Hi so I am looking for this fic that I love where Jensen has a dildo that he has to use to get off and all the guys he sleeps with dont cut it so he has to go and use the dildo after just to get off. It's called the padacock I think and then he has sex with Jared and figures out that it is his cock. Non-au fic. Thanks.

This was a multi-part story, I think on livejournal but I can't find it! Dean freaks out every time he's tied up because of what happened with Gordon. Sam works on overcoming that with him. And sex happens.

Hey everyone!

I hope you can help me find some stories dealing with Dean's disability to swim or his water-phobia (which is not really easy to deal with when you're a hunter).

What I want to read is Dean having a panic attacks whenever he's near the water and Sam being a supportive brother trying to help Dean overcome his fear or teach him how to swim.

Please anything with scary/unsecure/ Dean and patient/supportive/caring Sam.

Many thanks in advance!

Hi all! Really hope someone can help with this. :-) I am trying to find 'The Wolf Inside' by dreamunfettered. I looked on her page but it says her account has been purged. Which is awful cuz that fic was awesome! Anyways does anyone have a copy of that fic, or maybe know of another website where I can find it? Make my day guys! :-D

Hey guys! So today I'm looking for a kind of specific type of fic based off the episode What Is and Should Never Be from season 2. Are there any fics out there based in the same exact universe where Dean ends up hooking up with uptight, college boy Sammy even though he's with Jess and Dean's with Carmen (Carmen doesn't necessarily need to be in the rec'd story, just the Sam with Jess part)?

On the flip side of the coin, are there any Wincest (or hell I'd even take gen/het) where Sam ends up in this universe and he's still with Jess but Dean is the one who doesn't really like/connect with Sam? He can be completely indifferent to Sam, care deep down, ect but I love the idea of the Dean Sam was talking about in the episode. You know, the douche bag steal-my-brothers-prom-date, gambling addicted thief who that Sam can't seem to stand.

You guys got any ideas on some fics similar to this concept? I would really appreciate any suggestions. Thanks! :D

I've read stories where Dean is firmly on Sam's side in an argument. I was wondering if there are any stories where Dean openly supports Sam's decision to go to college.

Any pairing is okay. Gen is okay as well.

I just finished rereading the Firefly verse on fanfiction, and I was wondering whether there is any other fics that involve Dean or Jensen putting themselves in danger to protect a child. It could be their own or a random child.

Thanks in advance :D

I've been hunting around for some fics where Dean effectively tops from the bottom. All the fics I can find are generally synonymous with top=dom and bottom=sub and that's not quite what I'm looking for.
So if anyone has any recommendations that would be lovely! Dean/Cas or Sam/Dean would be lovely. :D

Also if there are any fics like the one where Dean gives Sam an oral fixation by buying him candy and the like, so where Dean (or Sam) "trains" the other to have a pavlovian response without the other noticing that'd be great. I haven't managed to find any in my past months of searching. Hopefully this isn't too vague?