I'd really love recs for fics that explore Jensen and/or Jared deeply, as characters, hopefully based on the way they seem to be through their work, conventions etc. It doesn't have to be depressing (though it's ok if it is). Just as examples, it can explore things like the dynamics of their relationship, or how Jared can be earnestly emotionally attentive and also prank Misha within an inch of his life, or how Jensen can be both shy and protective, or so silly and open with his feelings while also shy and invested in his manliness, you know, fic that look at ho they are as people .
Oh, and the stories don't have to be just a character study, plot is good! - just, you know - I want to recognize them in the story, the way I see them in convention vids and so forth, as complex people, not as tropes.
When people write them this way it's usually non-au, and I am personally more fond of non-au, but if there is au fic that's like this, it would be wonderful, wonderful to have, too.
Thank you!