

Thanks guys!

Sam starts hearing birds and makes Dean take him to a doctor, who says he has… something, I think it was brain cancer. They stay at an apartment and it switches points of view alot to amp the angst. There's this one really great scene where a Jehovah's Witness knocks on the door and Sam chews him out about the realities of heaven, angels and dying. Sam dies at the end.
I'm fairly certain the fic was part of a calendar project, a J2/Sam-Dean thing where she did one a month based on her favorite fics.
FOUND: Adjustments on spnkink_meme
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Vague I know but maybe someone recognizes it.
Found and super quick link in comments.

One: Jared and Gen are married with three kids. Gen wants to get an omega as a house servent. Jared is against it at first but they end up getting Jensen. Jared and he start a relationship because as the alpha in the household Jared has the right to dominate whoever he wants in the house. Gen gets really jealous and ends up being really mean to Jensen. Jared and Gen do split up and at the very end Jared and the family are moving to Canada for his work and he asks Jensen to marry him. ~ FOUND
Two: Jensen's father died and Jared married his mother to help take care of her and her children. Jared has sex with Jensen's mother and his older brother for claiming rights. Jensen realizes he loves Jared when he's 13 and their best buds relatin goes out the window. Jensen starts becoming very bitter and mouthy, Misha was his best friend. ~ FOUND
And the 3rd one was one I read a long time ago. Dean was a hunter and Sam was a shifter, I think he turned into a panther. They were not related, one night Jared finds Jensen on the street bleeding to death and he licks the wound to heal it. I think Jared worked for hunters, like he had a website with pictures and information. Once he and Dean got together he would rub himself all over Dean and pick him until only his scent was on Dean's skin. ~ FOUND
And the last one is any of your favorite of the following:
Dom!Jared/Sam
Master!Jared/Sam
Sub!Jensen/Dean
Slave!Jensen/Dean
Alpha!Jared/Sam
Beta!Jensen/Dean
Omega!Jensen/Dean
Claiming/knotting fics
In the mood for some bottom!Jensen as you can tell :D Thank you <3

Pre-series Standford!era (also Season 1 AU, kinda)
On Christmas Eve, while he's still at Stanford, Sam sees a ghostly image of Dean in a Church graveyard. Superstition states that if this happens it means the person seen will die within the next year (I forget what exactly these omens are called I think it started with f). Sam decides he has to find Dean and prevent his death. Dean is missing, and no one seems to know where he is. All of this compounded by the fact Sam keeps having dreams concerning Dean's death. Jess finally manages to get the truth out of Sam and they set off together to track Dean down. This leads to Jess and Sam discovering they assumed things about each others' goals and wants that weren't true, and their relationship is strengthened. They discover Dean is in love with Sam before they find him (or Sam confesses to Jess that Dean was in love with him, IDK, it's hard to remember). Lot of it is told from Jess' POV, and it concentrates on Sam and Jess' journey. Great story, please help me find it!


Thanks for your time and hopefully help.

Also, fics about a mentallychallenged!Sam would also be fine.
Thanks.
DEAN/CASTIEL
- I'm looking for a fic where Cas (as an angel) has the power to be "invisible" in public, and thus, public sex.
- I'd prefer an non-established relationship fic, but established is good as well.
- Dean/Cas semi-public sex (AU or not) - - (clarification: the power bit is what i'm looking for, but if you know good fics like this that don't have the invisible power thing, i'd be interested in reading as well)
- Dean/Cas - - when cas puts his hand over the mark over dean's shoulder, dean speaks in enochian.
THANKS IN ADVANCE! xx

- Gabriel spends every night with a different someone (who I think all not real) and after a while has Sam choose the one he'll spend the night with
- Dean flirts with Anna which makes Cas jealous and later another angel who's supposed to help them find Sam is obviously crushing on Cas which now makes Dean jealous
- I think it was hinted that there was tension between Cas and Gabriel because Cas was the one who found Gabriel and therefore the reason he was forced to return
- It turns out that Zachariah and some other angels wanted the Winchesters (especially Sam) to jumpstart the apocalypse
( mentions episode 7.01 )
2. Any fics (AU or otherwise) where the couple is Cas/Dean but the focus is on the relationship between Cas and Sam, or the POV is of Sam watching the couple. (Basically, how Sam fits into the couple of Cas/Dean.) Just to clarify, I'm not looking for Cas/Dean/Sam, I don't want Sam slashed in. I also don't care if this is a positive or negative relationship between Cas-Sam.
3. I'm hoping for some Anna/angel!anna-centric fic and some Tessa-centric fic. (Not in the same story though if you found that awesome.) Gen preferred but slash (with anyone) is fine. AU, canon-related, whatever. I just want them being awesome.
4. Dean (or heck, Sam or Cas) do go after Walt and Roy for what happened in Dark Side of the Moon.
5. Are there any band/musician AUs, but with the Winchesters NOT RPF/J2? Any slash or gen, AU or they have to for a case or whatever.
Self-recs welcomed and if you just have something close-ish please list. As always thank you!
1. Wherein Dean have one-side love for Sam but Sam realize his own feeling and loves Dean back
2. Wherein Dean is flirting with someone or the other way around and Sam is jealous but keep deny that he's not, but then he cant take it anymore and BOOM! Wincest happen :D
3.Wherein one of the boys be all clingy to the other
4. Wherein Sammy is drunk and confess his feeling to Dean ( or the other way around)
oh and self recs are welcome too :'3
many thanks ^^~
Something else for you guys to find. :)
The fic is established relationship wincest fic.
It all takes place in a hotel room on the last day of the world. The angels are planning to purge the world and start all over again because of the sin and corruption amongst humans. Sam and Dean are aware the end of the end is nigh but have basically accepted it and chosen to spend the last few hours together. Cas keeps popping up to try and convince dean to come with him to heaven, but Dean won't go because Sam hasn't made the cut (what with the Anti-Christ/Demon/Lucifer stuff) and he won't leave him. When the world stars to explode around them, Sam and Dean are lying in bed, Sam is singing 'Hey Jude' to try and get Dean to fall asleep so he won't feel anything when he dies. I remember that there's also mentions of the explosions outside sounding like rain on the impala roof?
Thank you in advance to anyone who can point me in the right direction.
Edit: Found, link in comments.
I was looking for a Destiel fic where Castiel was a cop(detective maybe?) and he was assigned to hunt down Sam and Dean who are a team of serial killers who torture their victims. Anyway, Dean likes Cas so he sends parts of the victim's bodies to him. I remember one of the 'gifts' was the guys eyes because Dean loved Cas's eyes. Ruby might have been in it too, can't really remember.
Hopefully someone can recognize what I'm trying to describe.
Edit: It's this
1) I'm looking for a story that was in ff.net (don't know if it still there), the story was after John died. In the time that Dean was walking around as a ghost, he saw Sam trying to kill himself. When Dean wakes up, he has no recollection of that, but Sam is still depressed because of John's death and the way that Dean is treating him. I can remember perfectly of one time that Sam tried taking a lot of pills, but ended up spitting them back out, because he felt it would be selfish to Dean.
I do not know if this is the same story or not (and if it isn't, please point me out the right one if you know), but Sam starts fainting and, one time, uses the fainting to get Dean to talk with him.
2) I'm looking for stories that can be similar to Husband to be by
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3) I'm looking for stories that Jared or Sam is less popular and suffers with bullying and being frowned upon by his schoolmates. While Jensen/Dean are more popular and have no idea what's being going on with the other. They can be related or not. Your choice! I'll be pleased with any. I also can remember of one where nobody believed that Sam was dating Dean, and Dean worked as a mechanic, they were brothers. Anything like that one is also great.
4) Stories where Sam/Jared is in love with Dean/Jensen, but they don't realize it. So, Dean/Jensen date other girls and Sam/Jared feel left out and jealous. Also, if they already are in a relationship and Dean/Jensen start hanging out with other people, but end up as being J2 or Dean and Sam at the end is fine. Like one that Jensen had broken up with his boyfriend and starts going out with Jared (that had nothing, I believe he was homeless too), and when his ex-boyfriend gets back, he starts forgetting about Jared.
5) I'd like to see stories with just a brotherly relationship between Sam/Dean, where Sam is feeling left out because Dean doesn't want to hang around with him anymore. In that note, I remember a story where Dean was going out with his classmates and Sam was going together, but Dean's friend tossed Sam in the trash, saying that he was bothering Dean, if you could pinpoint this one to me, I'd love you forever ;).
6) And for last, any stories where Sam/Jared is the shy one while Dean/Jensen is the confident one and has to make Sam/Jared get out of their shell. Anything like this is fair game, so go rec them for me.
I'm pretty much lost in spn fandom in livejournal. I've only know my way around ff.net, so you can rec from anywhere, 'cause I pretty much stalk this comm trying to find stories I may like (I can't find comms very well yet).
Sorry for the long request and I'm thankful for any help you can give me. And I'm trying to stop posting so much, but there are so many spn stories that I'm crazy looking for them ;).
Please, help me out and make my vacation heaven!
T.
*Mods, I really tried to put all the tags but since there are most general requests, I went more for the general stuff than specifics ones. Sorry for any mistake