I'm looking for this one specific homeless teen Dean fic. He meets Castiel behind a dumpster behind the Roadhouse (I think?) when he's looking for a place to sleep after he got kicked out by his dad. In the end they both sleep there. They both work as a prostitute, sometimes together. One day Alistair kidnaps Dean and they don't find him for a few days (weeks?). In the end Dean ends up in the hospital and Sam and John are there as well? -->
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I lost all my bookmarks so if anyone could rec some longer (preferably at least 10k but if you think a shorter one is amazing too please add as well :) ) fics with these themes that would be great;
- Dark pre-stanford/stanford era. Dean centric.
- Abused!Dean (all the abuse, by everyone, canon or au)
- Abused!Castiel (again all the abuse)
- Abused Sam, but only by Castiel,Dean or John.
- Any other dark stories with Dark!Sam/Dean/Cas
- Any story where John comes back from the dead after season 5.

Hello, all!

Recently very specific scene in certain fic was suddenly popped in my head and have refused to go away.

So I am looking for three specific fics that I have been bugging the heck out of me . I have been trying for the past couple days to find them, but apparently me and google right now are not seeing eye to eye. So without any further adieu:

1. Dean and Sam have a normal family. John and Mary are both alive there is no hunting, but there is wincest. I think Dean is married to Carmen, but he really wants to be with Sam.  Also, I believe Dean to be in his 30s while Sam is a 16, possibly. I think Carmen and Dean are getting a divorce, but some how she finds out about them and threatens to tell John and Mary, which I think she eventually does. So Dean and Sam both head to Canada, because Sam has a friend who he met on the internet who was in a similar situation, which ends up being Jensen and Jared.  I remember there was a lot of sexual tension because Sam and Dean couldn't always be together and they need to hide from their parents.  FOUND in comments

2. I am looking for a fic that has a Dean/Jensen/Jared/Sam pairing .It was definitely a long fic that I believe is still WIP. I think the premise goes something like Dean finds out he has a twin brother named Jensen who sent away as a baby.  I think Jensen may have had rough time and there was lots of angst and as well as incest, between the 4 of them.  It is very AU and there is no hunting and I believe the boys are in there late teens? And they both end up meeting twin brothers Sam and Jared who I believe are 25 years old. I know the last chapter I read had Dean thinking that he might get away for awhile and it was very angsty. I swear the title had to deal with "of whirlpools or washing machines" something along those lines.  I remember too, the banner was of a picture of a younger Jensen wearing a black sweater or long sleeve shirt with possible piercings or eyeliner and eye shadows. I may have just made those two things up, with what little brain cells I have left, but who knows.  FOUND in comments


3. This is on FF.net , but i forgot to save it. I believe Dean was a hooker. It was AU and the boys were not related. Sam had been tailing him because the guys Dean picked up may have been demons (something supernatural) and were going to kill him. I know Sam saves him, Dean is grateful. They have go back to Dean's apartment and they end up having a relationship. I think Dean joins Sam on the hunts, but he mostly stays in the motel and I know the last chapter deals with both of them getting into a fight because Dean wants Sam to teach him how to fight so he can help out. I know it ends up with Sam telling him he will teach him different fightong tecniques, but Dean must always follow Sam's lead.  FOUND in comments

Thanks in advace for all of the wonderful help!