Hello All. This is my first time posting to the community as well as Livejournal. I hope you will be able to help me.

I've only got one scene from this fic I can remember. Sam had been kidnapped and was rescued by Dean or Sam got away himself. In a motel bathroom, John, who may have been called by Dean, found Sam and began yelling at Sam because he had, what John thought, eye makeup on. However, his kidnappers tattooed around Sam's eyes to make him appear as, what John called, a faggot. At some point, Dean arrives and stops John from being mean and rough to Sam.

Unfortunately, this is all I can remember. It is also possible that Sam had pierced genetalia as well, but I'm not sure.

Thank you in advance if you find the fic!

P.S. Extra points if you can find the story for me in a pdf format.

Hi in trying to find some John/Abused Dean stories I came across this one but the journal is deleted.  There are several other stories from this author that sound interesting.  They are not in the deleted journal page.  I was wondering if anyone had any of them saved?

Also any recommendations for abused Dean, most especially where he protects Sam or hides it from others or Sam or someone finding out when they are older.

thank you