Can anyone recommend me any fics where Jensen is in love with Jared and you feel really bad for him because he is lonely, sad, etc. I just really want some angsty jensen fics. Those fics that make you want to hold him 😭

Deleted fic that I can't find.
Wake Me Up Before You Go by dollydolittle.

This is a non-specific request, so really anything works.

Are there any fics where it talks about the effects of the Mark of Cain on Dean during or after one of his "Hulk fights" and Sam forces him to talk about it? Maybe Dean is embarrassed about how the Mark is affecting him, tries to hide the effects from Sam and fails. Or Cas as well. I'd also really like if he broke down in front of either of them, after trying to hold off the guilt and embarrassment, but cannot.

Preferably Gen, but light Destiel is fine if needed. Absolutely no Wincest, please!

I recently read a short series of body swap fics. I'm like, 96.4% positive it was on fanfiction.net, but it may have been on AO3. It had a few onsets in the series, I think, and Bobby was in it to help out the boys. Dean and Sam were the ones that had switched, by the way. One of the fics in the series had Dean starting to get Sam's visions, and it hurt him a lot. This may not have been in the same series, but Dean, in Sam's body, had to do this fight-to-the-death thing with other "special powers" kids. They also got Dean out of the deal. I might be mixing up a couple of fics, but I'd really appreciate reading them again! Thanks in advance ☺

EDIT: FOUND!! Mileage series by Jennytork http://jennytork.livejournal.com/685519.html

Hi! I'm looking for 2 specific Omega!Cas-Preg fics (Destiel)

1. Cas is pregnant but afraid of telling his Alpha-mate/pack leader Dean. Cas is bruising easily (which only happens if the Omega is vulnerable to another Alpha and/or pregnant). Beta Sam figures it out bcoz Cas smells like he's in heat. Dean finds them both in the kitchen when Sam is sniffing Cas' neck, thinks they're having an affair, shifts into a wolf and attacks Sam. Cas also shifts into a small black wolf to save Sam and gets hit on the stomach. That's how Dean finds out he's going to be a dad. Happy Ending.

2. Cas is pregnant but doesn't want to tell Dean coz he thinks Dean doesn't want the kid (yes, it's a pattern, I know!). He tells Benny, who accompanies him to the Ob/Gyn. Dean somehow finds out and Cas confesses he's thinking of moving in with Benny until and after kid is born. Later he finds Dean crying bcoz Dean thinks Cas doesn't want him around their baby and Cas confesses that he thought Dean didn't want it. Happy Ending.

Both these were on AO3, tagged under Mpreg and/or Omega Cas, but for the past 3-4 months they seem to have been lost (at least I can't find them). Does anyone know if they've been moved/deleted or I'm looking under the wrong tags.

Please and thanks in advance :)

Hi All!

I'm looking for any and all j2 fics that talk a lot about filming - the process, how their relationship hinders/help/etc, filming tough scenes/episodes, still having to work together while going through a rough patch in their relationship, gag reel (squee!), etc...

I've read a lot of the character bleed fics and they're awesome.  I'd love to read more about how their romantic relationship (because in my head that exists) plays out when filming the show.

I'm a HUGE bottom!jared girl but I'm so intrigued by this that I'll take anything.  The longer the better and no need to worry about spoilers.  Gimme all ya got! =)
Thanks!