24 July 2016 @ 10:08 am
Hey everyone, I am looking for two fics that have apparently been deleted. Maybe someone has a pdf or a Word file saved on their computer.

1. Grown by [livejournal.com profile] lylithj2, used to be here.

2. Every Inch by [livejournal.com profile] triciaqaf, used to be here.

They are both Sam/Dean, with size kink and explicit.

Thank you in advance.
 
 
24 July 2016 @ 04:34 pm
Hey guys I have two specific fics that I'll like to read again after a looong time. I don't remember the names or the subject, but I do remember one scene from each fic.

1) Jensen was abused by his uncle when he was a kid. Jared blurts it out in rage in Jensen's family gathering. Jared was the only one Jensen has ever trusted with this. He felt betrayed that Jared would do this. I think it was a longish fic and very emotional.

2)Jensen was tutoring Jared in high school. I don't remember if Jared was a jock or not but, in one scene I remember Jensen's father coming home during a tutoring session and Jensen getting scared (he might have gotten scared when he hears footsteps on the stairs). I am sorry I don't remember if his father actually hits Jensen in front of Jared or not. But I believe Jared learns about the abuse then.

I know I didn't give much, but I trust you guys' talent :) thank you in advance.
 
 
24 July 2016 @ 05:19 pm

Hi! Two S6-related requests I'd love help with, please:

1. The Soulless!Sam fics I’ve found seem to largely be angst or smut or angsty smut. I was wondering if there were fics where Soulless!Sam does nice things for Dean, or acts protectively of him, for whatever reason. Anything that explores the fact that even without a soul, Sam remembered what it was like being Dean's brother. We see a little of this in canon when soulless!Sam briefly tried to be what he thought Dean would want, but I haven’t found a lot of this in fic. Wincest is totally cool, but I’d rather their bond as brothers be more of a focus than any sexual attraction.

2. Ben or Lisa’s perspective of Sam any time during or after Dean’s stay with them. Particularly anything to do with Sam’s relationship with Dean or the impact (good or bad) they believe Sam had on Dean. Or any significant Lisa-Sam or Ben-Sam interaction set during the S6 period. Real, resouled Sam, please. kelhome’s Family Ties is an awesome example of this.

 
 
24 July 2016 @ 06:03 pm
Hi there!

I'm searching for a specific non-AU J2 fic. Jared has a manager who convinces him he doesn't have enough talent to get jobs so that he often gives blow jobs to the people that might hire him resulting in a very low self esteem!Jared.Jensen somehow knows about this, and if I am not completely wrong, he doesn't like Jared at first because of that, but he realizes later on that Jared doesn't like doing it and helps him to get away from his manager.

I hope someone remembers this fic, I honestly crave to read it.
Thankss guys!