Hi guys, it’s the first time I’m doing a request here so I’m sorry for anything that may be wrong. So, a while ago I read A Mother's Love, by Leahelisabeth, and I absolutely loved it. Now I’m obsessed with this kind of fanfic but find no other like it. So, I wonder if you guys have any fics where Mary:

- can’t forge a bound with Sam;

- finds out about Sam’s past and doesn’t take it well;

- learn about the boys before meeting them and think Sam is evil/using Dean;

- finds out Samuel had come back to life and Sam killed him;

- anything that makes Mary denial, refuse, neglect or misunderstand Sam.

I would like fics were Sam is really affected by it even if he tries to hide it. Any pairing is cool while you let me know of it.

Dean can be protective of Sam or not or he can be unaware of his mother’s thoughs, but I would like Mary to have a normal relationship with Dean. All story lengths are fine.

Thanks!!

I read this story a long time ago and cant seem to find it no matter how hard I look. I was so sure the fic was called Lavender but I cant find any results, so maybe it has been deleted?

The story has a sweet and friendly Jared and a grumpy Jensen who meet at a farmers market. Jared (I think) makes coffee or is a type of florist and maybe Jensen makes pies or something? Jensen is kinda rude to Jared in the beginning and has him go get tea far away etc.. Misha is there too, possibly makes honey, and he and Jensen make ice cream the manual way by rolling a ball around. It's sort of D/s, with willing sub!Jared, but Jensen is worried about hurting him because of a past relationship. Near the end of the story, Jared uses their safeword "lavender" because he can tell Jensen is still scared of hurting him. 

Sorry for the weird mash of things I can remember, and sorry I cant remember what their specific booths are at the farmers market! If anyone has any idea what Im talking about I'd really appreciate it, I loved this fic. Thanks :)