Okay, I'm kinda in a vindictive mood today and flashed on a story idea, but wondered if there were any fanfics already written on it.

If you absolutely love Danneel, then please don't look under the cut because I'm wanting her to be the bad guy in this story.

( Request under here )

1). Looking for stories where Jensen or Dean is suffering from internal trauma or mental illness that causes them to hurt themselves. This could include alcoholism, drugs, cutting themselves, starvation, sleep deprivation any self hurt tactics.

2). Stories where the Jensen or Dean are in an abusive relationship and are saved by Jared or Sam or any of their friends or family members. I prefer the love interest but the hurt/comfort is a must.

3). Stories where Jensen or Dean suffer from mental illness or a disabling illness.

Thanks in advance for the recs!!
 

Hello, I need some help looking for 2 dean/sam fics.

1. Sam gets a wish granted (by a fairy?) to have Dean lust after him. I remember it happens near a road, but John interrupts before anything big could take place and Dean can't remember anything. After that John watches Sam a lot and tries to keep the boys apart and Sam goes off to Stanford where Dean comes to get when he remembers.

2. Sam gets trapped by a demon and has to make a deal to be his slave in order to save Dean and John. The demon does some kind of spell that makes Sam need pain put he can't tell about it with anyone or it goes against the deal. Dean tries and ends up working it out. Mostly what I remember about this fic is Sam being stuck with demon for a period of time but no time passes in 'reality' and that Sam sneaks out to deal with the pain/sex stuff.

If anyone could help I'd be gratefui, thank you.