I remember his/her fictions being super well written and I was trying to get back to them. but I can't find it anywhere!
I can't remember what the stories were like but the tone were calm and some stories were dark..? and yeah.
I really can't remember much except the username was like magpie or something
please help me! he/she is a great author and I hate it that I can't read more of thiers!

The story as I remember is Dean and Sam had a sexual encounter when Sam was a teenager. Miscommunication: Dean thinks he molested Sam, Sam thinks he forced Dean. Sam goes to college, Dean refuses all contact. Jess finds painting Sam did of Dean, can tell Sam in love with Dean. Dean's hurt by a black dog and calls Sam but Dean makes him hang up the phone. Sam ends up in psych ward (accidentally?) and tells doctor he's in love with his older brother. Dean gets message that Sam tried to kill himself. Gets to hospital but Sam already checked out. Sees Sam's chart where doc says Sam was molested by his brother. Therapy sessions for Sam, Dean calls, talks to Sam's doc. Ultimately they get back together. Very angsty, lots of guilt. Amazing story but I can't find it! It's a few years old - maybe written in 2011 or 2010?

Worth the Price by d8rkmessngr was on the sam/dean archive, and the user seems to have deleted it and any other fics they may have had. Any links I find to it lead me to a blank sam/dean archive page and the user's page has no stories on it. i was wondering if it's posted somewhere else or if someone has a download of it? it's one of my favorites. i've checked the deleted stories link and purged journals (though i didn't think i'd find anything there since it wasn't on livejournal), and wasn't able to find anything. any help would be greatly appreciated!