07 September 2017 @ 11:58 am
Gabriel is an omega and runs away from his oppressive home. He meets Sam and they fall in love, but Sam has to leave (Works on a ship? is a soldier? idk). While Sam is gone Gabriel realizes he is pregnant and is excited to tell Sam only to "find out" that Sam died while he was away. He then raises their child while dealing with the stigma of having a kid out of wedlock only to find out years later that Sam is alive. They reunite and its a happy ending. Also Cas is in there somewhere, I think he eventually went looking for Gabriel?
03 September 2017 @ 05:13 pm
Hey Guys,

I recently read a story where Jared had a kid by himself because his boyfriend left him. He lived with Chad and Sophia. He owned a coffee shop and met Jensen there. Turns out Jensen doesn't like kids (or so it seems at first...) They stop dating. Jared then gets hurt and visits a physical therapist, which *surprise surprise* is Jensen. Jensen then tries to win Jared back.

ring any bells ?

Thanks !

Read an mpreg fic 'Desperate Times' by Hemrage on Livejournal many years ago. Craving to read it again but it seems that they have deleted their journal. Anybody has a copy of the fic?

Would be very grateful for your help in any way...

17 August 2017 @ 11:20 pm

So I've been trying to find this fic, but I really can't remember a lot of it... as in, literally all I remember is that the fic featured omega/beta Jared, and he was pregnant. The one scene I clearly remember is that Jared had decided to switch his major to gender studies, once he figured out that he was pregnant. Now that I'm thinking about it, I'm pretty sure he also goes to some sort of support group for pregnant men or something. I know Jensen was an Alpha and a born!were, but Jared may have been a human at the start of it.

(Oh! Also, the gender studies scene happens WAY into the fic, which is pretty long. I think it's also an LJ fic, but not sure.)
06 July 2017 @ 10:09 pm
I'm looking for a mpreg fic that I know used to be on the samdean archive, but I'm not sure if it was ever transferred to AO3 since I can't remember the author or title. What I remember is that Dean got pregnant, but ran away because when he'd asked San if he ever wanted kids Sam had said no. So he ends up at this cabin where Sam finally tracks him down. Dean acts like an ass to get Sam to leave, telling him the kid isn't even his, that it's just the result of either a one night stand or a john, I can't remember which way he went. Anyways, Sam leaves initially, and Dean goes into labour right after.

If anyone could help me by either having a link that works or a copy they could send me that would be amazing.

27 June 2017 @ 11:14 pm
ok so i am pretty sure that i read this on aff a while back and now i can't find it. don't remember the name, but i remember that gabriel was thought to be dead but was brought back. he and sam get together and sam winds up preggers. dean, sam, gabriel and cas go on the run to hide while sam is pregnant. somehow balthazar and kevin come in and hide with them too. meanwhile, dean and cas finally hook up and cas winds up pregnant too. finally sam gives birth and angels come after the baby but i dont think they succeed.

i know this sounds weird but i really did love this fic and now it is so frustrating not to be able to find it again.

any help is appreicated!
looking for a specific J2 story:

Jared is a human, i believe in this story human males are capable of getting pregnant but it's been a while so I'm not sure. What i do remember is that Jared hires himself out to be a surrogate for different creature species that aren't capable of reproducing themselves. He had just finished an contract and was approached about a new one. The creature is a species that humans have had issues with in the past in that the creatures tended to take and or kill humans in the past. The creatures have wings and live in a city in the sky. The creature is Jensen, he has a representative approach Jared's manager/handler with a contract proposition, as he hasn't found a mate in his own species and he desperately wants children. Jared decides not to dismiss the meeting outright, despite the dangers and agrees to meet with Jensen. Jared almost decides to not take the contract but then, seeing Jensen's desolation because this was his last hope to have children, Jared decides to take the contract. Jared goes to live with Jensen in the sky city. Jensen's species mates while flying and since Jared is human and not capable of flight, Jensen rigs Jared up with a special harness and they take to the sky where Jared gets the fucking of his life. That is all i remember right now and i really want to read the story again and see if there's more!!! Thanks in advance!!!

Edit: Found!!!


Thank you commenter!!!!
01 June 2017 @ 12:37 pm
Omega Dean and Alpha Sam became orphans because of a housefire and was put in a facility/orphanage. Alpha Cas was looking for a mate at the facility/orphanage and saw Dean was nursing Sam. Cas wanted only Dean but, Dean told him they come as a package.

Cas only sexually involve with Dean and raising Sam part of obligation/promise with Dean. Dean continue to nurse Sam but Cas also suckle from Dean as part of sexual act.

At the end of the fic Sam go to school and Dean become pregnant. Sam still want to nurse from Dean but his chest was sore so he refused. Cas wanted to wean Sam off because we scared there won't be enough for his soon to be born baby.
03 May 2017 @ 12:38 pm
I read a story a while ago and can´t find it anymore.

Jensen had turned or mated Jared against his will. Jared was pregnant and hated it. I think he commited suiced in the end but I´m not sure.

Can someone help me please.
21 April 2017 @ 07:27 pm
Hi all--

does anyone have a copy of sloedjinn's Well Fed? It was a fill on the kinkmeme & is listed on the pinboard, but sloedjinn deleted their fics. Sam/Dean, ABO, Omega!Sam, lactation!kink.

Also looking for a fic that featured Sam/Dean/John which I thought was maybe on the kinkmeme. It was about how the only place that first John, then the boys, allowed themselves emotional expression and feelings was in the shower. They could hug and kiss, all three of them, but only there.

Crossing my fingers that you lovelies will help me out.

ETA: 2nd Fic Found!
21 March 2017 @ 11:43 pm
Hi, hoping you can help me find some fics i read a while ago on ao3 and cant seem to find again

The first one is a one shot. An angel tries to kill Dean but Castiel steps in front of him. Sam and Dean think that Castiel isn't really dead as there are no wing impressions on the ground. When dean takes a shower he finds the wings on his skin as Castiel had his wings wrapped around him when he died.

The second is an alpha/beta/omega au.
Castiel is an omega and recently found out he's pregnant. He's scared Alpha Dean wont want the pup so Benny offers to look after him and the pup if Dean doesn't want to be involved. Benny had previously lost a mate and pup.
Dean finds out about pregnancy and assumes Cas is leaving him as he thinks he wont be a good father. Cas and Dean talk it out and decide to raise the pup together.

There is also a scene where Lisa who is Deans ex sends them baby clothes and it upsets Cas as it has her scent on them. Dean realizes and gets rid of them.

Thanks in advance for your help :)
22 February 2017 @ 11:32 pm

A few days ago, I posted looking for The Winchester Family Series by Calysta, which had been on, the now, defunct Sam and Dean Archive.

I reveived a message from Calysta, letting me know she was posting everything to her A03 account. In my haste to share the info, I managed to delete my post. I'm gifted like that.

Anyway, head on over to A03 and you'll find the entire  series, on Calysta's page. Sorry for any inconvenience.
And another big "Thank You!" to Calysta for reposting everything.


31 January 2017 @ 09:50 pm
Hey y'all,
It's a bit alarming, but I went to visit sinful-desire.org for their archive of fics, specifically "Riot Gear" and the entire site has been suspended.
Anyone have a copy of Riot Gear? Or any others off the site? Riot Gear is possibly one of my favourite stories to read.

22 January 2017 @ 12:21 pm
Hello everyone, I am hoping someone can help. I wanted to re-read Baby Steps by Juli but have been unable to access it. I have the following link that was provided to me from a wonderful member of this community when I originally was searching for this story (oddly enough)last January. http://samdean.archive.nu/viewstory.p​hp?sid=347&textsize=0&chapter=1 It keeps telling me that the page can't be displayed. Does anyone have another link or perhaps a PDF version that they could share (with author's permission of course).

I really like this story and I'm mad at myself for not keeping a copy of it. Any assistance you can offer would be greatly appreciated.
04 January 2017 @ 08:24 pm
Sam had a relationship with Loki/Gabriel in college, thinking him a human. Eventually Gabriel leaves because he's getting too involved with Sam. A few months later Sam realizes he's pregnant. He hides it and Jess (as a friend) helps by posing as the mother. Sam gets back just in time to save the baby, named Loki for his father I think, from the fire. He goes with Dean, but doesn't hunt, hiding the fact that his son isn't entirely human since Dean and John wouldn't accept him. Eventually Dean sees Loki do magic but accepts it. John doesn't when he finds out and wants to kill the baby and almost fights with Sam about it.

Bobby's involved somehow too, but just wants Sam and the baby safe and happy. Somehow Gabriel finds out about his son and takes him and Sam away from John. I think Dean summoned him? Because he wanted to kill him?
03 January 2017 @ 10:49 pm
Hey guys!

I'm on vacation and I was exploring the One Secretly Has The Other's Child theme at [livejournal.com profile] j2_recs. I've read all of them and I was wondering if any of you could suggest more stories with the same description. I'm not picky but I'd rather read finished stories.
Thanks in advance!
01 January 2017 @ 02:13 pm

1 ) Because there is coming Fifity Shade of Darker movie, I was wondering is there J2 version this movie? Or Sam/Dean. I didin´t like the the first movie but J2 version it could work ;D I like long fic but you can one shot, too! Only TopSam, please ;p

2) Anything dark Sam/Dean fic. ? Give me your favorites!
3) Also PrgenantDean are ok, too! Only TopSam again.

4) some history fanfiction with J2 or Sam/Dean

Thank you!
11 December 2016 @ 08:48 am
Hello, I am looking for a specific story that I thought I bookmarked but apparently didn't.

I only remember a couple of things about it but what I really remember about it was how it made feel when I read it. It was very well written and I could "feel" Jensen's anxiety and Jared's fear and nervousness.

What I remember is that it wasn't a long story and they were in the car (I don't remember if they were heading to the hospital or not) and they were stuck in traffic and Jensen ended up delivering on the side of the road. It was painful and difficult for Jensen.

I know thats not much but because of how well written it was, the emotions of the story have stayed with me and I'd really like to read it again.

I would also welcome any other stories with pregnant Jensen or Dean having a difficult delivery. Only J2 or Dean/Sam pairings please. Please no WIPs and self recs are always welcomed.

Thank you in advance. I'm really hoping someone can help me find the specific story.

Specific story found (see comments). Still open for recommendations for similar stories - Thank you!
07 December 2016 @ 05:47 pm
I'm looking for a dragon fic. In it, Jared was a late bloomer and didn't go into heat until he was older. He made a gorgeous nest, but no one came. Until Jensen. Top Jensen and bottom jared.

Hello, first time posting anywhere so apologies for any mistakes.

I am looking for a fic I read a few years ago. I believe it was Sam/Dean and mpreg. From what I remember Sam was pregnant with Dean's baby while Dean was away (I think in purgatory). The baby doesn't make it and Sam keeps the ashes in a box that he acts sketchy about when Dean returns. Sam seems very depressed, Dean is angry. Dean thinks it's drugs or something bad in the box and dumps out the ashes in a pond...? i don't really remember anything else. Does anyone have any idea what this story might be?
18 November 2016 @ 09:42 pm

I'm pretty sure I read this AO3 a while back but can't find it. It's AU RPS, J2. Jared and Jensen are friends, Jared is a werewolf and accidentally bites and turns Jensen. Turned humans are only supposed to be betas but Jensen becomes an omega and gets pregnant, but Jared is kidnapped by people who use him in death matches. Jensen saves him. It's a good story and I would love t reread it. Any pointers much appreciated.

ETA: Fic has been found, thank you hershey_girl! It's Change for the Best from Alycat.

Thank you,
Hi! I'm afraid I'm a little fuzzy on the details as I read this a long time ago, but I'm itching to find it again. The few details I definitely remember are

  • Sam and Dean are both werewolves;

  • Sam claims Dean against a tree;

  • Heavy mentions on the incest bit, how having offspring between two siblings somehow made the child stronger because of werewolf biology (or something like that), with Sam insisting on knocking Dean up;

  • Dub-connish

If anyone has any ideas on what this story might be, I'd greatly appreciate it! Thank you so much in advance!

P.S. I'm new to this community, so if I make any mistakes please tell me and I'll fix them right away. Thank you!

Found it, thanks to alexxkah! : 25th Summer, by sdwbf
08 November 2016 @ 05:20 pm
I´m searching two stories:

1. was an arranged marriage between Jared and Jensen. Jared hated that he had to mary Jensen, he had an affair with JDM. In the end he fell in love with Jensen and they were both pregnant (?).

2. J2 are were wolves and Jared was "promissed" to Jensen at a verry young age. Somehow Jared was considered dead and lived among humans.

Does that ring a bell?

Thank you
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08 November 2016 @ 12:15 am
Hey there! So I've been over in the fandom of Teen Wolf getting my Sterek on and thought it was time for some good ole J2! I'm looking for some fics with Alpha Jensen with Jared as his Omega/Beta and if there is some mpreg then that would be awesome. Would like 20,000+ word count, please. I would appreciate any help you are able to give, I'm up for oldies but goodies and newer fics also. Thanks guys!
02 November 2016 @ 07:29 pm
I read a story awhile back, but it wasn't finished when I read it. It's a Sam and Dean story. I remember it was Sam getting raped by a demon who impregnated him with twins (boy and girl). It was at Pastor Jim's church. He hated the babies even when he was told they were human. Dean and John were worried of course. Later in the story, it was said that if a human were to have sex with Sam before the birth of the twins they would be born human. So they all agreed that Dean would have sex with Sam. Dean didn't want to hurt Sam, so he made sure Sam was in control of the whole thing. When the babies were born, Dean and Sam agreed that they would want to be in a romantic relationship. When it came time to tell John, he didn't like it. He said something along the lines of 'you think it's best to be in an incestuous relationship?'
24 October 2016 @ 02:21 pm
I'm looking for fics either of the J2 or Sam/Dean variety that feature mpreg and/or omega Jared/Sam. Bonus points for fics where mpreg/omega Jared/Sam fics where he's escaping an abusive past.

I'm also looking for a specifc J2 fic with omega Jared.Its a forced boning fic. I cant remeber if they are fourced together by some outside agency or if they are fourced together by nature i.e. once you meet your mate you cant refuse bonding. I do remember that there is an age difference and Jared is younger, maybe a teenager, while Jensen is an adult. They live together in Jensens home and they don't physically bond at first because Jensen knows Jared is not ready for that.Read more... )
17 October 2016 @ 08:09 pm
Hey y'all!

I'm looking for a specific fic, where Sam and Dean went their separate ways after Lucifer is released. Sam finds out he's pregnant, but can't tell Dean. Sam ends up attempting suicide in his motel bathroom, where his boss (from the local bar) finds him.
03 October 2016 @ 11:50 pm
I've been searching for quite a while for all three of these fics.

1. This fic is kind of a redo of the striga episode where in this Sam is pregnant but he doesn't know until the striga attacks him and attacks the baby and he ends up having a miscarriage.FOUND!

2. This fic reminded me of The Crow because Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed and they both were both shot and 'killed'. Dean comes back and goes after the people that were involved and tries to find Sam. I remember in this one Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.

3. This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He creates a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortures him. Sam is able to escape and stays with Bobby. It's a long time before he feels comfortable being around Dean.

I hope someone can help me find these fics, I've been really wanting to reread them. Thank you!
It was set in the future, in space on a ship or space station, some sort of long-term study or mission and J2 were the only ones on board. Whatever their main mission, Jared (alpha) had a secret secondary mission, to get Jensen (omega) pregnant.

I don't recall if they were weres or not.

Found! Fuck Me to the Moon by [livejournal.com profile] thursdaysisters
26 September 2016 @ 10:40 pm
I am hopping someone recognizes this one; again searching for someone else this is what the person remembers:

Cas is omega or mpreg.. Castiel is in an abusive relationship with Dean.. they have a baby daughter, and Cas is pregnant with second child. When Cas was finished with the doctor appointment he was waiting for Dean to pick him up but Dean wasn't there so a pregnant Castiel had to walk home carrying their baby girl through the rain.

Thank you!
20 September 2016 @ 07:40 pm

Im Looking For Pregnant Jensen Where The Pregnancy Or Male Pregnancy In General Is Dangerous .....i Prefer If Its Long And J2 Even If The  Baby Isnt His

15 September 2016 @ 07:14 pm
Hello Everyone,

Im looking for a lost Destiel fic/verse. It was on Ao3 this is all the person can remember:

It starts with Dean being in heat, and Cas (the Alpha of Jessica's pack) breaks into Dean's house where he lives with Sam and Bobby. They have sex and later on Cas brings Dean onto his pack lands to stay with him. Jessica works for Cas and is dating Sam. Dean and Cas mate and in a later segment, Dean gets pregnant. Cas is an Alpha, Jimmy is a Beta, and Emmanuel is an Omega. Missouri also is the housekeeper.

Hope someone knows this fic.

Thank you!

Found! Howl At the Moon Series By Lynx22281
25 August 2016 @ 03:30 pm
I just read Road Side Assistance by obsidianromance and absolutely loved it! It had me gripped tight until the end even though I knew what the outcome was going to be.

So, having read that and really liking the premise, it has made me want more stories along the same lines (or close to). Basically I am looking for stories with mpreg Jensen/Dean who is hurt and having to deliver his babies. Maybe he's shot while protecting Jared/Sam or maybe an ex lover comes to take Jensen back and hurts him and sends him into premature labor. Or a demon attacks Dean. I'll take any story where Jensen/Dean is hurt while pregnant. (I can't believe I am actually asking for these stories...always thought mpreg would squick me out but have found some to be quite emotional and well done if you can suspend your belief and you know...accept male pregnancy!).

Please no non-con.

Thank you in advance for any recommendations you can offer. Please only J2/Wincest, no WIP's and self recs are always welcomed!
14 August 2016 @ 06:40 pm
I read this fic on AO3 a while back and somehow failed to bookmark it. In it Dean is an omega who comes back home because John is dying. Cas is his doctor and an alpha. In this reality omegas are second class citizens and Dean had been assulted in the past because of it. It is a very long fic and there is mpreg in it. I've been looking on AO3 and here but haven't been able to track it down. Thanks in advance.
10 August 2016 @ 08:10 pm
The story I'm looking for is many years old.  It is AU and I'm nearly certain it was Sam and Dean instead for Jared and Jensen.  Sam and Dean are a family with a small child and Sam is pregnant with second child.  They are being chased by a bad man (maybe a shapshifter?).  Dean stays behind to stop the bad guy while Sam and little boy hide out in a cave.  And Sam goes into labor.  It is a great story and I'd love to read it again, if anyone can help me here.

Thanks so much to Onehotmama199 for the link.
As the header says I'm looking for a specific fic that I read years ago but I have now lost.

I remember that it was a Mpreg fic. I think it was Dean, but I'm not 100% certain, who was cursed by a fertility goddess (as a thank you I think?) and then he became pregnant. The brothers ended up in a town where the doctor from Croatoan had moved to and she becomes their doctor. I think they settled down in that town and got new identities so that they weren't legally brothers anymore (there was a spell involved?). I'm pretty sure that Sam started work doing something with the local sheriff.

Major plot points that I remember:

Later in that fic or possibly in a sequel Sam and their kid got into a car crash but were virtually unharmed because the Impala is made of strong steel and didn't crumble like a new car would have. Also later in that fic or maybe in the sequel Sam is worried about their kid not walking yet and he is concerned because they are after all brothers and maybe that has genetically affected their kid. But at the doctors office the kid starts walking just before their appointment. 
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14 July 2016 @ 12:16 am
Ok so I dont remember the names of two fics i can't find:
First fic, Jared and his wife are having trouble in bed so they go to couple's therapy? Jensen helps them figure out whats wrong. Turns out Jensen and Jared having sex?

Second, A/B/O fic with Jensen as an omega? And he has a partner whom i think was a beta? Either way they want kids so they find a donor who turns out to be Alpha Jared.

Please help i cant remember the names of these fics
I am looking for a fic where someone turns Dean into a girl temporarily and he ends up pregnant. Gabriel extends Bobby's house to make room for nursery. Castiel and Gabriel are frequently away fighting Raphael. Claire arrives at Bobby's house when Dean goes into labor.
Please help find this fic!

FOUND in comments.
15 June 2016 @ 06:38 pm
Hi All,

To keep from going through SPN withdraw, I'm binge watching the previous seasons.  I'm currently on season 8 and, what I think are bits of a story keep popping in my head, so I'm hoping you guys can help me.

It's really only like two parts though: Dean and Castiel are back from Purgatory and when Dean killed the monsters there, he took on aspects of them, like *cough* a werewolf knot *cough*, and Cas was still crazy, but he finally had a cat.  I think it also may have been eventual Mpreg with Dean knocking up Sam.

I know it's not much to go on, but is anyone could help me, I'd be forever greatful!
14 June 2016 @ 12:39 am
Hi, I'm looking for a fic I once read where Sam is the king of hell with dean as his mate and Dean was pregnant and when he went in labor he was place in a gyno chair with cameras televising his birth showing his hole which was huge, I think I remember how after giving birth Sam has sex with him.

Does anyone know which one this is?
12 June 2016 @ 11:15 pm
Hi! I'm looking for a fic that I saw recommended on sumersault1509's Delicious account (here, around the middle of the page: http://del.icio.us/somersault1509/virgin!Jensen?&page=6). The title is "Blast from the Past," and the summary says: "Jared's parents buy Jensen and give him to Jared as his Christmas present."

The link leads to a deleted and purged account. After some googling it looks like the fic was written for a community--there's another broken link at http://spnanonhaven.livejournal.com/25469.html?thread=136649597#t136649597.

Can you guys please help me find this fic? I would love to read it!
Hello everyone...looking for a specific fic that I unfortunately do not remember much of and my hour or so looking on Google was unsuccessful. I know the title had the word "Drive" in it and that in the story Jared is famous (not sure if Jensen was also or not) and Jensen is pregnant during part of the story and he ends up with all kinds of things happening to him (can't remember if he had a miscarriage before a successful pregnancy or not but I think he did), ends up with gestational diabetes and spends the last month or so stuck on bed rest. I also remember Jared doing an interview (about his and Jensen's relationship) with a reporter that he thought he could trust.

I'm sorry that I don't recall anything else. Hoping to find this story again.

Thank you in advance for any assistance you can offer.

FOUND! http://etoile-etiolee.livejournal.com/72441.html

Thank you so much!
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Hi! I'm looking for two fics I remember reading years ago, but haven't been able to track down since.

1. Dean is on the run from evil!Sam. Dean is in a bar while Sam is on tv telling the world that Sam will kill someone for every day Dean doesn't turn himself in. The folks in the bar don't consider this to be a problem; Dean does, and turns himself in.

Second request behind the cut for rape: Second request )
I want all stories about Dean or Jensen forcing Sam or Jared to get pregnant with his child or children.  Send me the links.  Thanks! 
So, again I need your help. I'm in a great need, I looking for a couple fanfic....

Five about Destiel: The Mirror of Erised, (Cas)Mpreg (you have to look at the pictures), demonCas - priestDean AU, Destiel with bike accident, Destiel where Cas fighting for animal rights.
One about pre-series Dean (Stanford area),
One Cockles with scared Misha.... Can/want you help me? Then read the whole and see thi pics... )

Please help! Longest (longer than 5,000 words) and well-written fics the best! Thank you dears!
06 April 2016 @ 10:47 pm
I'm looking for a fic I read a long time ago and could have sworn up and down that I saved. However I can't find it anywhere and it's driving me crazy. Any help would be much appreciated.

Jensen is basically sold by his family to Jared in exchange for protection/power/peace something to that effect. I'm pretty sure its A/B/O with Jared being an alpha. Jared is already married? to Genevieve but she can't have children and resents Jensen's place in the palace and tries to poison him and Misha who had gone as Jensen's servant I believe.

That's all I remember but if someone could point me in the right direction I'd be grateful.
25 March 2016 @ 11:31 pm
Hello! I remember very little about this fic, but I really hope someone can help me, I really want to re-read this story. So all I remember is Jared was in an abusive relationship and they had a child, when Jared starts dating Jensen, Jensen tells Jareds daughter that if someone bullies her she should fight back, and I remember Jared got mad, because he didn't want her to think violence was okay like her other father did. That is all I remember for sure.
I also may remember that the daughter wasn't really Jareds biological daughter but was the abusive mans daughter, I may be mixing that up from another story though! So I'm looking for anything that even vaguely sounds like this.
Please please please and thank you for any help!