Hi I went to recommend this fic to another post in this community and now I cannot find it because I can't remember the exact name.  I know it starts with Nir possibly.  John and Sam argue and ignore Dean.  Dean encounters I think a fairy who curses Dean.  Whenever John and Sam argue and ignore him Dean feels pain that keeps getting worse and worse.  Bobby figures it out and gives Dean an amulet.  Dean dreams of running with white dogs?  Does this sound familar to anyone?  Thank you.