hi i am looking for au:  fics
with cas/dean or unrelated  sam/dean or jared/jensen or misha/jensen

were Jared/Sam or Misha/Cas is from the rich side of life
and hes confident cool even sexy and he has  lots of snobbish friends  and he feels that everything is in his reach
and he has shallow goals like being famous being a billionaire  and one day it all sort of changes with just one look across
the street/room   exec,  hes hanging  with his douche bag  friends and he see  Jensen/dean  
jensen/dean is different he  could be punk/rock   hipster or goth  or even a sort of biker gang tape  but please  no nerds or bookwarm/computer look
 i want him too look sort of a little wild really sexy beautiful  maybe a fo hulk like dean wore in season 2 of supernatural  but no really outrageous looks
oh he could have lip/ear/eyebrow piercing or some tats like maybe a sort of tramp stamp on his back or on his hip exec,  and i really like guyliner lol

ok i want Jared/Sam or Misha/Cas to approach him all confidant and cocky  like yeah you know
you want me   then Jensen/Dean looks at him like hes  ...something that needs to be scrap off his shoe/boot LIKE RIGHT NOW
this maybe  makes Jared/Sam Misha/Cas loose his cocky swagger and become this  not shy....but clueless brainless ....thing lol

i want him to work really hard to get with Jensen/Dean  and slowly they start something
then his douche bag friends make him choose ether there douche bag club or Jensen/Dean
so feeling the prasure he of course choose his little club they brake up Jensen/Dean is crushed
and feels played  i want one of friends to slap some sense  into Jared/Sam Misha/cas  so that he go's after
a even more reluctant Jensen/Dean and he some how has to prove to him that hes worth
it and willing to give it all up    happy j2/cas/dean or misha/jensen

bottom jensen/dean  that just ooze sex appeal with out knowing /trying
bonus points if jensen/dean gets attacked  /almost non-con by  some of jared/sam misha/cas douche bag
friends and its jared/sam misha/cas to the rescue

or any thing close to this plot or anything along the same thing as long as its bottom jensen/dean
and jared/sam /misha/cas  have to work hard to get what they want

 p.s i will also take podfic and selfpimp 

I'm looking for a dean/John specific verse, it's the dark!verse, but it seems like I lost the link and I can't even remember who wrote it or where!!

It's about Dean, who has been keeping secrets from Dad and Sam, he steals oxi from the first aid kit and John notices when he doesn't find enough pills for other hunter, Dean's left school two years prior, and I believe has been doing other stuff, stealing and gambling and even prostitution to pay for his habit; John sends Sam away to deal with Dean's detox, and during that period there's some sex(?) frotage.
we get to see the future where Dean Crashes at Sam's stanford apartment, all beaten up and tells him he has a son, and that he's gay and that he's been dating someone, and we kinda get to understand it was John... that's where I lost it...

anyone? please?

I'm looking for a fic that went AU during the pilot if I remember correctly. During the first season at least.
The demon comes for them in a motel (with ugly flowers on the wallpaper that are creeping them out, which is an odd detail to remember...). Sam bonds himself to Dean with a ritual that just comes to him out of the blue. It makes him Dean's, means he has to obey his orders. He tries to hide that from Dean for a while, who is not thrilled when he finds out. The bond can somehow differentiate between suggestions and real orders, and also means the demon can't have him, because he already belongs to Dean.
Thanks!

I've been trying to hunt this fic down and could really use your guys/gals help. From what I remember of the plot, Sam is injured/trapped when a beam falls on him in a vacant house. He is seriously injured. Dean has to leave him to call for help and then comes back (I think he was unable to wait for help/get a signal). Dean is able to lift the beam even though he shouldn't physically have been able to. He does a bit of damage to himself in the process, torn muscles/bone cracks, but he heals quicker than he should be able to. Sam thinks back and remember how much better Dean was at physical challenges and how he can run for miles without getting winded, etc.

Dean and Sam have some type of genetic/hormone tests done and it turns out that Dean has a really high level of some type of hormone/maybe testosterone in his system. I could remember it wrong, but I also think Sam had a better than average acuity and intelligence as well, as a compliment to his brother-kind of a brains and brawn personification. I remember that they linked Dean's food intake to his test results and used it to explain some of his more macho behavior.

Any ideas? Any help would be appreciated.

FOUND! Crushed! by lady of arabia on ff.net.(link in comments)

Hi i am looking for 1 general search and 1 specific story (obviously? xD)

1. general search: Anything where John is the one picking up Sam from Stanford not Dean. Where Dean is the one missing instead of John.

2. specific story: I remember that Dean wakes up in a hospital, Sam and John is there, but Dean does not understand what they are saing, he hears it as gibberish, and when Dean talks, he talks gibberish. So they all freak out, the doctor explains to John and Sam, but obviously can not explain it to Dean.

2 FOUND IN COMMENTS!!!

Thanks in advance for any help!!!

Hi guys I'm looking for fics where John or Dean kill Sam either on accident (i.e. a car crash) or on purpose (can't save him), they don't even have to be the ones to do it, but they should be directly responsible for it in some way (i.e. sending him out unprepared for a hunt, driving him to suicide) . Whether Sam comes back or not is fine, really I just want massive amounts of angst.

Wincest or gen is fine, pre-series would be amazing.

Thanks! 

This has been bugging me for a while now because I could've sworn I found it on here before but that was a long time ago. I tried to look for it earlier but the search came up to nada. Things I remember:

It was definitely j2.
In the past Jensen was raped or something.
In the beginning of the story it started off like some fairy tale. The 'once upon a time' thing.
He met Jared somewhere (i forgot) but he was on top because he had issues giving up control.
I think Jared was new, moving into an apartment, starting college? that sort of thing.
As the story unfolded, Jared slowly found out about Jensen's past and such.
Near the end Jensen tells him that a relative raped him or something.
I'm also pretty sure this has bottom!Jensen in it somewhere as well.

That's all I can remember. Does this seem familiar to anyone?

found!