I am looking for an older Wincest fic. It was an AU. I cannot remember the exact details, but I believe Jess died and Sam was a total mess over it. Dean was a cop I believe, though he might have had a different job altogether (it's been years since I read this). Anyways they get together, but Sam is really struggling and at the end he has to flee the law. It might have had a title to do with Serena Ryder's "Little Bit of Red".