Alright, loverlies, there are these two fics I've been looking for and I can't for the life of me find them anywhere. Both are (fairly) long and of the wincest variety.
First One: Sam leaves Dean and after (months? maybe more) searching Dean finds him by accident in the back of some seedy bar in Mexico(?) telling fortunes. There's some chick who Sam's been living with, I think her name was Ofelia or something like that, and he's addicted to cocaine to keep his super-psychic powers from driving him completely bat-shit. Dean has to get him clean AND save him from his wonky powers, which ends up in some nice, wincesty ritual-action.
And Number Two (which I've come across a few times, but now that I'm actually looking for it, of course it escapes me): The boys are hunting an imp (or something like an imp). Dean comes across it by chance and, being the impulsive genius he is, shoots it, thereby pissing it off. The imp-thingy then curses him resulting in Dean loosing his sight and Sam loosing his hearing if they move more than 10 or 15 feet away from each other.
Ringing any bells? Any help would be much appreciated.
