I'm looking for a wild west Destiel au I originally read on AO3. Dean and the rest of the Winchesters were known as outlaws and Cas was the local teacher Dean had a crush on. There were references to Cas being a male carrier but I don't remember if the story featured mpreg or not. I do remember Mary and Jessica were alive and the Winchesters lived in a compound/ranch that was attacked by local law enforcement who wanted to arrest John; I think either he or Mary got shot in the gunfight. Any help is greatly appreciated.

I'm looking for a fic called "Nothing says I love you" by _doodle. I checked deleted authors but this specific story is not there :(

Authors summary: Schmoopy valentines fic, where Jared makes big gestures, Jensen blushes and sex ensues.

Hey,
I asked about this fic a long time ago, but in the intervening years have still had no luck finding it, so here goes and fingers crossed: It was on ao3, fairly long and complete, I think. It was Dean/Cas, and an AU where some people had guardian angels-Gabriel was either Mary or Sam's guardian angel, and sort of like an uncle or extra parent to the boys. Then Mary is killed, John blames Gabe, and somehow banishes him from the boys side. As they grow up, they keep seeing another kid who saves them several times, this turns out to be Cas, who is a demon who acts like a guardian angel, or an angel who was raised as a demon, I can't quite remember what exactly. Eventually, they figure out how to unbanish Gabriel, and Cas recognizes him. I would love, love, love to find it again, so please, anyone? Thanks!