Basically, I am looking for a fic where Sam says yes to Lucifer and gets appointed as the Ruler of Hell, but Sam wants Dean by his side while he is ruling. So Sam and Lucifer decide to bring Dean to Hell and slowing get him to accept his role as a consort. In the fic, Sam and Lucifer share Sam's body and mind. They are not completely merged as one being so they trade on and off to interact with Dean. At first, Dean refuses to talk to Sam if Lucifer is in control of Sam's body but eventually Dean comes to accept both of them. The fic is wincest but Dean is very reluctant to sleep with Sam and fights him on it. One specific part in the story is where both Sam and Lucifer find out that Heaven is still trying to recruit Dean and turn him into an angel so Sam has sex with Dean and once Dean falls asleep I think Sam performs a spell or using magic on Dean's soul or body (sorry I can’t remember exactly what he does) but basically alters Dean in such a way that Dean becomes tainted and can't be used by Heaven at all. Also, Sam and Lucifer talk to one another inside Sam's head and they are very gentle with Dean and don’t try to force him into anything. I can't remember the name or the author and I have already tried searching the tag but still can't find it. Any help at all would be most appreciated.

Thank you!

I am looking for some fanfiction stories where Sam and Dean are little and John is away on a hunt and is away for a long time and money starts to get low or Sam gets really sick. Any stories with it showing the struggles and the boys life while John is away for a long time would be appreciated. CPS stories are fine and the younger the boys are the better! Wincest is fine too and I don't want Dean prostituting himself. Plus I am more of a sick!sammy girl. I also love when Dean needs to call in some help from Bobby or Jim. Sorry if this is to vague I just am having so much trouble trying to find stories like these.
This my first time posting a search so I don't really know if I'm doing this right or if I am getting the tags right.

I remember pretty much everything about this fic since I read it several times, but I can't find it anymore. It's about how Jared's parents died when he was a kid and he went into the foster system, where he was abused by several different sets of foster parents. He then gets put into the care of the Ackles family, who work on a farm. I think it was split into two different parts, the first one with Jared settling into life on the ranch and getting caught in a flash flood after running away, and the second beginning with Jared attempting to kill himself after Jensen gets mad at him, finishing with him and Jensen finally becoming an official couple at the end around Christmas.

Hey guys, I've never posted here before but I thought I'd give it a try. A couple of days ago I read this really great Dean/Lisa Post-Apocolypse Fic where he's wasn't sleeping and in order for him to fall alseep Lisa sat him down in front of the cumpter and had him listen to YouTube vidoes...I don't remeber who this is by but if anybody knows where I can find it that would be awsome! Also anyother Dean/Lisa H/C recs that you have I'd love to read them.  Thanks and I hope everyone is having an awesome day. :) 

I really enjoy stories that explore Dean's feminine side. We know from the show that he sometimes indulges in secret pleasures, such as pop ballads (I'm All Out Of Love), medical dramas (Dr. Sexy, M.D.), and wearing pink panties. We also know that a lot of what Dean shows the world is what he picked up copying John, and that, as his dream-self put it so eloquently, "His music? That's dad's. His car? That's dad's. Favorite leather jacket? Dad's. Does he even have an original thought?" Plus, monsters and humans alike really seem to enjoy pointing out Dean's prettiness and delicate features.

I'm looking for fics that delve into the side of Dean that he locks up inside himself and doesn't like to show people for fear of being seen as a lesser man and hunter. I'd love anything on this topic, whether these thoughts remain private, if Dean decides to share his secret with a few close friends (Sam, Castiel, Charlie), or he decides to fuck gender stereotypes and put cute kitty key-chains on his key ring or dress in drag.

Specific things I'd absolutely adore:

Dean wearing panties underneath his jeans.
Dean being really insecure about admiring delicate feminine things such as ballerinas.
Sam jokingly criticizing Dean's like of something, or off-handedly making an ephemiphobic/homophobic remark and accidentally hurting Dean's feelings.
Dean struggling with the fear that wanting to dress up femininely/like a woman makes him not a man/less of a man/gay.

I'm not looking for kink or smut! I'm looking for character analysis, sensitivity, and compelling inner/outer dialogue.
I'm also not looking for Dean to be gay or bisexual! While either is perfect and appreciated, I'd actually be even MORE grateful to find a fic where Dean has feminine tendencies but is heterosexual!

I'd also prefer no Wincest, I like the brotherly relationship. However, a well-written Wincest fic would not be ignored.

An example of what I'm looking for:
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1864188

Sometimes I read awesome stories on LiveJournal that have no AO3 link or PDFs. I could copy and paste everything into a Word document and create my own PDFs, but I figured I'd ask around about a few specific fics first and maybe even find some gems... and if anyone knows how to download ff.net fics, that would be amazing. Reading them is great, but sometimes authors delete their own work. I've been collecting my favorite fics lately to ensure I can always read them.

1. I'm looking for the PDF of Instinct by highermagic. Or an AO3 link.
2. Anything by K Hanna Korossy or KKBELVIS, two of my favorite authors. I love love love their stories, but I can't find PDFs anywhere.
3. What is Always and Everywhere by portraitofafool, an apocalyptic AU in which Sam is a werewolf gladiator and Dean is crossing the country in search of him.

4. And, hey, any amazing recs or self-recs that have PDFs. I prefer lengthy Sam or Jared-centered fics, nothing too dark, wincest okay, bottom!Sam or Jared, and minimal Cas. But I'll take all suggestions, and others on this board will have other tastes. I also love sick fics!

Thanks!