Hi, everyone!
I'm looking for any fic with Sam become the Boy King or getting possessed by Lucifer, and make Dean his consort. One plus, if Dean's unwilling but he couldn't say "no" to Sam. Double plus, if Sam's so possessive on Dean. Triple plus, for BAMF!Dean (like maybe the demons afraid of Dean because he was the most favorite pupil of Alastair, or maybe Dean's adored by the demons because he's the only one who doesn't afraid to reprimand the BoyKing!Sam/Lucifer!Sam if he's gone too far). I accept any genre, but I only want bottom!Dean if the fic's an explicit one.
Thanks in advance~!!
OK, so this time, I'm kind of vaguely remembering a fic that was a Big Bang one year, I think, where all I really recall is how it ends (oops). I guess I should probably put it behind a spoiler tag, maybe.

serial killer au )

If anyone knows what it is I'd be so grateful!
There was a fic a million years ago that had Sam and Dean travelling the country, but they were actually the serial killers Henriksen thought they were. I think they eventually got caught and put in a maximum security prison, which they broke out of. Now, I'm not actually looking for THAT fic, because I'm pretty sure the author deleted it and left LJ long ago, along with telling people she didn't want it shared (shame, 'cause I want to reread it. Sigh.). Edit: I didn't think it was possible for anyone to find it, but I'm pretty sure the one I was thinking of here is Darker Shade of Black. by sardonicsmiley.

But I'm looking for similar fics now.

I just read Blood in Your Mouth by saltandbyrne on AO3 and that's what made me crave more. There's just something so sexy about the boys actually being evil, but not supernatural evil, just human evil. (Yes, there is something wrong with me, I will be over there -->) There are bonus points for the more fucked up the boys are (like the fic I referenced, with implied necrophilia).

(Uh... I thought there was a serial killers tag, but I can't find it. Crap. I hope I tagged this right!)

p.s. this is actually [livejournal.com profile] annabeth posting from a new, going-to-be-mostly-public journal, and I'm mentioning it because I know sometimes I get searched and my regular journal is locked.
18 September 2016 @ 05:09 pm
Hi there,
I am looking for a story I read about four years ago. It's post apocalyptic. Sam rules a kingdom on earth and somehow Dean is there with him but I THINK he is mute, but maybe not and acts as Sam's hound. Not a dog, but scouts for him and fights for him. I think Meg or Ruby are there too. They are fighting a battle against the last free humans on earth.

I don't remember a lot about this story, but in the end Dean betrays Sam and goes to work for the human's. Rather than lose Dean, it forces Sam to change his mind and come along side him.
I know this description is super vague, but any help finding this would be appreciated

Dare Frame thy fearfull symmetry by [livejournal.com profile] keerawa on LJ
Also on AO3 (link thanks to [livejournal.com profile] dinkwerks)
09 September 2016 @ 03:54 am
So I believe this vid used to be on YT, but I'm not a 100% on that... It was essentially a serial killer Sam AU. The beginning had a voice over from the vid's creator like a news report about Sam being released from prison after attacking a girl a year ago. Dean picks him up from prison and then Sam escapes from Dean and starts traveling the country killing women. It had Dean tracking him down, Sam shooting him, I think Sam raping Dean at some point if I'm not confusing vids. The whole thing was set to Flyleaf's "I'm So Sick" I think. Anyone recognize this, know where to find it, or know who the vidder was? Thanks guys!
01 September 2016 @ 08:50 pm
Okay so you know how in all the evil!sam/dean/whoever whatever the captured one eventually succumbs to stockholm syndrome are there any fics where the pet decides that they'd rather be dead then you know a pet.

Like if Sam is the boyking of hell and has Dean as his prize, Dean commits suicide instead or something instead being trapped with him forever. Vice Versa.

Just wondering because we all know the phrase fate worst then death if it's worse then death then why haven't they offed themselves yet. Speaking of death any Dean/Death fics would be welcome to.

But yeah fics where the evil!whoever has whoever for a pet/slave/f__kbuddy and they decided they'd rather be dead then a slave.

Any paring but I'm partial to Wincest and Destiel. And I kinda want Dean to be the one who kills himself in a last screw you, they can't have him kinda way but not impartial to it being Sam or whoever.

One last request any fics where when Dean comes back from hell Ruby is jealous even if she won't admit it.
09 July 2016 @ 01:13 am
In this series of stories Sam is actually working with Azazel, he's not exactly evil but not good either, He has Dean with him, willingly I think. I remember that there are about 3-5 parts, one is called "Penny Lane" and "The Prodigal Son" and "Yellow Brick Road". Sam and Dean at in a large house with Azazel and some of his special children, Dean is the only human. When Sam leaves him there, to go on a mission things go badly for Dean. I had this on a flash drive but it was lost, please does anyone recognise it.
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Hi! I'm looking for two fics I remember reading years ago, but haven't been able to track down since.

1. Dean is on the run from evil!Sam. Dean is in a bar while Sam is on tv telling the world that Sam will kill someone for every day Dean doesn't turn himself in. The folks in the bar don't consider this to be a problem; Dean does, and turns himself in.

Second request behind the cut for rape: Second request )
27 March 2016 @ 02:43 pm

1.) So I was wondering if there is any fics where Dean is evil temporarily in the story and he's not truly evil. Like Demon Dean, mind controlled, powers anything really.
2.) Where Sams evil and corrupts Dean and turns him to his side.

Thank you :D
Someone posted for 'Sam as Boy King w/Dean as Consort' type deal. Several of the recs involved Dark!Sam manipulating and forcing Dean into his role as consort [specific e.g., "Where You Belong (Always by my Side) by majestic_duck].

"Where You Belong" was a great read and in it Sam is manipulative from the get-go and Dean is enveloped by Sam's darkness.

Are there fics where: Sam is Boy King or just plain dark, thinks he's manipulating Dean, thinks he has the upper hand, but it's actually Dean who's got the control?
Like, Sam wants to make Dean his consort but Dean wants to save Sam, so Dean allows Sam to think Sam's tainting Dean/dragging Dean down/making Dean submit, but Dean is actually binding their souls and bringing Sam up with him?
Or, Dean is happy to be corrupted (is already corrupt?) and becomes something much worse/scarier than Sam but Sam doesn't understand that Dean is the more powerful one (who might be goading Sam into darker/scarier things)?

Anything like that?

I'd also prefer bottom!Dean, I feel it adds to the false-perception power dynamic and I just like it.

Several of the tags imply dark or evil Dean, but that's because there aren't tags for good or light Dean. Just mentioning it because I'm more looking for fic in which Dean is bringing Sam into his "light" to bring Sam back type of thing. But demon!Dean who's worse than BoyKing!Sam is all good too.

link to "Where You Belong" should anyone be interested: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3469457
Also kind of along the lines of "Let Your Sins Be Strong" by xzombiexkittenx http://archiveofourown.org/works/392953
18 October 2015 @ 07:24 pm
I hope this goes through, cause I'm wondering if anyone knows leonidaslion and what's happened to her? I'm asking because when she was writing Suite!Verse, she didn't finish it because she said she had writer block. Has she given up writing completely? I would ask at her AO3 account, but it seems that she had abandoned it, too. Is there any way to get in touch with her?

22 August 2015 @ 04:31 am
Hi, I've recently found a post with links to a series of very dark stories by an LJ user named Verayne that sound like some I read years ago, and have been searching for again recently. The only problem is the journal has been purged/deleted, so I was wondering if anyone knew if the author had either started anew somewhere, or if anybody had saved copies of the fic that they'd be able to share? The titles I can find for the broken links are Playing Favourites, Making Use and Boredom.

Hi, I can't find this fic and I'm really hoping someone can help me:

It was a relatively short Robo!Sam/Dean noncon story where Sam assaulted Dean in the bathroom of a gas station and they had sex which ended up being pretty much like Sam's sex scene in 6.13 "Unforgiven".

Would be great if someone knew what I'm talking about. Thanks!
27 December 2014 @ 03:13 am
The main thing I remember about the fic I am looking for is that the prison Dean & Sam get sent to is an super-max located underground. All the usual suspects are in it - Ash, Bobby etc.


Found, info in comments.
11 December 2014 @ 01:03 am
So I'm carrying out this search for a friend who doesn't have an Lj account and for some reason refuses to get one :/

It's based off an old search on this comm (I'm basically reposting it).
Basically, she's looking for evil!sam being protective of Dean (and maybe Dean not liking it..likes to think he can take care of himself, etc.). Maybe a little hurt!dean thrown in for good measure. If there's possessive!sam, that works too.

Gen/slash, anything welcome :) (she's already read the suite verse, because who hasn't, lol. Anything besides that please)
10 October 2014 @ 02:13 pm
Hey guys!
Season 10 )
K Thanks!

PS Mods, we need a season 10 tag please. Also, couldn't find sam's demon blood addiction in the tags... Thanks!!
Here I am again, hi awesome storyfinders!

I'm looking for Sam/Dean fics, two specifics and a general search:

1. Sam is king of hell and he breaks Dean into his role as consort/slave with extreme force. He does this in a broad variety of ways, but one thing I can really remember is that at a certain point Ben is living with Sam and Dean, there to be used as leverage to make Dean behave. Eventually Dean accidentally reveals to Sam that he had thought about killing himself by jumping/falling out of a window, and that wasn't permitted so Sam crushes Ben's skull with his hand. Other details are that Sam is really psycho, very undisturbed by all the horrible things he does. He also kind of digs into Dean's soul with his powers (I think Dean described black tendrils? it hurts), and he kills someone in their bedroom and Dean can't see it because there is fabric covering all of the blood. Ruby is there, and Bobby and Jo and maybe Ellen and Rufus are kept by Sam in the building. Eventually Dean is allowed to see them, but by then he's already almost completely broken in. He also wears a necklace that has power over him in the end which is given to him by Sam. If I'm correct it was a collar first. The collar had the power to make Dean really high and submissive, Dean finds it in Sam's study after Sam decides he doesn't have to wear it in a drawer with all kinds of 'train your dog/bird' books and a diary with how well Dean did with really psycho notes from sam with smilies and stuff (Dean gets really angry when he finds it because Sam had said that he'd thrown the collar out). Also Dean had a tattoo that got more intricate the more he accepted Sam. Lots of angsting by Dean that he still loved Sam somehow and that he gets really aroused by him.

2. Sam loses his soul and turns into a serial killer. He kills at least one of Dean's hookups and also a cat, which he throws out of the window of the car while he drives it. Dean doesn't know he does it (i think) and when Sam get his soul back he is really surprised that he still has the killing urge, although he does regret the cat. He starts killing again, and he keeps one of his victims dogs and gives the dog to Dean. Dean eventually finds out and makes sure the bodies aren't found, keeping Sam's works a secret. After that they start to have a relationship, and Dean goes downhill from there, letting Sam cut patterns (diamonds?) into his skin and being extremely jealous of the time Sam spends with his victims. He follows Sam when he goes to kill one time and nearly ruins the whole experience for Sam, but the next time he brings a camera or laptop or something to show Dean how he does it. the victim is a man and live on camera Sam offers the heart to a very emotional and grateful Dean, throwing it away carelessly because he already has Dean's heart and that's so much better anyway (or something similarly cheesypsycho). Mildly disturbing: Dean asks Sam to eat his heart and Sam cuts away a piece of his skin and eats some of the flesh over his heart then packs it with gauze. The emphasis is really on how much Dean loves Sam and how he loses his sanity, how jealous he is of Sam's victims, that it's not right, and Sam's delight in how much Dean loves him and how submissive he becomes, desperate for Sam's attention. I always got the impression that Dean ultimately wanted to be Sam's victim to be completely his but that might be my overactive imagination. I think I read it on AO3 but I'm not sure.

both fics were pretty long, and if found I really recommend them to everyone because whew are they good. Also both were bottom!Dean.

For the general search: any fic in the vein of the two I just described, emphasis on how the bond between the brothers is sick and twisted and incredibly strong. I prefer bottom!Dean but if it is really good I can read Bottom!Sam, just please warn beforehand. please no consensual (like full, 110% unmanipulated, sane safe consensual) BDSM.

Sorry or the length of this thing, and I really hope they're found! Thanks for reading this!
05 July 2014 @ 02:42 pm
Hello all, I'm here looking for some stories with Sam abuses Dean:

1. They still live together, hunt together and Sam is not really evil, just always angry and abusive and can't control himself, it can be a storm of abuse or just some punch. Maybe it's because of the demon blood or Sam is jeolous or his head is too messed up that he believe Dean hates him or he blames Dean for something or simply just because he's angry, ect. I hope it's not only one time but repeatedly. Bonus point if at some point Sam feels guilty, bigger bonus for Dean's low self esteem, think he deserves it and doesn't blame Sam.

2. Pre-series mean Sam bullies Dean (with or without knowing).

3. Dean comes out and gets hurt because of a homophobia Sam

And again, bonus point for guilty!sam and Dean's low self essteem.

No possessed!sam and lucifer!sam, robo!sam is okay if Dean hasn't find out that yet. Wincest is good but bottom!dean only please. Lol this is funny since I really really don't hate Sam, just in the mood, Thank you x100000 :kiss kiss:
14 April 2014 @ 02:15 pm
Are there any fics where sam says yes to lucifer and physically hurts dean(not sexually). I mean like tortures him or just sam torturing dean. I'll accept anything.
05 February 2014 @ 05:51 pm
I am really hoping someone can help me locate this fic. I tried posting this before several months ago and no luck. I’ve added and changed a few things in this post to hopefully jog someone’s memory. I would really appreciate any assistance in locating this fic. Thank you.

Dark!Sam - self-loathing Dean (still not found) )

affliction: alcoholism, attribute: evil!sam, attribute: dark!sam, attribute: possessive!sam, attribute: jealous!sam, attribute: protective!sam, attribute: stalker,

genre: hurt/comfort, genre: au, genre: dark!fic, genre: dean chooses sam, genre: angst, genre: wincest, genre: ust; position: bottom!Dean; pairing: dean/sam, character: dean, character: sam,

warning: attempt at suicide, warning: non-con, warning: abused!dean (sexual), warning: abused!dean (physical), warning: abused!dean (mental), warning: abused!dean (emotional), attribute: sam's point of view
15 January 2014 @ 01:06 am
Hiya everyone! I'm looking for a fic I read a looonnng time ago when I first discovered Supernatural and fanfiction, I can't find it ANYWHERE! Anyway Sam and Dean were mutants and they went to Xavier's school and it had wincest in it. I'm pretty sure Sam was telekinetic and or telepathic and Dean was some kind of feral/animal mutant. Thats basically all I can remember for now, they might have been evil or dark, I'm not sure, it could have been either that or they were protecting each other, I think they were possessive of each other also. Leave a comment if you need any more details, I may remember more later. PLZ AND THX!
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19 September 2013 @ 02:04 pm
Sam rules hell. Dean tortures and rapes Castiel resulting in a baby which Dean gives to Sam . The plan is to breed powerful children to conquer earth. Dean then agrees to break Gabriel for Sam . In the meantime Cadtiel miscarries becauseof mistreatments thus prompting Dean to take better care of him. I know this story has a lot of chapters but this was as far as I got before Iost it

01 August 2013 @ 02:27 pm
Looking for some good old Boy King!Wincest. However I have one qualm; no non con. Dub con is on the okay side, but no rape fics thank you. Don't mind if it's ABO or has Mpreg in it, I just want all the boy king wincest. If there's long fics with it in there I would boy at your feet for all eternity. 
26 July 2013 @ 04:44 pm
Re-posing to specify.

I'm searching for a SUB-STORY within [livejournal.com profile] leonidaslion's Suite!Verse. The verse consists of 21 stories, but I'm looking for a specific one, and as it's been ages since I last read it, I can't remember the title.

That particular installation (or at least part of it) was mainly about Sam trying to break Dean...probably because he did something that Sam felt he had to be punished for. Sam chose to attack Dean emotionally/verbally/mentally-- you get the idea. He completely tore Dean apart by verbally flaying him. He threw all of Dean's failures, mistakes, and fears in his face relentlessly, and I'm pretty sure Dean ended up curling into ball and crying. I also think that Sam might have tried comforting him at the end of it? Not sure.

That's the only thing I remember about that particular story. That and the fact that it was absolutely horrible to read. I only ever cry for character deaths, but Sam's verbal abuse was so painful and Dean's agony was so palpable that I ended up bawling for ages. I think that scene belongs to one of the first ten stories of the 'verse, but I can't be sure.

Anyway, I'd be seriously grateful if someone could help me out. I've tried skimming through all of the sub-stories , but I can't find it. Thanks in advance.

Mod: I already know where the 'verse is located. The 'verse, however, contains numerous stories, and I'm looking for the title of a specific one. Thanks. 
Hello hello, hope you're all doing well. So, I've devoted a few good hours to searching for this fic both on lj and ao3, but the problem is my recollection of it is so damn foggy that I'm honestly hoping someone here is a mind-reader.

Posted many years ago, very likely on lj, either epic-length or definitely well past 10k length-wise. Essentially, Sam and the rest of Hell's Chosen spent a great deal of time wreaking havoc on Earth after being unleashed by whoever, mass torture, destruction, so on and so forth, having a grand ol' time. Somehow, Sam then reverts back to his old self (I can not for the life of me remember if/how Dean was involved in the whole story, or even if it was a gen!fic or wincest or whatever) and then travels across the States with whoever, all the time being unable to remember exactly what he had done under the influence, cue angst!Sam, guilt!Sam, etc.

The only part that I remember quite clearly (and if you do come across this fic later on, please read it, it's a fabulous piece) is that Sam and whoever he had been travelling with post-recovery come upon these bands of survivors all over the States, and in one of these groups he finds a woman who is so terrified of and spiteful to him he's almost lynched by her group. Turns out he came through her town when all hopped up on his demon juice and did something horrifying to her (cut out her tongue? who even knows). Really epic description where he has to reconcile his current identity with the atrocities he'd committed in the past.

I know this is a shot in the dark, but thank you for indulging me anyways. :)

N.B. But hey, if you know of a good apocalyptic ?au, I'm all ears. Have to fill the hole in my heart somehow if I never manage to track down this fic.

Thanks again!

ETA: Found! http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3424898/4/When-Heroes-Go-Down-They-Go-Down-Fast by buffyaddict. Thank you, [livejournal.com profile] m14mouse!
I'm not particularly fussed about the pairing (although I'm not overly fond of Destiel), but I'd love some fics where Character A is an Evil Overlord/Big Bad/ other archetypal bad guy and Character B is in some sort of rebel movement. Of course Character A ends up capturing Character B and then there is plenty of Foe!Yay.

Any type of stories are welcome, but most especially space AUs. Self-recs also welcome.
25 February 2013 @ 02:35 am
Hello everyone, I'm looking for a story that I believed to have scored but I can not find: (
Sam said yes to Lucifer and Lucifer in the sky after the victory had given him as a reward North America and Dean was his toy.
Dean was kept locked up in their room and there were always two guards with him, there was a guard who became "friends" with Dean. There were attacks against Dean by demons, enemies and guard Sam saves in one of them, at one point Dean was broken, and the guard was reading stories to him. Then the guard is retiring because he had spent many years he was tired and wanted to spend time with his family .....
There was also a human lover of Sam, and another man who wanted to take Dean .......
I ask you to help me find this wonderful story, thank you in advance and I hope to tag well and sorry for my English.
Thank you!
Found thanks to the wonderful Meus venator, (which by the way is one of my favorite writers ....)
Thank you dear hugs and kisses
Title: The Breaking
Author: lylithj2
18 February 2013 @ 09:19 pm
Edit: FOUND! ^^

Hi! :)
If anyone can remember this YouTube video that was made from season 7 (at least the Leviathan part was taken from it). It was black and white video and it was a "story" of Leviathan!Dean and Leviathan!Sam. OR the whole thing was "what if" the boys actually were bloody cold killers. The video started with Dean putting the suit on and shoes and then coming down the stairs. Ring any bells? Anyone? : )  Thanks in advance!

I saw this video on YouTube some months ago. Now, either it has been removed or I.just.can't.find.it!  *sad*
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Hiya guys!
So recently I've been dying to read some good Sub/Bottom Gabriel and Sub/BottomSam. I do have a few things I want to avoid though...
1. Sub/Bottom Gabriel - NO Debriel please unless it's a 'switch fic' where is starts off Debriel and ends with Sabriel. That's pretty much my only squick there. Sabriel is my favourite though. Slavery, dub/non con, soulless Sam, Boy King Sam and/or evil/demon Sam etc is great. BDSM gets bonus points. Also, I love the Consort Gabriel 'verse by madwriter223 but please don't rec that one as I've already read it. (Here's the link if you wanna read it: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6237606/1/The-Consort-Gabriel-Verse )
2. Sub/Bottom Sam - NO Sabriel where Sam is bottom/sub please. Also no John/Sam or Bobby/Sam. Sam/Dean wincest (or non related) is great though. Again slavery, dub/non con, Boy King Sam etc are good and BDSM is a plus (I really wanna read a fic where Sam is Boy King and submissive in bed but I don't actually think it exists :( )
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02 February 2013 @ 07:58 pm
I've looked for these stories everywhere and haven't managed to find them yet. The 3 specific fics are a few years old, I read them back when season 4 was airing before getting out of the fandom for a while and losing the links, so hopefully someone will remember them.

1. J2 fic. I don't remember much but I do remember that Jared had just moved to a town for some reason where Jensen was like the recluse, no one really liked him, and it was because people thought he was a witch. Jared ends up becoming friends with him, and then finds out that Jensen really is a witch, and then the town proceeds to find out and Jensen has to leave, blaming Jared, the only one who knew. - Found!

2. SPN fic. I think it was gen, and it was really short, like a snippet. Castiel had fallen for Sam (who was a bad guy at this point, obviously) and was leading an army for him against Heaven to help him get back his brother, who had been taken. It might have been implied wincest as well, but I think it was gen. It was also primarily from Castiels POV I believe, though Sam was in it as well.

3. J2 fic. I honestly don't remember much about this fic except for the fact that it took place in Dallas, where Jensen I believe was some sort of businessman who had made it into the news alot. Jared might have been a businessman as well, or maybe an athlete, and it was a big deal when they came out together as a couple, but people loved them more or less I believe. They were both more or less local celebrities.

4. General request. Does anyone know of any de-aged Dean fics where he's only de-aged to like a teenager or something instead of a little kid like most de-aged fics? Around 13 or older, and if he had to pose as Sam's little brother now that would be awesome. He can either keep his adult memories or not, and if he doesn't it would be awesome if he realized who Sam was without Sam having to convince him too hard, but it's fine if he doesn't realize it until Sam convinces him.

Thank you in advance if you can help me out :)

♥, Rin
11 November 2012 @ 04:55 pm
Hi guys! I've been looking for a number of different types of fic recently and wondered if anyone had any recs for any of them. Warning: these requests have spoilers if you haven't seen season 5!!

1. Dark Dean or Demon Dean wants Sam for his own. Sam/Dean Wincest (or non-related) No Top Sam please. Any rating would be great.
2. Boy King Sam/Gabriel slash with Gabriel as Sam's sub. Non con/Dub con are fine. Again, any rating would be great.
3. Sam/Dean/Castiel with Dom!Dean, Dom!Cas and Sub!Sam. Again, any rating would be great.
4. Slavery Sabriel fic. Gabriel is Sam's slave. (Sexual or otherwise.) Again, any rating would be great.
5. Gabriel comes back to life with MPD/DID and Sam, Dean and Castiel try to help/protect him. Not fussed about if there's pairings but Sabriel and Destiel would be good. Also NO Debriel. Again, any rating would be great here too.
Thanks everyone!!
I'm looking for two specific fics:

1. This is a god!Cas fic, and starts with Cas carving Dean's soul into wings, which is excruciating painful. This fic is Cas trying to get Dean back to him, I believe, and has Cas taking Dean around different heavens/parts of the world (?) and trying to show he's doing good (though it's iffy if he is?) It ends with Dean (grudgingly) saying ok. I think there was also a scene with Sam near the end basically being like, he's not that bad of a god. ~ sorry about the question marks, I really only remember the opening scene.

 -----> Found: Theodicy by manic_intent

2. Ok, this one is even more fuzzy - it starts as a sweet domestic fic between Sam and Dean. I think Dean knows something was off in the beginning, but it may just be he noticed over time (like he thought it was another djinn world). It either started as wincest or became it over time. As the fic goes on Dean gets more and more creeped out by Sam, and the town, and Sam starts to show him he should be scared. The sex and life get more and more violent (the sex starts to get into dub-con and then non-con?) and Dean is so freaking scared by the end of it. I can't remember if this is demon!Sam or Lucifer!Sam but I'm almost positive it wasn't Soulless!Sam. Basically it was Sam giving Dean happy, domestic life and then the evil of him starts to spread into the picture perfect. Ugh, I know, this is barely anything to go on, and I'm not doing this story justice because it was legitimately one of the creepiest fics I've ever read. ETA: It wasn't right but the guess below reminded me that this could have been Dean's version of Hell and he just didn't know it.

--------> Found: Stepford by ash_carpenter

I think I read these both off of A03. Both were either all or mostly Dean's POV.

Thank you for all your help!

(Mods: Is there no God!Cas tag or did I just completely miss it?)
26 September 2012 @ 12:49 am
So, I was hoping you guys might have some recs for first time Wincest fics in which the boys are still brothers and hunters, but something happens and one or both of the boys go dark or become demons, but still love each other no matter what. I prefer my fics complete, with smut. Oh, and I'm a BIG fan of barebacking and bloodplay. Thank you all!
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09 September 2012 @ 08:03 pm
Hello people, I'm looking for a fic I read somewhere, sometime, written by I have no idea who. So, I really hope you guys can help me..
There are tails involved, just so you know )
I know this may be difficult to find but I'm looking for any fics that have the either one or both of the boys as demons or evil but I don't want any non or dub con at least not between the boys please. Wincest is prefered but I would also give my life for Cas to be involved somehow, whether in an evil!team free will kind of way or destiel, sassy, wincestial, or gen. Fallen, evil, etc Cas is fine. So basically evil/demon!boys with Cas being involved with them in some way. I know it's kind of a hard request to fill but I'd appreciate any help, thanks :)
So somewhere along the way, our heroes fall off the wagon and Sam is into the antichrist thing or something, and Dean sides with him. They have a gloriously terrifying reign on earth. Then in some small town in the Midwest, they come across a med student, who's about as vanilla civilian as the Winchesters are not. Apparently this kid is John Winchester's bastard.

So Adam is summoned and is scared out of his wits because nobody told him what he's here for. He learns from Sam and Dean that John was a hunter, and he thinks they'll kill him for being John's son. I can't remember, but I don't think Sam and Dean told Adam he was their brother. I think they just sent him back to his normal life without a clue, but I could be wrong. I don't think so, though. And I am almost entirely certain that this is told from Adam's POV. It's a pretty short piece.

On that note, I notice there is no tag for Adam's POV.
24 June 2012 @ 12:38 pm
Any recs where Sam and Dean are evil, demons or another supernatural creature, and they are known? Maybe feared, whatever, as long as they're evil.

Would prefer Wincest, but Gen is good too.
Hello, everyone.
Recently I watch supernatural season 6 again, and I am so digging souless!sam
souless!sam looks like sociopath - bad, immoral, selfish...damn, I'm always falling love in evil character
So, if you know any fic that sam is evil, sociopath from first place(since he was born), please comment,
Oh, and <Sam likes Dean> is very much welcome. wincest is welcome. I prefer bottom!Dean  
Other character's appearing(bobby, john, jo...) is also welcome, but, sociopath or robo sam first

I am sorry for demanding too much.
20 May 2012 @ 04:33 pm
I'm new to the darker side of the Spn fandom and looking for fic recs. Gen is fine but I would LOVE some slashy recs - Sam/Dean or J2 please (AU or non, I like 'em all!)

Details of what I'm looking for under the cut.

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17 May 2012 @ 04:05 pm
I'm looking for a story about Sam being evil and in hell. Some of the demons gave him stuff so he didn't remember who he was or who Dean was. Sam was mean to Dean and once threaten to cut out his tongue because he kept talking about how he knew Sam. I think Cas saved Dean at the end. I think the background of the authors journal was purple? thanks for any help. :)

28 April 2012 @ 07:31 pm

I am currently very interested in any stories were Dean is afraid of Sam. Not afraid for him mind you, but afraid of him. Either from some sort latent demon ability or a really bad argument that blew out of proportion. I mean we rarely seen Dean actually afraid for himself overall, its all bravado and attitude when he's in trouble. But imagine that wouldn't work with Dark!/Evil!Sam or Robo!Sam. I think season 4 or 5 Dean could find himself in a situation like that or maybe even season 7.

I'd just really like to see Dean having a actually fear of Sam for some reason. How Sam deals with that or how Dean gets over it.

I've read a bunch of stories where Dean becomes Anti-Christ/Boy-King/Sammifer's consort/slave/toy.  In most of the stories I've read, Sam pretty much wins and Dean becomes whatever it is Sam wants him to be. 

I'm looking for some fics where Dean comes out the winner.  I know I've read a few but I have no idea where they are anymore and I'm hoping to find some awesome new ones.  One of the best examples of what I'm looking for would probably be "The Lights of Munin" by Leonidaslion over on AO3.  Just anything where Dean manages to escape or finds himself again.  He can save Sam or not in the process.

Thanks in advance.
I was about halfway through this fic when my computer crashed!! Unfortunately, I read so many fics every day that I don't remember the author name or fic title!! :( I do remember clearly that the fic was here on livejournal, and it was divided into multiple parts.

Here are all the details of what I read so far, I would be INCREDIBLY grateful if someone could help me find this fic, I was about halfway through and I'm DYING to finish it! :(

After Dean sells his soul and goes to Hell, Sam does a spell to bring him back-- but instead of "his" Dean who went to Hell, he gets a Dean from a parallel universe. The Dean he gets is a Dean whose Sam is also dead. But Sam doesn't care because he got the wrong Dean, and all he can think about is his Dean suffering down in hell. Then Sam gets really dark and morally ambiguous (letting demons abuse him, killing people for a reaper, etc.) because losing Dean made him go sort of insane. So the Dean he summoned with the spell, who we will call “sane Dean,” makes it his mission to stop “dark Sam” from becoming totally warped and ending up in Hell alongside his original brother.

Thank you in advance for your help, beautiful people of spnstoryfinders!
04 April 2012 @ 11:28 pm

I'm trying to find a PWP fic, but google and my memory have failed me.

Sam and Dean were in Hell. Sam was in charge, and evil. I think Dean was wearing Aladdin pants. Sam might have had a smiley-face pin in his tie? There was something about a collar and Sam training Dean to always want it on? It was either non-con or dub-con. 

28 March 2012 @ 11:54 pm
Does anyone remember the fic where dean is given to evil sam by the angels in exchange for not leading hell to earth and sam puts a whammy on dean so that he'll feel turned on when sam is?

Thanks in advance for any answers!
26 March 2012 @ 10:18 am
First time posting after lurking for months.

I'm never looking for specific fics because I make pdfs of everything I come across that I want to save for later. But I would absolutely love suggestions for similar stories.

I love reading stories were Dean is at Sam's mercy. Either because Sam is possessed or its Robo!Sam or he's just royally pissed off and Dean sort of suffers because of it. Some similar stories I've read  are Desperation Takes Hold by[livejournal.com profile] someblazingstar

and Confusion (i forgot the author or whether it was on ff.net or here) where Sam was possesed by a ghost but Dean didn't know and Sam was beating the shit out of him until Bobby came to the rescue. (I love it when Bobby comes to the rescue.)

Anything were Dean is reluctant to fight back because its Sam or even better if he truly can't because Sam is bigger and reasonably stronger because of his size.

Kudos if Sam is remorseful afterwards and/or Dean has a lingering fear or uncertainty that he tries to cover up.

Its preferably if its not slash and no RPF. If It is slash, nothing explicit. As far as "Desperation Takes Hold" goes is fine.

I'll be indebted if you could fine one where Dean ends up getting concussed. There should be a concussion tag here like at hoodie time.
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06 March 2012 @ 09:40 am

Are there any really awesome fics in which Sam goes darkside to save Dean from hell? Full on anti-christ would be great, but even Sam just committing pretty morally ambiguous actions to save Dean is fine, too, but wincest (even if it's non-con or one-sided) only please with NC-17 or approaching rating.

Rec lists, delicious accounts, and self-recs are more than welcome.

Thank you!