looking for a fic i thought i had on ao3
Dean and Sam are going on a high school trip and end up sharing a room. they are not brothers and dean ties Sam up and shows him off to I think Ruby and Gabriel. Sam is willing to do anything for Dean.

They're playing "Plucky Pennywhistle's Magical Menagerie" on TNT right now, and it has me wondering about Sam's fear of clowns. That, along with how Dean apparently left Sam alone at this place while he hooked up, makes me wonder if something happened to Sam there.

Has anyone written as story about Sam being molested or raped by a clown? Maybe even a fic where somehow Dean finds out, and they have to deal with that?

Since I'm asking for a story about the sexual abuse of a child, I can't claim that very much squicks me. I will say that I'm fine with Wincest, any other slash pairing, or gen.

Thanks.

Okay, I'm kinda embarrassed as I'm a total Wincest fan but does anyone have any good fics where Dean thinks he can't have Sam so he uses Cas as a Sam substitute, fucking him, calling Cas Sam (or just thinking about Sam while his banging Cas) etc.? Don't want Dean to have any romantic feelings towards Cas, he knows he's using Cas but Cas is willing so it's not really abuse. No non-con please, although slight dub-con is fine. Cas may know Dean is only using him as a substitute or not. Bottom!Cas only, please. I'd like the stories to be graphic, first time or established, although I'd prefer first time. Oh and a happy ending for Sam/Dean is always appreciated. No manpreg, scat, watersports or alpha/omega, please.

Like the header says. I'm looking for one general fic type/theme; I've been looking for something with a certain feel and having no luck. Is there anything where Jensen is gay and Jared is straight and Jared defends/protects Jensen (even only verbally), when he comes out or just for being gay in general. Gen or slash, I would just like to read a story/scene based on that. Please, no a/o, slavery, bdsm, and no WIPs, though if the author posts regularly and the story is close to being finished, I'll thank you and give it a try. Thank you all :-) (I have no clue how to tag this)