Mods, I think this was an explicit fic, but I didn't think my description below warrented a cut, but I'm not sure. This is my first time posting here, so I definitely tried to follow all of the rules.

Basically in the fic I'm looking for Jensen was a 24/7 sub for an OMC (probably an SPN or CW network actor) who suddenly comes home with a new "younger" sub to repelace him. He gives Jensen clothing (I remember a description of how Jensen thought that clothing felt wierd after going so long without it) and kicks him out.

Jensen goes to a BDSM club that he'd been to before with the OMC that I think is run by JDM who is sympathetic and invites Jensen up to his apartment, which for some reason I remember as being above the club, but I'm totally not sure that I'm not making that up, and he says that he'll help Jensen out until he can get back on his feet essentially.

Meanwhile JDM has been training Jared on how to be a good dom and when Jensen and Jared meet JDM is basically like "hmmm, you two might be good together." And then long story short they end up together and lovely.

Anyway, I've been going crazy trying to find it. I think that I read in on someone's LJ as a response to a kinkmeme promt, but I haven't been able to find it goting through their pinboard. Any help would be much appreciated!!

1. So basically, I was wondering if there were any fics where Sam and Dean were in a relationship before Sam broke it off and headed for Stanford, leaving a heartbroken Dean behind? Or any fics where Dean was in love with Sam, but never told him (or where Sam didn't return those feelings/or he did, but was afraid of them?) when he left for Standord?
Basically, I'm looking for pining!heartbroken!dean, who can't bear the thought that the love of his life left him behind. (I would love, love, LOVE if there was mpreg somehow incorporated into one of these stories; maybe Sam gets Dean pregnant before he leaves?), but it's not a must.

2. Sort of along the same lines but basically, any (wincest) story where Dean gets his heart broken by Sam. Maybe he tells Sam that he loves him but Sam is horrified and pushes him away (unhappy endings are fine). Fics where they fight and Sam tells him that he wants nothing to do with him again and Dean believes it (because we all know that this would be the greatest punishment that Sam could give to Dean). Fics where Dean for some reason believes that sam doesn't love him anymore? A/b/o, Sam cutting off his mating bonds? Literally, anything really, I'm just looking for lost of angst and heartbreak on Dean's side. (Happy endings are preferred, but angsty, unhappy ones are fine too!)

Thank you! :)

It's a pretty general search, but I'd love to read any fics that have Dean dealing with prejudice due to class. I've seen this intersect with smart!Dean a fair bit which I also love, but really, give me anything where class issues are a major factor - anything from poverty to people treating him differently because he's working class.

Any pairings, but please let me know if it's Wincest because I'm a bit pickier there. Any time period as well, and AUs are perfectly fine. Thank you in advance!