So long story short, I had downloaded a story from AO3, but now my iPad is broken and the story isn't on AO3 anymore. It's devastating. I'm giving it a shot to see if anyone else has it downloaded or posted somewhere else?

The story is called Carry On, and it was posted by TamrynEriadne on AO3.

Castiel is a member of a sort of famous family, the Miltons, who own two TV networks among them, the Angel network, and the Devil network. Gabriel, his brother, runs a BDSM club. Dean is a sub who needs money for Sam's schooling, and so he agrees to basically be Castiel's live-in submissive. They fall in love (obviously).

I'm looking for these two stories, if anyone knows what they are?

The first fic is about Dean and Sam being left behind by John or something, and they spend months in this shack on the outskirts of this town before assuming he's dead. Dean lies about his age and gets a job, and eventually he's promoted to manager or something along those lines, and he supports him and Sam.

The second one is about Dean when Sam blows him off when Dean first comes to Stanford, so Dean goes and tries to find John on their own. It's a Destiel fic, and I remember this one part where Sam(still with Jess-she didn't die) is confronted by the police because they're trying to find leads on Dean's location, and Sam has no idea about anything they're asking.

And I'd love Dean-centric recs... This is what I was thinking?

-Avengers crossovers
-ANGST(like, Dean homeless, or Dean being too thin, or unappreciated, or something?)
-Smart Dean. Or Jensen? That applies to the other ones as well, except for the specific fics
-Really cute and adorable or beautiful Dean
-Dean is a maid/butler/housekeeper/nanny or whatever
-Or just any really amazing Dean/Jensen centric fics please

Thank you!