17 May 2017 @ 11:47 am
Im looking for J2 or Wincest fics where one of the boys is insecure about something: scars, shape, weight, post-mpreg body, whatever.
29 December 2016 @ 08:50 am
Hey guys and gals. Does anyone have a copy of Potter's Clay by reading1066? I went to read it today and find that they journal has been deleted and purged. If anyone could send me a copy to proffesorx@hotmail.com or tell me where to find it, if the author doesn't mind it being shared that is, i would greatly appreciate it!
I'm looking for a J2 high school fic, where Jared is a shy, mute boy and Jensen is the new kid. He's attracted to Jared immediately, and they begin a relationship. At some point, Jensen gets fed up with all the students and teachers who bully Jared, and he brings a gun to school one day and shoots them. He's arrested, and Jared goes to visit him, but his mom tells him that he can never see Jensen again. The story ends with Jared shooting the rest of the people on Jensen's list so that he can join Jensen in juvie.
07 June 2016 @ 11:01 pm
Yup, pretty much what the title says. I'm essentially looking for J2 fics featuring a loud/outgoing/goofy Jared, and a shy/quiet Jensen. The type of context doesn't matter, but extra points if it involves Jared trying to woo Jensen or a flustered!blushing!jensen (but it's not a must). Thanks!
I had an unfortunate incident with my bookmarks causing me to lose a bunch. I'm in the process of trying to recreate them so I'm looking for two specific J2 college fics that I can't remember the names of. I hope they sound familiar to someone.

The thing I remember most clearly about the first one is that it took place at UC Santa Cruz. There was a lot of information added into the story about the campus and local area.

In the second one, Jared is painfully shy and Jensen is a campus DJ. Jared listens to Jensen's show religiously, and eventually works up the courage to call him. They have a phone relationship for a while until Jared ultimately agrees to meet in person. It's a really sweet one that I'm upset I lost.

Third, as a general request: I'd love any college fics that involve the boys texting or emailing and trading pictures before they meet.

Thanks in advance!

*ETA: Both found in comments.
Hey People!

I'm looking for a one-shot I read one or two years ago that I can't seem to find.

Jensen and Jared are college students; Jared is a student employee at the library and Jensen keeps checking out books in order to build up the currage to ask Jared out on a date. Jared, thinking that Jensen is being rude, yells at him at the library; causing Jensen to run out all embarassed and hurt. I think either Gen or Danneel confront Jared about it, making him feel guilty enough to find Jensen's dorm room to appologize. Jensen and Jared get together in the end.

I don't know if I'm missing any details, but that's all I can remember.

Please help me find this fic, and thank's in advance!
Hi! I'm looking for two specific fics.

The first is omega!Jensen and alpha!Jared. It was in a universe where omegas go to an agency once they got old enough. The agency make them a profile with their personality and talents, but without a picture. Alphas get matched to an omega, without basing their opinion on looks. Jared is a TV actor, who wants to create a better public image for himself. He decides that getting settling down with an omega would make people respect him more. Jared tells he agency that he found an omega he liked, but he cheats--before, he had visited the agency and caught a glimpse of Jensen there. Jared thought Jensen was pretty, so he tells the agency that Jensen's personality matched his.

Jared and Jensen got married, then they spent their wedding night in a hotel. Jared has sex with Jensen first thing. Jensen has angst, since he had never been kissed and all his alpha wanted to do was knot him. After, they go to live in Jared's mansion. Jared is sexist (is that the toward word?) toward omegas--he ignores Jensen's talents and only used him for sex. I remember there's one scene where Jared takes Jensen shopping to buy him some sexy clothes. There's another scene where Jensen makes a cherry pie (one of his talents) and Jared doesn't want to taste it, he just used it for sex. At some point, a reporter comes by the mansion to make a story about how Jared's life as a married man. The story was a work in progress, and I'm pretty sure it was on a kink meme. I can't remember which meme, though.

The second fic had Jensen as a shy, awkward high school science teacher and Jared as one of his students. When Jensen came to the school, all the students got awkward because they secretly thought Jensen was so pretty. Jared stays after class and forces Jensen into having sex with him. Jensen wore glasses. This one was on a kink meme, too, but it was completed.

Anyone recognize these? :)

EDIT: Both have been found in the comments:
Pretty is As Pretty Does - http://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/45297.html?thread=11300081
Out of Syllabus - http://archiveofourown.org/works/668777/chapters/1221856
I was reading some cool teenchester fics, where Sam who is bi or gay gets asked out by guys what ever high school he is attending.

But are there any fics where Sam does not swing that way and is clueless , that when a guy asked him out it's not because he just wants to hang out as friends but because he's really interested in Sam. Dean is always aware of these guys, and always tries to warn Sam , something like " Sam dude is hitting on you" and Sam just scoffed it off as Dean being stupid or why does everything has to be about sex to Dean.
And then later Sam realizes that Dean was right especially when he's alone with the guy and he tries to make a move on him.

The guy gets angry, because of Sam rejection and tries to rape Sam. Cue in Big Brother Dean to the rescue, because he had a hunch or gut feeling about that guy.

So yeah does anyone know any stories along those lines? Could be gen or it could start out as gen but turns to wincest when Dean rescues Sam, because Sam is not gay for guys just Dean.

High school ages Sam is 14-18 and Dean is 18-22 or even later like season one ages?

Well I hope there are more than two fics like this? Praying and keeping fingers crossed.
thanks guys!
13 February 2015 @ 12:55 am
I am looking for any and all fics where Jensen is really shy or really innocent, and Jared is...well isn't. Any fics where Jared is really loud and boisterous/commanding (or whatever), but is instantly enamoured/fascinated with him and so decides to woo him/coax him into his bed? (Dark fics are fine)
Only bottom!jensen please and no non-con!

Thanks everyone :)
06 January 2015 @ 01:45 pm
Happy New year to Everyone in the Supernatural fandom! Wishing you all the best in 2015!!

I am looking for any fics when Jensen and Jared meet for the first time for roles of Dean and Sam Winchester, and its love at first sight or even lust at first sight. But they are unsure if the other feels the same.

I would preferred it to be between season 1 thru 3, it could be a slow build or one shot, or I will accept W.I.P and also definitely self- rec's welcome.

Also if Jensen could be the more experience/confident one in this and Jared in-experience, shy, nervous.

Please bottom Jared Only!!!

Thank you.
30 December 2014 @ 06:32 pm
Happy holidays!

I'm looking for two J2 fics I read a long time ago.

First: one of the boys is hiding out in the other's house without his knowledge (possibly hiding from someone?). I can't remember much about the fic, sadly...but it looks like an abandoned house, I think, but whichever owns it finds the other in the house. I really hope someone knows this fic better than I do!

Second: I believe it's Jensen, but for sure one of the boys owns a greenhouse/floral shop...and the fic had a terrific name...like magical sounding maybe? I know there are at least two similar fics, both good, but one was fantastic... Wow, my memory sucks!

Any help would be really appreciated! =}

Edit: both found...see comments! Thanks everyone!!!
30 December 2014 @ 02:43 pm
Hi guys, I have a couple of general themes I'm looking for and would much appreciate the help!

1) I'm looking for Wincest that starts as the boys just "helping each other out" (nudge, nudge, wink, wink) and becomes a relationship with plenty of angsting by the boys over whether the other feels the same.

2) I'd like any fics of any pairing (characters or RPF), where one of the boys is a shy or low self-esteem stripper/hooker/phone sex operator/etc.

3) Any fic of any pairing where one calls the other "Baby Boy" (obviously lends itself to Wincest or JA/JDM, but any pairing is good)

Thank you!!

(Mods: I can't for the life of me find the "any pairing" tag, could you pretty please add that?)
13 November 2014 @ 08:38 pm
Hey guys, it's me again. I swear I'm never going to get enough of this site :p

So I was wondering if you guys could rec me any J2 fics, with shy or innocent!jensen and confident!jared. You know, basically any stories where Jensen is all blushy and stuttery (or whatever) and Jared thinks this is adorable. (any fics where Jensen's shyness/innocence drew him to Jared in the first place? I don't mind stalking fics!). Jensen's shyness doesn't even have to be the main focus of the fic. Just as long as he's all cute and blushy and stuttery :3

And yes, I am aware that J2 recs just recently updated their site with exactly those tags. I was wondering if there where any other fics besides that? What are your guys favourite fics? :)
(I also don't mind if the role of the two J's are changed, i.e: shy!Jared, confident!Jensen, who's in love with Jensen's shyness)

Pretty much what the title says. Any stories where shy!innocent!cas catches the eye of Dean who's determined to have him, and so stalks or woos him until he gives in? Bonus point's if he's a virgin! (but not a must)

Additionally, I'm also looking for AU stories where Castiel is a natural submissive. Someone who is eager to please or who can't function unless he's being ordered around, or is just the type to easily go down on his knees for anyone more dominant that him. And of course this 'dominant someone' being Dean Winchester.
I know it's a pretty specific search but I'm hoping theres at least someone who can help me out.

22 September 2014 @ 11:25 pm
-Any fics where any of the Js are reclusive from society or ignored by society eg like in high school

-Also, do you know any recent fics? I feel like I'm reading the same ones again and again. It can be anything as long as it's J2 of course ;)

-Prefer bottom!jensen. Please do warn me if there is any bottom!jared

Thank you!

P.S if you have a delicious you are willing to share, please do. Mine is https://delicious.com/tazminlovesnandos
It only has around 40 fics since I only started it recently
09 September 2014 @ 04:50 pm
1. It's a short fic with UST and it it revolves around Jared buying a mattress

2. It is based on the Blake Shelton song Austin. Jensen has moved to California and is engaged to Danneel. He makes a phone call to Jared and the call ends with p.s Dallas (Jensen's nickname) I still love you.
04 July 2014 @ 04:50 pm
I am super in the mood for J2 college AU! Quirky boys, shy, whatever. The most important thing for me is the characters! I want to be invested in these guys!! (A wonderful example is Cha's Then Again!Verse)

Also lookong for some non-AU J2! Especially epics starting at the beginning!

For both I am looking for relationships, stories, mostly. I can never say no to slash, though!

Thanks anyone for recs!!
28 June 2014 @ 09:26 pm
I was wanting to read some stories where Jared is shy, for whatever reason, and Jensen is pursuing him, but when they get to the intimate part of their relationship Jared is a complete beast between the sheets.

J2 pairing only and bottom!Jensen only.

I read a story awhile back where Jared had been having an affair with one of his college professors and when the relationship fell apart he picked up and moved somewhere far away. he met Jensen, I think he had slept on the beach and Jensen and his niece met him there looking for turtle nests. Anyway Jensen lets him live in, like, this little shed/garage in his backyard and a relationship evolves between them. At some point the teacher Jared was having the affair with shows up and he and Jared end up in bed again but Jared feels bad about it because he loves Jensen. I think Jensen was, like, a house painter in it too.

Hey Guys,

I am a tad bit hazy on the details for this one, hopefully someone can help me out. I am looking for a J2 story (Or at least I think it is...) where Jared is a college student. Jared is an extremely nervous and shy guy and his only friend is his room mate? (Not so sure about that detail...) Sandy. She is the only one he isn't nervous and shy around.

Jared likes to listen Radio Speaker/Personality? (I don't remember what you call them lol) Jensen Ackles. Jared absolutely loves Jensen's voice. Jared eventually finds enough courage with some encouragement from Sandy to call Jensen's line and request a song to be play.

From then, Jensen and Jared end up speaking more and become friendsand very much later (this fic was a very slow build) in boyfriends even before they even saw each other. Remember Jared being extremely nervous about sending Jensen a picture of himself thinking of himself as inadequate.

Further down the line, J2 meet up unexpectantly and their relationships moves along more fluently.

I'm not sure about the sexual positions, it could have been a switch fic, but knowing myself, I'm sure it was bottom Jared.

I can't remember much more than that...

I've got a couple of requests I'm hoping someone can help me out with:

1. I'm looking for fics that center around super nice!Jensen or shy!Jensen will work. I've been through the shy tags at J2_recs/here and am hoping for some stuff either not found there or maybe some newer stuff. I'm looking for relationship stories with little to no focus on sex which is what I mostly found in the recent tag (too much sex focus). I want unbelievably nice Jensen, sweet and even self-sacrificing where he goes above and beyond for those he loves. If he doesn't realize how amazing he is, than all the better. I'll also take geek!Jensen or smart, but low self-esteem fictions. Only J2 pairings.

2. I' also looking for specific fic where alpha Jensen mated w/unwilling Jared (the wolf took over & he had no control) & he feels so guilty he lets Jared go off to college even though being separated from his mate could kill him. Jensen ends up in the hospital.

Thanks in advance for any help, everyone!

Specific fic found here: http://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/69733.html?thread=23137637&%20#t23137637

30 May 2014 @ 01:23 pm
are there any fics, J2 or even wincest really, where the boys are in a relationship and J1 seems to be really close to another guy, like maybe he is still really close with an ex-boyfriend, or just his other best friend in general, and J2 thinks that it should be them that J2 is closest to and gets jealous and sad that his boyfriend goes to someone else when he is sad, or tense or angry or whatever, and that they can make him laugh when it should be J2 who does that. i dont know if that makes sense, i just want to see J1 being really close to some other guy and it makes J2 insecure in their relationship.

also, i know we all love the sarcastic, caffeine addicted, bottled up jensen that people tend to right, but i was wondering if anyone knows any J2 fics where jensen is really shy and sweet, kind of like a little kid still. i dont really know how to explain it, just something different then we normally see with jensen. and if there are any sam/dean stories with dean like this that would be great too.

bottom jensen/dean for both if possible.
I'm looking for J2 stories in which one -- or both -- of the boy is in some way weird, personality wise. Can be AU or not. Like the title says, could be socially maladjusted, socially awkward, mentally ill, an antisocial jerk, etc etc. Think -- oh I dunno, movies that come to mind quickly are American Beauty, Donnie Darko, Choke, whatever... weird characters doing weird things.

I've already looked at every fic under J2 Rec's mental illness and creepers tags (link here and here) and while a few have been good that's not exactly what I'm looking for. The mental illness fics are often of the boys being so ill that they're homeless or institutionalized--what I'm looking for boys that are fine enough to function, just socially weird. The kinds of fics that DID fit my craving from that list were stuff like The Puzzle That is Me. As for the creepers list, I thought it was exactly what I was looking for but it's actually just stalking-related fic specifically, which isn't exactly on the mark, though some good stuff there too. I know there are various shy-boys recs I can find and I'm still working through those, feel free to share your own, but again not exactly on the mark.

A perfect example of the kind of fic I'm looking for is Write Me a Way into Your Life. There, Jared is socially awkward as hell and a little bit of a creepy stalker, and Jensen is taciturn and stoic and anti-social. But like, they're both ok with it and each other, if that makes sense.

I'm pretty good at knowing what I'll like by skimming the fics first, so feel free to dump recs and recs lists at me en masse.
18 April 2014 @ 01:39 pm
I haven't really read much J2 over the last couple of years but I have nothing to do over the Easter long weekend and I feel the urge to get back into it.
So I'm looking for AU fics where the boys don't know each other at first, have some sort of cute meeting scenario and then the whole dating/getting to know you fiasco hopefully leading to hot boy sex.
I've read some fics where one works in a cafe the other frequents or bakery or bookshop, or they run at the same park so something along those lines that is just sickeningly sweet and fluffy. Something that could be sold as a romantic comedy with two adorably awkward, dorky boys.
Any of the usual CW cast as sidekicks is a plus.
I feel that I've exhausted the highschool/college fics but if you rec something that fits the promt I won't be devastated.
Thanks heaps and happy Easter! xx
I came across a LJ post on how Jared had beat Misha in a scrabble game and when I read the comments it seems that lots of fans had thought Jared was kind of dumb because he's goofy until a one fan pointed out that he's actually really smart.

I'm searching for any fics where Jared hides his intelligence and acts dumb (May be because he's worried that he will get bullied) until someone finds out and confronts him. AU and non!AU stories are welcomed

Also I'm searching for any stories where Jared feels insecure due to the fans being a bit hostile towards him and Jensen/Misha/Jeff/Jim or anyone in the cast comforts him.

Thanks much in advance!

Hi everyone,
I love this fandom, and every last one of it fans! I need help finding a fic. that I read a long time ago, and can't seem to find.

Jensen has been abused in one way or another during his time on every TV show he's been on (emotionally, physically, sexually). He has severe PTSD, and uses drugs, and other self-harming tactics to cope, and to deal with his past abuse.

When he joins the SPN cast and meets Jared feelings develop between the J's, but Jensen is severely damaged but wants to be a stronger, and better person for Jared and eventually tells Jared about all the abuse. I remember Jared feeling overwhelmed, and torn between being happy that Jensen finally starts to tell him his painful past, and physically ill from Jensen's sometimes awkward, and sudden outburst of all the ugly things he went through.

I also remember that Jensen actually believed he wasn't worthy of love, friendship, or even being in Jared's company, and that he was very vulnerable and the story made me cry.

Oh, and Jared has a fight outside of a movie rental place with an old abuser of Jensen's, because the CW star starts calling Jensen a whore, and slut. I think the old abuser actually was with another CW star that he was currently dating, and Jared felt sorry for the new boyfriend and eventually helped that actor out of his abusive relationship with the unknown abuser. If I remember correctly Jensen and the other abused CW star both end up living with Jared. Also, Jared gets physically, and emotional ill himself from neglecting his own needs and putting Jensen's first all the time.

I hope someone remembers this story because I can't find it:-D

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I'm looking for a specific fic involving Biker!Jared, who is sort of creepy and dom on shy Jensen.  I think Jensen had a girlfriend or a friend that liked him and they went to some sort of dinner involving her family and that's how J2 met? Jared was instantly attracted and Jensen was shy and sort of terrified yet hot for it?  I think Jared and his gang might have been werewolves as well, or maybe there was just the Alpha/Beta/Omega dynamic.  Jared was very grabby and I think sexy times happened pretty quickly.  Dubcon or noncon occurred if I remember correctly.

Unfortunately I don't remember anything beyond that and I don't seem to have it saved or have been able to find it on google or delicious. If you can tell me the author and title of the story or link it here I would be ever so grateful! It's driving me crazy!
23 July 2013 @ 08:20 pm
I saw a post on tumblr and it got me interested.
So I'm looking for AU fics where Dean is a little chubby. Maybe he's shy about it. Maybe he tries to loose the weight. Preferred pairing is Destiel. I will take other pairings. I don't really want any overly kinky fics though.
03 July 2013 @ 12:49 pm
I was wondering if you guys could help me to find those two AU fics I read a while ago and couldn't find again.

1. alpha!beta!omega!fic where J² meet at a family reunion or something (they were cousins, I think). Jared was a teen and Jensen a couple of years older. They met and knew they were mates. Basically a PWP with that bit of plot. It was a short fic, max. 3000 words. Oh yes, and Jensen runs a flower store in that one. And Jareds grandmother was the one who knew what's happening when all the other were just like wtf...
That's all I remember...

2. A very shy Jensen stalks Jared and leaves every day baked goods on his doorstep. Jared wants to meet and thank him, but Jensen runs away. In the end they get together, but Jensen has a hard time with people he doesn't know. There was also a very protective Chris...

Any hints would be really really awesome!!!
Thank you guys :)

I remember reading a story once that was after Sam jumped into the cage, where he came back crazy. I'm pretty sure it started with him trying to make food, before Cas pointed out he was boiling a shoe. The main thing I remember though, is that Dean tells Sam a story about a flower that everyone tried to control as the flower grew, and it ended with Cas realizing just how cruel it was that Sam's whole life was controlled by heaven and hell since birth.

Also, if anyone has any insecure/shy!Jared or genius!Jared fics, I'd love to read them!

Edit: I found the specific fic. If anyone is curious, it's Roots Deep and Low.
30 June 2013 @ 11:17 pm

Specific Fics:

1) This involves Sick!Dean. In this fic, Dean has a digestion problem and Sam finds out eventually. There's a scene where Dean explains he went for tests and that he failed the radioactive sandwich test. That's all I can remember at the moment...

2) Gabriel makes a vessel for Castiel; he goes through the trouble of finding the best items to make the vessel. In one case he buys two precious gems for Castiel's eyes and that Gabriel had out priced Crowley for the very same gems (or that he bought them from Crowley).
# Found! Hallelujah!

3) Leviathan is influenced by Castiel's emotions for Dean and they sort of love him in a twisted way. They force Dean to swallow black goo which makes Dean yearn for them; there's a part where it's written that he's thirsty and nothing quenches his thirst.
# Found in the comments!! Yay!

4) Dean goes to hell and comes back as a demon. Sam accepts him however Ellen and Jo don't. I think they managed to exorcise Dean once but he crawls back out again and Sam offers his body as a vessel for Dean because he does not want to be separated from his brother again. Later Ellen and Jo exorcise Dean again however this time Dean and Sam's essence were twisted around each other and they both sank into Hell. I think Sam's body died as well.

General Fics:
a) Catboy Dean or Jensen please. (They can be feral and then tamed, outright shy and have their owner/caretaker be protective over them.)

b) Are there any fics where Jared or Sam get turned into a Moose?

c) Fics with Dean or Jensen turned into dogs (that are not a small or lap breed).

d) Bobby being fatherly with the boys, especially Dean.

e) Dancing Dean/Jensen fics please :D

Gen or slash is fine.
J2, Destiel and Debriel is awesome.
Warn me please if it is Wincest of any kind.

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Hi guys. Hope you resourceful people will be able to help me find  some wonderful stories that i've read a while ago and haven't been smart enough to bookmark them. J2 recs and spn cinema communities couldn't help me, either.

1. This first one might be a WIP, i don't remember well. I simply remember that at the time i devoured that hookerJensen story and i've been so very disappointed when i saw that it wasn't finished. The only details i remember about it are these: Jared was in college or highschool, was very rich and one random night when he was driving he saw hooker!Jensen on some shady street and became fascinated&obsessed by his beauty. He approached him, made an financial offer Jensen couldn't refuse and they both arrived at Jensen's shack of an apartment and Jared got a BJ. Jared was very attracted by Jensen and the time spent after their encounter couldn't stop thinking about him, and he was in such a state of permanent arousal that couldn't help bringing himself to orgasm, thinking obsessively about Jensen's beauty, his experience and the next time he will see him again. Because of his huge crush, Jared's result in school were suffering, and Jensen didn't believe him when he said he will be back thinking that Jared was just a loaded, shallow kid who will forget all about him. I don't know for sure if this detail is right, but it could be that Jensen had some problems in paying the rent and struggling to go hooking by himself and not become some property to another pimp...Finally, I can't remember if they had penetrative sex, (the description of the attraction, desire and sex was kinda scorching) but i remember Jared making the offer to help Jensen financially while they enjoyed some coffee in one of Jensen favorite coffee shops. This detail might happened before the blowjob or in between their other encounters.

I hope someone can remember this awesome story, or even the author. Despite the fact that it's been a long time since i read it, i couldn't forget it and looked for it everywhere *sigh*

2. The second story i want to find is somewhat a remix/adaptation of the movie Sabrina. I looked even in spn/j2 bigbang for it and nothing. Jared's dad was the driver for the very wealthy Ackles family  and had a huge crush on Jensen's sister who might be Sandy, who was supposed to get married to the son of a very wealthy family to mantain their bussiness affairs or something. Their parents considered Sandy incapable to be running their business so that's why they felt compelled to get her married to that dude. Jared goes to Paris for some photography classes or something like it and he returns from there a totally different person, at least physically. More attractive  and confident and still very in love (or so he thought) with Jensen's sis. He sent letters at home recounting his experiences there and now and then asking about Sandy.  I remember Jensen was kinda of a manwhore, a ruthless bussiness man and might possibly plotted with his own mom in tricking Jared, since apparently Sandy became interested in Jared lately. Jared finally realized what shallow and cold of a person Sandy and begun hanging out with Jensen without realizing Jensen's evil plan. I still remember some hot sex scene between Jared&Jensen at some holiday house where Jensen took him, or at least the amazing attraction between them. In the end Jared found out all about the awful plan and escaped to Paris where Jensen already expected him...Hope someone will remember it. Found in the comments

Thanks so much in advance you guys. Appreciate your input. Please forgive any grammar mistakes since english it's not my native tongue
And mods, i hope i picked the tags correctly. If i didn't, please let me know and i'll modify.
Ok, so I was re-reading rageprufrock's Morgue Files Ch.3 and now I basically just want fics of Dean getting his virginity back - a curse, or a coda to 4.5, or something - and being all shy and prim about it and driving the person lusting after him (Wincest, Destiel, whoever) up a wall. I'm really looking more for humorous stuff, not angst (though if it's really good...), and not really about Dean at *whatever teen year* losing his virginity the first time.

Thank you! And self-recs always welcomed.  :)
I'm looking for fics where Jared is really shy but Jensen still is interested in him. Even better if it's because he has self-esteem issues.

The second is a specific story where Jensen is a rockstar who really likes Jared who is a model. They sleep together and Jensen pokes holes in the condom to get Jared pregnant. There's this whole big thing where Jared is trying to find the father and they eventually figure out it's Jensen and there is a happy ending.
08 April 2013 @ 09:42 pm
My computer crashed and I’m searching for the following fics that I lost the links to! Hope someone remembers them! Thank you!

1- Jared is shy and watches Jensen swimming from a distance. Jared lives Jensen gifts like coffee and cookies.

2- Wee!chester story. Dean does not like newborn Sam. He tries to get John and Mary to take him back to the hospital. Dean finally starts to love Sammy after he saves Sammy’s life when the baby stops breathing. I remember a part in the end with Dean trying to move Sammy’s baby crib into Dean’s own room. It was too heavy for him to move so Dean climbs into the crib with Sammy instead.

3- Jared is in a mental hospital. Jared can’t sleep because the bed is made wrong. Jensen works there and takes care of him.

4- Jared and Jensen get stuck in an elevator. Jared has claustrophobia and freaks out. Jensen tries to calm him down. I think it was set at Christmas time and that’s why it takes ages for anyone to rescue them.

5- Wee!chester story. John thinks Dean has been stealing painkillers to sell. John spanks Dean before finding out that Dean really took the pills because someone had hurt him. John feels guilty and looks after Dean. I remember a line where Dean asks his dad who would want to buy some stupid pills?

Thank you again if you can help!
14 March 2013 @ 07:40 am
Hello everyone!
I know that there a lot of stories with Dean as badboy. Most of them set in High school AUs or general AUs. But now I wondered if there are any Badboy stories with Castiel out there. And where Dean is either the shy one or is just Dean. Maybe Dean gets even bullied by Castiel. I would take everything with Castiel as the badboy.

Maybe someone could help me out?
Thank you!
Okay, I'm looking for a few different things here.

1. Any fics where Dean's birthday is forgotten. Maybe he grows up not celebrating his birthday, when they always celebrate Sam's birthday. Or when Sam is at Stanford, he has to spend his birthday alone because Sam and John don't remember. OR, after Dean picks Sam up from Stanford up to anywhere in season 8, Sam and/or everyone else forgets Dean's birthday, and Dean is disappointed but doesn't mention anything, and everyone remembers later. I'd rather it be Non-Au.

2. Fics where Dean stops eating because he is stressed, keeps forgetting, someone says something mean about his eating habits (kind of like John in The Illusionist on ff.net), Sam realizes Dean didn't eat enough as a child because he gave it all to Sam, etc. Please, Non-AU.

3. Any fics where maybe Sam realizes Dean puts on a front, but in reality he's really shy or his true personality is like the opposite from what he makes it out to be and he only acts like that because John wanted him to or it was to protect himself. Maybe even Dean brags about being with tons of woman,  but he hasn't and only said that to pacify John or annoy Sam. Or he pretends to be dumb so Sam feels important. Possibly he is cursed to show his true self. Again, Non-Au please.

4. Fics based on the Disney movie Atlantis: The Lost Empire, where Dean and Sam go looking for the city, and Castiel and the other angels are actually the ancient civilization that live there. Destiel please, and obviously AU is the way to go.

5. Any fics where Sam and Dean climb Mt. Everest for some reason. Possibly they have to go on a journey to find some random artifact or something. Really specific with details on how hard the climb was and what they went through. Non-AU please.

If you could help me with any of these requests, I'd really appreciate it. Have a nice day! :)
Hey People! So i've got a specific search and a general search.

1. I'm looking for a story where Jared moved into a house either across the street from Jared or next door or something. Jensen likes him, but is too shy to approach him so he bakes different things for him and leaves them on his front door. The story continued on an i'm pretty sure they got together at some point in the story.

2. I'd love to read any shy Dean or Jensen stories you guys have. If there is sex I perfer Bottom Jensen and Bottom Dean.

Thanks in advance!!!!
16 January 2013 @ 07:29 pm
pretty much anything CUTE! dean kisses Sam's head in a fatherly, motherly, big brotherly manner. Any terms of endearment towards Sam. like baby, baby brother, little brother, just brother! or Sam calling Dean, big brother or just brother. or dean calls Sam cute. or adorable. or Sam is all shy and polite. and geeky!!! or really tired, or high, or drunk. ANYTHING GOES! but no slash, or season 4. thanks. au's are a no. self recs are good, very slight au's, any age. ANYTHING! it really doesn't matter about the length. or how many recs you give me. I'm good. :) <3
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09 January 2013 @ 08:38 pm
I am looking for a specific fic in which Jensen and Dean are twins and so are Misha and Cas.  If I remember right, Dean and Cas were together first and there was some kind of family event (I think it might have been a funeral) during which Jensen and Misha meet.  I do remember that Jensen was very shy (and maybe a virgin...?) and Misha was afraid of staying in one place.

If someone could please help me find this fic, I would greatly appreciate it. :)
Hello, lovely people. I looked everywhere for these two fics, but with no luck.

1. The first fic i am looking for is a wonderful story full of angst and hotness that i read a while ago, where Jared and Jensen were in college together (or possibly high-school). They were kinda living in the same house out of campus, along with Misha, Chris and Mike. Jared was looking for a place when finally found this house and Jensen's welcome was really cold. Or i am probably wrong and i,m mistaken two fics, again:(. The stuff that i remember right though, is that Jensen was gay and Jared was straight (or so he thought), and at a party Jared was in an upstairs room, when he received a steamy&unexpected blowjob from Jensen. One of them was surely kind of drunk, if i recall well.This left Jared kinda shocked and right after the deed couldn't face Jensen. I really don't remember if he'd gone away home (cause it was vacation) or Jensen avoided him like the plague because he definitely was having unrequited feelings for Jared...I remember that in all this time trying to avoid him, and thinking and re-memorizing the act, Jared realized he really missed Jensen and he was attracted to him and possibly gay also. It had a happy-ending, was full of angst and as i mentioned before i am probably mixing up two different stories together, so please forgive me if this confuses you. I am hoping that some of you resourceful people will have a clue of what i,m taking about and can help me finding this again. I really, really would love to re-read this fic again, cause it was truly amazing. It's even possible that i have it already saved somewhere but for the life of me i really can't remember the author *sigh*. Thank you in advance.

Found it http://archiveofourown.org/works/356841! Or better said [livejournal.com profile] cravenhawk nd anonymous did:). Thanks again

2. The second one is also a J2 fic, where the boys were also in college, and Jensen was a senior,Or i am probably wrong and Jensen was working and Jared was in college, so very confusing... . Jensen was a bit slutty, Jared was kinda shy and self-conscious, but despite this fact the boys still got together, i don't remember how. The thing that stuck with me is that Jared was very in love with Jensen, and at a picnic party that stretched long in to the night (it was possibly held at Chris's house) Jared found Jensen in the arms of someone else. Jensen brushed it off as something not so important...thing that escalated in to a fight. For the very hurt Jared, this was the final straw when he decided to leave Jensen. I remember Chris trying to calm him and explain Jensen's ways but Jared didn't wanted to hear and still left. After they calmed down, Chris tried to talk to Jensen (he was his best friend) and explain to him that he hurt Jared very much and he should try to think of ways in getting him back...Finally, Jensen realized kinda late what a big mistake he made, realized how much he really cared for Jared and tried to reconcile with him. Jared wouldn't want to hear it though. They were both hurting much in their own ways, but the ending was happy, as i remember. I don't know how they got there, but they did...OMG! I found the awesome one i loved so much!! I had it on my computer:)). Belongs to the creative http://grace-fully.livejournal.com/97277.html

Thanks everyone for helping though

This must be very confusing for you guys, i mean just look at the tons of college& highschool fics out there but i hope that someone can help me finds these beauties again. Thank you in advance for all your help, appreciate it

Mods, i hope i got the tags right, feel free to let me know if i,m not
19 December 2012 @ 09:41 pm
like the subject line says, I'm looking for fics where Jensen stutters or has a speech impediment and he feels really insecure about it and maybe stops talking. Jared is all awesome and wooing Jensen and they have a HEA.

Jared/Jensen only and if there is sex bottom!jensen only.

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16 December 2012 @ 10:53 pm
Hi. I've been trying to find a fic I read years ago for a while now with no success.
I think it has Jensen and Jared working as actors, possibly still on Supernatural, but I could be wrong. The point is, Jensen is really shy and socially awkward and generally tries to avoid being the center of attention, dislikes interviews... Jared somehow knows exactly how to handle that without them really talking about it - he shifts the center of attention to him, makes him feel comfortable etc., and Jensen falls in love with him. Happy ending eventually.
I wish I could remember something more specific, but I don't. Does it ring a bell with someone?
15 December 2012 @ 11:15 pm
So this is pretty simple, just want any fics where sam is adorable, and dean mentions it or something like that. any age pre-series or no. or sam is all shy and cute, and dean is like "awww..." de-aged is fine, really doesn't matter. And if you have anything of when they are teens and dean gives Sam "the talk" birds and bees, sex, puberty, drugs, peer pressure, insecurities, homosexuality, bullying, cutting, suicide, etc. ANYTHING THAT'S AWESOME!!! kinda like-
The First Time-http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5324045/1/The_First_Time
Funny is good! and serous is amazing! nothing in season 3 or 4. no au's (atleast nothing major), no pairings please. anything else is allowed. Thank you. i have looked around and have found some things... but i want, no, i NEED more!!! so thanks!
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11 December 2012 @ 02:08 pm
I know there are a couple of stories with this theme.

What I know: In one Jensen is at a house party and runs into the guy who 'discovered' him. JDM and Christian Kane (I think Dave Boreanaz might be involved somehow, as a good guy) know this guy is bad news; they get him to admit he drugged and assaulted Jensen.

In another I think Jared's dad convinced him to go with a particular agent/manager (with the knowledge that he wasn't a good guy). The agent basically gets Jared shit jobs and expects sexual favors in return. He's convinced Jared that he's not a good actor.

I'm not sure about pairings (except for non-con Jensen/OMC). I think they might both end up Jensen/Jared
If you good people know of any other fic along similar lines I'd love to read them, too.

Edit: Second fic found. It's Mis-Managed (link in comments).
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Hi everyone I was hoping y'all could help me by recing a few fics pretty please :)
1) Any wincest fics were the boys have a daddy kink, were Sam calls Dean daddy.
2) any fics where Jared and Jensen are in high-school and are best friends but one is in love with the other
3) Any j2 high-school with Jensen as a popular jockey type and Jared is a quit nerd with a huge crush on Jen
Please and thank you for you help in advance :3
28 September 2012 @ 09:02 pm
Hey! Me again.

Basically, I remember reading a fic ages ago in which Jared moved in to the apartment next to Jensen's (who was living with Chris, if I remember correctly.) Jensen was super shy (possibly agoraphobic?) and I remember one specific part where Jared was talking to Jensen through the divider on their balconies and Jensen was knocking against it in response. I also seem to recall something about Jared lending Jen an old stuffed animal to 'look after'. Oh, and something about a trash chute.

I hope someone knows what I'm on about! Thanks in advance.
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Any SPN fics where Dean deals with his looks - liking or not liking how he looks more like Mary than Sam, getting picked on/beat up for looking 'pretty', thinking ppl assume he and Sam are together because of his looks, dealing with what the demon!Dean in DATDOM said about how everything of his personality from his jacket to his music was copied from John so who is 'Dean' really?, etc.

Also a question about FF.net. I looked for more TIH fics. The main listing on FF says there are like over 40 fics. I click to open the TIH section and it only shows 20 or 30 fics. Where are the rest of them? Do authors mark their stories as private or something?

Lastly, I'm looking for fics where Sam finds out something about Dean that contradicts Dean's tough guy self imposed image. Like how he is with little kids or maybe he help saves a kitten or he writes music, he reads romance novels, he watches Oprah or chick flick movies. Or a fic where Sam realizes just how tactile Dean really is, how he's always the one to initiate physical contact like in AHBL2 or
that spoiler clip for 8.01!
I just read a fic series on AO3 that was gen where Sam teaches Dean how to be loved by doing nice things for him or giving him a hug just because. So anything like that would be awesome too.

Hey I was today at a blooddonation and I´m wondering if there any Blooddonationstories:

Something like that:

On J is a doctor or works at the blooddonation center. And the other J is a regular donater but move to an other city and keep on donating and fall in love with the doctor/worker there and even If he cant donate (because of iron deficiency in the blood or so)he keep donating so not only because of the money/food its because of the other. The doc fell also in love with the other. but both shy.


its J (equal if its Jen or Jay ;) ) first blooddonation and he`s scary. A friend take him there and he collapse because of hes scary an a little bit because of the hot doctor.

Are there any stories like that out there?????????

Looking for not so long stories.

Can also be PWP. Dont care who ist Top or Bottom.

Only Happy-Endings.
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11 August 2012 @ 02:28 pm
High guys, once again i need your help. I have a snippet of a story in my head and i can't for the life of me remember where it's from.
If one of you wonderful people could help i'll bake cookies in your honour. Ok, so i will eat them all myself but i will be thinking of you when i bake them and it's the thought that counts right?! lol!!

Here's what i remember.

Jared lives with his Mom. (I'm not sure if his Dad has passed away or has left)
Jared pretends to his Mom that he has lots of friends at school when he doesnt. He goes to his school prom alone and is sitting outside when Jensen comes out and has a fight with his girlfriend (i think it was danneel) Jensen gets talking to jared and they leave in Jensen's car and i think they go and see a movie. (i think jared is worried about not having enough money?) I want to say there's something about Jensen having to get his younger sister from a house party and sneak her back home too but that might be from another fic. It ends up being Jared/Jensen. I know it's not much to go on but if anyone knows what fic i'm talking about it would put me out of my misery! The best part is, i'm 99% sure i have this fic saved somewhere!!

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05 August 2012 @ 04:50 pm
I'm looking for fics that go against the usual. For example I would like to see:
1. A fic where the gay character doesn't pine after/ secretly love the seemingly straight character.
2. A fic where the character who tops first is the shy virgin, not the bottom (they can both be shy virgins, just not only the bottom)
3. A fic where the gay character doesn't want to get into a relationship with the other character because they believe them to be straight - not the usual where the entire story is the straight character embracing their gayness
4. A fic where one character doesn't want to get into a relationship with the other because they believe them to be extremely promiscuous.