So, in this fandom I've read a lot of stories with Dean worship. You know, a lot of hurt/comfort that focus on Dean's state of mind--low self esteem, abandonment issues, the consequences of his time in hell, etc. Fics where Sam realizes how great a person Dean is or takes time to reassure Dean how much he means to him. Stuff like that.
Well, what I would like is for some recommendations for fics like that only with
Sam as the focus. That boy has some serious issues as well! I'd love some fics dealing with Sam's serious self loathing and his extreme fear of losing Dean. (Anything that could bring the Mystery Spot in this would be great.) Maybe some fics where we can see the consequences those four months without Dean had on Sam's psyche and emotional stability. Fics where Dean realizes just how much his death left Sam
broken would be especially awesome.
Basically, I want some fics where instead of Sam constantly trying to make up for his mistakes in season 4, he's shown a little love and care instead. :) Gen is fine, but I'd love it especially if it's Wincest.
So, anyone have some recommendations for me?