I'm looking for au j2 fics with Jared and Jensen both stubborn and strong willed, they can be rivals and care how they look in each other eyes, though their actions can be very dark. Non-con, dub-con, dark fic, any kink is fine but no mpreg.

There's a fic I've been searching for for ages, but can't remember enough of it to make google be any use. It's either J2 or wincest. Sam/Jared is addicted to some Class A drug, and he keeps running. Dean/Sam finds him. The only thing I remember really clearly is at one stage when Jared/Sam is in an apartment his neighbour is a preacher and his daughter, and the daughter writes a letter to Jared/Sam. Not much to go on sorry! I just remember I really liked it.

Searching for a story where John, Bobby, Jim, and everyone else insists to Dean that the little brother he's cared for all his life never exists, that he's a figment of a sick mind.

I read a fic awhile back, I think it was on kink_meme and I can't seem to find it after having gone through their pinboard.

It was a A/B/O society and Jensen was part of some religious sect that believed being an omega was a sin and they cast him out (not before the Alpha Pastor tried to rape Jensen). Jensen was walking down a road and Jared offered him a ride. Jensen was in heat and masturbated in Jared's truck. Jared eventually took Jensen to his house but wouldn't have sex/claim Jensen as his mate because Jensen was underage. Instead he goes out and gets Jensen a knotting dildo and helps him use it to get him though his heat.

I'd appreciate it if any of y'all could point me toward this fic again.

Ok a while back I read a fanfic where Dean I believe was taken captive by a vampire. He was sexually abused. I think put in a cage to be on display. Also he was made to where sexual clothing like stilettos stockings and corsets. He was made to wear makeup. John Winchester rescues dean. And notices his smeared red lipstick. Does anyone have any idea of the fanfic I'm looking for? I would greatly appreciate it!

I'm pretty new (last couple of weeks) to SPN the series and to the ff-- it's so great!!!

But I'm wondering if there is any stories out there that's about Dean or Jensen coming out or something with an OMC, not paired with Jared and not wincest.  The longer the better!

pretty please? I sure hope so....!