Okay, so there's a fic...

I've been looking for it for a couple days, but apparently I don't remember enough meaningful information about it to find the damn thing. This is what I know:

• s6 happened as it was supposed to, but then God brought Gabriel back to change things
• The pairings are Cas/Dean, Michael/Lucifer, and some (I think) Gabriel/Sam
• The villain calls herself Eve's daughter and can incapacitate all our characters via her own sex pollen/venom/stuff
• Dean thinks he's in a djinn world because he keeps having visions of the actual s7
• Castiel spends some time locked in the cage with Michael & Lucifer
• There's this weird angelic marriage/mating/bonding/heat thing between Cas & Dean that I don't think was intentional
• At least some of it is from Dean's POV

So, any takers?

I'm looking for stories where Sam breaks Dean's heart (unintentionally) either by leaving or not realizing that Dean has feelings for him, etc. And then has to work on getting/winning Dean back. Bonus points if Dean goes into hiding and Sam has to track him down. Preferred wincest but gen is also fine. (I don't mind Mpregs or gender bending etc.)

I'm also looking for attempted suicide fics, either J2, Sam/Dean (wincest or not) the more angst the better. (Although I wouldn't mind happy endings)

I am looking for any fics where the boys are criminals. I am not referring to credit card scams and hustling pool. Instead I am looking for any fics where there crimes are more hard core. Maybe they are robbers, in the mafia, or even serial killers. Any pairing (or none) is fine but, I prefer Sam/Dean. Crossovers are fine as well.

Thanks

Hey Guys! so i love fics where sam dies for a couple minutes and dean does cpr or mouth-to-mouth or something of that nature to bring him back, especially if they talk about the mouth-to-mouth part.
or dean thinks sam is dead but hes really not, and hes crying and hit rock bottom. then sam comes back and dean is all happy and stuff. yeah i love it.
Also can you tell me of any fics where sam is really cold and they have to huddle/cuddle together to keep warm. or they have to take of there clothes and huddle/cuddle. especially dean, i love shirtless!protective!dean!!!
please nothing in season 3or4 and only when they are on good terms in season 5. no wincest or slash please. no pairings of any kind, only awkward moments. if dean or sam die, they have to come back. and nothing too short please. and nothing that takes really long time to read. so do you have any stories like those? i would really appreciate it! thanks! all other things are aloud, like suicide, self harm, and all that bad stuff. any other possibilities as well.