Hey Guys!
I'm back and this time I am looking for a specific story.
1. The story was set around the time when Dean had one year before he had to go to hell. So, instead of hunting around trying to find a way out of the deal, they (Sam and Dean) travel around for leisure because Dean is trying to live out the time he has to the fullest? In this one I believe that Sam is the one who is feelings for Dean and Dean somehow figures it out....
2. The 2nd story I am looking for is in the same setting actually. (Dean going to hell in a year)The only difference between theses two is that in this story I remember that Dean had this list that Sam found, listing all of the things he had hoped to do before dying. Sam tries to cover as much of the stuff he can without Dean finding out, but somewhere in the list he finds out Dean wants to kiss him? Awkwardness, Angst, ensures...
I am somewhat sure that these are not the exact same stories and if it helps I am 100% sure that both of these stories are Top!Dean because that's all I read...