Hi I'm looking for three types of fics

1-Fics where Jensen/Dean have self-esteem issues, were Jensen/Dean doesn't think he is good enough. I'm not only looking for fics of a sexual nature, like him doing something because otherwise he doesn't think his partner (slash) would stay, but I'm also looking for gen fics  where he (Dean/Jensen) does thing he doesn't really want to do because he thinks otherwise his family won't love him or his friends would leave him.

2) Also any fic with Jensen/Dean coming out. In Dean's case I'm interested on his family reactions and if there are any were John give him the safe-sex talk, scares the boyfriend or asks the guy what his intentions are towards his boy the better.

3)Fics were Dean/Jensen is in an abusing relationship and somebody notices and tries to help him. I'm wondering if there is any fic with Dean in that type of relationship and San and/or John finding out and trying to help him.


Thanks for the help.

I'm looking for one fic written waaaay back, where

( Spoilers for story )

I read this on FFN a couple of years ago, and I'd like to read it again, if y'all can find it!

Please and thank you!

1) A J2 or SamDean story based off the hangover (id prefer if sam/jared or dean/jensen were NOT doug) I love that ovie and kinda wanted to see if they had any fics on it.

2)Any J2 or SamDean fics that make you go AWWWW I love fluff

3) Dean/Gabriel fics

4) Dean/Cas and Sam/Gabriel fics

I found this story and thought I saved but it has mysteriously disappeared on me. It starts out as Sam getting a call from a college friend(?), who was referred by Rebecca from 'Skin', about a ghost problem in Boston, it was a Harvard student causing accidents at a streetlight I think. The main premise of the story however is based around Sam's time at college and how little Dean knows about that time. There is a mention that Sam wasn't invited to another male friend's(Danny, I think was the name) wedding and Dean wants to know why and asks if Sam slept with the guys girlfriend. Sam ignores him for a while but eventually admits it's because Danny(?) was his ex-boyfriend before he got together with Jessica. Dean is shocked and a little upset and questioned if Jess knew and Sam's says that she had a gay aunt(?) and she thought it was hot. Later they end up at frat party trying to find info on the ghost, once they do they talk to the dead guys girlfriend who is lawyer with the hots for Sam. They break into her apartment to burn a lock of the dead guys hair that she kept and end up getting into an argument that leads to them having sex. Dean tells Sam to clean everything up and wait before storming out and that's all I remember. I have no clue where I saw this story but it's driving crazy because I desperately want to read it again so if anyone knows what story I'm talking about please let me know.

I had this story, I lost this story. I had it again - and then lost it ... AGAIN! Looking through the tags here isn't helping me so here's what I remember...

Jensen and Jared are living together. Jensen loves Jared but is resigned to it being 'unrequited', but it gets really hard for him when Jared brings his new girl 'Amber', home.

Hello!

I'm hoping that someone remembers these scenes/fics:

1. Pretty sure Sam is at Stanford (I know he's out of the picture for the scene but comes back later) and Dean is investigating something attacking children on a playground. He finds the creature and it's crying. When he and Sam meet up later he tells the few details he has about the thing, and Sam later identifies what it was. The creature was a Squelch (or something that had an onomatopoeia name).[FOUND; see comments.]

2. Sam is in high school and is in the cafeteria. A girl (possibly a cheerleader) notices him (fairly sure she calls him Sam Winchester and not by an alias). She can't figure out what it is about him, but she's thinking of hitting on him. Her attitude was he's not like the other boys especially the jocks. She witnesses him defending someone, and it happens so fast she almost doesn't believe it. He punches a guy and then almost nonchalantly steps over him. [Still MIA :(, but adding detail as I think I remember it...]

I'm pretty sure both stories were wincest, but maybe not.

So there we go. Scenes that are sticking out in my mind that are driving me crazy for identification. Any help or suggestions greatly appreciated!

Thanks!

Dr. Sexy and Dean's reaction to him was seriously one of the best parts of Supernatural, so I was just wondering, are there any stories out there that include Dean's crush on Dr. Sexy? Maybe Sam making fun of Dean for it or telling someone?

Hi! I am looking for an AU where Dean is going to Sam's wedding, and Castiel accompanies him. They're friends at first, but it ends up Dean/Cas. No supernatural elements at all - Dean is (if I remember correctly) a nurse, Castiel is a doc.

Sam is marrying Ruby, and both are ex-junkies. Dean hasn't seen Sam in a long time, and only goes because Cas goes with him. The wedding takes place at Bobby's.

Any help would be greatly appreciated!

ETA: found! Thank you chiya_chan!

Are there any fics out there where Bela redeems herself and/or the boys save her from her deal? Or something similar?

Please no slash or wincest. Thank you.

Hey! I'm new to this so I hope I'm doing it right. >_>

There was this fic I read some time ago, which was about Dean preparing a little celebration because that day would have been Sam's graduation day...? I don't remember much about it except for there was a silly card, and some champagne, and a crying Sam and it was just really sweet. =P Does anyone remember/know about something like this?

Thanks in advance! I'd really love to read it again. ^_^

=Arya.

Ye Olde Edite: Found it. *facepalm* The name's Graduation Day. Well done, genius. Well done.

 I'm hoping that I'm not the only insane one out there but.... *chews lip* I just bought Adam Lamberts's CD and listening to it I just had a, well not a craving, but you know just like a craving for Adam Lambert/ Dean.

Ummm... helloooo.. anyone out there in the wilds of my mind? This could also be an awesome plot bunny for someone; maybe pre series where Dean has to use make up to hide bruises from a hunt and chubby ginga Adam sees and they get to talking about how make up is a way to hide flaws and be a new..person.. *trails off* and thentheymeetlaterwhenDeanandSamsaveAdamanditleadstosmexing....

Okay so..umm. Adam Lambert / Dean bottom!Dean preferably... Gimme Gimme Gimme.

Love to everyone especially talented writers who wanna give it a go. :D

Mods: I've just hit any tag that remotely answers my query, if it needs correcting just let me know and I'll fix it. Thanks.

I swear there was a story posted just a few weeks ago, fairly lengthy, wherein based on the precedence of "Eye of the Tiger" Jensen performed Meatloaf's "I'd Do Anything for Love (But I Won't Do That)" on set as a way of winning a prank war with Jared. Misha looked on and was concerned. Any takers?

ETA: Found! The Flub by rurounihime 

I was browsing through some recs and saw a links to a Shapeshifter!Dean/Dean fic, but the authur purged their journal. I was hoping that there was some fics like that, maybe? Cookies for anything anyone can rec to me. Thanks!

So, I have nos been lured into Jensen/Misha. Clever plan, you J/M shippers. But, like all newbies for a pairing, I need recs. Link me to your favorite Jensen/Misha fics. =D

Bonus for schmoop and shy!Jensen.

People, consort Jensen/Dean or Jared/Sam. At first, dub-con, maybe. Need badly. Old, new, self-recs, doesn't matter. Just give it to me.