Hi, I'm looking for a fic in which Castiel makes a deal with crowley: he offers up his grace to Crowley , in return Crowley gets Sam out of Hell and promises that Sam or Dean (or any other hunter, I believe) can no longer talk with demons. Dean is at Lisa when he suddenly sees Sam in the distance and then suddenly starts trashing, so Sam rushes in. Dean first doesn't believe it really is his brother but Sam can make him realise. I believe that afterwards, Dean notices that Castiel's handprint has dissapeared, making him worried. But Castiel doesn't respond (I think the idea was that Castiel should have died after giving away his grace) They try to contact demons to interrogate but they can't find any nor can Bobby or any other hunters (I think)

I can't say for sure whether this story has a pairing but I read a lot of Dean/castiel so it could have them, I'm sorry I can't be more specific.

Thank you very much!

 
 
I'm looking for a specific fic that revolved heavily around werewolves. It might have been completed last spring or summer, because the author had posted an author's note saying he or she had been working on it for a long while and it was finally done. All I remember (or think I remember) is that it was gen, it was very long (I remember the author offered a PDF of said fic) and the werewolves were referred to as either "lunars" or "non-lunars", which I think referred to werewolves that were either dependent or independent of the moon cycle. That's all I know.

Found. Link in the comments.
 
 
The story I'm looking before takes place during the apocalypse but before the Winchesters find out that the Trickster is Gabriel. Another trickster (who I think was pretending to be Loki/Gabriel) put the Winchsters in something like TV Land but they're each on their own. Castiel called Gabriel for help (I think he knew who he was but hadn't told the Dean and Sam yet).

I'm not sure anymore about the different movies the brothers landed in. I think that I remember a movie taking place in a desert and another in France? The part I definitely remember was Sam ending up in a supporting role in Van Helsing and Gabriel saving him by playing the role of Van Helsing, so Sam started calling him Gabriel (after Van Helsing's name in the movie).

I'm reasonably sure the story was Gabriel/Sam and there might have been some Castiel/Dean but I'm not sure about that part.
 
 
Okay, so a while ago I read this fic where John and Dean were still hunters. Dean in this story was a girl though  and really shy/meek instead of his normal cocky self. John is pretty big dick in this fic and from a young age started having sex and "training" Dean to be very submissive. Somehow on a hunt Dean got turned into his boy self and I remember John saying that because Dean was a boy now that he didn't want to have sex with Dean and was going to go find someone else. Dean got all sad and possessive and convinced him to stay and they had sex.

I don't think Sam was ever with them in this fic, maybe he died as a baby, maybe he'd left for college, maybe he'd never existed period, but I'm about 95% sure he wasn't in the fic at all. I would really appreciate any help in finding the fic! Thanks a ton in advance! :D

FOUND IN COMMENTS: The story is here http://blindfold-spn.livejournal.com/4508.html?thread=5535132

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18 May 2013 @ 10:31 pm
hey so im looking for angsty fics. and I mean ripping your heart out of your chest and stamping on it would be less painful kind if fic. ones I would really like: high school fics where character a has really low self esteem (self harms and is suicidal is a plus) and they are in love with the popular guy. emphasis on how alone they feel and perhaps how their home life isnt great is a must.

Basically pining fics where a character has no friends and they have kind of given up. aus are ppreferred if possible. eating disorder fics I would absolutely love too if you've got them.

any fics where being depressed or having a major drug addiction (perhaps they are homeless because of it) would also be greatly appreciated.

the longer the fics the better, I would prefer destiel but j2 and wincest are also fine. I would like the fics the be as well written as possible too. thanks in advance!
 
 
18 May 2013 @ 10:35 pm
So I thought that I had this fic in my delicious account, but apparently that was not the case. I tried my google fu and that still didnt work. Here is all I can remember:

  • Jensen is friends with David Boreanaz (pretty sure im right here) and I think is on the TV show Bones?

  • Jared is still on Supernatural

  • Jared/Jensen meet through friends and start a relationship online

  • Jensen gets them teddys of each other and sends "his" bear to Jared

  • One of them proposes to the other over the phone

  • They dont meet until their wedding day

  • Its a long fic

I really wanna find this and it has been urking me all day. Thanks in advance!