1. I am looking for wincest fics, set in pre-Stanford era (funny how we call that an 'era', huh?) in which Dean tries to come to terms with his attraction for his teenage brother. I prefer something from Dean's POV in which he finds Sam insanely attractive and is falling in love with him. But, he also feels that he is sick and tries to stop feeling that way about his little brother. It doesn't matter if Sam returns Dean's feelings or not (though I would love it if he did. We all like happy endings, after all) I just want to see Dean struggling with his feelings.

2. Any gen or wincest fics in which Sam gets sick or hurt, Dean is partially or fully responsible for that and Dean feels guilty.
I read so many fics that fit the description but back then, I didn't bookmark these fics. Some of the scenarios that I remember are: Dean feeds Sam spoiled chicken and Sam gets sick (though Dean didn't intend for that to happen, he was just angry). Then, one fic in which Sam complains of being sick just before they have to go on a hunt and John thinks Sam is faking it. But, he does leave Dean with Sam and Dean isn't too happy about being left out of a hunt. Later, Sam gets so sick that he is hospitalized and Dean feels guilty. Another fic, which is set in S7, has an alcoholic Dean accidentally shooting Sam when on a hunt and once again, Dean feels guilty (surprise, surprise).
So, rec me any fics that are similar to the scenarios I mentioned. You don't have to find these specific fics for me but, I'm sure they will turn up somewhere in your recs. I'm just looking for fics of the hurt/comfort nature with sick/hurt!Sammy and guilty/protective!Dean.

I do prefer bottom!Sam if there are NC-17 scenes involved. But, right now I am looking for the story and character emotions rather than the smut so, I'll take bottom!Dean too. Just drop me a little warning.

Thanks in advance.

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Calling all Sassy/Sastiel/Samstiel fans (& those nice enough to help:

My search for this fic has been killing me!

What I can recall is Sam is staying at the Camp with Dean and Cas, but no one trusts him because they believe him to still be Lucifer or still possesed by him. Sam forms a relationship with Cas (& it's Bottom!Sam). I know that in the end, Dean reluctantly decides that Sam is a danger (& sadly Cas too) & they end up crushing Sam alive with stones or burying Sam alive & Sam (feeling betrayed) screams his love for Cas. It turns out that Lucifer was still in (or found?) Sam, takes him over, then kills everyone in the Camp.

There is a similar story where Sam gets pregnant by Cas called Life and Love and Why by Thunder Nari, but it is not the one I'm looking for. Hopefully someone can help. Thanks!
 
 
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11 June 2014 @ 12:47 pm
Any fics where Jensen is mad/angry at Osric for unintentionally hurting Jared?

I would like a J2 relationship, but friends are okay.

Even a Mishalecki fic with the same plot line would be wonderful.
 
 
Hey guys, I'm looking for a story that will make me cry my eyes out, but with a really good, long, plot. I want it to be filled with everything that makes a great story. I want to not be able to stand how much angst is in it, I want to feel an ache in my chest, and tears in my eyes! Please, give me all you've got! Nothing grosses or freaks me out. I'm up for anything, just please, help me! (Don't forget that I want to cry!)

P.S. I'll try to tag with all the things I'd love to see
 
 
11 June 2014 @ 10:07 pm
It seems like [livejournal.com profile] ianthe_aveira have deleted her awesome fics but she's okay with people sharing between them, so if anyone happens to have any of her fics saved, please send them my way!

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11 June 2014 @ 11:10 pm
Hello again! Once again I need help! I don't remember much about this fic except Jensen was a dentist, Misha was his assistant, Jared was his patient who was scared of the dentist and of course Jared and Jensen fall in love! Also there might have been a point where Jensen saw Jared and Gen together, but they really weren't it was a misunderstanding!

Thank you!!