regularly to find mates and take the back to heaven. Lucifer and Michael fight their way into hell and Lucifer knows that Sam is his mate but Michael is just drawn to Dean so Lucifer and Michael kidnap Sam and Dean and return to heaven. Sam and Dean are kept seperate in rooms for Lucifer and Michael who must tame them to fully mate with them. Lucifer and Sam hit it off and do well, Dean hates Michael and fights him constantly and Michael takes joy in beating Dean. Castiel is a soldier in heaven who works for Michael and cleans up the room and Dean after Michael is done with him. Dean and Cas fall for each othr, and I think in the end Sam and Lucifer help Cas win Dean from Micheal.

Does this sound familiar to anyone? If someone knows what fic this is could you please point me in the right direction, thank you.

I hope I got the tags right, I went a little overboard just to be safe
10 February 2016 @ 05:09 pm
Just starting season 10... Maybe it's not going this direction but thought it would make good fic anyways. Any fic where Demon Dean is chasing after Sam? Sam is on the run trying to not be found by Dean and at the same time trying to find a way to save him.

Also just any other EvilDean/Sam fic doesn't have to be above theme. Thanks!
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29 January 2016 @ 01:02 am
All general searches, and all gen-oriented. Self-recs are totally cool as always. Thanks!

1. I'd like to read about the nature of souls.

There was a fic I read some time ago by silver ruffian where Death gave Sam's soul to Dean, and he had to carry it around with him on the way to Sam's body. (And
I think we've all seen smaller asides, usually by Cas, in fics about the effects of Hell and et cetera on human souls, too...) I thought it was interesting to see how it looked and acted, in a way that was different than ghosts and spirits. In that particular fic, is was of course Soulless Sam's antithesis; all emotion and feeling without conscious barriers in the way. I'd like to see more of that, whether that's the direction it goes in or not. Though as always I prefer the subject to be Dean :p... Sam's okay if it's adorable enough, however. Maybe Sam saves Dean from Hell and cannot yet return him to his body. Maybe it's Cas healing the demony bits post-hell. Maybe the monster of the week literally bares his soul... Anything!

2. Something involving Demon Dean and human blood, not counting the cure. We saw Crowley go through a human blood addiction. What about Dean?

And sans addiction... What if the cure would only work for so long, and Dean needed more shots of human blood every so often, or in certain cases, to keep him from lapsing back into demonhood?

3. Outsider POV on Dean and Alastair's screwed up relationship. By "outsider" I mean someone that knows Dean. Sam, Bobby, etc... There was a really good one I read called
These Bones of Mine by amaresu, and another called Sometimes It Is Barren by rockpaperscissor. Alastair does not have to be there in the flesh, or even alive. Maybe Dean's just talking to someone about it, and we get to see their reactions.

4. I literally cannot find one single fic involving Sam having visions of Demon!Dean. Not one!

5. I can't imagine it would go very well if a shapeshifter or something attempted to download Dean's memories post-Hell... I would be 100% okay for crack on this.
So I'm not into especially dark fics, but I happen to like fics where Sam is injured by bad guys or an unfriendly Dean, possibly in an attempt to escape, and they end up treating him because if they don't, he'll just get worse and worse. Sometimes, these are dark. Treatment and/or bedside manner can be rough or reluctant of course, and not everyone needs to be happy about it. If y'all could point me to particular chapters in longer fics, that would be great. If not, I'll just read the whole thing anyway.

Examples of fics like the ones I'm looking for )

BruisedBloodyBroken practically specializes in these kinds of stories, because they usually write about Sam and Demon Dean. Great stories.

I'm looking for more. Can be strangers or Demon Dean as the bad guy, wincest, gen, J2, dark, light, whatever you've got. Thank you!
01 December 2015 @ 06:07 pm
Hello everyone.
I have not been online for a while and now that I am I really want to read some good sam/dean fic's.
I have a few different types of fic's that I'm really feeling like reading about.
I am kind of picky with who tops.  I love top!dean.  Really, that's all I read.  If the fic is just so awesome I can't help myself, I will read top!sam.  Also, them taking turns topping is okay as long as Dean tops more.

I don't really read destiel, though I don't hate the idea and I will read sad fics only if it has a happy ending for the boys.

So, enough rambling.  I'm looking for :

1. sam/dean first-time:where sam gets super jealous and thinks dean and cas are together and it causes him to reveal to dean that he wants him.  Anything even close to that is fine.  Doesn't have to be cas either, any other signifigant character is fine.

2. forced sam/dean.  Like someone or something forces the boys to do some not so brotherly things with each other.  I want it to be first-time.  Also, if they start to like it, that would be a great bonus!

3. Any long non-au first-time fics with the boys.  No creature fics though.

4. Any demon dean/sam first-time.  dub-con is fine as long as sam eventually wants it.

So, thanks.
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29 November 2015 @ 09:14 pm
I remember after the season 9 finale there were lots of funny headcanons about Demon!Dean (like him getting stuck in a devil's trap or Sam spraying him with holy water to make him behave).
Are there any longer fics about Demon!Dean? Preferably light-spirited, but I also wouldn't mind angst. And if they aren't set after season 9, that's fine too.
Gen and Wincest are both great, but no noncon between Dean and Sam please! Also no Destiel.
Thanks a lot!
21 November 2015 @ 04:51 pm
Well, there's this abandoned fic(last updated 2009 so yeah) (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4559734/14/The-Falling)
Basically, any stories out there where Dean deals with the darksides of his soul? Maybe with Michael or Lucifer as a catalyst of sorts, or were actually parts of his souls. Demon Dean is also awesome too.

Not really interested in sex, but hey, if it fullfills the conditions above, then whatever. 
31 October 2015 @ 10:50 pm
So, I have a serious craving of Demon!Dean/Crowley fanfiction with top!Dean. (I checked the pairing tag but it was mostly bottom!Dean which just isn't my thing here.) Does anyone have good recs?

Other preferences: no watersports, m-preg, fluff or background Destiel, please. (Again, just not my thing.)

I'd especially appreciate stuff that has one or more of these elements: really toppy top!Dean, manipulative, scheming Crowley, Crowley feeling some demon version of love-ish, BDSM, D/s and maybe background Wincest.

Thank you in advance!
I'm going on a long road trip soon and wanted some awesome fics to pass the time! I haven't read a SPN fanfic since March 2014 (ish), so I'm looking mostly for fics created in 2014 or 2015, but that's by no means a rule. These are some of the genres I like, but if you have any angsty/dark/epic personal favorites, feel free to share those, too!

I prefer Wincest and Gen, but will read Destiel, RPS, and OC Romances if the story is really good. I'm cool with very dark fics, and I have no problem with major character death... I like me a good tearjerker. I'd prefer if the fics don't go too AU (unless it's a crossover or something), but again, I'll make exceptions for a good story.

Thank you all in advance! :D

1. Blind!Dean or Blind!Jensen. Or more generally, any fics where Dean/Jensen isn't born disabled, but becomes disabled over the course of the fic. Will read disabled Jared/Sam if the story is good enough.
2. Demon!Dean, especially AUs where Dean wasn't cured in 10x03.
3. Crossovers with Merlin, Stargate (SG1/Atlantis), Star Trek (TOS/TNG/VOY/Movies), Doctor Who, Dark Angel, NCIS, or Fringe.
4. Sam/Jared or Dean/Jensen are transformed into some supernatural creature. I especially love fics where Dean is transformed into an angel or some kind of winged creature... super mega bonus points if you can find one that isn't Destiel.
5. Dean-Is-Michael fics. Also, Dean-Is-[any role Jensen has played in the past] are pretty cool.
6. Amnesia!Dean or Amnesia!Sam.
7. One of the Winchesters is cursed.
8. Any fics where Dean is (willingly or unwillingly) used as a vessel. I kind of expect Destiel in a fic like this, so it's fine in this case.
9. Bodyswap fics!
10. Possessed!Dean
11. Fics where Dean decided to stay young in "About A Boy."
12. Cast-Are-Characters or Cast-Meet-Characters.
18 October 2015 @ 01:40 am
I've lost track of a really awesome fic I read and have had no luck finding it again. I think it was written post 9x23 and it details Demon!Dean going on a rampage/killing spree through Vegas and the ensuing police chase. Sam and Cas, of course, are hot on his trail and eventually find him and cure him. The damage is done, however, and Dean is consumed by guilt over what he's done. He disappears from the bunker (I think) and starts criss-crossing the United States. He sends Sam and Cas back post cards and souvenirs from the towns he's visiting...but some of the post cards have numbers written on the back. The numbers decrease the longer Dean keeps sending them. Eventually Sam figures out that Dean is visiting the sites of past disasters, natural or otherwise, and writing down the death tolls. When Dean finally reaches Vegas again, the site of the disaster he caused, he sends a post card with something like 'Vegas massacre, death toll 40-something, the 200th(or close) worst disaster in US history'. Then the post cards stop. Dean eventually finds his way back to Sam and Cas, but my recollection of that part is hazier. I hope someone else has read this fic and can direct me back to it. It's the kind well-crafted writing that should be read more than once.
Hey everyone, I'm looking for 1.) AU-fics with Dean and Sam unrelated in which Dean is either a demon or a vampire and meets Sam; they end up together. Something like -In Arcadia Ego- and -Fortress- by the same author (I know they are still considered related in Fortress). Preferably long fics, but I'll take what I can get. I would really like it to be top!Dean, please warn me if it's not. Also I'm okay if Dean is some other kind of creature as long as he is strong or has powers or is plainly superior to Sam on some level.

And 2.) much like Fortress I'm yearning for a long-term fuck-or-die curse with top!Dean and bottom!Sam. Doesn't matter who's inflicted by the curse, I reckon they aren't even that many fics with this request. I thought I'd ask the shared brain pool of the spnfamily; if anybody knows, it's you guys. Basically I'd like either one of the brothers to be cursed and end up having sex with the other, but it's not supposed to be a one-time thing. They have to keep on appeasing the curse otherwise they die (or the one who's cursed at least).

Please no Destiel in any recs...
Self-recs welcome.

Thanks in advance!
28 July 2015 @ 04:04 pm
Hey guys. Im looking for another fic i read awhile back. Its wincest and both brothers are demons. I think antichrists because they are super powerful. The fic starts with Bobby getting Sam in a devils trap and trying to exorcise him, but it doesnt work and he realizes Sam isnt a regular demon. Then Dean comes in and saves Sam. He wants to kill Bobby but Sam stops him. I think there were multiple stories in the verse and the brothers end up being kind of friends with Bobby. Thanks for the help!
27 July 2015 @ 11:59 am
Hey, guys. I'm looking for a specific fic I read a few years ago. My google-fu has failed me, and so now I turn to you.

It was a longer one-shot, where Dean was a demon that made it out of hell. It was very dark, as the first scene had Dean (or another demon?) possessing a girl in order to lure and kill a pedophile. As the fic progresses, it's seen that Dean does not remember his past. He then comes across Sam, who's now about fifteen or twenty years older, and Dean ends up following Sam because he can't shake the feeling that he somehow knows the guy. Sam is unnerved because he keeps running into Dean, and ends up figuring out that Dean is Dean before Dean does.

I don't believe it was Sam/Dean, but it was damn good. Intelligent writing and very enthralling.

If anyone can point me in the right direction that would be much appreciated.
09 July 2015 @ 01:57 pm
I am looking for a fic that I think is by cherry916. It is a series AU in which instead of being hunters John and the boys are taken in by the YED and it ends in Sam yes yes right after killing Lilith.
I'm going on a 8 hour drive tomorrow, and the place I'm going to has no internet! I need some reading material, friends! (But by all means, don't NOT comment if you're too late...)

1. I'm a huge sucker for creature!Dean, especially if it's angsty or h/c. Vampire, wingfics, anything supernatural. Usually I don't go for werewolves, but if it's good...

I've already read The Genesis Variant(!!), Thicker Than Water by morgan32, Blood Brothers by paperbkryter, Who Killed Tabaqui, Blood Brothers by Muffy Morrigan(!!!!), Vertigo from Falling, Clay Paste and Down, Martyr's Fall...

2. Are there any part-Demon!Dean fics out there? Not, like, one of his parents was a demon, but part-way turning into one? I've only ever read that one where Sam and Bobby summon him from Hell and he returns as grey demon-smoke. I'm also holding out for the day I finally see a white-eyed-Demon!Dean fic. Or an S10 Demon Dean that's a lot less "don't give a fuck" and a lot more "Alastair".

3. Angsty or h/c time-travel fics are my LIFEBLOOD. Especially with some kind of post-Hell baggage. John-travels-to-the-future-and-is-shocked would be cool too.

4. Any good old fashioned mystery casefic! Never Summer by ignipes is one example. I... haven't actually read many casefics, so don't worry about posting uber-popular ones.

Self-recs are loved! No wincest or Destiel, please.
Hello lovelies!

Thank you so much for the past help! I was wondering if you could help me again, but this time, I'm searching for a possessive and overly protective Demon!Dean. I want him to be crazy about protecting Sam and keeping him to himself. I'd like for it to be wincest, but gen is okay too! The more protective and possessive the better! Thank you so much in advance!
Hi, everyone! I'm looking for fics where Dean is a demon or a monster (vampire, werewolf, spirit, mermaid, whatever). I prefer Sam to be a hunter, though he doesn't have to be. But I don't want him to be a demon or monster.

I'm not looking for fics where Dean slowly turns into a monster. More like he meets Sam as one, you know? The fic doesn't need to be dark. Dean can be a "nice" demon or monster.

Long lost brothers is fine (wincest is fine, too), self-recs are fine, everything from G to NC-17 is welcome, longer is better, and I prefer Bottom!Sam, but other people might not, so Bottom!Dean is fine but please warn for it. I don't like to make requests empty-handed, so here are some excellent fics like the ones I'm looking for:

Dark Miracle by VirtualPersonal, Vampire!Dean/Human!Sam
The In Arcadia Ego series by glasslogic, Vampire!Dean/Hunter!Sam
Beneath the Skin (Very Dark, Proceed with Caution) by Varkelton, Shapeshifter!Dean/Hunter!Sam

Thanks, all!
Hey guys,

Wow, it's been a while since I've posted anything on here, lol. Anyway, I have a semi specific request for you guys that I have been really, REALLY hoping to read more of.

Basically, I'd like to read any fics that are Wincest/Destiel A/B/O genre fics and involve MoC Deanmon (or slight-AU after hell Deanmon. Either works.) I'm just curious to see how people think that kind of relationship would be affected by Dean becoming a demon. I know that they exist because I've read a couple of them, but MoC Deanmon is still a relatively new character so not a ton of stories exist right now with this basic theme. I know that in a couple of years I'll probably be up to my virtual eyes with them, but right now they're few and far between.

It's Yours, My Demon

This fic is a good example of what I'm kind of hoping for. Basically just any non-AU Wincest/Destiel fics involving MoC Deanmon and/or slight-AU after hell Deanmon that just so happen to also be A/B/O themed. I don't especially care who is what. Dean, Sam, and Cas can be the alpha, beta, or omega of the relationship. Just so long as it's a theme in that story then it's fine.
Ok so I read this a long time ago. Humans started rounding up supernatural creatures, angels and demons, and locking them up in facilities/prisons. Demon Dean was little when he was separated from his family and lived all his life in a facility. Demons and angels live in complexes and stuff. Then one day angel Castiel is brought to the facility. Many are after Dean and Castiel has to fight them off and they eventually end up together.
There was Dean mpreg.

Thanks for the help!
06 February 2015 @ 10:12 pm
I am looking for specific fic found on FanFiction.net, it was of Demon Dean (with yellow eyes) looking for a teenage Sam. John, Bobby, Caleb and other hunters have hidden Sam away, but Dean ends up finding their hideaway house.

Dean kills all the hunters except John. Sam overhears the commotion and stops Dean from killing John and in exchange he will go with Dean. Dean agrees, but before he leaves he erases John's memory of ever having kids.
01 February 2015 @ 11:10 pm
I read this fic awhile ago and now I just really miss it. This is all I remember

  • Dean was a demon (a higher up one I think) and had a lair type thing in hell

  • Cas was an angel

  • They were mates of some sort? Or heat? Something like that.

  • Cas gets pregnant and nests

  • Dean then gets very protective of Cas

  • There was a big battle scene????

  • They live together in Heaven at the end (I think)

Please tell me someone has this bookmarked or something. I scoured google and AO3 for an hour...
18 January 2015 @ 06:10 am
Hi There.

I'm looking for a few sam & Dean stories that I read a few years ago.

1)Dean's a demon. He comes topside to get Sam (his mate). When he arrives at John's house, John & a few hunters try to prevent him from taking Sam.
He kills all of John's hunter buddies. He's about to kill John when Sam comes down from his room and says he'll go with him. Dean smiles and let's John live.
Before Sam & Dean leave, Dean erases sam from John's mind. Once that's done, Dean & Sam leave.

2)Dean's a demon. Sam's in school. Something happens to Sam. Dean comes to the school and kills whoever hurt his Sammy. Sam loves the fact that Dean will kill to protect him.

3)Any stories where Sam & Dean are demons, vampires & werewolves.

Thank You.
26 November 2014 @ 04:46 am
Hello again loves,

I was wondering if any of you happened to know of any possessive Demon!Dean fics? It can include MoC Dean as well! I prefer wincest (or even Jensen/Jared if Jensen is possessive and seemingly strong) and I would love to see Demon!Dean being possessive over Sam, constantly keeping an eye on him or going nuts when someone takes or hurts him.

Bonus to anyone who can find a fic where Sam gives in to the new Demon!Dean and Dean is willing to take down hunters or even John. BAMF!Dean is a huge plus!!

Thank you all so much in advance! Happy Holidays! (:
13 November 2014 @ 06:32 pm

1) I'm looking for first-time wincest fics. It'll be great if it is 9 or 10 season timeline. More angst, more drama, hurt-comfort, if it is possible. It doesn't matter if fic has happyending or not, it also can be a death!fics.

2) I'm also looking for soulless!Sam/demon!Den fics:)

12 November 2014 @ 03:01 am
I have recently gotten into Wincest which I hadn't before. It was mostly J2 and Destiel(not anymore). I'm looking for any fics like this :
1.Angel/Demon/Creature Fics
Read Courting Death which was really good. So anything similar which anything from Angels/demons or creatures.

Where Dean is injured in someway and is incapacitated and Sam has to look after him.

Where Sam or Dean have been pining either one for years and such and the other doesn't know

Preference: bottom!dean only But if there is bottom!sam, can you warm me please? :)

Thank you :D
10 October 2014 @ 02:13 pm
Hey guys!
Season 10 )
K Thanks!

PS Mods, we need a season 10 tag please. Also, couldn't find sam's demon blood addiction in the tags... Thanks!!
03 October 2014 @ 12:04 pm
Hello everyone! I have a couple general requests I was hoping I could get some help with.

1. Sam and Cas friendship. After 9x11 I started to think about Sam and Cas a lot and I think Sam has always been more of a friend to Cas then Dean. He is always the one reaching out to Cas, showing kindness, even if it wasn't always returned. (This is not in any offense to Dean. I love him, but I feel like the show seems to want us to like Dean and Cas, but Sam is shown as the better friend. It is weird.) So, I would like any stories that really show Sam and Cas really bonding, or being close. I am not a huge fan of Sam/Cas slash, but if it is light with a jealous!Dean...or Sam/Cas/Dean...

2. Demon!Dean/Sam. This can be slash or gen. Timeframe doesn't matter. There has been a lot of "demon!Dean forcing Sam to be addicted to demon blood" out there now, and I guess that is fun, but I am really looking for something that focuses on how being a demon changes (or not) Dean and how Sam reacts to Dean as a demon.

3. Love post Hell!Sam stories. (I really think it was handled poorly on the show. They had a golden opportunity for a great storyline and didn't use it.) Again, timeframe doesn't matter. It can be hallucinating or PTSD or panic attacks or all of the above. I'd also be interested in any stories that have Sam still remembering Hell after Cas took the crazy. (That remained ambiguous in my opinion) Gen or Sam/Dean

Sorry for all the talk. Please, only completed stories. The longer, the better, but any length is fine. NO Dean/Cas. Self recs are fine.

Thank you in advance!!!!
28 May 2014 @ 09:25 pm
I have three requests i've been looking for for a while, and I thought I'd finally ask here.

1. Any fics where Dean has issues as an adult from his childhood, non-AU. Malnourishment, old injuries that didn't get to heal properly, etc. I read a few amazing fics (by roque_clasique, I think?) where Dean was essentially illiterate, and anything along those lines would also be wonderful. Sam finding out about these would be preferred.

1b. Along these lines, basically any fics with Sam finding out what Dean sacrificed for him as a kid would be great.

2. Fics where Mary Winchester either comes back to life or time-travels forward to canon times, and finds out about the boys childhoods, what they're like as adults, etc. Destiel would be awesome, but completely not necessary.

3. Non-angsty demon!Dean fics. Fluffy, humorous fics revolving around Dean being a demon. post-9x23 is great, but not necessary. Again, I love Destiel, but gen is absolutely great too.

Hello there!!!

Looking for two specific fic's.

The 1st one (from what I remember) Dean is turned into a Vampire and he hunts down Sam (who ran away the night he found out Dean turned.) and kill's people that look like Sam. Two scene's that stick to mind.

* Dean Kills Bobby right in-front of Sam by shooting him in the head and he then phones Sam right after.
* Dean finally get's Sam and turns him too near the end of the fic.

The demon Dean story was John had left Sam with Father Jim (I think that's his name) to hide Sam from Dean and Sam became like a priest in training or something.

* Sam finds Jim dead, killed by Dean who want's his bother back.
* Demon Dean imply s he killed John.

* ALSO any other story's like this Dean is evil but still loves/wants Sammy by his side would be awesome.
21 May 2014 @ 09:10 pm
I am on the look out for long plotty stories with Dean as a Demon being in a relationship with a human Sam.
I am curious to see how their relationship would work.

More specifically, I am looking for a story where Dean wasn't always a demon. Maybe somewhere long the story he ends up turning into one. The story can deal with Dean newfound transformation and Sam dealing with his brother's lost of humanity.

Most of the stories with Demon Dean I have found mostly have something to do with more explicit things. Using Demon Dean as an excuse for pwp stories.

I basically want a story where Sam is in a relationship with Dean being turned into a Demon.

It could be Gen or Slash.

I would prefer bottom Sam for any reccomendations...

Please warn for Bottom Dean in any please.

Thanks in advance!
There's a fic I've been struggling to find that basically went like this:

One day out of the blue, ordinary small town student Adam Milligan gets a visit from (or is summoned by? can't remember exactly) Sam and Dean, who went darkside and took over Hell. They rule openly and the masses are well aware, and know very well to fear the brothers, so Adam is extremely apprehensive at the prospect of meeting them. He's outright terrified when Sam and Dean reveal that Adam's father John was a hunter.

Almost 100% certain this was both a oneshot and posted to LiveJournal. Not entirely sure Adam still lived in Windom, but I can't remember that he didn't. May or may not have been Wincest. Pretty sure Adam was already in college, but he might have still been in high school.
20 April 2014 @ 12:32 am
Hello everyone!

I read these stories awhile back and I have been trying to relocate them to no avail. I don't remember the titles or authors. I was hoping someone in this community would recognize the stories and point me in the right direction. The people here seem to be extremely well read in spn fic and can find basically anything. Well, here goes:

1) This one is a general fic that is inspired by the story in the song "This is The End" by The Doors. I believe that Dean has this song stuck in his head before he performs some ritual or deal and becomes a demon on Earth. It was in the aftermath of his deal to save Sam. Sam remembers the song and uses it to track Dean and find out where he would be etc...Dean had kidnapped a boy that reminded him of Sam. Dean also wanted to kill Sam. Eventually he finds Dean and he is tortured by him and somehow he reverses the deal/ritual (i forget which it is). And Dean is all "Omg what have I done kill me now." The main thing is that threaded throughout the story this song is present.

2) This story is a crack fic that features a sick!Sam and a Dean that calls Bobby to help him with Sam's really high fever that won't break. Bobby tells him it's ghost related and he needs to bless Robitussin and give it to Sam. Dean says that's stupid or something but they try it and it works. It was really funny and I would love to find it again.

If anyone knows where these fics are I would be eternally grateful!
05 March 2014 @ 04:25 pm
Hello everyone!

Does somebody knows any fics that have Demon!Dean/Angel!Castiel or Demon!Jensen/Angel!Misha?
Or even Demon!Dean with human Cas, where of course, Dean has to be the top in the relationship?
I did a search through the tags, but most fics have J2 or Wincest...
As a plot line...It can be AU( for example: special high-school for demons and angels) or it can take place into the Spn universe.
20 February 2014 @ 02:35 pm

There is a story that I am looking for is about Dean becoming dark and a demon leader and sends people out to look for Sam. Sam is in hiding from him. He is found and bought back to the camp. There is wincest. There is an end of the world. Does anyone know what I am talking about? If so, does anyone have this story? I don’t know if it is “The Rest Is Still Unwritten” but the story I am looking for is wincest.

03 November 2013 @ 12:35 am
Are there any fics out there that are like

a) Dean grew up as a demon or another spn thing? or something like that but John and Sam don't know til later, and Dean is still good. (idk if there's anything like that, I haven't been able to find it.)

b) any fics where Dean went through the Trials instead of Sam?

Any pairing except for wincest please!
25 October 2013 @ 10:44 pm
Just looking to see if you guys have any fics like these!

1) Preseries!Dean that was hurt and John and/or Sam see just how much he does for them.

2) Powers!Dean (any and all please!)

3) Newer stuff with Charlie and Kevin as major players

4) Hidden talents of Dean that he got while growing up and they come to light now (Could be smart!dean or anything like that!)

5) Preseries!Dean again where it shows talents (like #4^)

6) Also I'm wondering if there are any fics out there that have Dean being a daemon from the start?

I'm a sucker for happy endings, but they are not a must. The longer the better!

Please just Destiel, Dean/Gabe,or Gen!
19 September 2013 @ 02:04 pm
Sam rules hell. Dean tortures and rapes Castiel resulting in a baby which Dean gives to Sam . The plan is to breed powerful children to conquer earth. Dean then agrees to break Gabriel for Sam . In the meantime Cadtiel miscarries becauseof mistreatments thus prompting Dean to take better care of him. I know this story has a lot of chapters but this was as far as I got before Iost it