So I was wondering if anyone knew any fics that had Dean do the trials instead of Sam.

Or any in which had Dean gets possessed by Gadreel instead of Sam.

I love hurt Dean fics
Not a fan of destiel

Thank you :)
18 February 2017 @ 09:46 am
I am looking for a fic that I have the urge to read but cannot for the life of me find. I've gone through my bookmarks and saved lists, but I haven't found what I think I'm looking for.

It was a Castiel/Dean story where they had come up with an alternate way to stop the apocalypse. I know they get rest of the Angel Squad on board, because Dean spends various battles possessed by Michael (who has done an about face on previous stances and is now a friend of Dean and Castiel). Michael, however, does not possess Dean all the time, and the rest of the time he wears Dean's former aunt (she had been John's sister, and had been braindead in a hospital due to an accident, I think). They also get the Vatican on board to help stop the apocalypse, as Dean and various angels make several trips to Europe to meet with people snd collect things. I believe it was posted to Archive of our Own, but I'm not sure.

This sound familiar to anyone?
So I'm not into especially dark fics, but I happen to like fics where Sam is injured by bad guys or an unfriendly Dean, possibly in an attempt to escape, and they end up treating him because if they don't, he'll just get worse and worse. Sometimes, these are dark. Treatment and/or bedside manner can be rough or reluctant of course, and not everyone needs to be happy about it. If y'all could point me to particular chapters in longer fics, that would be great. If not, I'll just read the whole thing anyway.

Examples of fics like the ones I'm looking for )

BruisedBloodyBroken practically specializes in these kinds of stories, because they usually write about Sam and Demon Dean. Great stories.

I'm looking for more. Can be strangers or Demon Dean as the bad guy, wincest, gen, J2, dark, light, whatever you've got. Thank you!
I'm going on a long road trip soon and wanted some awesome fics to pass the time! I haven't read a SPN fanfic since March 2014 (ish), so I'm looking mostly for fics created in 2014 or 2015, but that's by no means a rule. These are some of the genres I like, but if you have any angsty/dark/epic personal favorites, feel free to share those, too!

I prefer Wincest and Gen, but will read Destiel, RPS, and OC Romances if the story is really good. I'm cool with very dark fics, and I have no problem with major character death... I like me a good tearjerker. I'd prefer if the fics don't go too AU (unless it's a crossover or something), but again, I'll make exceptions for a good story.

Thank you all in advance! :D

1. Blind!Dean or Blind!Jensen. Or more generally, any fics where Dean/Jensen isn't born disabled, but becomes disabled over the course of the fic. Will read disabled Jared/Sam if the story is good enough.
2. Demon!Dean, especially AUs where Dean wasn't cured in 10x03.
3. Crossovers with Merlin, Stargate (SG1/Atlantis), Star Trek (TOS/TNG/VOY/Movies), Doctor Who, Dark Angel, NCIS, or Fringe.
4. Sam/Jared or Dean/Jensen are transformed into some supernatural creature. I especially love fics where Dean is transformed into an angel or some kind of winged creature... super mega bonus points if you can find one that isn't Destiel.
5. Dean-Is-Michael fics. Also, Dean-Is-[any role Jensen has played in the past] are pretty cool.
6. Amnesia!Dean or Amnesia!Sam.
7. One of the Winchesters is cursed.
8. Any fics where Dean is (willingly or unwillingly) used as a vessel. I kind of expect Destiel in a fic like this, so it's fine in this case.
9. Bodyswap fics!
10. Possessed!Dean
11. Fics where Dean decided to stay young in "About A Boy."
12. Cast-Are-Characters or Cast-Meet-Characters.
For the first fic - #1 - I have tried to look everywhere, but so far haven't found it. It's been a year or so since I read it. Gen fic, hurt/comfort. The details are as follows:

  • Dean gets possessed, kidnaps Sam, stows him in the trunk of the impala, tied up.

  • Takes him to Palo Alto, into the house/place Sam used to live with Jessica and ties him up right under where Jessica burned on the ceiling.

  • Tortures him, for some sort of information that I cannot remember for the life of me. I'm sorry.

  • The description of the torture is a little bit detailed. More implied, but still.

  • Dean tries to overcome possession in beginning, but cannot.

  • Sam's laptop (or phone, I cannot remember) starts making noise (like beeping sounds, I think?) and he tells the demon to open it. Exorcism starts playing from it. It was a ruse by Bobby. (i.e. Bobby manages to help Sam)

  • Dean along with the exorcism chanted by the laptop and Sam, overcomes the possession.

  • Dean feels guilty for how he hurt Sam, gets him help, takes care of him.

If anyone can find this, I will be so grateful.

As for #2 - if anyone has any, I'd appreciate some good fic recs for gen
rape recovery/trauma recovery
13 June 2015 @ 12:22 am
Hi! All I really remember is that Dean and Sam were on a case and in a small town bed and breakfast sort of place. The creature they were hunting was possessing Dean or getting into his dreams and he kept passing out. It became harder and harder for him to regain consciousness each time the spirit (?) Went into him. And I think there were amnesia aspects where he would think he was the ghost/spirit/whatever whenever he woke up. There was a scene where Dean said that he was afraid to go to sleep because he didn't know if he was going to remember who he was when he wakes up.

Please help!
1. Hey, so, I'm looking for fics where Sam's at Stanford, and Dean (and/or John) comes up on the news... As a serial killer. Or similar. Ergo, Sam's friends know. I wanna see an apple-pie Sam deal with the fallout of a Skin/Nightshifter/Slash Fiction-type scenario. (Edit: By Slash Fiction, I mean the episode, not the genre. Sorry for the confusion... :p)

Or, you know, anything of the "Sam's family is fucking terrifying" variety.

I've already read "Fellowship of the Nine" and "And They Cry to See Your Face", by the way.

2. Scary fics! I've read a lot of horror, mostly hell-based stuff, but only one fic I've read had that sweet, sweet suspense that gives me fear-tears, and that was "Never Summer" by ignipes.
15 February 2015 @ 06:27 pm
I am looking for help finding a specific fanfiction that I read years ago and used to have bookmarked but have since lost. I cannot for the life of me remember the name or the author but I can remember general plot points and that it was quite long (10 chapters I think - or around that).

Okay from what I remember here are some key points of the story - one is s major spoiler for the story but, you know, it kinda helps with finding it:

  • It takes place when Sam is at Stanford and he gets a call from the cops that the Impala has been found and Dean is in hospital. I think Dean was found on the side of the road and was unpresonsive and remains that way

  • Sam goes to the hospital and Dean is pretty much catatonic - John is no where to be found and because Dean isn’t talking Sam has no way of finding out what happened.

  • I think Bobby is in the story - I think Sam contact's him to help with Dean when he realises that there is a case here.

  • They go to a house and Dean like flashes back and they find out Dean killed John and that’s why he is catatonic - he was possessed by a ghost?

  • If it helps the story would technically be AU since the story takes place before the Pilot episode when Sam is at Stanford.

FOUND: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/3187651/1/Rescue-Me

#1) So there is one fic that I know is K Hanna Korossy's that I can't find for the life of me (because of her 22+ pages of supernatural fics with generic summaries..). Sam gets hurt during a poltergeist hunt, and accidentally slices his wrist when it throws him (through a window maybe?). The hospital thinks he's suicidal, puts him on watch and restraints, and he's kinda freaking out about it. Dean comes in and busts him out of the ward. ^^This story is mentioned in her other fic My Strength is Your Weakness

#2) The other one I'm pretty sure is her's as well. Dean gets possessed by a demon (Meg?) and it drugs Sam and takes him from the impala to motel after motel, he's always tied up or handcuffed. Sam gets beaten up multiple times and at the last motel manages to get a splinter from the headboard and unlock his cuffs. He draws a devil's trap and catches Dean/Meg and starts to exorcise but she gets free and stabs him. Bobby bursts in and finishes the exorcism, cleans the boys up. Dean finds out he was possessed for about 5 weeks.

Thanks to whoever knows what these are!

So, I've been in the mood for some fics where Dean or Jensen is in love with Castiel/Benny or Jared/Misha/Jeff but the other party isn't aware of his feelings. It can be canon or AU, I'm not too particular about that. I've read some J2 where they were friends with benefits and Jensen realizes that he's in love with Jared and then there's so much angst before a happy ending and I love those. Or where Jensen is in love with Jared/Misha/Jeff but he thinks the other man is straight and is all sad about it before he finds out that his feelings are reciprocated. Any suggestions would be appreciated.

My only real preference is that I prefer bottom!Dean or bottom!Jensen

For my second request, I've read etoile-etiolee's fic The Scattered Pieces of Me where Dean is possessed by Meg and is ultimately left permanently brain damaged from it. Any more fics like that would be welcome! I prefer Gen or Destiel. Guilty!Sam and/or Guilty!John would be nice, too.

30 July 2014 @ 04:57 am
Hi guys!

So, A few months back i was wondering through this community when i found someone recommending a story about Sam getting raped by a possessed Dean.

I didn't really get the chance to finish the story and i lost track of it, so i don't know how it ended. But it started with Dean and Sam being in a motel room when Dean got possessed by some demon and raped Sam. I don't recall how exactly, but somehow they got red of the demon, and Sam was left traumatized and afraid of his brother for a while or something like that and Dean was extremely guilty. Later on at some point Sam started visiting a therapist.
Btw, i forgot to mention that i read this fic as an e-book because i guess that was the only way to read it 'cause it was not posted anywhere else (Though i'm not quite sure about that :/)

Thank you guys in advance :D
02 January 2014 @ 05:59 pm
I, for the life of me, cannot remember the name or author of this one story and i've been looking for weeks; Okay, i'm a little hazy but the most evident is that it was definitely pre-series, sam was young, john and dean had come from a hunt and dean had been handcuffed/tied to a bed in order to be kept away from sam. Dean showed almost possessed mannerisms - i think his pupils went crazy dilated from hormones and such and when sam first sam near him he would start talking about all the things he wanted to do to sam, and I believe this was pre sexual relations with the boys.

Anywho, I think it was two parts, something over 8k maybe. The hunt itself involved a goddess? it worked in the fuck or die trope I believe, something bad was going to happen to dean if sam didn't do something, and sam was clearly adamant to do anything to help. There was sex, sam was young and very much the bottom, think sam still had dean handcuffed because he didn't want to risk either of them getting hurt, it was bordering dub-con, but it got into pre-weecest later on? really can't remember.

I appreciate any and all help, even recs if you can't find it, thanks so much c: [fic found! link in comments]
05 December 2013 @ 08:11 am
Hello to everyone. Today I'm in the mood for a specific possessed!Dean, but I can't remember the title or the author.

Shame on me, I don't recall so much of this fiction. I think a group of guys summoned the lust demon (it could be Asmodai, but I'm not sure) and Dean ended possessed during the hunt and he participated in orgies and others rituals. There was also a scene with Demon!Dean, chained to the bed, was messing around with his brother and arrousing him while John listening, after that Sam run to thebathroom and John, left with the demon, said something that sounds like "his boys had have a long day".

I know this isn't much, but I would really thanks if you could recall this story.

(And sorry for my English, it's not my first language and I'm pretty awful)

Found it in the comments \o/: Where Kisses Go To Die by sarkywoman
10 October 2013 @ 11:49 pm
I'm looking for any story where Dean is possessed and hurts Sam; there's one I specifically remember reading that I can't find and I really want to read it again.  It was set during season 1 I think, and when Dean 'woke up' from his possession he was in the Impala on the side of the road.  He called Sam and left a message saying he thought he had been raped because he was bloody in certain areas and when he got back to the motel he found Sam tied to the bed and terrified of Dean because possessed!Dean raped him.  Anything like that I would love to read though I would prefer if it had a happy ending!

Um second, anything with hurt/sick!Sam and protective!Castiel/Gabriel or any other angel if you can find it.
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Hi guys, I'm looking for 2 specific fics and am the hunt for something general! They're all Dean-centric.

1) Captured!Dean

Looking for this AU - actually, more like canon-diverged - fic where I am about 90% sure Castiel, who has become the leader of the angels, recruits Sam and Dean and sends them out on 'missions' to protect the Seals from demons. I think the main antagonists were Lilith and Alastair and I'm about 70% sure the fic was somewhere on Fanfiction.net. It was mainly about, I think, Castiel sending Dean on increasingly more dangerous missions and as a major plot point uses him as bait for the demons and is purposely (?) caught by them.

More details (spoilers! under the cut. )

2) Possessed!Dean [FOUND]

Specific personal favourite (that I've lost, hahahahahahaha ;_;) wherein Bobby meets the Winchesters for the first time under less-than-favourable circumstances. It follows him meeting a boy at a diner (?) who turns out to be a possessed Dean Winchester. He runs into John who's been tracking him (Dean) for weeks and together they exorcise the demon.  I think they became (reluctant) friends after that. John Winchester was a notorious lone wolf and ruthless hunter, if that helps. I'm not sure if Bobby was working a case or had encountered demons before (I don't think Karen being possessed was mentioned/had been revealed at the time the fic had been written, but I could be wrong). I'm pretty sure Dean was fourteen.

Also, if you know of any possessed!Dean fics with Dean being injured during the possession and having to deal with the injury post-possession I would love to read them! But I must ask that if there is to be non-con/dub-con elements for them not to be between a major pairing, if there is one (i.e. please no possessed!Dean taking Sam or Castiel by force!). Thanks!

It was 'Enough For the Wise' by toneskis. Link to the fic is in the comments.

3) Dean has his life stolen from him

... as in, he's not the Dean Winchester we know him to be because something went wrong in his timeline/universe somewhere. Or maybe he is, but he never lived as he should have lived because someone/thing screwed it all up. Drive Safely by [livejournal.com profile] emerald_embers and Smoke gets in my eyes by [livejournal.com profile] fleshflutter are good examples of what I'm looking for.

As for pairings, gen, het and/or slash are all perfectly fine. Dean/Cas is my usual dish but I can eat whatever you serve me.

Thank you in advance (and sorry for the long post!)
hey guys,

i am looking for 4 specific stories i came across earlier but forgot to bookmark. would really appreciate the help in locating these

1. jared and jensen. Jared and jensen are part of a band and spend alot of time touring. Jared likes interacting with the fans back stage. Jensen gets jealous one day, when he sees a fan giving jared her number and jared pocketing it and asks jared to throw away the number. But later he finds the number in jared's wallet i think while looking through his stuff, and in a fit of anger breaks up with jared. Jared is hurt and when jensen tries to apologize and get back together after realising his mistake, turns jensen down, saying that no relationship can last if the people involved dont trust each other. i think finally they go to jared's mom's place for dinner while in town and later talk things out and get back together. sorry if this was a sucky summary

2. this is a specific fic with possessed dean, shortly after born under a bad sign. Meg goes on to possess dean after sam and makes dean shoot sam in the gut in the motel room. she then ties up sam and leaves him while she goes bar hopping, promising to bring dean back in time to allow him to apologize and watch sam die. Sam replies to this saying that dean doesnt need to apologize as he is not at fault. Sam then manages to paint a devil's trap with his own blood and trap meg in it, and exorcises her from dean. Dean rushes them to a doctor who is trusted by bobby i think and in the end both boys survive.

3. this sam and dean fic, revolves around that nasty voicemail message from season 4. i think its set in season 6, and involves dean finding out that sam has kept the message all these years and regularly listens to it. he then clarifies the misunderstanding and insists sam delete the message then and there. sorry thats all i remember, i think they were at bobby's but i am not sure.

4. sam and dean season 5. in the first episode, after dean drives off in the impala without sam, Sam doesnt go to the motel but throws away all identities and admits himself into a mental hospital. over the months he starts talking to the pyschiatrist, slowly becoming more and more comfortable. finally the doctor introduces him to dena, saying dean had come by a few weeks ago searching for him and the doctor had to make sure sam trusted him before letting dean meet him. dean insists sam get the clear from the doctor before leaving, as opposed to breaking out of the hospital. When they finally do leave, dean hands over sam's wallet, money clip and other identities to him, that he had thrown away.. indicating to sam that he had followed sam's steps in an attempt to find him.

thanks in advance
28 May 2013 @ 12:08 pm
Hi everyone, I'm looking for Azazel/Dean fics, better if bottom!Dean. I already read "The bright light of disturbia" and a lot of YED!John/Dean, but now I prefer something different, maybe with the "original" YED demon and with a kidnapped Dean.
I'm also searching an AU of "Devil's trap" where Azazel possesed Dean instead of John. I don't know if there is something similar out there, I didn't found anything, but I hope you could help me.

Thanks so much for all the help :)
18 April 2013 @ 07:38 am
Hey guys, could you rec me some well-written multi-chapter fics?


  1. Anything with lots and lots of angst! Crying Winchesters are my favorite :)

  2. AU's of any kind

  3. Dark!fics - but with good endings

  4. Anything where Dean (or Sam) get possessed, do something horrible, and then must deal with the fallout after being exorcised.

  5. Dean, Stanford era

  6. Something where Dean or Sam are physically altered in some way

Please no:

  • death fics

  • slash

04 January 2013 @ 05:53 am
I just found a "book on tape" story among my saved podcasts where a demon takes over Dean at the same time Azazel kills Mary in Sam's nursery, assigning him to watch out for his chosen child. Dean doesn't fade away so easy, determined to protect his baby brother, and demon and Demon pretty much merge, both with the same goal, loving Sammy while still corrupting him for his future role as Boy King. I'd like to find any other stories where Dean doesn't leave the burning house the same innocent child, but still the loving big brother, even if now a demon.

pressed for time, bus is here -- back later with url for story
27 December 2012 @ 05:42 pm
What I remember is:
-He's in a mental institution 
-They call him John Doe
-he's possessed by a Bender ghost named Gabe?
-Gabe has a relationship with a orderly
-They think Dean has multiple personalities (maybe they call one Gabe [who is super nice and sexually forward] and the other John?)
-Dean is saved by John and Sam 

What I think also happens:
-Bobby is also there
-The other Benders show up
-They eventually get the ghost out of Dean after he talks to the Benders

lol those last 3 things might be super false. thanks!
22 September 2012 @ 07:48 pm
I went to see Jeffrey Dean Morgan's movie The Possession today, and found myself wanting to write fic where the Winchesters are in the same situation. Has anyone already done so? I'd love to read them.
07 August 2012 @ 08:32 pm
Hey everyone. I'm looking for any possession fics that occur pre-show. In particular I'm looking for any possession fics where John's heavily involved. I'm fine with any of the three of them (Sam, Dean, or John) being the one who's possessed. I'd prefer gen only if possible.
07 August 2012 @ 12:52 am

I am searching for a fic, I believe it was Jensen/Jared, but it could have been Sam/Dean.

Jared/Sam gets a rosary as a gift from his mother, who constantly travels, and soon after experiences the stigmata - bloody wounds on hands/feet/etc. Jensen/Dean is an investigator for the church who thinks there's something serious going on with Jared/Sam and continues to research even when the church tells him to leave it alone. Turns out Jared/Sam has been possessed by the pastor (Jim/Bobby) who owned the rosary.

I cannot for the life of me remember where I read it or what it was called. I did a tag search and couldn't find it. Thank you in advance for any help!
30 May 2012 @ 01:16 pm
Hello all,

I can't remember the title or author of the writer who wrote a story about Dean being possessed by a woman... I remember that the brothers were in an attic and the ghost got inside Dean. I know she also made a comment of his peepee when he used the bathroom one time... and I think I remember that her possession gave Dean some abilities to see what harm was coming to those around him. Hopefully I am not confusing two stories into one...

Thank you!

Found... Kind of...
24 May 2012 @ 03:49 pm
This story has been driving me crazy and I've looked EVERYWHERE for it. So you guys are my last hope.

This is all I remember of the plot:

Dean somehow gets possessed but Sam can't tell and they go on living life as usual for a little while until the demon in Dean's body starts making advances toward Sam. I remember Sam being a little confused but when they finally have sex he gets all teary and is like "I've waited for so long for this". And then finally he figures out Dean's possessed, is horrified, fixes it, and then there's some angst but I think it ends happily. I think.

I know it's not much to go on, but does this sound familiar to anyone?
20 April 2012 @ 01:11 pm
Been looking for a few weeks now for this fic, and I still can't find it.

So here's what I remember of it: Takes place in season 3, I believe, during the time of Dean's impending 'Deal'. Somehow Dean is possessed -- might've been by Meg...-- and in the opening with Dean arguing internally with her/it and the demon wants to show Dean how much Sam really wants him regardless of how Dean denies it. So, taking control of Dean's body but allowing Dean the conscious ability to see what happens, the demon takes physical control and walks into their motel room and as Dean, he begs Sam to fuck him because he's going to die soon and he doesn't want to die without knowing the feel of Sam inside him. Trapped inside his head, Dean's yelling at Sam to not believe her/it and well, of course it doesn't work. Sex happens. 

And. I think there was even a gorgeously hot art that someone made to accompany the fic, or maybe that the art inspired the story. Ugh. Anyway...


EDIT : And found so quickly too. It is Devil Inside by Ponderosa and thank you so much!
I remember that the story was on a personal website and came with art, but I'm not sure if the author/artist was on LJ as well.

Basically, Dean's possession tattoo had gotten damaged. There were claw marks or something running across it. Breaking the circle made the charm not work, and he got possessed. The demon takes him back to the hotel room where it uses his 'unnatural' feelings towards Sam against him and starts having sex with Sam.

I don't think it was an established relationship fic, though I could be wrong. I do know that Sam wasn't getting raped, though it might have been a little dub-con-ish. The demon wanted to make Sam hurt, and was pissed that Sam wasn't as agonized as he should have been.

Dean kept trying to break through to tell Sam that he was possessed. Sam somehow figures it out and exorcizes Dean. There was artwork to go with that was NSFW. I think that they were naked, and Sam's hand was over Dean's tattoo and it was smoking or something?

I might also have the boys mixed up, but I'm fairly certain it was a possessed Dean.

ETA: FOUND by [livejournal.com profile] your_byron . It is Devil Inside by Ponderosa
30 March 2012 @ 10:42 pm

1. Any fics where Azazel possess one of the Winchesters and attacks the other(s). Torture, non-con, pretty much anything would be great! I've already read bright lights of disturbia. (Which is amazing)

2. Any fics where one brother stalks the other  or even one of the J's stalking the other  and ends in a 'If I can't have you no one will" situation.  So, yes, I'm asking for a death fic.

The only thing I ask is:
no crossovers
no mpreg

I'm looking for a specific Wincest fic in fanfiction.net that I forgot to keep in my memories (Sorry for my bad english, it sucks). 
Before a hunt, Dean is very ANGRY at Sam because he made a mistake or something like that. I remember that Dean came into the bathroom and a demon possessed him while Sam was at the bedroom. Then, Dean raped Sam, but at the next morning, Sam cleaned the proofs and didn't tell anything to Dean because he knew that it would destroy him (Dean didn't remember what happened the last night). It was Mpreg and I remember that Sam and Dean goes to Bobby's because Sam was ill (he does't know he was pregnant). 
Please!! I'd be very grateful if anyone helps me to find it!! Sorry for my bad english, it isn't my mother language. 
12 February 2012 @ 06:58 pm
Looking for any kind of fics where the two mains are in an established relationship and then are put in the fuck or die situation. I'll take any pairings/kinks/whatever, but I'm looking for the effects(or lack thereof) that the trope has on the existing relationship.

Not sure how common this particular subset of the trope is, but if there are any where the baddies specifically force the two characters to have sex while the bad guys watch or something, I'll offer up many cookies and virtual thank yous. Or, alternately, possession!fic, where one of the participants is possessed at some point after the start of the relationship, and sex ensues. Don't care if the other partner ever finds out, but I'd love to read something in that vein.

I tagged the boys(Dean, Sam, and Cas), but I'll take pretty much any het or slash pairing.

its me again. Looking for general stories, where:

Dean or Sam is a Demon/possessed or has powers. He is in love with the other brother (hidden feelings, is afraid of talking about his feelings or what the other could think of him). Demo n/Possessed version blabs it out or acting weird (talk strange, act strange and maybe accomplished non-con (but in the end it isnt non-con!!). The other brother is also in love so it leads to Wincest in the end.

All stories with Sam/Dean or Jared/Jensen is writing about his feelings (hidden feelings) about the other and try to hide, but the other find out. While the other maybe flirting with others and so the in-love-part is really jealous (maybe thoughts of suicide because of unanswered feelings) Happy-Endings are welcome but Non-Happy-Endings wouldnt matter. But I prefer Happy Endings!!!

Both stories: no crossovers, no etablished relationships, no character-deaths no non-cons
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Does anyone know any fics where Sam is tortured by Dean or visa versa due to one of them being possessed or a shapeshifter ect? I will happily take anything I can get, the darker the better so bring on the non con, the violence,the wincest and the angst!

Thanks guys!
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26 December 2011 @ 06:40 pm
I just watched On the Head of a Pin again and I'm kinda craving an evil torturer!Dean. XD  I want Dean to go all badass on some mofo's for whatever reason. Maybe it's a coda for 4.15, or maybe it's a curse, or maybe when he got back from Hell, he kept that little piece of himself.

I would like happy endings, but I'll take angsty endings too. Uhhhhh, possessed!Dean would be okay. And um... It could be AU or one where it's Jensen and not Dean. Basically I want some BAFM!Dean. (Bonus points for BAMF!Dean reverting to his torturer ways but not necessarily being a bad guy...)

Oh, and possibly some attempted suicides on Dean's part? I would like some fic's based before season 4, but again, I'm not too picky. But no actual suicides please, I like my Dean breathing, if not in extreme emotion pain and bleeding... XD

Please and thank you. ^3^
04 December 2011 @ 09:22 am
Hi there! I've recently read a Wincest fic called "Me and the Devil Blues" by britomart_is, where Dean is a demon who possesses Sam, and I was wondering if you could rec me any other stories that deal with the boys somehow sharing the same body.

The fics can be about Dean as a demon possessing Sam, or the other way around, they can be ghost!fics, curse fics or even fics in which the body inhabited is not one of theirs. Or any other scenario. The only thing that counts is that they have to be Wincest fics and some kind of body sharing has to happen.

The main pairing should be Sam/Dean or Dean/Sam. No Dean/Castiel please. All kinks are welcome, and all genres. Self recs are welcome too.

Thanks in advance, I really appreciate any help you can give me! :)
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I feel pretty lame about making another request so soon, but a lot of fics have been going missing with the delicious shift and I figure you guys tend to be awesome with that kind of thing. :)

1.  I read a fic a white back where Dean was a skinwalker. It was pretty much an AU of the pilot, only Dean was in his animal form when he came to Stanford. He was a big black wolf/dog and Jess let him in because she thought he was a stray. Dean was checking Jess out (looking up her skirt when she walked up the stairs at one point, I think) and Sam was annoyed. He called Dean out on it once she was gone. I don't know if it was ever finished, but any help in locating it would be awesome.

Edit: Pretty sure it was from Sam's POV. There was a part where he was wondering what was wrong with Jess because Dean was clearly a wolf, not a dog that was safe to take in. Also, Dean abused his puppy eyes and Jess thought he was adorable. Sam was not amused.

2.  I may have imagined this, but I remember a fic where one of the boys was possessed and wincest ensued. The possessed one tried to rape the other, but the other actually had feelings for them and went with it without even realizing that they were possessed. I remember that the possessed one was freaking out (possibly disgusted) and the demon was taunting them, while the other brother was really into it. I really want to say that it was set during BUABS, but again, I may have just made this up... >.>

FOUND! Link in comments :)

Anything similar with unrequited wincest coming to light or first time when one of the boys is not in their right mind would be appreciated, especially if it's bottom!Dean and the other is unaware anything is wrong.

3.  Are there any fics based on Dream a Little Dream of Me where Sam finds out that Dean has the hots for him? Or really, anything where Sam is able to read Dean's mind/see into his subconscious and discovers how Dean really feels about him? The reverse would be fine too, but I'm really looking for bottom!Dean here. Everything I've found so far has been bottom!Sam. Bonus points for kink.
18 October 2011 @ 03:35 am
 Okay, I don't remember a lot, but here's what I got.

 Dean and Sam end up staying with a couple somewhere or another that are actually possessed by their past lives due to a magical amulet. I think they were soulmates too. Dean and Sam are supposed to receive the amulet next (which they end up doing) and they live together for their specified amount of time as their past lives. I remember that the previous couple that were possessed didn't stay together after their possession ended because the woman was a lesbian. I think I remember Dean freaking out after they are de-possessed and he takes off for a while. Eventually they are able to track down the witch that was giving the amulet to people and letting their past lives take over their bodies.

That's about all I remember, but I really loved this story and want to reread it, but I cannot find it anywhere. TIA!

The story is A Place to Rest My Spirit by Miss 'Drea and the link is located here. Thank you Katsheswims!
22 September 2011 @ 05:07 am

I know.. it seems shallow even to me. But yesterday it took me hours of going through a whole bunch of fics in order to find a mere handful who really made an impression on me in that aspect. 

The fic doesn't have to be all about the smut. Different kinds of plot are welcome (but angst isn't). But what I really want recommendations wise, is stories that are too hot for words. 

Read more... )

I'm sure that ultimately most of you have a few fics in mind that pretty much blew you away. Point me in that direction? heh.

Thanks in advance.

20 September 2011 @ 09:36 pm

I'm looking for a WIP that I read a long time ago. It's a bit fuzzy, but the thing I remember most is that Dean was being possessed by a nasty demon (or something), but tied up in the bathtub while Sam and/or John were trying to appease/fight this evil entity. Dean was aware of what was going on, off and on. Does this ring any bells? This community is amazing at finding fics with little to go on, so I'm crossing my fingers!

(I feel like I'm taking crazy pills because I keep thinking I already posted and found this fic once - but I find no evidence anywhere. Maybe it was
all in my head.)

14 September 2011 @ 09:57 pm
Hi all,
I'm looking for a Dean/Cas story titled "Sandstorm" that was posted to the deancastiel lj awhile ago. I had it bookmarked to my delicious, and was going to clean up the link later, only the link is no longer valid. The original link is http://community.livejournal.com/deancastiel/2605868.html#cutid1. Does anyone know what happened to the story? I no longer have the author's name, but the story is about Dean finding himself accidentally possessed by a young angel who is a bit infatuated with Castiel.

14 September 2011 @ 09:13 pm
1) I recently discovered how fan-freaking-tastic Smallville is and was looking for a few great crossovers. Gen only for this one please and if you can try to stay pre season seven (that's how far I am) that'd be great, but I'll live if they have spoilers.

2)Any fics where Dean's possessed by a ghost. I read one once a while back, but don't remember where I stubled across it. Last time I tried search, no one knew it, so this time I'm trying to cast a wider net. Ghostpossessed!Dean (Slash is okay for this, but I'm not really a huge fan wincest.)

Thank you in advance and smile! :)

Mods: could a Gen tag being summoned into existance, maybe... please?  Redacted for silliness
EDIT: Please no RPF.
01 September 2011 @ 07:28 pm
This story picks up after Dean has been exorcised of a demon. He and Sam are both
still afraid that he might go evil again. They end up at a Hotel where there is a
possessed little girl that blames Dean for things. At some point Dean is locked
outside in the snow when she tricks him into going outside to search for a cat.
I'm pretty sure he has a broken leg in this story too.

Hey guys! Last night, I read a fanfic that blew my mind - best thing I've read in a while, fandom-related or otherwise. It was beautifully done, gave me chills and made me squeal at the same time. The fic is Masse Shot by [livejournal.com profile] road_rhythm, and it is AWESOME. So basically I was wondering if there's any fics out there with a similiar prompt. For those who don't wanna click on the link (you really should, it's a great fic) the prompt was basically this: Sam and Dean are involved in a pool hustle gone arwy. Dean loses the bet and can't pay up; someone suggests that Sam pay it back in a way that doesn't involve money. 
I'm looking for stories where Sam and Dean are either in an established relationship with one another or starting to be in one and they are having sex on a regular basis only Dean or Sam does something to piss the other one off and there's no more sex until it's resolved which results in driving one or the both of them nuts and doing crazy/stupid things as a result to get the stalemate broken. 
27 March 2011 @ 04:32 pm

Hi. If any of you know a fiction about Dean being as Lucifer's vessel out there, please kindly give me a direction. I prefer gen but slash is ok too, but no het please.

Thank you in advance!

Current Location: Japan
28 February 2011 @ 01:28 am
I'm looking for a pre-series wincest-ish fic. Details:

+ Sam is getting bruises from somewhere and Dean can't figure out where.
+ I think at one point John asks Dean about Sam limping and if Dean is watching out for him.
+ What's happening is Dean ("Dean") is forcing himself on Sam. Sam didn't want to tell Dean, says he was handling it.
+ Dean's is possessed by a ghost or cursed or something that requires Sam to do a spell to force the ghost/curse out of Dean.

found: When the Stranger Comes Along by [livejournal.com profile] lotrabc
 Hey, there! I have a general request for recs that you guys may have.  What I'm looking for seems to be kind of hard to find, but here goes.

 This could get long )If the story does contain sex, then I'd prefer for it to be non-explicit. Or at least not particularly graphic. I'm having trouble finding stories like these, so I would be really grateful if you guys could point me in the right direction. 

22 February 2011 @ 02:37 pm
There was a short one-shot I read about a year ago back when I was first getting into fanfics and I have no idea where I read it.  I can't remember exactly how it starts but I know it starts sort of at the end, then goes back and explains, then works its way back to the end again.  Dean is possessed, which we don't realize until part way through (I THINK Sam knows but isn't letting the demon know but I'm not sure).   I think it mentions Dean's cut up or bruised from injuries from the hunt.  Then when Sam has Dean in a devil's trap and is exorcising him, the demon tells Sam "Remember, Sammy, I fell from the roof" (or something like that) and Sam is shaken but continues and we then realize that when the demon leaves Dean he's going to die because of the injuries he sustained from the fall, but Sam doesn't feel he has any choice, or that it's what Dean would want?  It ends with Sam burning the body (and I think that was how it started but we didn't know who he was burning at that point) and it's night and it mentions something about the cold night or cold metal of the Impala and maybe Sam's cold? (Idk, I just remember "cold" was a definite impression).  And then it ends with Sam driving away in the Impala.  Any help please?  :-)
Current Mood: excited
20 February 2011 @ 08:33 am
I've been trying for a few days to find this fic,I have googled and looked through here  as well.

It is Dean/Sam slash and case fic.I't could be part of a series(I'm sure there was at least one story before this)not sure though.
Things I remember.
There is an old friend /ex boyfriend? of Sams ,he has a flute or pan flute that when played .....well first the guy kissed sam and he responded for a moment ,Dean saw and was not happy.Later Dean is possesed by the creature that the flute belongs to and it wants Sam who uses that to get Dean back.
Later Dean is upset with Sam for cheating even to save him .

I'm sure a lot of people would have read this and hopefully one of you can help me out.

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