I'm looking for a J2 fic I read a while ago and now can't find, where Jensen bonds with a female wolf pup when he's young, and grows up with others who likewise bonded with a wolf pup. Jensen being bonded to a female wolf means his mate will be male, because the mate is determined by the wolf's sex. Jensen is picked on for this, by one boy in particular, and is definitely an outcast. He's also amazing with a bow and arrow.

Jared shows up later on in the story, and is to be the new chief of the village (which I believe is in a cave system in a mountain? maybe?). It's clear from the first second Jared and Jensen meet that they're mates. Jensen doesn't react well - he runs off - and he's extremely against the mating, and Jared has to work to bring Jensen around.

If anyone can help me find this fic I'd really appreciate it! I've tried Googling different phrases/terms and can't find it myself.

Thanks in advance!

EDIT: FOUND thanks to a kind anon! Fic is HERE in case anyone else is interested!

Hey. I'm looking for fics where Dean struggles with guilt over the things he's done in his life and/or he feels like he's not good enough, a failure, a horrible brother/son etc.
Thanks guys.

hello, does anyone have a copy of this fic? :) i would really appreciate one. my email is mirukeu@gmail.com.

thanks in advance! ^^