Hey guys, driving me crazy trying to find a specific fic, so please help! The sad thing is I remember it really well, just not the title or author and googling isn't helping. It's been around for a while, so I'm sure someone will recognise it :)

Basically, it starts off that Cas has been infected by an incubus. Sam is freaking out and is all "what are we going to do, Dean? We can't get him a hooker!" and Dean's like "of course we're not going to get him a hooker! I'll take care of it!" and Sam's all "what?" and Cas says "I thought you were going to tell him!" and Dean's all "he already knows!".

We then flash back to five times that Dean and Cas were together right under Sam's nose, but he was too clueless to work out what was going on. So there was one time he caught them in the shower together and Dean told him that he was teaching Cas how to wash. And the first time after they had sex, Cas comes by for breakfast and Sam thinks Dean ditched him at the bar to go sleep with a random chick and he's all outraged, but Cas misunderstands and says "yes, Dean "ditched" me last night, so now we are having breakfast together".

Anyway, it's an awesome fic, really cute and funny and I could basically recite it line by line, but Google hates me and won't find it and I can't remember the author, title or site I found it on. My bookmarks need someone serious work.

But in the meantime, please tell me someone recognises it??

Looking for a Wincest fic where Dean goes to hell, Ruby feeds Sam demon blood and Sam keeps dreaming about Dean in hell.
All I know is that Sam discovered that with enough demon blood he can take whatever in his dream to reality when waking up when he woke up clutching Dean's leather jacket which was on his dream. Then he keeps practicing with smaller stuff like candies the pet dogs of other people while dream walking. Then by the end he took Dean from hell using his dreams, he kinda also battled with Castiel for possession over Dean since the angel was also saving Dean. And I think even before Dean went to hell, Sam is already developing powers over dreamwalking. Also might have Sam/Ruby.

Looking for 4 kinds of fics

1. Dean with PTSD after getting back from hell. I feel like they didn't go into his post hell trauma as much as they could have.
2. Dean being suicidal/ secretly not wanting to be alive.
3. Dean feeling worthless and the fic going into his low self esteem
4. A curse or something where others can see how broken Dean truly is.
5. Dean has schizophrenia
So yeah, basically anything along the lines of the above! As for pairing, Destiel is nice, but not required. Absolutely no wincest please!

I have been looking for a fic for sometime now where Jared and Jensen were best friends growing up. Jensen fell for Jared and then avoided him for years and refused to have anything to do with the Padaleckis. Fast forward a few years and Josh and Jeff kidnap Jensen up to a cabin for a vacation. Jared lives in a tepee, and Jensen thinks he's married...

I don't remember much else, but if anyone knows what fic this is, I would be ever grateful.

Thanks!

I am looking for a story where the Js are in a relationship after Supernatural, but their schedules require them to travel and they don't see a lot of each other. Jensen has an accident (falls down the stairs) and it causes Jared to rethink his priorities. It's a great story and I would love to read it again.

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Thanks!

Hello dear people!

I was on the hunt for a couple of things,

1. A fic where cas is very scared? It could be nightmare, panic attack, hurt with or without comfort....

2. Is there any fic with dean in the military? While dating cas? Any plot line would be great!:-)

Thanks to all that could help!

IM looking for this one fix I read on Ao3 and it was all about Sam as he goes through the years as an omega while John and Dean were alphas. each part is started with When Sammy Was and then an age and in the end Dean claims Sam when he tries to go away I college. Any one know it?

Guys, I have a terrible desire to read some stories in which Dean isn't proportional *wink wink nudge nudge* and shows why there's a reason nobodies ever disappointed by his sexcapades and skill. Does anybody know any stories where Dean is larger than his lover? I see so many "Sam is huge" stories, but I want "Dean has a monster cock" instead. Wincest, Destiel, /OMC is fine.

I'm looking for stories where other characters really appreciate Sam for his kindness, forgiving nature and the way he always has trust and faith in others. Maybe Dean takes notice of how compassionate he is to witnesses, or Cas thinks about how easily he forgave him for breaking the wall; maybe somebody just notices how good and selfless person he is. Just give me some Sam-love.

Things I would really like, but are not required in recs:
- post season 5 timeline
- outsider point of view would be wonderful
- as would be anything with Dean, Castiel, Bobby or Charlie pov
- it would be nice if the fics mentioned the whole saving the world thing
- it would be wonderful if somebody was comforting Sam, when he was feeling terrible about himself, by telling him about all good things he had done
- self recs are very, very welcome.

Also, if you know any fics, rec list or sites an obsessed Sam!girl would like, please mention them, it would make me very happy.

Thank you!

PS. It's my first time posting in this community, and English is not my first language, so I hope you would be forgiving.

I'm looking for any fics anyone can recommend in which Sam is, for whatever reason (demon blood addiction, soullessness, anything else) evil or abusive or scary and mean and dark, and mistreats Cas, hurts him or holds him captive or uses him for his own ends, etc. Non-con, slavery, abuse all okay (even recommended ;) lol)

Anything at all along those lines, especially where there's Dean/Cas comfort to go along with it after the Sam/Cas hurt :)

Anyone? :)

Thanks :)
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