13 August 2016 @ 06:32 pm
Today I noticed that a fic I had saved in my AO3 bookmarks had been deleted. I only remember a few things: 1. the title - Sweaters and Cigarettes 2. pairing - Dean/Castiel 3. setting - All Human Highschool AU featuring a punk Cas (with tattooes) and a possibly nerdy Dean. 4. The author's name might have had the word lemon in it.

Therefore, what I am asking is if anyone have a copy of this fic that they can sent to me?

Edit: After doing some further research, I found out the author's name is lemonoclefox. Soon after, I got a copy of the fic from someone on tumblr. However, I'll leave this post up since there might be others that are looking for the fic.
I had an unfortunate incident with my bookmarks causing me to lose a bunch. I'm in the process of trying to recreate them so I'm looking for two specific J2 college fics that I can't remember the names of. I hope they sound familiar to someone.

The thing I remember most clearly about the first one is that it took place at UC Santa Cruz. There was a lot of information added into the story about the campus and local area.

In the second one, Jared is painfully shy and Jensen is a campus DJ. Jared listens to Jensen's show religiously, and eventually works up the courage to call him. They have a phone relationship for a while until Jared ultimately agrees to meet in person. It's a really sweet one that I'm upset I lost.

Third, as a general request: I'd love any college fics that involve the boys texting or emailing and trading pictures before they meet.

Thanks in advance!

*ETA: Both found in comments.
04 October 2015 @ 11:02 pm
Ok so I read this amazing, amazing story called The Galilei Program(http://archiveofourown.org/works/1902336/chapters/4101951).
It's really freaking awesome, and I want to read something like that, because one of my main headcanons for Dean is that he's an effing genius. Seriously. And I really love it when it's acknowledged by other people, especially when it's a high school AU *hint hint*

So please, if anyone finds any stories where Dean is acknowledged to be a genius, please tell me. I'm begging you.
After reading that story, I've been looking all over the place to find stories as good(I REALLY WISH THE AUTHOR CONTINUED WRITING ITTTTT)

I also would love it if you would find maybe something like that as a crossover, or an RPF?

Now then, for my second request I would adore ones with Dean or Jensen when they're down on their luck, or struck by poverty, or homeless, or poor or SOMETHING. Please? I just really love those kinds of stories?
Dunno why. I might be a bit of a sadist?
Same thing as before, crossovers and RPFs are welcome too!

(Gen or any pairing is fine, as long as it's Dean-centric)
19 July 2015 @ 08:50 pm
Ive been trying to find this fic where Jared was popular in school. I think he was quarterback or something and he started admiring jensen. I think jensen was nerdy or unpopular and jared told him to come by and watch him play/practice(football?). I remember jensen sitting at the bleachers with someone which I think is chris but im still unsure. I remember also that the friend was protective of Jensen.

Does anybody have a copy of
(Take Time) As The Dawn, It Fades To Gray by zams?
Crossfire Fable by nanoks

J2 where the other goes away and the other feels lonely, misses them
16 May 2015 @ 10:14 pm
Are there any fics out there where the nerd, geek, etc. tops/is dom? Usually it's the popular/jock who tops. I tried looking and i haven't found any D:
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03 January 2015 @ 07:38 pm
Are there any fics (probably would be au's) where Cas can't believe Dean is interested in him because he's very weird and no one has really been into him before? Maybe he thinks Dean is making fun of him or playing a joke on him?
21 November 2014 @ 06:50 pm
So challenge time! Can anyone give me some thing about:

#1 Clumsy!Jensen (i.e Warning Signs)
#2 Adorabe!Jensen
#3 Non-Au Self-Sacrificing!Jensen
#4 Low-self-esteem!Jensen
#5 Non-Au Geek!Jensen
Any pairing is fine but J2 would be a big plus, and is there is sex, Bottom!Jensen only please :))
Thank you! :">
24 September 2014 @ 11:10 pm
Can't for the life of me find this fic, but I'm hoping I can get some help here!

I'm looking for a oneshot high school AU with the typecast Castiel as the trodden-on outcast, and Dean as the popular asshole jock who bullies him. It was in Cas's POV, and Dean often made extremely homophobic jokes at Castiel's expense. Gabriel was in it, too, to stick up for his little brother and commiserate with Cas about how Dean is definitely a doodyhead poopstain.

Then Cas gets an invite to meet some place at school(I think the locker room?), either from Dean explicitly, or from—I am more sure, but not 100%, that it was this one—a secret admirer(who turns out to be Dean). Cas figures out that it's Dean in advance, though, and shows up to make a fool of him, thinking that Dean is just being a prick about Cas being gay, so Cas may as well return the favor.

Then it turns out Dean never realized how terrible he was being, and all the bullying was the only way he knew how to get Cas's attention, and his feelings for Cas were sincere. So Cas breaks Deans fragile little heart, but, happy end for Destiel, Castiel somehow finds it in himself to forgive Dean, and they hook up(I think. Maybe they ended up as friends, but the fic definitely ended on a positive note.).

If it helps, I remember that at the time that I read this on LJ, I seem to recall that the author's journal's theme was predominantly an eye-searing yellow(I think?) with pink highlights(I think?).
22 September 2014 @ 11:25 pm
-Any fics where any of the Js are reclusive from society or ignored by society eg like in high school

-Also, do you know any recent fics? I feel like I'm reading the same ones again and again. It can be anything as long as it's J2 of course ;)

-Prefer bottom!jensen. Please do warn me if there is any bottom!jared

Thank you!

P.S if you have a delicious you are willing to share, please do. Mine is https://delicious.com/tazminlovesnandos
It only has around 40 fics since I only started it recently

I've been trying to find a timestamp to the Tractorbeam Verse, where Jared, Jensen and their daughter, Penelope, go to Washington to an award ceremony for Jensen.  They also attend a dinner at the White House.

I've looked through the tags, but couldn't find anything.

Hope someone can help!

Thank you.


EDIT - Found
I'm looking for J2 stories in which one -- or both -- of the boy is in some way weird, personality wise. Can be AU or not. Like the title says, could be socially maladjusted, socially awkward, mentally ill, an antisocial jerk, etc etc. Think -- oh I dunno, movies that come to mind quickly are American Beauty, Donnie Darko, Choke, whatever... weird characters doing weird things.

I've already looked at every fic under J2 Rec's mental illness and creepers tags (link here and here) and while a few have been good that's not exactly what I'm looking for. The mental illness fics are often of the boys being so ill that they're homeless or institutionalized--what I'm looking for boys that are fine enough to function, just socially weird. The kinds of fics that DID fit my craving from that list were stuff like The Puzzle That is Me. As for the creepers list, I thought it was exactly what I was looking for but it's actually just stalking-related fic specifically, which isn't exactly on the mark, though some good stuff there too. I know there are various shy-boys recs I can find and I'm still working through those, feel free to share your own, but again not exactly on the mark.

A perfect example of the kind of fic I'm looking for is Write Me a Way into Your Life. There, Jared is socially awkward as hell and a little bit of a creepy stalker, and Jensen is taciturn and stoic and anti-social. But like, they're both ok with it and each other, if that makes sense.

I'm pretty good at knowing what I'll like by skimming the fics first, so feel free to dump recs and recs lists at me en masse.
18 April 2014 @ 01:39 pm
I haven't really read much J2 over the last couple of years but I have nothing to do over the Easter long weekend and I feel the urge to get back into it.
So I'm looking for AU fics where the boys don't know each other at first, have some sort of cute meeting scenario and then the whole dating/getting to know you fiasco hopefully leading to hot boy sex.
I've read some fics where one works in a cafe the other frequents or bakery or bookshop, or they run at the same park so something along those lines that is just sickeningly sweet and fluffy. Something that could be sold as a romantic comedy with two adorably awkward, dorky boys.
Any of the usual CW cast as sidekicks is a plus.
I feel that I've exhausted the highschool/college fics but if you rec something that fits the promt I won't be devastated.
Thanks heaps and happy Easter! xx
17 July 2013 @ 04:54 pm
Hey are there any bottom!jared/sam with jensen/dean fics that feature geeky!jared/sam? It would be a bonus if dean and sam aren't related but it's okay if it's wincest :)


PS. I've already read:

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25 June 2013 @ 11:46 am
I have a few requests now that I am getting the hang out this site now.

1) Any stories where Jensen/Dean has a girlfriend before meeting Jared/Sam. Is confused about is attraction to him and is in denial. More specifically I want to see how Jensen/Dean struggles with his growing attraction to Jared/Sam. He can't even be intimate with his girlfriend anymore without thinking about Jared/Sam. I want his girlfriend to realize this and is sad about the revelation, but loves Jensen/Dean to much to let this continue. I want to see Jensen taking every measure possible to make the relationship work because he loves his girlfriend. In the end I do want to see Jared and Jensen together though. And possibly with a friendship with his girlfriend. No cheating!

2) Jared ruins Jensen sex life with everyone else. (everyone else sucks now that he's been with Jared)

3)High school Nerdy/Geeky Jensen and Popular Jared. Jensen is secretly crushing on Jared and he won't him one glance. He basically doesn't exist. Somehow Jensen finds some adorable and cheesy way to get Jared's attention. And Jared finally decides to give him a chance.

4) High School Nerdy/Geeky Virgin Jensen/Dean and Popular Jared/Sam. Jared/Sam is surprised by how much Jensen/Dean blows his mind in the bedroom. Mature stuff... )

And I have I preference towards bottom Sam/Jared in my stories...
Hi guys. Hope you resourceful people will be able to help me find  some wonderful stories that i've read a while ago and haven't been smart enough to bookmark them. J2 recs and spn cinema communities couldn't help me, either.

1. This first one might be a WIP, i don't remember well. I simply remember that at the time i devoured that hookerJensen story and i've been so very disappointed when i saw that it wasn't finished. The only details i remember about it are these: Jared was in college or highschool, was very rich and one random night when he was driving he saw hooker!Jensen on some shady street and became fascinated&obsessed by his beauty. He approached him, made an financial offer Jensen couldn't refuse and they both arrived at Jensen's shack of an apartment and Jared got a BJ. Jared was very attracted by Jensen and the time spent after their encounter couldn't stop thinking about him, and he was in such a state of permanent arousal that couldn't help bringing himself to orgasm, thinking obsessively about Jensen's beauty, his experience and the next time he will see him again. Because of his huge crush, Jared's result in school were suffering, and Jensen didn't believe him when he said he will be back thinking that Jared was just a loaded, shallow kid who will forget all about him. I don't know for sure if this detail is right, but it could be that Jensen had some problems in paying the rent and struggling to go hooking by himself and not become some property to another pimp...Finally, I can't remember if they had penetrative sex, (the description of the attraction, desire and sex was kinda scorching) but i remember Jared making the offer to help Jensen financially while they enjoyed some coffee in one of Jensen favorite coffee shops. This detail might happened before the blowjob or in between their other encounters.

I hope someone can remember this awesome story, or even the author. Despite the fact that it's been a long time since i read it, i couldn't forget it and looked for it everywhere *sigh*

2. The second story i want to find is somewhat a remix/adaptation of the movie Sabrina. I looked even in spn/j2 bigbang for it and nothing. Jared's dad was the driver for the very wealthy Ackles family  and had a huge crush on Jensen's sister who might be Sandy, who was supposed to get married to the son of a very wealthy family to mantain their bussiness affairs or something. Their parents considered Sandy incapable to be running their business so that's why they felt compelled to get her married to that dude. Jared goes to Paris for some photography classes or something like it and he returns from there a totally different person, at least physically. More attractive  and confident and still very in love (or so he thought) with Jensen's sis. He sent letters at home recounting his experiences there and now and then asking about Sandy.  I remember Jensen was kinda of a manwhore, a ruthless bussiness man and might possibly plotted with his own mom in tricking Jared, since apparently Sandy became interested in Jared lately. Jared finally realized what shallow and cold of a person Sandy and begun hanging out with Jensen without realizing Jensen's evil plan. I still remember some hot sex scene between Jared&Jensen at some holiday house where Jensen took him, or at least the amazing attraction between them. In the end Jared found out all about the awful plan and escaped to Paris where Jensen already expected him...Hope someone will remember it. Found in the comments

Thanks so much in advance you guys. Appreciate your input. Please forgive any grammar mistakes since english it's not my native tongue
And mods, i hope i picked the tags correctly. If i didn't, please let me know and i'll modify.
12 April 2013 @ 12:50 pm
Hey guys, I was hoping you could help my find a few different kinds of fics. I'm sure there must be more out there that I haven't found yet so I'm hoping you can help me turn up something new. Here is what I'm looking for:

  1. Wincest, where the boys acknowledge the fact that they are brothers, particularly during sex. Like them calling each other little brother and big brother during sex and using the fact that they are in an illicit relationship like a kink.

  2. J2, where the boys are some how in an illicit relationship such as teacher/student, employer/employee, a large age gap where one is under age, where they are both underage, anything like that and where attention is drawn to the fact that their relationship is taboo.

  3. Either wincest or J2 where one of the characters, it doesn't matter who, has either Asperger's or Autism.

  4. Either wincest or J2 where one of the characters, it doesn't matter who, is either blind, deaf, or mute.

  5. Either wincest or J2 where one of the characters, it doesn't matter who, is a recluse, or agoraphobic, anything where they wont leave the house.

  6. Either wincest or J2 where one or both of the characters are super adorably geeky.

  7. Either wincest or J2 that is so sweet and full of schmoop it's almost unbearable. One of those frilly, makes your teeth hurt, borderline crack it's so over the top schmoop.

Thank you!
29 January 2013 @ 11:14 am
Hello, I hope you all can help me.
1. I'm looking for some Dean centric/Dean POV destiel fics. I love Insecure!dean, Low self-Esteem!dean, and hurt!dean. I've already read Unexpected Destinies and Point Pleasant. AU or Non-AU.
2. Geek!dean AU's.
Longer the better for both requests.
3. And a specific fic. I only had a chance to read a chapter of it before I lost it. All I remember is Dean kinda saying yes to Michael. Michael gives Dean some of his powers and gives him a certain amount of time to stop the apocolypse. Cas was not very happy about it at first. I hope someone knows what I'm talking about.

Thanks in advance.
...yeah, basically that. Fresh off rewatching 8x11, I'm now dying for some fics featuring everyone as LARPers, and I mean everyone. Dean, Sam, Cas, Charlie, Benny, Bobby, Ellen, Jo, Jodie Mills, John and Mary Winchester, Adam Milligan, Jess, Kevin Tran (Advanced Placement), Gabriel, Balthazar, everyone. Antagonists too! Azazel, Crowley, Meg, Lucifer, Raphael, Uriel, Eve, Dick Roman (I admit freely I think Dick Roman's one of the best baddies the show's had), any of the minor/single episode characters on either side... anyone and everyone.

If there's any out there at all, I'm happy, though ones showcasing Dean's utter geekiness would be particularly loved.

Pairings-wise: No Wincest, please; Dean/Cas is preferred, but gen's perfectly welcome. Other than that, anything's good.

I'm not actually tagging this with many characters, since I don't really care who's there aside from the boys, Cas, and Charlie.
16 January 2013 @ 07:29 pm
pretty much anything CUTE! dean kisses Sam's head in a fatherly, motherly, big brotherly manner. Any terms of endearment towards Sam. like baby, baby brother, little brother, just brother! or Sam calling Dean, big brother or just brother. or dean calls Sam cute. or adorable. or Sam is all shy and polite. and geeky!!! or really tired, or high, or drunk. ANYTHING GOES! but no slash, or season 4. thanks. au's are a no. self recs are good, very slight au's, any age. ANYTHING! it really doesn't matter about the length. or how many recs you give me. I'm good. :) <3
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16 December 2012 @ 09:06 pm
I'm looking for a high school AU where Dean's not the popular jock type, doesn't really go in for sports much at all; instead, Sam is the more athletic one of the two (though still very smart)*, and Dean's the geek. We know, at the very least, that in canon Sam followed sports and idolized a quarterback as a child, while Dean knows Star Trek: The Original Series backwards and forwards, loves Star Wars and Batman, and has referenced The Lord of the Rings and so on more often than Sam, but I've yet to find a fic like that.

* I see the two of them as both very smart; it's just that Sam is the book!smart one, who really prefers to show his intelligence in more socially acceptable ways - he's the one who loves to research, who wanted to go to college and law school - while Dean is the Star Trek and LOTR fanboy, the one who made an EMF meter out of a walkman, the one who quotes Back to the Future, who geeks out about cars and classic rock, and reads Vonnegut.

And if it could be Dean/Castiel (especially artist!Cas), I'd be ever grateful...
Hello, have used this comm to find many a wonderful fic and now I'm hoping you guys could help me find a story I'd love to read again;

In it - Jensen is a songwriter/composer that is reluctantly sent to this weight loss group as a last attempt to help him lose weight. Once there, he finds Jared is his coach and they become closer the longer they work together.

The story is beautiful, with Jared seeing past all Jensen's insecurities, and them falling for each other.

If you could help I'd be so grateful, thank you!!
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04 October 2012 @ 06:51 pm

Hey guys!

so, just now I was going through all my SPN-fanfic PDFs that have accumulated on my computer and I found one that was incomplete.
And I have absolutely no idea who wrote it or what the title was.
I think I was copying and pasting it into a word file to convert to PDF later but somehow I never finished doing just that...

Okay, to get back to the story:
It was J2 with bottom!Jared as far as I can remember and it was an AU.
Jared and Jensen were both working for the same company, with Jared being some kind of office worker and Jensen belonging to the tech support team.
They met when Jared had a problem booting up his computer.
I remember that Jensen was shy and I think he was wearing glasses.
Then there was this older co-worker of Jared's called Irene and she was kind of this motherly character (not sure why I remember her. guess she was kind of awesome ^^)

I'd really like to read the rest of it (or at least find out if it was completed as it was a WIP at the time, I think).
So, help me find it? :D

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24 September 2012 @ 10:24 pm
I am looking for a J2 story that is possibly about a year old. Jared is a really, really nice guy who is training to be a teacher like his mom and works in a coffee shop in his spare time. He is going out with Sandy who wants him to do extreme sexual things and he is too much of a gentleman to do them. On his birthday night he goes out with Chad, Tom and Mark and gets really drunk for the first time. He ends up with Jensen whose lunch he paid for the previous day in the coffee shop. Jensen is a singer but makes money selling himself (Chris is his partner but not gay). Jared gives Jensen a job in the coffee shop to help him out. Turns out Jared's dad was violent to his mom and Jared didn't want to be the same. Jared falls in love (and lust) with Jensen and it is a happy ending!!

Long synopsis here - have searched most relevant tabs but no luck!

Found in comments & quickly thanks!
14 May 2012 @ 03:14 pm
I have two general fic requests and I'm not very picky about them, so don't hesitate to rec anything that comes to mind:

I was wondering if there are any fics where Sam and Dean are still younger and an older student or a teacher takes a special interest in Sam either because he's smart or simply because they're intrigued and Dean gets jealous and possessive as a result 'cause he feels his 'older brother' position is threatened. I'm pretty sure I read a story like that once (Sam was thirteen and an older student, who was Dean's age, thought Sam was amazing and a genius, not to mention adorable and Dean got possessive as hell because "Sam already had an awesome older brother, he didn't need another one".), but I can't find it anywhere, so anything that vaguely resembles this would be welcome. I'd prefer it if this wasn't sexual in any way and pre-Stanford, though.

Also, are there any fics out there where Sam was born as a were-cat or any other cat-like creature and how this would affect the Winchesters and the whole Supernatural storyline? What I'm looking for is, basically, an AU where Sam is born a cat-like creature and a bit feral and animalistic as a result, but I'd appreciate any fics with Sam a were-cat, even if he wasn't born that way. Here, I&#39;d actually prefer wincest for the pairing, but anything else is fine, too. I already read "Purrrfect Mate" by virtualpersonal, http://virtualpersonal.livejournal.com/236282.html, for anyone who's interested.
03 April 2012 @ 12:22 am
I did a very bad thing to Jensen in the fic I was working on today so I need to counter balance it with some good curtain fic or shy!jensen fic.I prefer top!jensen, but if it is a good read, I will read it. I also will read mpreg amd PWP. The length doesn't matter, but please no WIP and J2 only. Thanks guys.
15 March 2012 @ 12:08 pm
I just finished "I Need to be Under Ur Skin" by [livejournal.com profile] sanann and it was awesome. Are there any other fics like that out there with either Jared or Jensen as quirky geniuses? That one had Jared as the genius, but I would take either one, really. I looked through all the tags and didn't find anything specifying genius. Can anyone help me? Thanks!

Mods, I didn't see tags for attribute: smart!Jared or smart!Jensen. I would have used them if they were available. I hope I got the rest of my tags right.

Edited to thank everyone who shared links! You're all awesome!
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03 March 2012 @ 09:03 pm
Hey all, I'm looking for a simple request today. I'm just looking to read any fics where Jared is shy, a geek or completely innocent. I just really want some adorably sweet Jared really. Jensen/Jared only please, and I prefer bottom!Jared but I will read them switching. I'm up for anything, mpreg, kinks anything. Thanks!
27 February 2012 @ 06:53 pm
Been having a pretty crappy time of it lately and so I just wanna curl up in my room and read some schmoopy fics. So, kinda hoping some lovely people out there could rec me their favourite J2 AUs!

Things I'm looking for, if it helps (though really, I'll read pretty much anything):
1. College AUs - I have a weakness for them. Which shows given I write them a lot. *snickers*
2. Office AUs - I do prefer Jensen to be the boss, but meh, mix it up! If you have an awesome fic you wanna rec, then do it! XD
3. Shy!Jared - Awe, admit it, we all love it when Jared's all shy, clueless, clumsy and totally adorable... and Jensen totally loves it too!! Yep!!
4. Oblivious!Jensen/Pining!Jared - but I'd like it to have a happy ending!
5. Got a bit of angst? Sure, I'll read it... but seriously, schmoop me! *snort* I do love the whole 'misunderstandings leading to making up and pink fluffy hearts'

Um... I do prefer bottom!Jared, but I will read it if Jensen is. *shrugs* Also, I don't mind MPreg normally, but just for this search, can it not have any, please? I don't want to read about pregnancy at the moment. It's not a good topic. Heh.

So yes! Please give me your recs! Self-recs are greatly encouraged! And long fics are also appreciated! Thank you in advance! You're all awesome!

(Mods, I kinda tagged the ever loving crap out of this, if I've missed anything, I'm really sorry)
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22 February 2012 @ 11:31 pm
I read a story a while ago that had Jared/Jensen and was a sort of fusion of the two actors into the The Big Bang Theory fandom. Jensen was a socially awkward geek (I.e. Sheldon) and Jared was his new neighbor across the hall. Jensen had a Dalek costume that he played around with every so often and a few other kind of geeky costumes mentioned. I think it was a whole 'Verse... with a followup fic that had Hardison and Eliot from the Leverage fandom....???

If anyone knows what fic I am talking about, that would be awesome!!

02 February 2012 @ 08:49 pm
'Ello lovies. I was just singing "Do You Want To Date My Avatar" to myself because I'm a freak like that, and then I started thinking how awesome a J2 story like that would be, since SPN porn is all I ever really think about. So what I'm looking for are geek Jared and Jensen who meet online in some MMORPG and start "dating" online and do role play and have cyber sex and get real hot and bothered by it. Just to clarify, I'm not looking for them meeting on online dating sites or social networking sites or anything like that. I'm looking for something that is an online role playing game with full blown avatars and all that jazz, I want the full on geek. I'm not going to be picky about the details, but it would be super awesome if they eventually meet outside of the game and start a real life relationship. Happy endings only please, no WIPs, and self recs are welcome. THE GEEKIER THE BETTER!

Mods: could we possibly get an attribute: geek/nerd tag please?