So it's been a while since I've posted to this community so I hope I still get everything right with posting.

I'm looking for 2 specific stories and it's been driving me nuts because I've searched for both and can't seem to find them.

Story #1 is about Jared and Jensen together, I believe one or both of them worked as an FBI agent (possibly Criminal Minds crossover) and they are looking for a serial killer who is still murdering people after many years. Jared was one of his first victims and still has a scar in the shape of a flower on her chest from when he was kidnapped when he was younger. I don't remember too much but I remember it shows flashbacks to when Jared was kidnapped. I hope that's specific enough because I've found stories that are similar but not this exact one.

Story #2 is more of a one shot if I remember correctly. It's a short one about Jensen, who is the son of the mob boss, walking into his office and his father's goons have Jared bent over his desk. Definitely a non-con situation.

Please help if you can. I've done my best searching but can't seem to find them.

I'm looking for any stories where Pastor Jim survives Meg's attack at his church. Someone or something interferes or he's able to drive her off etc. Slash or Gen is okay but would prefer Gen.
Thank you.

I'm looking for a fic, a rec of a fic, or anything relating to the episode "Red Meat."

I recently have been rewatching the episodes and saw Red Meat and was curious if there were any fics out there relating to the episode and to the hidden secret of Dean committing suicide during the episode. If you know of any, please share them my way.

Or any fics relating to Dean committing suicide during that time and Sam somehow finds out about it.