Hi loves! Not too long ago I fancied rewatching some old SPN vids I used to be obsessed with way back when, but I couldn't seem to find them no matter what I typed into YT. Today it's dawned on me that they have probably been removed by the vidder or YT has deleted them for whatever silly reason. I can't for the life of me remember the vidders name *headdesk* but it's probably one of those things that I'll know when I read it again. One video I speficially remember was called, DYING WHILE I WAIT TO DIE to the song Much Like Falling by Flyleaf. It was about Sam's struggle with Dean being done after s3 and it also featured some Ruby. Another was IT'S A PLAGUE by Progress In Color which was just a general brotherly video I think. I also vagually remember there being a few videos to songs by Boyce Avenue.

Loved this vidder and really gutted I can't find them. Fingers crossed someone knows what happened to them and/or downloaded the vids before they dissapeared.

THANK YOU!

**Vidder FOUND! Thank you kusi4. The vidders name was jadams04, if anyone has any of their videos saved or knows where I can find them I'd be eternally grateful!

Hello!! I'm looking for these fics, I hope you find them.

1. In pre-series after Sam went for Stanford and John left him to hunt alone, Dean decided to attend college in MIT.

2. Fic where Dean and Ash are actually old friends. Dean attended college in MIT behind John's and Sam's back when they lived in Boston, and he met Ash in MIT and became friends.

I am first looking for a story I forget which one
develops amnesia
but sam or dean or jared or jensen dont remember which of
either but one of
them has amnesia maybe after a HUNT. The one with amnesia ends
up having a
small town be protective of him. The other brother comes back for
him in some
form or fashion---waits to see if his brother remember him. I
believe they
catch feelings for each other in the process. Does anyone know
thename. I have come across What Remains. But I dont remember the beginning beginning the way What Remains. Im not sure if its the same fic or there is another fic that involves a small town.

Secondly I am looking for recs for any fics where jared/jensen
are
close friends and one end up cheating on their wife or girlfriend
(guilty
oleasure) they are both straight but turn gay for each other. I prefer
only well
written stories. Much like the back story of forever blue on the cold
case
episode. It can be a fall out with realizing they are gay or a fight
becasue of
fear of facing the truth. Also welcome is dean/sam story (minimum
hunting
involed preferabbly) where one treats the other badly because he has
feelings
for him or they both aregue or fight because of it VERY
WELCOME.

Yup, pretty much what the title says. I've been part of the spn fandom for a long time, and while I've read a lot of gen fics focused around reincarnation, I've seen very little focused on wincest.
So that's what my search is about today. Any and all wincest fic with reincarnated!boys. Not bothered by the context or the length, just as along these lines. I know there might not be a lot of fics along this line, so any help will be much appreciated :)

I'm looking for a fic I read a little while ago, and then completely lost. It was a short-ish oneshot where Sam and Dean (as a punishment I think?) were forced to become the gods of the sun and the moon. They both shared the Impala as their chariot and they only had a couple minutes each day to be together before the other one would have to take over and drive away. Anyone know what I'm talking about? Help on this would be much appreciated.

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