It was a long time ago and i don't remember the title but the pieces i remembered is Dean saving Castiel from something and in his pain, Castiel accidentally revealed that Dean had tortured him when he was in hell. I think Castiel begging Dean that he doesn't have to do that anymore because he was there to save him or something. Ring a bell? Thanks in advance. :)

Hi.
I am looking for a fiction that I believe is called:
The List.
It is a Sam/Dean fic about a list dean makes of things he wants to do before his time is up.  It is set in season three after he makes the deamon deal to save Sam's life.
Any help would be apprieciated!!!

Stories where one or both the J's are teachers- doesn't matter what they teach. I don't have more guidelines beyond that, bottom!Jared would be great too, but if not I'll live.

I've already been through the fics on J2-recs.

Looking for a specific J2 non-au. It was written a few years ago and was Jared POV. Jared is in a funk and Jensen tries to be there for him. Nothing dramatic happens, just Jared being a little worried about he future and feeling borderline depressed. The mood of the fic was somber and understated and anecdotal. There was one scene where they are talking in a trailer, Jensen goes to the bathroom without washing his hands after and Jared calls him a skeeze. Towards the end Jensen says something along the lines of "you know I love you, right?"

This is a story from a few years ago. Jared is an archeology student doing an internship at a dig under Jensen's supervision. Jensen is somewhat antisocial because of a scandal a few years earlier. Danneel (I think) is Jensen's colleague and friend. Of course, Jared breaks through Jensen's walls.
If anyone can direct me to the story, I would love to read it again

Thanks in advance

Any fic set in the End!verse wherein Sam is not Lucifer? Or is, but they get him back? Any pairings or none are good with me.

Failing that, Sam, Dean and Cas together in any post-apoc scenario will do :)

Hi guys!

Anyone knows fics where Castiel is really obsessed or possessive over Dean? It can be stalking, or doing anything/everything for Dean (even without his knowledge).
Bottom!Dean preferred, but heck I take anything with this theme - can be fluffy or really dark, doesn't matter as long as this fits.

So, cookies for ficcies~

Hi there,

So I've got a craving for some Dean-Sam strife. Specifically, well, something along the lines of otp_destiel's Unexpected Destinies would be awesome . . . and by that I don't mean Dean/Cas or epic-length or anything, though those are great. What I want is Dean not forgiving Sam for some of the ridiculous shit he's pulled. The boys don't necessarily have to be apart, though I guess that would make sense, but it might be easier for the, you know, strife to occur if they were in the same vicinity as one another.

So I guess either end of s4 - beginning s5 with the whole Ruby-Lucifer-demon blood thing, where the result isn't the End'verse, or beginning s6 when Dean finds out Sam's been alive for a year and neither Sam nor Bobby felt Dean should know (because while Sam canonically didn't have a soul, Bobby most certainly fucking did).

It's cool if amends are made eventually, I don't necessarily want them to stay at odds, I just want Dean to stand up for himself without crawling back because apparently his brother still can't manage to do the right thing without him (s5) or simply taking it (s6). Some well-written (maybe protective?) Cas would also be appreciated.

Um...pairings...could be gen, could be Dean/Cas, could be whatever, as long as there's no Wincest (past, present, or future) or Sam/Cas we're good.